Ana and Mia

ednos life

[natuchisoc]

Lovely

[grandeslut-deactivated20130502]

[drryland]

33,363 notes, well done society

[hugs-only-plz]

57,307 funny….. You guys are all beautiful

[judgem3ntal-fucks-deactivated20]

68,507 is too big :(

[unworth-it]

74,403 think completely wrong about their selves 

[witchettygrub]

92, 082 no guys stop :(

[aleynacsk]

125.387 People reblogged this, but i can’t even find one ugly person

[banditsnatch-deactivated2016012]

158,079 people. This is horrible :(

[skinnigirlproblems]

504,405 :c

[thovgh]

non lo penso, lo sono

[indeterminata-deactivated202006]

500,413. wow

[assenzaemotiva]

505.588 persone che lo pensano..

[assenzaemotiva]

Quasi 506.000 persone..

[pain-will-destroy-you]

Siete le 508.459 persone più belle del mondo.

[natuchisoc]

Perfection

[natuchisoc]

Back to school

I'm back to school and I'm suffering :( I hate it that I'm not able to sleep at nights and when I finally get some sleep I have to wake up so early and then when I get to school I see all those skinny girls and I just want a body like that even if I try so hard I still don't have it and I'm so tired of failing and not been that pretty girls boys want I'm tired of not been enough I'm tired of living and I want to self harm again I haven't done it in weeks and right now I just want to fell some pain :(

[natuchisoc]

fattie

today i was planing to trow up lunch but me cousin came up with pizza and i ate tow slices and then i couldnt trow it up because he would nitice about my ed and i dont want that and then my other cousin and brother apeared with chips and pop corn to watch some movies but it was late on night and my mom made me eat ajiaco for dinner (ajiaco is a traditional soup from here colombia :3) and then i eated that pop corn when watching the movie ugh xc im a fattie !! but tomorrow im going into a diet hat my friend has been using and she lost 3 kilos the first 4 days so its amazing and im going to try it cx wish me luck please

[natuchisoc]

Worries

I just woke up and I was weighting 56,5kg so yesterday fasting worked at least a lil and today I have an appointment with a counselor because I'm getting into a new school and they ask all the new students to have an appointment with her tho so I hope she doesn't find out about ana and mia or cat so wish me luck and I hope you all have a great day

[feelingsmvll]

[natuchisoc]

Fasting

I woke up a few ago and I already saw my moms disappointed face when she asked me to eat breakfast and I said I didn't wanted :/ the hardest of doing fasting isn't the hunger ... It's seen how people cares and try to make you eat but they don't understand how bad you feel you need to stop eating :/

[natuchisoc]

I'm going to exercise as much as I can and more tomorrow cx I want to go back to my gw :3

[natuchisoc]

What's all this about ?

another night when I can’t fall sleep and I just feel like sharing my feelings or telling my history I don’t even know how to call it or what i am doing … I’ve been thinking of how did I found about ana and mia, sometimes I think it was the best I found but sometimes I think it was just another door to a nightmare …

[iamunimportant]

[natuchisoc]

i want it so bad :(

[missingidentidy]

[reducingthebody]

[45kgwish]

ohcatastr0phe:

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[natuchisoc]

omg i want to look like this *-*

[fuckyeahmaygan]

[natuchisoc]

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[suicide-fuckyeah-deactivated201]

I need to be 100lbs for my birthday!

[natuchisoc]

Starting fasting now cx

[natuchisoc]

Failure

So this is my first tumblr? I don’t even know how to call it anyways … I’ve been getting into bulimia and anorexia since a year ago and now I’m on the point of not turning back I know that know I can’t just leave it now it’s part of me … But … Why isn’t it working anymore ? I’m not losing weight , I know it’s because I don’t even try it :/ I don’t exercise as much as I used to and know that little voice that used to haunt me isn’t there anymore … I want it back . What should I do ?