Where The Love Resides

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Life goes on. That’s so beautifully divine.

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The story of a woman who kept choosing herself, even when she was scared, even when she wanted to give up, even when all she had was herself. 🌿🌻

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People stare at me soooo hard, I be thinking there’s something on my face. I see them without looking directly at them, and I can feel their eyes stuck on me. I used to be super insecure, so I’d run into the bathroom to check my face and see if there was anything on it. I don’t do that anymore. I forget that people find me pretty 🥹🥹 I think it’s my aura, though. I truly believe people can feel your presence, and it shows!!!

I knew it was over when I was in NYC and a Jamaican auntie complimented me and told me I stand out. That was wild!!! I consider myself super cute. I have a sunflower tattoo, I wear comfortable clothes, crystals on deck, big hair, and I’m always happy 🌻🥹

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When I’m in spaces where the majority of people don’t look like me, I tend to stay quiet. But damn if you do, damn if you don’t.

From what I’ve personally seen, Black women experience a different level of jealousy, projection, and stereotyping, especially when you’re a Black woman with a strong presence, boundaries, and a sense of self.

These spaces can be super draining, but please don’t let them take your whimsy. Don’t dim your light. Keep showing up.

Find your safe and sacred spaces. I have mine in Maui and NYC. When I’m far away from those places, I hug myself, talk to God, go for walks, find nature, drink water, and speak love into myself.

I know it can feel awkward and deeply uncomfortable sometimes, but you have to learn how to detach other people’s energy from your own.

Protect your spirit. Stay soft. Stay grounded.

Much love to every sistAR navigating these weird spaces. We got this. 💚

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May every single Black woman and girl who is figuring life out and succeeding, while ending up in spaces where she has to set boundaries and navigate people who are envious of her, be divinely protected, sis.

May the universe personally shelter you and hold a light over your path. May you continue to smile, remain kind, and never dim your light. May you find solace, and may your life get sweeter and sweeter every single time someone speaks ill on your name.

Amen. ASÈ.

For all the sistas!!! Especially if you’re spiritually tapped in!!

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Omgggg! I finally caved in and bought tarot cards. I have a whole bunch of oracle cards, but now it’s time to upgrade my craft. 🥹 I’m so excited!!!!! I know it’s going to take me a while to learn every single card, maybe even a year. The thing is, I understand my pulls, but I want to become more insightful by knowing the meaning of each card.

Btw!! I think I might get a tarot card tattooed on me. We shall seeee!! Heheheh!!

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Please listen to this song.

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Back in NYC. What a time!!!

I debate moving backkkkkk, but I know I never will. I love the fact that I’m not traumatized, high, or depressed anymore. I can actually enjoy my city now, and I have a whole new perspective on NYC.

I’m noticing that it’s a city of lovers. I love seeing people in love on the subway. I love seeing girls carrying bouquets of flowers. I love seeing people holding hands.

Despite all the pain, I still love going back to NYC, mainly to meet the past versions of myself. I get to hug her, and I’m grateful to experience a completely different energy from the city now. 🥹

Forever a BoogieDownBx Shawtyy

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with the right person, love actually feels like returning back home to yourself

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Me & Me.

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Peekaboo

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It makes me upset that society tells women we are useless if we choose ourselves and our careers. I mourn for my mother. I wish she had aborted me so she could have lived the life I’m living. I truly adore women who are free as hell, unapologetic, and getting to the damn bag.

I see my future, and it is bright because it’s just me. Treehouse. Hawai‘i. Multiple properties. Single. Beautiful. Straight teeth. Devoted to God (I don’t believe in your God). Just blissful. Tarot cards.

That’s the message. Kkkkk!! Ladies, deadass, focus on your career and who you see yourself becoming. Don’t let anyone or societal pressure throw you off track. Idgaf what these people say. Live for you!!! You can have it all, I swear you can. And yes, life gets better.

We happy on this side. Affluent. Abundant. Wealthy asf in spirit. JUUUHEARD.

Melly Mel out!