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( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ do not repost my art please ✨️Luz✨️ she/ella/they ◇ 20s ◇ cringe but free ◇ ☆ Ace Attorney, RDR, and whatever creative endeavors I decide to put on the internet

[nay-lon]

its 2026 its about time i made a meet the artist so

hi, I'm Luz! (not my real name but the thought of random people on the internet knowing my real name makes me feel weird)

It's lucdelaluz on ao3

[synibread]

JUNE!!

[technofinch]

I have GOT to stop spending $30

[lypsys]

"Write character relationships that are normal" WRONG ☝ CODEPENDENCY BEAM 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

[jellogram]

I should be doing more to appreciate the lack of marvel movies in today's popular culture. I once yearned for marvel movies to have this level of irrelevance. They used to feel almost ozymandian, like an empire that had no beginning and no end. and now tony stark iron man is naught but two vast and trunkless legs of stone.

[kosmogrl]

let me get what I want please please please

[nay-lon]

category 5 cramps and for what? The goop

[dullahanduffy]

javier escuella to me is like. a guy that has no respect for himself. but not in a way that means he doesn’t care about himself, if that makes sense? i saw the same thing in a lot in my peers and neighbors, where they sorta just let white folks say whatever about them or pronounce their names wrong and they lie down and take it cus “well, theyre good to me”. even if being good to them is actually just barely giving them an ounce of respect.

and i think thats really super important for who javier is. cus he does care about himself in his appearance and in how he holds himself, and he doesn’t let people make comments like “go back to mexico” (as seen when he punches micah for saying that). but he also doesnt correct folks when they say his name wrong, and he lets slurs thrown at him go by unchecked (for the most part. bill is the exception and he does seem to get uneasy when he’s called various slurs). and you kinda look at where he draws these lines and with who he draws them and its so obvious that hes, like i said before, lying belly up so he doesnt ‘make a scene’.

i wonder if early on, he tried correcting dutch or the other folks on his name, and if they reacted dismissively or defensively to it. or if it was from before the gang, with some other american, and he decided it just werent worth correcting anymore. like it just makes me think.

[dullahanduffy]

prev i would love to talk about sean in respect to this conversation. unlike javier, sean does not let people get away with disrespecting him or his culture. for example, he corrects arthur and kieran’s pronunciations of colm’s name, even though he voices that he dislikes colm. in his case its about the principle of pronouncing a cultural name like that correctly, not really about showing respect to someone personally. hes quick to argue in defense of his culture, his beliefs, etc., even when it does ‘make a scene’ and its clear he doesnt really care about that or the consequences of it.

between sean and javier theres an established kind of animosity towards each other. its mostly javier finding sean annoying and sean finding javier vain, but i do think theyre a parallel that could be explored deeper. with how much they have in common (immigrants, revolutionaries, outlaws, catholics, etc) its almost like. how the hell dont they get along better? and i really do believe the answer to that is that sean is unafraid of the consequences of standing up for himself while javier stays cautious about who he gets confrontational with, even though the confrontation is just. please say my name right. and dont call me slurs. in some ways i could see javier’s silence being out of “i dont want to end up like sean/how people see sean”. even though sean arguably goes about the same problems more productively. which is still unfortunately a very common way that people who are marginalized think (i.e., people who dont correct prejudice they face in order to be seen as pleasurable to their oppressors, compared to the ‘unlikable ones’ that ‘just complain all the time’). javier tends to take the easiest route, the one with the least push, in order to protect himself. its why i think he stands with dutch in the end, even though its clear he has reservations about pointing a gun at john and arthur.

tldr, the ‘self-disrespect’ javier has for himself is mainly the fault of the gang’s indifference and unwillingness to stand up for javier, which contributes then to javier’s protection mechanism of letting things slide so as not to draw any attention to himself the way sean does when he doesn’t let things slide.

[nay-lon]

I'm getting the real canon experience cause I've had Tomodachi since launch and narumitsu is still mutually "ready to risk it all"

[nay-lon]

yeehaw!!

i miss the horsebreaking missions of RDR

[nay-lon]

Marston daughter!!!!! (John gave birth this time)

emo baby

Susannah Marston

[nay-lon]

no one loves TedTalk more than a college professor

[nay-lon]

pad thai I miss you... pad thai I am thinking of you...

[nay-lon]

Carpaltunnelmaxing rn

[wizardshark]

hey can you guys keep an eye on my red explosive barrels while i go take a nap

do NOT smoke weed beside them

[blappature-executive]

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[scarabies-real]

Realizing the depression is not seasonal is like: Wow! What a beautiful flower! The birds are singing! I sure do love spring! I think I am fundamentally unlovable as a person.

[winged-machine]

And here I dreamt I was a soldier

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Happy anniversary to RDR1 and its protagonist that fundamentally altered my experience with video games. This guy is winning the “most skeletons in their closet” competition