I had to think about this a long time and I had talk to people about it. I am feeling bad for having to ask, but I am no having much choice this point. I have tried to keep my personal problems off of this blog. At times this has been really hard because of some of the things I am dealing with. I also wanted this to be a place of peace and escape where people could enjoy themselves and escape reality for a few minutes.
I have bad health problems. Last year when I was making this blog I was healthy but within 2 months I had a huge health crisis and I almost died. It disabled me permanently. I went from having a good job and making enough to pay my bills to not being able to get out of bed for very long. I was lucky to survive, and I will always be greatful for that. There is a lot in my life I have to be greatful for, my family, my wife, my friends. But it messed me up and I am dealing with a lot. And it has been getting worse, my wife found lumps in my back and my arms and they were cancerous. I got them removed but I still have to get treated with several rounds of chemotherapy to be safe. I am in a lot of pain and really exhausted.
Financially I have negative money. My wife has a part time job but he has to be home a lot to help me with transportation and things I cannot do myself. I was given 100$ from some of my friends and that made it possible for me to buy my blood thinners and pain medications. My medicine by itself costs 1500$, and I have to pay about 500$ a month extra for equipment and copays. The costs are going up but I genuinely don’t know what it’s going to go up to. I know the first day of chemotherapy cleaned out my bank account. I don’t know what I’m going to do for next month or my next chemotherapy treatment. Or what I’m going to do about rent.
I am not asking for donations. I really just want to work for any money I get. Please if you can commission me or can just share my commission information it is pinned to my blog. (I appreciate every like I get but they do nothing to help me get exposure) I really need the help and would be forever greatful. I was trying for so long not to beg but I’m at a point where not having money could very literally kill me. I lowered my prices on my commissions to almost half to where I’m basically getting paid 5$ an hour for work, just to try to get people to buy from me but it has done nothing. I have been told many MANY times that my work is worth 2x what I have posted. Please just help me make money for myself. I am not asking you for anything other than that.
I had my wife edit this so it was more understandable, because my language barrier can be a problem for some people.
Please reblog I need work. (*´∀｀*)My link tree is here: linktree It having my other pages and link to ko fi.
