Contributed by reader, a dramatised and fictionalised reflection on his own experiences as he was growing and exploring his sexuality.
Any reference to other actual persons are coincidental.
!LGBTQ CONTENT WARNING: AVOID IF SUCH CONTENT OFFENDS YOU!
My name is Ding Xiong, currently a year 1 student in Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
I’m 17 this year… it’s my first time I returning to Gan Eng Seng and help out in Scouts as a Venture. None of my batch boys returned to help as they were either busy with school or relationships.
I actually returned not because of CCA point or contributing back to the troop, but a hidden agenda because I pretty much enjoy looking at these cute juniors. I feel horny watching these skinny prepubescent boys change out of their school uniform into their scouts uniform. I liked peeking at their bulge.
Some of them were a real treat, like those with their armpit hairs and washboard abs at such a young age.
I just didn’t let anybody know about my sexuality yet.
I used to be from wushu in another school but I came to Gan Eng Seng when I was sec 2. I decided to make the switch because wushu is very much an individual sport and scouts seemed interesting enough for a change. I’ve seen how the scout boys had a close bond back in my old school.
I found out I was gay ever since I had a crush on my Senior Patrol Leader. His name is Sammy, a Sec 4 guy from Korea who was 4 years older.
He was the tallest guy in our troop at 1.82m with an athletic frame, his scout uniform fitted him perfectly. Besides, his right sleeve is filled with so proficiency many badges; most of them were athletic. Fucking dope. I guess that’s the advantage of being more physcially developed than the other boys in his cohort since he wasn’t local. Also, being Korean, his parents sent him to Taekwondo classes back home when he was younger. We hit off pretty well since I was too from the martial arts background
I was obviously new to scouts and had to learn from the basics. He helped me a lot and even agree to teach me on those non official CCA days - especially knot tying which I was totally new to. Whenever he smiled, his dimples showed. I could feel my heart flutter.
Though during official CCA days he will be stern with us.
Since he was a graduating year student, he had to step down after a few months to prepare for his national exams.
After leaving Gan Eng Seng, he went back Korea to further his studies and we haven’t kept in contact much already.
Today I’m teaching these boys about reading coordinates and topographical map for them to prepare for their first Basic Scouts Standard hike…
Today is the day. 11 July. The boys are going for their first Basic Scouts Standard hike and it’s also my first time understudying. I came earlier to make sure breakfast is accounted for. 14 packets of Fried bee hoon with luncheon meat and egg with a few extra packets just in case.
ASL Jun Soon Sir is here to help out too, dressed in his navy blue Lacoste Polo T-Shirt. He’s 23 years old and studying nursing in NUS. His NS vocation was a combat medic officer.
Seems like National Service turned him into a hercules. His cologne always smells so sexy. God forbid me…
The boys surrendered their smartphones, smart watches and belongings in exchange for the standard issue set - a dumb phone, digital camera and $10 each team.
Before I gave them the instructions for the Basic Scouts Standard Hike, I had to do a body pat down to see if they are hiding a spare phone.
Teehee that’s the only time I can have body contact with the cute juniors.
“Okay you all can go now. See you by 1900H at Pasir Ris Beach Park. If you are late, they’ll be no more food left for you. Is that clear?!”
“Yes Venture Ding Xiong!” the boys shouted back in unison.
After the boys wolfed down their breakfast and left the school, I arranged for the logistics to bring the stuff over to Pasir Ris Beach Park and Jun Soon Sir would join me there closer to the evening.
While waiting for the van, I fidgeted with the boys’ belongings out of boredom (yea bad example. Please don’t do this).
Hmm… That’s Wei De’s phone. He was the sec 3 guy who just got promoted to Patrol Leader last week. His lock screen is a shirtless group photo of himself and his friends in the basketball court. Damn. So boyish and cute…
*Google Pixel ringtone plays*
My train of thoughts was interrupted by a phone call. It was the logistics company. Along with the driver, I brought the items to the van and we set off to Pasir Ris Beach Park.
It was noon time when we got there. I managed to chope a shelter.
As a Venture there are somethings you’d have to sacrifice to make sure the event runs on schedule for the boys… like eating the leftover cold Fried Bee Hoon from this morning.
It’s actually quite boring and lonely to spend the whole afternoon on my own in the shelter. Luckily I brought along my Nintendo Switch while waiting for Jun Soon Sir and the boys to arrive.
Time passes quite quickly especially if you have games.
Hoseh liao. If it continues to rain throughout the night tonight I dunno how liao.
Shit. Worse come to worse all the boys have to squeeze in and sleep under this shelter.
I’ve ever experience that before when I was doing my Advanced Scouts Standard hike with another school in the same district.
*Google Pixel ringtone plays*
“Hello? Dragon Scouts ah? This is Joshua from Calvin’s Kitchen ah… The food is here. Where are you all?”
I gave Joshua the directions to my shelter. One good thing about being the organiser was being able to order my favorite food.. and being the first few to eat warm food for dinner.
Tonight’s dinner bento was Mushroom Carbonara Spaghetti, Teriyaki Chicken Drumlets and Stir-fried Cauliflower. I actually don’t like cauliflower but you’ll still need to choose 1 vegetable dish as part of the a set.
It’s 6pm and the rain begin to subside. Jun Soon Sir had just arrived in his BMW Rumor has it he’s been investing in bitcoin. That’s how he became rich so quick.
“Ah hello Sir… Okay lo. Food is here liao, you want to eat?”
“Nevermind, you eat first. I’ll eat it later… I brought beer”
From a distance, I saw the first pair of scouts in their wet dark green poncho was walking towards us in the rain. Eratus & Wei Sheng from Woodpecker Patrol.
“Good afternoon Jun Soon Sir and Venture Ding Xiong”
Me: “Good afternoon. You all so fast… Got cheat anot?
Eratus: "No la where got…”
Me: “Go put down your bags, set up your tent, come back here and eat”
Eratus and Wei Sheng “Yes Venture Ding Xiong!”
After 10 mintues, the other two pairs of scouts arrived. Brandon & Kai Jie from Kingfisher Patrol; Jonathan and Jie Wei from Wolf Patrol
Seems like most of the boys were arriving on schedule
“Good afternoon Jun Soon Sir and Venture Ding Xiong”
Jun Soon Sir: “Good afternoon. How was your hike?…”
It’s 6:58pm and the 5th pair of scouts appeared. The rain had stopped apparently.
Me: “AH! WALK SUMMORE! 10, 9, 8…”
The boys ran towards us from a distance. It was Daniel & Brennan from Falcon Patrol.
Daniel & Brennan: *Pants* “Good… Evening… Venture… Ding Xiong” *Pant*
Me: “1900H. Well done. Go put down your bags, set up your tent, come back here and eat”
Jun Soon Sir just informed me that two boys - Eugene and Hansel from Kingfisher got into an accident - the tree branch fell on Hansel as the rain weakened the branches.
They waren’t able to come to Pasir Ris Park. He had let them off early and will be driving to their location along with their belongings.
By this time I know who’s gonna be late.
I fiddled with the remaining unclaimed items. It was Wei De’s phone again *click* his shirtless photo appeared on the screen.
I can feel myself getting an erection…
15 minutes later Wei De & Hao Xuan appeared. They look pretty exhausted.
Because the rain has stopped, there’s still water vapour in the air, making it a sticky, humid environment.
The boys’s scouts uniform were soaked in their own sweat and the poncho made it sticky and humid.
Thinking of how I’m going to mete out the punishment gets me excited, especially with Wei De. Look at how helpless he’s gonna be.
Me: “You all are late for 15 minutes”
Wei De: “Sorry Venture Ding Xiong”
Me: “Go put down your bags, set up your tent come back and drop 30 push ups for me. One minute late owe me 2 push ups. Patrol Leader times two the punishment.”
Wei De & Hao Xuan: “Yes Venture Ding Xiong!”
After setting up their tent, the both of marched over to see me.
Wei De: “Team 4 Sedia! Team 4, Dari Kiri, cepat jalan!”
Hao Xuan: “Left, Left, Left, Right, Left”
Wei De: “Team 4, Berhanti!”
Wei De: “Team 4, Taat Sedia!”
Wei De : “Good evening Venture Ding Xiong”
Wei De: Permission to carry on Venture Ding Xiong
At this time I’m not even paying attention to whether they are doing push ups in the right form or not, or did they even try to cheat.
Seeing Wei De in a submissive position almost worshipping me, my heart was pumping fast and I felt a wave of delight. Better enjoy this while I can.
Me: “Hold it there until your Patrol Leader finishes his 60 push ups!”
Wei De: “…58! 59! 60!… PERMISSION TO RECOVER VENTURE DING XIONG!”
Me: “Recover! Go and eat your dinner then shower and sleep.”
The boys were gone now. 60 push ups was not an easy feat. Their sweaty palms imprinted the concrete ground.
Wei De’s pespiration dripped from his neck. What use to be his push up spot is now a patch of sweat.
I had a few sips of my beer, and patrolled around the campground. The boys were given orders to sleep by 10pm.
My night patrol was interuptted by some commotion coming from tent 4… isn’t that Wei De & Hao Xuan’s tent?
Under normal circumstances I would have walked over and told the boys to shut up.
At that moment I saw a pair of briefs flung out from the tent… BY WEI DE *shock emoji*
I have no idea whatsover is going on in that tent. I’m totally speechless.
I waited till the commotion had quietened down before walking over.
I picked up the pair of briefs and put it in my sling bag.
I was still making sense of what just happened.
(at this point Ding Xiong would have assumed it was Wei De’s underwear)
The lights in the shelter have been switched off by the park.
Jun Soon Sir was back just in time.
I FINALLY had the time to wash up while Jun Soon Sir looked after the belongings.
Upon reaching the showers, I realised I still had Wei De’s briefs that I stuffed in my bag which I brought along.
My hormones started acting up again.
In Hokkien they’d call it “seow cheong nao” - when semen gets into your brain and you cant think straight.
I took a whiff of his sweaty briefs. It reeked of sweat and stale pee.
I started touching myself while the showers rained on me, thinking about Wei De.
I opend my ass and let the water pressure hit my anus. Then I realised I was enjoying myself too much here.
I dried myself and worn Wei De’s sweaty, pee-stained briefs and returned to the shelter.
Jun Soon Sir decided to sleep in his BMW - there’s air-con and music. Can’t blame him.
I must be so tired and horny thinking about Wei De until I had wet dreams
I dreamed that he was in his scouts uniform, doing push ups while he was punished by me…
I dremaed I was lying on the ground while my cock stood erected and with every push up, Wei De was blowing me off…
Since we should be leaving the site by 9am, the boys woke up at 6am+
by 7:15am, they should have fall in.
The 12 boys stood in columns of 2’s. First person of each row to report strength.
I paid extra attention to team 4. I obviously knew something was wrong from last night.
Morning exercises began with basic stretching. The routine goes as follow:
I noticed something was amiss with Hao Xuan. He didn’t appear to be too comfortable with the jumping jacks.
And then I saw it. He’s having a morning wood. He was not wearing any underwear and his dick was bouncing up and down.
No breakfast was provided on the second day.
All the boys had to do was to brush up, change into their uniform and dismantle the tents.
By 8:45am, the boys were ready to go off.
“Dragon Scouts fall in!” shouted Wei Sheng
Me: “Dragon Scouts Sedia!”
Me: “Dragon Scouts Ke Kanan Lurus!”
Me: “Dragon Scouts Diam!”
It was time for final uniform inspection. Jun Soon Sir helped me out too. From the beret, to the scarf, to the belt and to the shoes.
One common procedure was to tap on the belt buckle to examine the tightness - it should not make a clanging sound.
This time round Hao Xuan still appeared to be uncomfortable. I could tell.
He’s still not wearing any underwear and the shape of his dick is damn obvious.
I walked over to him and DEFINITELY he is having an erection.
I decided to tease him by tapping on his belt buckle and his dick formed a tent.
Hao Xuan was so shy to look at me.
The uniform inspection was over.
Me: “Dragon Scouts Sedia!”
Me: “Dragon Scouts Keluar Baris!”
Eratus: “*turn*-Check-*bang*-Check-*salute*-Check-*down*-Left-Right-Left!”
Finally the Basic Scouts Standard hike has completed. I was so drained. The logistics van came exactly at 9:30am
Jun Soon Sir helped me with the loading and counted the tents and equipment.
Jun Soon Sir: “Nice one la… Good job for your first event”
I accompanied the van back to Gan Eng Seng and dozed off during the journey.
I loaded the tents and equipment into the scouts den with the help of the driver and locked the room before heading home.
The tents shall be washed by the boys during the next meeting anyway~
After sleeping for 15 hours straight. It finally occured to me what happened…
I was wearing Hao Xuan’s briefs when I thought it was Wei De’s…
Wei De must have somehow thrown Hao Xuan’s briefs out of the tent as a prank or something. Dunno la.
I find Hao Xuan too young and looking too child-like… doesn’t turn me on
Things might change after he’s completed puberty.
One thing’s for sure… I’ll never look at Hao Xuan the same way ever again.
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