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[abandcnedgem-blog]

   Her eyes stayed on him, following his features as he talked – then bit her bottom lip to get her attention away from the sight in front of her. She couldn’t help it – he was just so…. she had no words to describe it.  At least not yet.  “‘We’?” She supposed… the question wouldn’t be bad. He seemed quite infatuated with these memories – they must be happy!

[ncbulac-blog]

         Maybe...there will be a time when he could go back and visit that little village again. Maya, oh god, Maya always wanted to visit again. But she would never get the chance. If could go again, he didn’t know if he could stomach it alone. And he didn’t know why but that thought reminded him of the woman beside him.

        She was oddly quiet through his tale. Lapis didn’t talk much, but she usually had more questions. The only question she did have, Isaac expected. He didn’t speak about his deceased wife for good reason. The burn on his heart still inflamed when he thought about it. But Lapis deserved an explanation.                               ❝ Myself...and Maya. --My wife. ❞

[venettus-blog]

            “that makes ABSOLUTELY no sense and you’re just rambling some human nonsense. if you think that way to go about it is so correct, why don’t you try it?”

[ncbulac-blog]

            ❝ I never said it was correct. But I’m running out of options. ❞     A heedless shrug complimented his words. The human’s attention briefly turned to the topic of their conversation: his motorcycle. It refused to start just outside the old barn. Idly, Isaac wondered if this was a symbol from the UNIVERSE that he was not meant to go to Beach City. But then he thought how much the UNIVERSE screwed him over so he said screw it right on back. That anger directed his foot to collide against the motorcycle’s side once ... twice ... three times.

[blackstardiopside-moved-deactiv]

Despite Black Star’s age of over 5,000 years, she did have child-like tendencies at times.  So even if she did something that would be deemed reprimandable, then it probably was necessary in the first place.

“Of course not, that’d be silly.”  The smaller humanoid giggled in delight.  “We ate it over the course of a week.”  Not like her answer was much better, but it was better than eating all of it in a single day, right?  Black Star nodded when Isaac agreed to visit his cousin.  “There’s one more thing I wanna ask you.  Do you know a gem named Lapis?”

[ncbulac-blog]

At her response, Isaac snorted back laughter. A month’s supply of ice cream done by one week. He couldn’t even berate her for it because he wasn’t sure he wouldn’t have done the same thing when he was younger. Still his grin was a bit more genuine as he simply patted her head.

        ❝ Lapis...-- ❞      That actually took him back. It was for a moment, but his face softened as he thought about the blue Gem he had grown accustomed to in the past few months. But traces of that soft look quickly was erased.       ❝ I know her. Friend of yours?  ❞

[abandcnedgem-blog]

   The silence.. was killing the gem.  While she was enjoying being so close to her friend, the silence was giving her thoughts room to go on overdrive. She couldn’t stop thinking about it.  The name…  She flinched when he spoke up, blue hues glancing to the human.    “R-Really?”

[ncbulac-blog]

          ❝ Mmmm... ❞   He hummed in affirmation. Hazel eyes stared up in the bright sky, unfazed as he was caught in the memory. Maya and him spent a bit longer in that town than usual. Honestly, they were just suppose to stay one night, but it stretched into three weeks. He taught the children; she healed the sick herds of animals. Such a pleasant memory was so bittersweet now. Yet, his eyes softened in reverence of a brighter, better time.     ❝ We barely spoke the language there, but the townspeople liked us anyways. We spent so much time there that it was hard to go. ❞

[abandcnedgem-blog]

   Either he hadn’t noticed – or he wasn’t saying anything to make her feel better. She had the itching feeling it was the latter.  But she wouldn’t comment. He had something to do and she was gladly follow him where he needed to go – but the name was still in her thoughts.  Who was this mystery woman?

[ncbulac-blog]

         Step by step, down the streets that were slowly becoming familiar to Isaac, the man briefly forgot his initial irritation with the female. Though the sun blared down on the earth, a cool wind carried away any unforgiving heat. Afternoon ease had settled on the port town. With it, so did an ease in Isaac’s mind. Taking up the silent between them -because he still didn’t know why Lapis was angry-, Isaac spoke first,     ❝  I used to stay on a beach town like this. It wasn’t for long. And the town was very small and poor. But it was beautiful. You could reach out your window and touch the surface. ❞

‘things overheard @ my school’ starter pack

“She’s such an intellectual — she reads her porn.”

“This isn’t Sense and Sensibility, it’s fucking Snapchat, chill out.”

“I can’t remember the last time I ate a vegetable.”

“What? Sorry I can’t hear you with my sunglasses on.”

“I killed a moth with a selfie stick yesterday.”

“Fucking a poet must be amazing.”

“I would suck anything to be verified on Twitter.”

“The only vegetable I eat is Guacamole.”

“What did you guys eat while I was unconscious?”

“Handjobs are like the above-ground swimming pools of sexual activities.”

“If we’re snowed in, let’s organize an orgy for our floor. A snow floor orgy. A snoflorgy.”

“Up until a few years ago I thought misogynist was another word for masseuse.”

“I want my wedding to be bagel themed.”

“She literally has everything a girl could want…except a personality.”

“I’m gonna turn this workaholic into an alcoholic.”

“Is crack organic?”

“You look really good with a mustache. You don’t look like a pedophile at all.”

“Love is pretty much the ability to talk about your digestive system with another person.”

“I fucking love Tinder. Whenever I want a study break, I just whip out my phone and judge 100 people.”

“So today I ripped a hole in my lace underwear while picking a wedgie.”

“Are you flexing your boob right now?”

“I have to Instagram the snow so my friends at home will think I do more than go to clubs.”

“I can’t imagine anyone who would want to put up with me. I put up with me only because I have to.”

“This just heated up my scrotum to an extent you won’t believe.”

“Why are you ‘throwing shade’ at me? Are you a fucking palm tree?”

“Seriously. I’m wearing knee high stockings. It shouldn’t be this hard to get laid.”

“I’m growing my pubes out so I look more like a Game of Thrones character down there.”

“They should redesign the American flag because it’s so hard to draw 50 stars in elementary school.”

“ABC, man. Always be cute.”

“I can’t give you like professional advice. But I can give you advice based on my life, which is: fuck anything and everything.”

“Wait. You guys have class? On Fridays? I thought that shit was a myth.”

“Look at that dog chasing that stick. If I were a dog, I’d chase a stick like that too. But all I’m chasing here are my broken dreams.”

[blackstardiopside-moved-deactiv]

“They sure do!  A few days ago I won this contest where I got a month’s supply of ice cream and I ate it with Steven!  It was so much fun!”  The smaller gem laughed merrily at the memory.  “Cousin?  Maybe you should visit him then!  I bet he’d be happy to se you again after so long.”  The optimistic alien suggested.

[ncbulac-blog]

          ❝ A month’s supply of ice cream? Ah, I hope you didn’t eat it all at once. ❞  He said with the gentle reprimand of an adult looking after a child. Though, considering the rumors about Gems, he felt she might be much older than he believed. He gave a brief, but noticeable pause at the suggestion. That was why he was in Beach City. But the man was dragging his feet in actually meeting his cousins. But he wouldn’t tell her that. So, he gave that indulgent smile that just didn’t match his eyes.     ❝ I’ll make sure to do that, little miss. ❞

[venettus-blog]

ncbulac approached the mirror gem.

         “i feel like that approach would be very counter-productive.”

[ncbulac-blog]

              ❝ Extremely counter-intuitive. But, as a certain detective has said, when you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth. Try again. ❞

[abandcnedgem-blog]

   “It’s… amusing.”  She couldn’t even look at Isaac, glancing to the floor instead  “I… uh – I wanted to ask if you would like to hang out. It’s not that hot today and…” Her voice trailed off as she looked at him out of instinct. Lapis wasn’t sure what to do anymore but he probably knew she was lying.  He was good at picking up on things.

[ncbulac-blog]

             A click of his teeth briefly conveyed his irritation. But he held back on calling her out on the lie. He didn’t like having someone spotting him lying. It would be hypocritical of him to try to force her out of it. As he pulled the necessary items for their little outing -because, of course, he was going with her- he thought of different ways of her to spill without outright asking.     ❝  Okay. Let’s go to the bookstore. My order has came in already.  ❞

[blackstardiopside-moved-deactiv]

After pouring the liquid into each tube, Black Star securely closed each of their lids.  Not wanting any of it to spill out, otherwise that could spell disaster.  Minutes later, the greyscale colored gem had finished her work.

“Isaac.. Universe?”  Eyes of black sparkled in curiosity as she heard the familiar surname.  “Does that mean you’re related to Greg and Steven?”

[ncbulac-blog]

            Perfect. Or at least as perfect an old jalopy like this could get. It was in working condition, even better than most would expect. Isaac hid a grimace. However, that probably meant nothing in the face of human error. And that twisted something in his stomach. The change in conversation was met warm acceptance.

             ❝ Ah, those two seem to get around, don’t they? ❞     he muttered in a half comment. But then the man nodded.   ❝ Greg is a cousin. Though, we haven’t seen each other in years. The boy probably doesn’t even know me. ❞

[quebroma]

[officialfrenchtoast]

me as a parent.

[abandcnedgem-blog]

   She moved away a bit, fingers fidgeting as she tried to keep herself calm. The way he mumbled that name – it was someone important to him.   Lapis wasn’t sure why it was bothering her like this.   It seemed petty to her to worry so much over this – but as much as she wanted to stop , her mind was fuzzy from the ‘what ifs’.  “It’s nothing. Your hair is just.. a little messed up.”

[ncbulac-blog]

             Lapis .. was a bad liar. Seeing as she never had the opportunity to lie to him before, seeing her in this new light was a bit startling. Because he didn’t know why she would be lying. He exhaled slowly to calm growing irritation at being lied to.     ❝ My hair is always messed up. Didn’t think you’ll actually care enough about that.  ❞

[ncbulac-blog]

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                                       MADNESS–….perhaps?

   Maybe that’s why his emotions were buzzing in his ears, endlessly taunting him. Telling him horrible stories of the things he’s done, informing him about the people he had hurt, and screaming about the pain he caused. It was so loud in his mind. Sweeping his entire foundation from under him. Was that madness or–…?

                     HE WAS INSANE….!

     Those voices in his ears. They sounded scarily familiar. The good and the bad. The good were people he associated with the pleasant times in his life. And just because he placed them in a good category didn’t mean that they were telling him to do good. At this point, what good could he do? But that was a thought process he didn’t follow. More like these phantoms were pushing him face first into the dark deeds he had done and saying the same word over and over again: WHY?! Screaming so loud in his ears that he became motionless.  Rarely was the nostalgic voice of his parents. The people who raised him, but didn’t know how to love him and in turn who he didn’t care for. Who wanted the best for him but never knew how to get it out. Most of the time it was Masaomi, the boy he had betrayed and stabbed in the back time &&;; time again. His best friend; his worst enemy. Sometimes it was the sort voice of Anri Sonohara, quietly asking him why he was doing what he was doing and if it was worth it? They were his Guilt, his Regret, his shame, and his Humility. And sometimes -and God why- they just weren’t loud enough.

       They were nothing like the Pride, Anger, Greed, and Danger that ran his entire world. They came in forms of horrible people.  His sins. People he may have hurt or have hurt him. Sometimes it was the sneaky voice of Orihara Izaya, the infamous informant who he both looked up to and abhorred, whispering dark secrets in his ears. Sometimes it was his first enemy Yagiri Namine, pushing him into anger. A mindless anger.  He didn’t enjoy being swallowed by that anger, but sometimes that was the easier and quickest way to get things DONE.

                            –..it was madness                                       taking him hold.

He was only thankful that it was never Aoba’s voice he heard. He didn’t need that. He had Aoba with him, beside him. While those other people had all come and gone, Aoba stayed by his side through it all. TheIR year had its share of ups and downs. But they were together. He didn’t need an imaginary voice in his mind to be Aoba’s voice. Aoba was there to calm him down and stop him when he needed to be stop. He was his rock and his sanity. Aoba may say that it was Mikado who kept him sane, but it was just the same with Mikado.

                                         Except for now…

When Aoba wasn’t by his side and those voice were just as loud and real as the heart in his chest. Murderer, coward, bastard. He wanted to claw his ears off if it meant getting rid of them. But that was impossible. You can’t escape from the voices that come from your own mind. He couldn’t escape. Couldn’t…Couldn’t….

           Well, who was to say being M-A-D was an entirely BAD thing?

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[abandcnedgem-blog]

   It had became normal for her to go to Isaac when she wanted to learn about something. He had taught her a lot of things and she was grateful ;but she enjoyed his company more than anything.   Which was why she had kept today clear – she wanted to hang out with him out in town. She loved spending time with Isaac.. and today was the perfect day for hanging out in Beach City.  And she was excited…  Until she heard the name he mumbled.     Maya…  “…S-Sorry…I um..–”

[ncbulac-blog]

                ❝ What is it? ❞    Yawning, the man tried to shake the last recesses of his sleep. He didn’t know what he had been dreaming about, but it had been pleasant in a slightly painful way. Bittersweet, almost. As much as he wanted to cling to the feeling -he didn’t get many good feelings- Isaac focused entirely on the blue gem. And frowned. Because Lapis’ face was anything but good. His heart jumped in worry.     ❝ What’s wrong? ❞

[blackstardiopside-moved-deactiv]

Black Star gave the male a thumbs up to show she was geared up and ready to helped.  Even though she was a gem, safety was always a priority to Black Star.  Her eyes scanned over the water bottle and the five tubes, an easy enough command to follow.

“Sure!”  Nodding eagerly, Black Star unscrewed the water bottle and began to caefully fill up the tubes.  After filling up two of them she said, “my name’s Black Star Diopside by the way, what’s yours?”

[ncbulac-blog]

             Now that that task was done and she was properly distracted, he figured he would get to the more complicated tasks. The cable sparks needed to be checked as well as his brakes. They were working perfectly, but a sense of paranoia that hadn’t been occurred before the ACCIDENT had sprung in him.

             With a little distracted grunt, Isaac didn’t reply first as he pulled out the cable sparks. But her name did cement his theory -really, it’s practically a proof by now- that the monochrome being before him was another GEM. And while he didn’t know how he felt about GEMS over all, he liked the diminutive one before him. So he responded,       ❝ Isaac Universe. Nice to meet you. ❞

[ncbulac-blog]

              ❝ Maya... ❞    The name drifted out of his mouth without notice. In his half-conscious state, he didn’t even register the usual pain that came with speaking about HER. Hazel eyes slowly opened as he groggily woke from his sleep. Senses came slowly; thought process even slower. Once he could make out the woman beside him, it was with a jolt of disappointment surprise.     ❝ Lapis...? ❞

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