I'm A Booknerd

Im Natalie. I'm 28. Nessian TRASH. I am a Sarah j Maas addict. Questioning, leaning toward pansexual at the moment. This is a personal blog. I post a variety of things. I'm a hockey nut: Minnesota Wild is my fave. Social Justice. Jesus. History. Reading. Poet. Anime. Comics: Marvel and DC. Star Trek & Star Wars. Redeemed sinner. I love the inner city and people. Im a big social justice nerd. I love books. Talk to me if you ever need a helping hand or someone to listen.

[nattymetanoia]

Nobody warns you.

About the long nights.

Craving them

Their presence

Their arms holding you

Long distance will rip your heart out and feel like your soul is separated from your body.

It’s like poetry and it leaves you bleeding.

Airport visits are hell and heaven.

When you can hold them again and then you watch them walk away.

I need the day where you stay.

Where you’re here in my mess.

I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy

[rylandsgrace]

Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse + text posts

[jiahey]

Pansexual/Panromantic (LGBTQIAP+)

(aesthetics and fuckery pride 2023: day 6!)

(this one was approved by my pan besties!)

[nattymetanoia]

Hate to tell you tumblr, by disabling the search bar to search sad shit won’t make anyone less suicidal.

[wildaboutmnhockey]

💀💀

[nattymetanoia]

Preds admin is a national hero 😂

[zuccarella]

kirill’s reaction to zucc’s hattrick 😭 i have never seen anyone cuter

[serious]

[morgeysplace]

Remember that mother fucking fishperson in Majora’s Mask who’s stuck in the water, and then when you rescue him he’s dying and is like “will you hear my last message” and when you say yes he jumps up and just fucking shreds his guitar and sings you a song all while really giving you a magical show and then when he’s done he plops down and fuckin dies??? that shit was wild.

[throwupgirl]

actually i’d take a bullet for winnie the pooh and that is a rock fact

[negativenesta]

Bryce: I have decided that I am indeed a snack. It’s just that no one’s hungry.

Hunt, under his breath: I’m starving.

[cathianemelian]

Was meant to be a little thingy but I GOT CARRIED AWAY. The last panel is inspired by @eedaeth incredible Botw 2 OC.

[depressedzgirl]

#depressionawareness #depressionhelp #depressionquoutes #selfharm #anxiety #anxietyawareness #anxietyquote #selflove #selfcare #anxietyattack #anxietysupport #selfhate #disscociativedisorder #suicideawarness #suicide #suicideprevention #abandonementissues #abandonementissue #abandonement_issues #abandonement #truama #childhoodtrauma #brokenhome https://www.instagram.com/p/CTrDuzzrjOB/?utm_medium=tumblr

[daddyssexylittlekitten]

[nattymetanoia]

I’m sick of imagining a future I should have already had,

I’m tired,

Of missed time,

Of not having nights with you on the couch,

Of not laughing with you and not seeing your smile,

Of not hearing your voice,

Every year feels like another slice into my skin,

The distance never ends,

I just want to be happy,

And sometimes that feels far away too.

[5-2-3-deactivated20221221]

God knows how much pain i swallowed and pretended calm

[valentina-poem]

[krystalmelodie]

"Hanging with you? Not healthy--"