It wasn’t the first place where he’d look, but it certainly wasn’t the last place either.
There was a small church that sat quietly on the other side of the city. Apart from being somewhat isolated, it always seemed to be out of place due to its age. Sitting as the marker between ruralism and urban life, an endless landscape encompassed its peaceful nature. And for a moment, Jun was taken by surprise by the suburbs.
After turning the keys and shutting the car door, he made his way to the entrance. A creaky old door, the echo announcing his arrival, and a single figure amongst all the pews.
“ Weirdo. ” He smirked and walked to where Inmoon was sitting. His voice at a rather low tone, yet it was enough to cut through the echoes of silence. He sat down on a bench directly behind the other, taking in the light shining through stained glass. Each color seemed dull and faded.
Then it hit him: even light can’t escape the toll of age.
Jun was about seventeen when he ran to the convenience store completely under adrenaline. He slammed down a 10,000 Won bill and scrambled to get a first aid kit and some kind of ointment - whatever he found the quickest. He ran back to his hyung thinking that the guy would be dead by the time that he got back. He had never seen someone break through skin with their fist. Nor had he seen anyone take a hit like that and then immediately hit harder. His hands shook when he dabbed a cotton ball in rubbing alcohol while Inmoon took the bottle and poured it on a freshly cut wound. It brought him to reminisce for a moment, thinking about how much they’ve grown since then. Jun followed the other around for the longest amongst all of his odd jobs, up until he could give stitches without thinking twice.
“ I have a six pack in the car, hyung. ” He put his elbow up and rested his head on his palm. Jun was starting to wonder about Inmoon, considering he doesn’t get to see him as much as before. “ Didn’t want to bring them in, it felt weird. ”
As if God would really care about two thirty year olds drinking their time away.
the rundown church located on the outskirts of town was nostalgic - memories of a similar church in jeju filled the mobster's mind. his mother's rough hands leading him to pews as the choir sang, the sound of prayers humming in the air, the past always seemed to haunt him more in sanctuaries. yet here he was. kneeling in the worn down pews of this empty church, which has been happening quite more often than inmoon would admit.
why was he here? that could not be answered, perhaps a wicked type of penance from his mother - her teachings so engrained that her son was still finding answers in a god he did not believe in. to have the saints painted on the glass windows of the church scowling him, their eyes knowing and unwavering.
his ever so depressing monologue was interrupted by sounds of footsteps echoing in the run down sanctuary.
" i didn't know that being in a house of worship was considered weird. " though contrary to his dry tone, it was odd of course, for a mafia member who was known for his ruthlessness to spend his free time in a church.
memories of their turbulent youth were abundant. filled with blood and unneeded angst - he and jun were reckless ( more so inmoon himself ) but he supposed they made good memories.
though the amount of time they spent patching each other up was probably a bit too much.
it was mostly inmoon trying not to bleed out again.
" they serve wine every mass, i don't see the difference with beer. " inmoon replied, sighing softly as he glanced around the quiet church. he could practically hear his mother damning him to hell.
" to be honest, i think bringing beer inside a mass is the least sinful thing we've done this day," he remarks, even though it had been years since inmoon had learned to kill someone and leave no trace, the memories still stood.
of course, the act itself was enjoyable, always was, and always would be.
" how did you know i was going to be here ?"