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[nateezfics]

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐯𝐞, 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬. 𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲. 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭!

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི❦ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺

❧𝐦.𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭☙

[nateezfics]

feeling a wave of nostalgia tonight. haven’t logged in here since i went inactive. it’s been almost a year.

i miss it here. i miss everyone. i miss what was once here.

[nateezfics]

so this is goodbye;

just going to be to the point here. i cannot call what i am on right now as a semi hiatus or even a hiatus at all, really. i don’t want to make this a bigger deal than necessary or repeat myself because i’ve already shared my thoughts on this matter here before, but to be blunt i have no desire of ever writing for this blog again. so really, i should say that i am not on a hiatus, but rather that i am genuinely saying goodbye to nateezfics. i don’t need to explain anything, but to be transparent, i have lost interest in ateez and kpop as a whole. it is sad to say; kpop has been a major part of my life the better part of the last seven years. i noticed this decline in interest months ago, but had held onto the hope that i would rekindle my interest and love for it again. but now i cannot deny it. being into ateez/kpop just doesn’t feel the same anymore…like something hasn’t felt quite right to me. there is no desire to write fanfiction for ateez/kpop anymore. i simply have moved on.

i will always cherish the memories, the people i’ve met, the mutuals and friends made. of course ateez/kpop will continue to be something i look back on with fondness. i will always remember the happiness it brought me over these years. it’s an odd feeling, considering how deeply involved and passionate i used to be, but such is life…some times you just outgrow things, and that’s okay!

in this time i have rekindled my love for anime. i have also continued to be passionate about playing genshin impact, and have even started writing fanfiction for it on @zhongtea. if you want to keep in touch with me as well as read my genshin fanfiction, you are more than welcome to follow me over there!

so…here it is. my last time signing into nateezfics. thank you to the almost eight thousand followers, thank you to the handful of moots, and thank you for all the fun and great memories! i may be leaving, but i will always be grateful for the time spent here. much love!

— nat ᡣ𐭩 ་༘࿐

[nateezfics]

you know what….hell yeah.

[nateezfics]

I missed you omg I hope you’re okay 😫💞mentally and emotionally . And it’s okay to feel that way it happens life is kinda crazy atm anyways stay happy and healthy

anon i’m sorry i missed this😭 this is the first time i’ve logged in to this blog since announcing my semi hiatus.

thank you so much for saying! i really appreciate the support! i am okay, just taking a step back is all. thanks again!❤️

[nateezfics]

Hi!! I only started following you very recently so I’m not super established here yet, but I wanted to tell you how wonderful your writing is and how welcoming your blog feels. I totally understand needing and wanting a break from things and if you choose to do that I will support you wholeheartedly. However I just wanted to let you know that your efforts are recognized and appreciated :))

this was very kind, anon! thank you for taking the time to send this to me!! i’m happy you find my blog welcoming, that’s actually a very sweet compliment 🥹🩷

[nateezfics]

kind of long post, so apologies in advance. just want to give a little update as well as talk about how my blog will be functioning moving forward. you don’t have to read of course, but if you do, it’s very appreciated!

for starters, i want to say how thankful i am for all the love and support i’ve received during my time here. running nateezfics has been fun, and i’ve enjoyed posting, and making a handful of sweet mutuals! i will always cherish the time here.

the above statement makes it sound like I’m leaving. i am not, rest assured. however, i am saying that my presence here will decrease. i’ve always been pretty regular on posting, mostly just posting whatever random thought i had on my brain (usually always regarding a certain captain lol). though recently i have had little to no desire to post on here at all. and it’s been an even longer time that I’ve felt like writing consistently. also it’s been so hard for me to find the energy to interact with anyone here; for the last couple of months i have felt very detached from ateez, and kpop as a whole. to be quite honest, I’ve barely kept up with this recent comeback/album. this has affected my want to post here. i feel like my interests may be moving elsewhere, and that i am not as interested in ateez/kpop these days. this may just be a temporary thing, but as such, my presence here will be sparse. i won’t force myself to post or write if i don’t want to. so i will just simply be posting when i have the desire or energy to.

thus my requests that i have waiting in my inbox will be unfulfilled. i will be erasing all the requests in my askbox, with the exception of a few that i might feel inspired to complete. i have wanted to do this for some time and now is my opportunity. i have struggled with even responding to basic asks, so fic requests have been even harder for me. i am so overwhelmed with the amount of requests that i feel like I cannot get through them all; and i just feel so guilty because so many of them have just been sitting there incomplete for ages. so i feel like it’s best to just come out and say i will not be doing them and will never again take any more fic requests. i honestly feel much better after making this decision. thank you to everyone who has requested from me, and thank you to everyone who sent in an ask in general to me. as for any of my own wip’s, they too will probably never be completed. lately the fics I’m most motivated to write are ones i come up with spontaneously, while my planned wip’s have been rotting away. i had a lot of fics planned, but i just simply don’t have the desire for them anymore. i am not going to pressure myself; writing should be fun and not feel like a job! so i am giving myself a clean slate. hope you can enjoy the fics i may post in the future!

all this to say, i am taking somewhat of a hiatus. I won’t be too active here, yet i may hop on when i feel like it or post a fic or two when i am able! if you’d like to reach me, best place to reach out would be by messaging me on insta @ ateezink. again, thank you everyone for all the support! it means a lot!

— nat 🧸

[nateezfics]

Heyy Nat!!! I absolutely loved softly and sweetly!! I’m sorry that wasn’t much feedback but please it was absolutely lovely! The details and the vocabulary made it better. We need more making love imagines in ateez imagines. Of course we also love the passionate right smut too but I love fluffy making love smut too! I can see San being this sweet to his partner if they were not very experienced like the reader and make sure to be clear to be consensual. I would love to see more stories like this one! I really enjoyed it fren! - 🧜🏽‍♀️

anon, this has been sitting in my inbox for a hot minute, I’m so sorry I’m just responding 🥺

thank you for your support on that fic! i am really happy you like it! i agree we need more soft, making love type of smut fics. the harder core ones are great of course but more softness is needed! i had a lot of fun writing san in this way because it does feel more like him, he’s very caring and sweet and considerate! i will try to write more fics like this some day in the future!

[nateezfics]

Youre so sweet and nice and adorable and kind and i just want to pat your head and feed you snacks 💕 💖

[nateezfics]

Bestie♡

Whatever you decide I will always miss talking to you and seeing your name in here. But I totally where you come from, I feel detached from Tumblr too and can't find the will to write anything lately. Sad times.

Regardless, you'll always be my favorite here♡

my love!!

i am appreciative of you, and the fact that you understand where i’m coming from. definitely is sad times; i remember when i used to be so excited to write and post. oh well 😭 but at least we will always have each other! even if we may not talk as frequently these days, i am happy that I have you! thank you!!🩷❤️💜

[nateezfics]

So happy to see an update from you 🤧 (yes i have notifs on for you)

[nateezfics]

hi nat!

i just got the notification for your latest post, just before i was about to put my phone on do not disturb to work on school.

seeing that you posted brought a bit of joy to my busy evening, even if it wasn’t a fic or update. the reason is, i’ve been checking your blog often for new works for a little while and was beginning to miss seeing you post!

i understand if you want to take a break from writing or posting for a while, and i encourage you to do so if that’s really what you desire.

however, i just thought i’d let you know that your work is appreciated, and that *you* are appreciated. come back whenever you’re ready, and take care of yourself!

if no one’s told you today, i’m proud of you and am enthusiastic fan of your writing.

stay safe and healthy, and have a good rest of your day/night.

- 🍨

i feel so emotional after reading this; thank you for saying this. i don’t really have the ability to convey my thoughts properly at the moment, so all i can say is that is simply appreciate you taking the time to send me some encouraging words. thank you!🩷

[nateezfics]

hi!! i saw ur post abt coming back to tumblr! i know u dont know me, i wanna let u know that i did check ur blog everyday to see if u had posted/if ur doing alright. im glad youre doing okay 💕

you checked my blog every day? 😭💕 that is very sweet! thank you for sending in such kind words!

[nateezfics]

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[saltyoaktree]

don't want to write I want to think very hard about my fic until it emerges from my head fully formed like athena

[nateezfics]

everything was hot. your surroundings seemed to also be affected by this thick atmosphere, weighed down by the searing tension. time was nonexistent, and it felt like this moment dragged on. maybe because of the heavy heat sticking to your skin or maybe because of the heady fog that clouded your mind. you didn’t quite know for sure.

but one thing you did know was that the next drag of your bare cunt across an equally bare thigh was enough to make your body shudder…again. you’d lost count of how many times your body trembled under the weight of this sensation, and you certainly couldn’t remember how many times you’d climaxed already. jittery, weak fingers grasped as the cotton fabric of your boyfriend’s tee and you whimpered. a plea for reprieve.

“shhh,” came hongjoong’s serenely sweet voice in your ear. it was meant to calm you, but with the way his hands still gripped your hips to urge you back and forth, it did nothing of the sort. “it’s alright, i’m here.”

there were tears in your eyes; crystalline pearls shimmering in the low light. “‘s too much, joongie.” your bottom lip jutted out in a pout, a sight hongjoong found endearing.

he kissed the pout away with a soft, light kiss, a contrast to the nasty way your pussy smeared slick all over the skin of his clenched thigh. “it’s okay, you’re okay. i’ll make it all better, yeah? just give me one more, precious.”

you cried out when he flexed his thigh again, the hardened muscle pressing perfectly against your cunt, your clit dragging so right over that prominent vein that popped under the skin. your arousal was dripping down his thigh and onto the floor; his shorts were hiked up out of the way, his erection prominent under the crumpled fabric. “i — i don’t know if i can!”

your broken voice made hongjoong’s dick throb, more precum leaking out and wetting his shorts. he ached to be in you, to be surrounded by the soft, sticky warmth of you that was currently pressed over his thigh. he put his own desire on the back burner, instead focusing on you and your pleasure, which ultimately was his pleasure as well. he moved you back and forth and gradually increased the speed until you were on the verge again. “my precious girl, yes you can. c’mon on now, show me how good you are. show me how good i make you feel.”

you were nothing if not completely obedient to him. his words held a power over you akin to a spell, and you found yourself falling apart at the seams. “mmh!” the pleasure was a lot, intensified by all the orgasms that came before. it was almost painful the way your cunt pulsed over his thigh, a sensation you were certain was not missed by him, and you cried at the weight of it all. he was there to hold you steady through it all, his lips on your temple, your cheek, your eyelids, the corner of your mouth. he was like an anchor for you as you came down, a lifeline back to reality.

“you,” hongjoong started, kissing your lips. “are so precious, so good for me. you did so well.” he brought you into his embrace, smiling softly when your tear stained face buried into itself his chest. he rubbed comforting circles into your back. “we can stay here as long as you need. then we’ll go get you cleaned up, yeah?”

notes from nat: uh…uh…yeah so here’s this. couldn’t get the thigh riding brain rot out of my head after posting this picture yesterday;; didn’t have the brain power to write a whole ass fic on this but i just had to jot down something. oh and speaking of brain rot,, will be labeling posts like this as my brain rot posts. they aren’t structured enough to be fics, so they’re just my brain rot. will be putting these on my master list for easier navigation, of course <3

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GIRL DINNER!!!! 🍽️😌