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Infatuation - Jungwoo [Pt. 1]

University AU

TW: Language, Obsessive Themes, Unsettling Themes, Stalking, Blood, Kidnapping, Alcohol Use, Asphyxiation/Suffocation, Cameras, Mentions of a Car Accident, Mentions of an Explosion

Genre: Suspense, Thriller, Psychological Horror

Pairing: Kim Jungwoo x Reader

(E1/E4) (½) [Chapter 1]

[Main Masterlist] | [Infatuation Masterlist]

Word Count: 11.0K

Notes: I’ll see you lovesick hoes on Saturday. I’M SO SORRY THIS CAME OUT SO LATE I FELL ASLEEP WHILE EDITING IT LAST NIGHT AND THEN I THOUGHT I POSTED IT BUT IT TURNS OUT I FUCKING  Q U E U E D  IT okay anyway it’s here now and while I also apologize for the delay, I hope you enjoy it!

Disclaimer: Please remember that this is an AU and a work of fiction, obviously the idols mentioned/written about in this story would never partake in or condone these actions. I would never wish any of these actions to occur to the Idol(s) mentioned in the writings of these stories, nor do I wish any harm on them.

You tried to shake it off, but at this point, it was nearly like you could feel someone breathing down your neck. You were dead terrified. You tapped your finger on your knee, you didn’t want to be disruptive, but the welling up anxiety inside of you was slowly taking over. You kept looking over your shoulder, despite sitting at the back of the lecture hall, you were certain that there was someone lingering at the back entrance whose gaze was fixed solely on you. But every time you’d check, nothing. No person, no animal, just an empty space. Maybe you’ve just watched one too many crime watch daily episodes, or maybe you’ve been spending too many late nights doing homework, but you just knew that there was something wrong.

You hated this feeling, no, not feeling, you knew for a fact that you were being watched, you just didn’t know how so. You could sense someone staring at you every second of the day, you could sense them looming over you, and you loathed it, you just wanted to scream and ask them what they wanted. You just wanted to go to university in peace, you didn’t want to have to deal with some creeper. You just wanted to be able to walk two steps without fear that you were about to get kidnapped.

“Renjun,” you kept your voice just below a whisper. You glanced around, more than just aware of this creeping feeling move down your neck. You didn’t know how to properly describe it. All you could say was it felt like someone was just barely ghosting their fingers across from it, not quite touching you but just atoms away from doing so. The other boy didn’t respond at first, quickly writing down the equations on the board. You weren’t bothering him, were you? You knew how serious Renjun was when it came to school, and you being here, you couldn’t help but feel bad. Renjun was a notorious worrier, you tell him one thing and it’ll be at the forefront of his thoughts for weeks, and with finals soon to come you realize that you should’ve waited, or maybe not have even told him at all. You tapped his knee lightly and he looked over at you.

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[nawkamoto]

incredible

[jaemotel-deactivated20211017]

𝑹𝑬𝑫 𝑶𝑹 𝑷𝑼𝑹𝑷𝑳𝑬 — hrj

Pairings; yandere! Renjun x fem! Reader

Warnings; yandere themes, yandere behaviour, physical pain, mentions of torture.

Sypnosis; he loves to paint, especially on your body

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Skin as soft as cotton, no flaws, no spots and you were rather like a canvas to Renjun. An ideal one. that clearly he had to destroy.

Your favorite was purple, his, was red. thus he painted your body with those two specific colors with all his heart such as you were a masterpiece. in fact you were! To Renjun, you were quite a masterpiece. You were his only and only addiction.

But he didn't paint you with ordinary colours, he had his own techniques. His own weapons.

Every inch of your body was covered with his bite marks, knife cuts, heavy bruises and even slashes. All purple and red. why wouldn't he? Those were you both's favorites! He had to fill you with red and purple.

Renjun walked towards the bedroom door, trying to keep the sound of his clicking heels as low, as possible. With his hand he slightly opened the door, peeping his head inside. The door was as black as the midnight sky. No wonder why he choose that colour.

Ah, there you were. Tilted towards your left on the bed, which blocked Renjun from seeing your face. The moonlight poured on your wounded body, soft hair sticking to the bed. Some even flying around because of the wind. But the restraints were the real thing. The black cold metal strongly gripped your legs and arms to the opposite headboards, leaving you no chance for escaping.

What a lovely sight for Renjun to see, before he leaves for his killing spree.

He stepped towards your sleeping body— or what he thought— and sat down on the bed. Trying your best not to flicker your eyes or give any expression, you silently lay on the bed.

Renjun's cold fingers grazed your face, stopping at your lips from all across your face.

The tension within you rose at a incredible pace as his breathe could now be felt on your skin. Body stiffened, your state is miserable. You couldn't move or breathe properly, just at the thought that he might now. That you're not asleep.

“you're my most priced possessive honey” his voice as sweet as honey and his face nearly grazing your lips, he charmingly said, “i love you forever”

You felt Renjun raise from the bed and make his way towards where he came from.

Clink !

A soft and silent noise formed when he exited. Of course Renjun didn't hear it, or else he'd be rushing towards the room again to examine everything.

Breathe getting deeper, cold sweat rolling down your forehead, you hesitated to get up fearing that Renjun might be inside the room.

But you ensured yourself that he was gone, on his killing spree. He's gonna kill all those people who dared just to look at you. You felt awful, those people were reaching to die, thanks to you anyway. This feeling could never escape your soul, your stomach started to churn and you felt guilty. But everyone is selfish in their game, and so are you.

After you were sure that Renjun wasn't anywhere near, you slowly got up trying not pull on the restraints. Swaying your head sideways, you looked for the object that might have made that faint noise. You tried to get up with your feet when you felt something metallic.

It was the keys! The keys fell down!

You have never been this happy before. The toes of your feets struggled, finding the metal key in the soft rug. But after some time, they did it!

You tossed the key from your toes to your mouth, fixing the patters on the outside.

Click clack!

It was done! You did it, it was opened and now you were completely free. The wrists and ankles were circled in a bright red colour, because of the heavy metal restraints.

Though your body ached you had no time for rest. It's now or never.

Creaking the door open, you get out of your room. Ah, fresh air. The whole house was isolated. No one was anywhere. “yes!” you whispered, “time to get out of this hell—” “or not” the sudden whisper made you flinch hard.

A cold hair swiped the hair away from your neck and soon a hot breathe was being felt. “is it that easy? To escape?”

You made a run for the stairs, surprised that Renjun wasn't following you. Why would he do that? But you didn't care, all you had to do was to escape.

Breathe hitched, you tried the knob.

“it won't work” he laughed, his voice ringing from behind as his footsteps got closer, “you're so so silly for that girly”

You slowly turned around to see his psychotic face. Instant chills ran down your body, you gulped watching him get closer.

Renjun grabbed your hair and slammed your lips to his. His grip was strong, he pulled on that making you yelp. Streams of blood ran down your mouth, he bit you too harsh.

“so tell me baby” his breathe got deeper, “what do you want me to fill you with”

“red or purple?”

© jaemotel

[nawkamoto]

the idea is so creative it’s so good!!

[stayarmytinyzenmoa-l]

Infatuation - Jaemin [Pt. 2]

University AU

TW: Obsessive Themes, Stalking, Drug Mention, Descriptions of Following/Stalking, Language, Minor (Non-Graphic) Somnophilia

Genre: Suspense, Thriller, Psychological Horror

Pairing: Na Jaemin x Reader

YN Pronouns: Female (She/Her)

(E1/E4) (2/2) [Chapter 1] | [Previous]

[Main Masterlist] | [Infatuation Masterlist]

Word Count: 10.7K

Notes: Here’s the second part of what I decided to split into two! For consistencies sake I might do this for the other endings too, I ended up adding more things to this part to make it longer, haha, bringing Jaemin’s end to a grand total of about 18K, holy cow! Sorry for the short delay on this, I hope you guys enjoy!

Disclaimer: Please remember that this is an AU and a work of fiction, obviously the idols mentioned/written about in this story would never partake in or condone these actions. I would never wish any of these actions to occur to the Idol(s) mentioned in the writings of these stories, nor do I wish any harm on them.

It happened rather slowly, he thinks.

This fairy tale romance he had trapped himself in, it was in plain sight, and yet he walked right into it willingly. Na Jaemin always considered himself a smart man, he was top of his class in high school then had his ass royally handed to him upon entrance to university, but he bounced back from that shock. He always considered himself confident enough to call the shots, to make the big decisions, he considered himself reliable. Until that first day of the quarter rolled around, oh how his life turned upside down. He thought he had all that he wanted, the validation from the masses, the high marks anyone would ogle at, anyone would look to him with a varying amount of envy.

Until he saw someone walk trying to pull open a door that clearly said ‘push.’

Of all the people to become helplessly obsessed over.

It happened to be an idiot.

An idiot who suddenly made him act like an idiot, never had he wanted to know someone more. He didn’t know it then, that this obsession would develop, at the time you were simply another face in passing. But he couldn’t deny that he fancied this story that was in development, a perfect fantasy that will have its happy ending, a wondrous tale of trials and tribulations all in his name, he was curious of the outcome, the grand finale that will tie this story in a beautiful ribbon.

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[nawkamoto]

this is so well-written and exciting!!

[wonciel-main-deactivated2021060]

I don't get why people hated punch? It's literally the bop smh

[nawkamoto]

FACTS

[theorangedeath]

-When I told the army doctor that sometimes my period pains make me unable to function for days, he didn’t even write that down. -When I told my dad “don’t touch me, I’m in pain” he backed down for a moment until my mom told him “she’s on her period”. Then he just laughed. -When I told my teacher before a big test that I was unable to do it because I was in extreme pain and could barely move at all, she said I was making up excuses and that it wasn’t a real reason not to do the test.  -Wenever I tell someone about how different I feel during my period emotionally they say I’m just “making up drama”.  We need to start treating people on their periods like actual human beings in pain. 

-The fact that it occurs monthly doesn’t make the pain less real. It should be treated seriously and with respect. -The fact that the hormones effect the emotions doesn’t make your sadness less painful or the anger less valid or that terrible feeling of being lost less terrifying. Guess what? Hormones affect everyone. Feelings aren’t always rational. It should be also treated seriously and with respect.

Please stop mocking people with periods. Please stop dismissing us. Please stop violating our boundries. Please respect people with periods. 

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cursed your name [lty]

—summary: lee taeyong has wanted one thing for the past two years: to be the worldwide light featherweight champion. his up-and-rising career is on its highest point to this day, one step away from being one of the youngest winners of the title, watched and studied by the world with intent. little does he know that success is a lonesome road, filled with envy and betrayal.

owning a casino is already difficult on its own. fights, bets, cards, money, the stench of alcohol following around every step…she knows this is not how her life should’ve turned out to be, but after being passed down her best friend’s casino, the jungle, she does everything in her power to keep the business alive. the dream, even.

the dream of a casino dies down when taeyong makes his way through those doors one night, but another dream starts…and she has to wake up.

—title: cursed your name —pairing: lee taeyong x reader —genre: boxer!au ; casino owner!au ; crime!au ; strangers to one-night stands to enemies to friends to lovers!au (yes, that’s a thing) —type: angst ; fluff ; suggestive ; drama ; humor ; slowburn —word count: 28,354 —warnings: mentions of death, guns and blood. acts of betrayal on page. none of these actions are morally correct and are only plastered on paper for the sake of storytelling. characters are fabricated in every way. there’s a mystery, kind of, so you can solve that as well.

Lighter off. Lighter on. It says enough about a person when the only source of light of their night comes from igniting a cigarette.

The long stick rests between her fingers, pushing one leg over the other when leaning back against the muddy backdoor of the casino. Her casino. It’s hard to believe that the twinkling lights, bustling people, workers dancing on tables all belong to her now. So, they say, people have to lose it all in order to have one glimpse of success.

Even themselves.

She pushes the black beanie on her head a little bit further down her forehead, puffing out the smoke from her lips before tapping the cigarette a few times. The ashes fall on the floor beside her, near her boots, but she can’t bring herself to care. For once, she wants peace. And maybe, silence comes with the faint background music behind her, and the cars passing by in an alleyway that could probably get her killed if she stood there for too long.

The fact that the casino is in a rich neighborhood doesn’t mean it’s a good one.

Her fingers almost become numb thanks to the coldness, but for once, she can breathe. Perched, tranquil, mixing the vapor of her mouth and the smoke of her cigarette in just one breath. Turns out that casinos are filled with cocky, overconfident people who lose it all and win it all over again. If people ask for the manager in normal establishments, they ask for her when they decide to bet everything and their wife in just one game.

People decide how to destroy their lives, and she’s just the one giving a ceiling to the conclusion of their proper economical lifestyle.

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[nawkamoto]

this is amazing!!

[urlocalnctstan]

Now You See Me - S.Jh

Part of the ‘Do You Like Scary Movies’ collab by @treasurehobi​

Genre : established relationship, angst, fluff, horror, gore.

Pairing : Johnny X Reader (ft. NCT)

Warning(s) : GORE, GRAPHIC descriptions of blood, violence. TONS OF VIOLENCE, black magic shits, some reference to Islam (DNI if you’re not comfortable with it), mentions of jinns, possessions, unhealthy obsessions, mystical creatures, character deaths.

Writing nets : @kdiarynet @k-dinernet @kpopscape @czennienet @neoturtles​

wc : around 6k

release date : not specified, probably in april/may

‘’Don’t stop!”

“Keep Running!”

“Don’t look back! Don’t fucking look back!” He was shouting, but to you it sounded more like cries of plea.

You wanted to halt, you can’t do that. You can’t leave the love of your life on the hanging bridge of life and death. He wasn’t the one so why was he doing this?

You turned back, the previously cold temperature of the room rising up with each passing moment. The blood drained from your face at the sight of your husband; he was painfully tied to the rotten wooden chair with nails all over it, and him squirming to freed himself from the deadly clutch of the ropes did no good. His body was covered in blood, a small puddle pooling from all the cuts he got from the pointed nails.

Johnny looked at you, eyes wide in horror but you saw how it soon transformed into anguish and sorrow. The tears started to stream down his face that was covered in dried blood; of yours and his. Johnny let out a painful growl, one that was so terrifying and loud that you had to cover your ears and desperately hold back from screaming out.

“I TOLD YOU NOT TO TURN BACK Y/N!” You were frozen, your body refusing to act on your will. Johnny’s face contorted in displeasure, his nerves appearing all over his neck and face as if someone was choking him to death. He attempted to fill his emptying lungs with minimum amount of air, frantically gasping as his body shook uncontrollably. You clutched your mouth in terror, your husband was suffering so much but your hands were tied. There was nothing you could do.

“Leave me or I’ll just take his soul with me.” A highpitched cynical voice rang beside your ears, your head whipping side to side at the search of its owner.

“Ah you dumb woman, don’t you love him?” The tone was so evil, despite not being able to see the creature you could feel the power of its devilish energy.

“But so do I. I love him a lot lot lot. LEAVE YOU IMBECILE.” Your eyes darted towards the changed direction of the voice you were hearing from, your heart dropping to the lowest pits of stomach as you just stared at the turn of events dumbfounded.

Your husband’s face, one that you were so familiar with, the one that you always woke up to; it had transformed into something that you could only name as ‘devil.’ His face was distorted painfully like crumbled paper, red quavering eyes pooling blood instead of tears. A sinister laugh broke from his body, it got louder and louder the more you kept gazing at the monster in front of you.

There was no going back now.

[nawkamoto]

EXCITED!!

[nawkamoto]

HI LIZZZZ HOW ARE U?

HI WOWO i’m good!! i just woke up so a bit tired but what about you??

[nawkamoto]

YES GO IS OUR ANTHEM NOW! You play badminton too? I don't play it as often anymore, because I'm busy with other activities, but I still love it! I bake instead of cook hehe, but I have never tried out hiking before! I so want to, but there aren't any good places for that here :/ it's all flatlands smh.

I also do some karate now, but I used to do taekwondo before. And also other martial arts 😂 Im also into photography and art!

I don’t play it as often anymore either cos it hasnt been possible under the current circumstances 😔 last time I played it was like last year, but i’ll def get back to it when i have the chance to. martial arts is hella cool!! i have so much respect for ppl who do it cos there’s so much patience involved,, baking is not my greatest forte i always mess something up or forget to add an ingredient. accidentally made a cake without baking powder once nd it turned to sweet flatbread 😭 i used to love photography, especially (city) landscape photography when travelling!! now ive kind of lost that passion but again i hope i can get back to it :)!

[nawkamoto]

Lmao if you had been there since the beginning you would have seen just how much I have preached about Go😂🖐️ anyways, what are your hobbies?

go is now our friendship song i’ve decided ! my hobbies r cooking, badminton nd hiking!! dancing used to be one as well but i stopped years ago. hiking is rlly nice where i live nd having a small picnic after is like the best time ever ! what are your hobbies? :)

[nawkamoto]

Hehe, my biases are hyuck, dotae and yangyang! Tho I adore all of them :(( I cannot choose a favourite song, but my some would be My Everything and Go!

i love all of them sm too!! my everything is so beautiful nd go is a BOP i listened to it for like two weeks straight after it came out its so addictive

[jaemotel-deactivated20211017]

𝑰 𝑵𝑬𝑽𝑬𝑹 𝑬𝑿𝑰𝑺𝑻𝑬𝑫 — lmk

Pairings; yandere! Mark x fem! reader

Warnings; yandere themes, yandere behaviour, mentions of death, discriptions of violence disclaimer

Sypnosis; he's gonna love you either way around.

Note; from my 100 follower celebration requests! network tag: @multifandomnet @neoturtles general taglist: @kyuwoyo @bluejaem @lyshoonn @hxneyy-latte @choinoir @dolphin-chenle @stayctday @whiteprincessofnohr @ethereal-eirene @seungminsaidsta | wanna be a part of my taglist? Take this!

He loves you. He loves you more than him. More than his family, friends anything in this world! He is ready to die for you, enclose his darkest and deepest secrets just for you. He is ready to risk everything, just for you.

But why couldn't you love him back? After everything he has done, everything he has beared, everything he has left for you, why? He asked that himself everyday. Was he not enough? How could that be? He kept you very happy!

Mark brought your body closer to himself, as he stared at the stars together with you. It was pleasing and beautiful, but not as beautiful as you. For him, you were his everything, evn more precious than a diamond. “the night is amazing right?” Mark's voice was filled with ecstasy.

But you didn't reply, your eyes were closed as you lay in his embrace. Mark pushed off a strand of hair from your face, glancing at your pretty face. “ah I understand, you are angry right?” he sighed, his voice sounding somewhat sad.

“i am really sorry baby, p-please” his voice cracked as he began sobbing. Mark hugged you close to him, his face buried in your neck.

His tears moistened your neck, but you still did nothing. Didn't move, didn't speak, didn't do anything. But that didn't stop him from crying, and making your neck even more moist. After a while, satisfied from all the crying Mark pulled himself up from your body. His cold fingers traced along your still purple bruises and red scratches. He felt guilty. Guilty for whatever he's done on your body. Ruining it little by little, along with your soul.

Mark shivered. The cold was gradually growing now, you had to be inside now. “i think that's enough for today babe” he smiled, “lets go inside and cuddle sweet cup” Mark chirped, the tears slowly drying on his cheeks. He leaned in, and kissed your lips, soft and slow

He looked at the stars one last time, before picking up your dead body.

© jaemotel

[nawkamoto]

the end was so unexpected i wanted to SCREAM but im obsessed 

[nsheetee]

mentions of alcohol // gifs are mine, please don’t repost!

2:34am

Jaehyun has had way too many drinks tonight. He stopped counting after the third bottle of soju and from then on just started counting how many hours passed every time he looked at his phone. 10pm, midnight, 2am, time passed by too quickly, but he liked it because it meant you would come quicker.

You always give him that same glare when you come to pick him up after he has been drinking with his friends— eyes glaring, tongue rolling over your teeth in agitation, arms crossed over your chest. No matter how annoyed you were, you’d always hold Jaehyun by the waist, his arm haphazardly thrown around your shoulders and his forehead nuzzled into your hair, and take him home safely.

Jaehyun hates drinking, but he loves the way you take care of him. It lets him imagine just for a few moments that you care about him more as more than a friend. He’s embarrassed and will never admit this out loud, but he gets so happy from pretending you’re his and he’s yours.

Even now, as you’re sitting at some random diner you found while driving around at 2:30 in the morning, Jaehyun looks over the table at you with stars in his eyes. You catch him staring, but dismiss his gaze as a side effect from the ridiculous amount of alcohol he had over the past few hours.

“I don’t wanna go home yet.” He slurs, stirring a spoon through the cup of coffee sitting in front of him. “I’m not sober yet.” He makes up an excuse.

“You know coffee won’t sober you up, only time will.” Jaehyun smiles at your comment. If it means spending more time with you, then he’s okay with that.

“Thank you for picking me up. Again.” Your foot nudges his under the table in acceptance of his gratitude. You stir your own coffee with way too much cream and sugar in it, your sweater paw pushing your cheek up. Jaehyun wants to lean over the table and pinch your cheek, run a thumb over your lip, and maybe kiss those laugh lines around your eyes while he’s at it. God, he just wants you to react to him. He hopes the day he takes that step, your reaction will be a positive one.

“I don’t want you to get hurt, that’s all. Who will buy me coffee every morning before work if you’re not around?” You joke, raising your hand to brush some hair away from his eyes. It’s not that you’ve never done that action before, but the fact that your hand lingers in his soft brown hair and the soft brush of your fingertips against his temple almost burns him. He can’t take it anymore.

Jaehyun gently grabs your hand, making eye contact with you as your back stiffens in surprise. You’re stuck, frozen from the butterflies that ripple through your stomach. They seem to go berserk when Jaehyun drags your hand down, pressing a quick kiss to the inside of your palm along the way, and then entangling his fingers with yours and laying them in the middle of the table.

You have to remind yourself to breathe when he starts rubbing his thumb over your knuckles. You glance between your hands and his eyes, confusion written all over your face, but you don’t let go or push him away. Jaehyun seems to like that and tries to hide his smile behind his mug, but you can see dimples deepening his cheeks. He swallows and sets down his cup, squeezing your hand.

“Well, I guess I’ll have to stick around for a while.”

[nawkamoto]

this is so cute im 🥰

[nawkamoto]

i think i figured out how tumblr works again, last time i was here was like two years ago im slowly getting used to it tho nd my webpage looks immaculate

[midnight-ty]

"If looks could kill you, you'd be a weapon of mass destruction."

[nawkamoto]

You seem so sweet aww🥺✨ let's get to know each other, then! Who are your biases?

you too!! <3 my biases are yuta, yangyang and haechan :) but i have a feeling they will change again in like two weeks rip,, who are your biases? what’s your favourite song? :)

[nawkamoto]

tag game!

TAGGED BY : @kyuwoyo @vera-liscious

GAME : you’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll, and the last song you listened to is the title

<3 cute umm so whens the movie happening

TAGGING : @treasurehobi ; @luckyonejaehyun ; @angeliicmin ; @yyukhae ; @neo-cult-ure​