bloom and grow forever

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[flowerbleedme]

enough balls. juggling lab interpretive dance

[lennyjamin]

spoke deeply to me.

[utopians]

it's literally all about having a primary public gender and a secondary personal gender

[thelastwhimzy]

😀 she's now telling me that i wont be allowed to order food at her house but that she also wont help me prepare food either. im largely bedbound right now. i will literally starve

[thelastwhimzy]

okay yeah hi sorry so i just moved across states again because i was being severely medically neglected to life-threatening levels in the state that i moved to a few months ago due to housing instability and a need for caregiving. they nearly let me die there several times so i ended up having to move back to my current state (az) so that i can get back with the remains of my old care team. my mom was willing at first to let me stay with her but is now making a lot of threats and scary ultimatums. i am dealing with an active and chronic methicillin-resistant urinary tract infection that caused me to develop sepsis + a blood infection in march and urosepsis a few times since. i am largely housebound and bedbound - the trip here was absolute hell for me and i ended up in the er as soon as i got here because i was so sick. i am unable to reliably feed myself. my gi tract is partially paralyzed and there's a lot of things i cant swallow, too, which makes preparation harder. i will starve if i cant order food, especially now that i no longer have a partner to help me prepare meals.

honestly the flight took so much out of me. i feel so sick and am not currently getting antibiotics for my infection not the iv fluids i need daily to function either. i am staying at a cheap hotel/motel currently and i think it might be best if i extend my stay a few days so that i can get some rest and figure out next steps - its about $54 a day currently. if i could get help with that it would be great. maybe like 3 days for now?

pypal | vnmo | cshapp | kof1

so stressed out right now and my mental health is extremely poor too - just trying to actually keep my will to live going atm. thank you. im sorry i keep having to ask for help i just have no other options right now

[thelastwhimzy]

hi again sorry so yeah she just informed me that i am now homeless again lol so thats. not great

[thelastwhimzy]

need $60 (preferably $150 so i can pay a few days at once) preferably before i fall asleep so that i can sleep in and not have to have someone knocking on my door at checkout please. oh also i still dont have any menstrual supplies rn and dont wanna bleed all over this hotel bed. need disposable period undies sigh

[thelastwhimzy]

ykw ive already gotten blood everywhere (love a 3 month long period Yay.). not even gonna ask for money for period briefs rn but can i please please please have the $60 like nowish so that i can actually get some sleep and wont have to get woken up by hotel staff? bc i genuinely haven't slept in a bed in 42 hours and i would really like to go get a long sleep without getting woken up my housekeeping knocking asking me if im paying or leaving please. especially knowing i have nowhere to go

[segamascott]

[koyoriin]

hinako // silent hill f

[ bluesky | patreon | instagram | twitter | prints ]

[maxpawb]

It's scary to be transgender in the world right now but if you're transgender I love you and we have to stick together and keep fighting and keep living and keep loving

[lkhafel]

The perfect daughter

[stone-hard-packing]

this is a pro-fat blog btw. if you're not attracted to fat people then fix it

[dying-suffering-french-stalkers]

everyone say in the tags what their current custom discord status is

[edgebug]

minor tumblr user's carrd: over 25 dni!!

25 year old who was going to prey on this minor: oh damn 😔 here I was planning to groom them but i can't because of their dni 😔 what a shame 😔😔😔😔😔

[edgebug]

actual things you can do to keep yourself safe online instead of relying on a dni:

don't use your real name! not even your first name, if it's unusual!

don't tell anybody where you live! not even what state you're in! keep that shit a sexy little mystery that's between you and your mail carrier!!

liberally use the block feature!!!! use it!!! just block people if they give you the heebie jeebies!!

don't post selfies that you've also posted on facebook or anywhere else! reverse image search can be used to find your name if the same image is tied to fb or insta or anywhere else your actual name might be

consider not posting selfies at all actually esp if you're a minor......., shit can be dangerous

there's no reason you have to advertise your age if you're a minor <3 you don't have to tell anyone! don't lie, and please don't interact with 18+ content, or with adults who are uncomfortable with people under 18 interacting--but you don't have to go out of you way to say on your blog "hey I'm a minor and a member of a vulnerable community"! and if someone asks then you are allowed to tell them to fuck off

tell people to fuck off if they ask you questions that could be used to identify you

[edgebug]

this all counts for discord servers too btw. I'm 26 and as a kid on the internet I was warned about "chatrooms" and told to stay safe and not give out any personal info in a chatroom because that's dangerous. And It Is

discord servers are chatrooms y'all. not everyone in your public fandom discord is your friend

[haridraws]

Drawing some lanterns~ hope you can find some light in the dark

[sevmu9]

rat.

[skiptomy]

So for the third time in my life I'm living out of my car. Thankfully I'm able to crash on a few folk's couches, but I have nowhere to set up my actual computer, and I'm so fucking terrified about trying to find an apartment.

I don't have a normal job, I definitely don't make more than 3x any rent available anywhere near me. I have to bring my car into the shop tomorrow because it keeps stalling and I only have like 350 in my account (thanks to one of the kindest people I have ever had the fortune to know online) but who knows how much it's gonna cost to fix, or how long it'll take to do so.

if I AM able to find a place, I'm not really gonna have any furniture, or much of anything.

I want to take more commissions, but I'm already behind on the ones I have because I haven't been able to work much, and when I do it's at a library where I feel anxious the whole time. I'm still dealing with bad body pain, most days I've not been able to be up and about for more than four hours without feeling like I need to pass out, and since I don't really have a place to crash, I've just been sleeping in my car.

I don't know what the fuck I'm gonna do. I don't know what the fuck I cAN do. I feel like I'm trying my hardest and only barely treading water enough to breathe.

I don't know what I'm asking either. I hate asking for help, but I'm at the point where I need it. I just know I don't really have anyone who I can ask for financial aid from except the endless void of the internet.

I guess, if you truly do not mind waiting for art, even if it might be several months before you see it, I would LOVE to be able to do something for you. If not, I'm just so glad you read this far.

[commission info] [venmo] [paypal] [kofi]

[raqualswonderfunblog]

[bwabbitv3s]

I finished the last constellation tonight. All 40 of them are now done! Went through and double checked and every stitch is in place for them and all the beads are in place. Which just leaves the milky way part to do.

[bwabbitv3s]

Started stitching the Milky Way in. Slowly making progress on it as I am hiding the travelling thread so the back will look nice.

Looks pretty cool and keeps the readability of the other stitches. Very happy with it. Just a thousand or so to do. As they are in a grid roughly every centimetre apart.

[alta-et-astra]

Incredible

[michichi69]

A smitten Alistair and 'I should be in the club right now' Tabris.