Nobody warns you.
About the long nights.
Craving them
Their presence
Their arms holding you
Long distance will rip your heart out and feel like your soul is separated from your body.
It’s like poetry and it leaves you bleeding.
Airport visits are hell and heaven.
When you can hold them again and then you watch them walk away.
I need the day where you stay.
Where you’re here in my mess.
I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy















