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@nctrecos
hello
i am back 🧸
this is so random but i’d rather post this here since i’m planning to post more often in the coming days. (yes this is seasonal depression and yes i’m using this acc as an outlet HSHHSHSAJJA) i was working today and one of the customers talked to me out of nowhere about how disappointing it is that a lot of things changed bcos of the pandemic and agreed and they responded with “yeah but there are things that are far more disappointing.” and then i asked myself what is the most disappointing thing that i ever had to deal with? and then it clicked. i was in a relationship with this person for 5 years, we had to do ldr and 3 months into the ldr thing i learned that they cheated on me. (yes i took them back bcos i loved them too much and it felt like i could never let them go.) when we broke up i asked them why they cheated on me. take note that we are not out yet that’s why we had to be in this relationship secretly. and yeah their response was the most disappointing response that i had to deal with. still on the process of moving on, but i’ll get there. they are happy now and it feels like shit that i’m still stuck in the same place as last year. but things will get better. angst is coming, jk hahaha i’ll be posting soon!
Can I request a prt.2 to to 9:16am w/Jaehyun??? 🥺 If you don’t want to , I understand! Have a great day/night and stay safe and healthy:)
I’m currently doing it right now, i’m posting it soon don’t worry! 🥺❤️
HELLO GUYS 🤪 I AM BACK, i suck i know i’ve been gone for soooooo long lol but now i have nothing else to do bcos of this quarantine thing, send in some requests!! ✊🏻
[9:16 AM]
You rolled over to your side and was surprised to see the person laying next to you. Your boyfriend Jaehyun was there staring directly at you. He flashes the cutest smile. “Babe, you have a class after lunch right?” You nodded at his question as you get up to brush your teeth. You are about to wash your face when you felt someone staring at you. You looked at Jaehyun questioningly. “Nothing babe, i’m just admiring your cute ass.” You laughed at his weirdness.
You met Jaehyun at a class at your uni. You remembered how he approached you and asked for your number. You smiled at him and answered a firm “No thank you, i’m not interested.” He laughed at you and said “I kinda need it given that you’re going to be my partner for the presentation.” At that moment you wanted to disappear from embarrassment. From there you became friends and now you’re here at your apartment with your boyfriend of 3 years. You are contented and happy with the relationship, for you everything was perfect.
“Hey babe, what do you want for breakfast?” You asked Jaehyun. “You.” He answered. You laughed at his response. “Babe, be serious!” “Fine fine, just some coffee and the leftovers from last night, can you please heat it up?” You started to prepare for the breakfast as he sits down at the dining table. You noticed how he kept on typing something on his phone and then keeping it in his pocket. You didn’t pay attention to it because it could just be his friend or what but you noticed how he smiled from time to time. You ignored it and proceeded to eat your breakfast.
“Babe, i’m leaving now? I’ll be back around 6pm because i have some group report that i need to do.” You said as you get ready to leave the apartment. Jaehyun is just laying on the couch typing away at his phone. He gives you a ‘okay babe’. No i love you’s or anything. You ignored it and proceeded to go to your class.
You are DYING literally DYING from this class. You look at the time and it’s just 2:21pm. You hear your classmates packing up their stuff, the class is supposed to end at 4:30pm. You hear your classmate tell you that the professor decided to end the class early because he needs to leave. You decided to meet with your groupmates earlier than expected to finish your group report. You texted Jaehyun earlier but he still didn’t respond until now. You ignored it and proceeded to finish your part in the report.
You unlock your apartment as you hear Jaehyun softly moaning. You followed the sound and as you unlock the bedroom door, there he is with another girl having sex. You are shocked, frozen and hurt all at the same time. They still didn’t notice you so you slowly back away, until you are outside the apartment. You feel your heart breaking slowly as images of the incident flashes in your mind. You cried your heart out at a nearby park and waited until it’s 6pm. You ignored your heart breaking slowly and proceeded to think about how could he do this to you. You proceeded to think, to question yourself because of the situation.
You came back to your apartment and you see Jaehyun smiling at you and you see his smile change into a frown. “Babe what’s wrong? Are you okay? What happened?” You looked at him as you spit out a lie. “I just had a very stressful day and the group report is taking a toll on me.” He comes closer to you and now he is hugging you. Will you ignore it this time? Will you proceed to live a life knowing all of this is happening behind your back? Now you are questioning yourself on how you thought everything was perfect when obviously it’s not. He hugs you tighter as you feel your heart breaking even more.
confidence level: jaehyun
where is this from 🥺
[10:19 PM]
Listening to his voice made your heart melt. How did you get so lucky to have a boyfriend like Doyoung? You often question yourself because of this but Doyoung always assures you that he was the lucky one. He always reminded you that you made him believe that he'll be able to do it. He was inspired by you and made him appreciate what he does. You always reminded him how beautiful his voice sounded. How lucky that people were able to witness such talent. He would just blush by your words as you tease him about it. There wasn't anything that you'd want to change. You just knew, that no matter what happens you'll be supporting him. At the end of the day, you'd do everything to make Doyoung feel special. Doyoung isn't the lucky one, you are.
[4:23 PM]
You expected this to happen. You knew that at some point this type of situation will occur but you didn’t expect it to happen so soon. Some people told you about this but you chose to ignore it and to trust Mark wholeheartedly. “I-I don’t know how it happened but i’m sorry. I know that no words will remove the pain but i want you to know that i hate myself for doing it, especially to you.” You smiled bitterly as you felt your heart clenched. “I trusted you love, you knew how scared I was right? Doing this long distance thing didn’t help me with my trust issues but I still trusted you right?” He looks at you as with his apologetic eyes. “I don’t know what to say Y/N, i fucked up i know i fucked up!” You remember the promises that you made with Mark before you flew to California to start uni. It was 6 months in when people started telling you that they saw Mark with another girl. It broke your heart when you asked Mark and he broke down to you, at that moment you knew that he was cheating. “It was hard for me Y/N, you weren’t here when I needed you. I craved your touch, affection, your presence-” “but I craved for that too Mark! I missed you everyday but i didn’t cheat! While you were here taking her out on dates, kissing her, touching her I was having a hard time too! It’s not just you who had to put up with being alone Mark! How can you be so selfish!” He held your hand, “Y/N please let’s fix this.” you removed your hand from his “No Mark, i don’t think I can trust you anymore. I’m sorry but i don’t want this anymore.” You got up and you began to walk away from him, from your relationship and tears began to fall with your heart shattering with it.
[8:13 AM]
It was early in the morning but you began your day with a fight with your boyfriend Mark. “I just don’t get it Mark! You don’t text me, talk to me, hold me, kiss me the way you used to. Is there a problem that I don’t know about?” You felt your tears well up as you see Mark looked at you with an unamused expression on his face. “Are you really starting shit this early in the morning? For fuck’s sake why don’t you just shut up?! The problem is you, you overthink stupid things and jump into conclusions!” You were shocked by his words. “I-I think it’s better if we just end it here Mark. I don’t see the purpose of continuing this relationship if i’m the only one who cares.” You see Mark smirk at your words. “Yeah, it’s better if you fuck off. I’m done with this bullshit.” You felt your heart shatter as he walks out of apartment leaving you behind.
hey
hey friend
dont kill yourself tonight ok
you have a really pretty smile and i know its not always easy to manage one but itd be a bummer if we never had the chance to see it ever again
youre really important and you matter a lot so stay safe and try and have a nice sleep
I would like a moment to thank the people who reblog post like this so that it eventually shows on my dash.
It is keeping me alive
I actually really needed this tonight, thank you
[9:23 PM]
You felt your lips form into a smile as you see your bestfriend Mark hide the bouquet of tulips behind him. “Happy Valentines! I’ll be your valentine for now because you don’t have someone to date.” You heard him chuckle after saying that. You looked at him and you see him smiling at you sincerely. “Be my forever valentine instead?” You giggle as you see his face turn red because of your sudden suggestion. “W-What? Y/N! What do you mean? D-Did you really mean that? Hey! Don’t walk away!” You laugh as you walk away from the stuttering mess.
BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD ♡✧( ु•⌄• ) once you get this award, you’re supposed to paste it in the ask box of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it’s nice to know that someone thinks you’re beautiful inside and out ( ◜◒◝ )♡
THANK YOU SO MUCH 😢🥺❤️
1. when did u start stanning nct? 2. who is your bias wrecker? 3. what are your hobbies? 4. what's your favorite nct song and album? 5. favorite nct choreo?
1. just in the beginning of 2018
2. oohhh, my bias wrecker is jisung/jaemin!!!
3. i like to explore around, i like going outside by myself and walking around hehehe
4. NCT DREAM WE GO UP AND DEAR DREAM
5. Ohhhh, i super love the boss choreo
I just found your blog and OMG it’s so cute!! I LOVE your scenarios 💛 hope you have a great day!! 🤗
omg thank u so much, i’m so soft for things like this!!!!! 🥺❤️
HI GUYS I’M BACK I’VE BEEN GONE FOR HOW MANY MONTHS, BUT I’M FINALLY BACK U HAVE ANY REQUESTS AND PROMPTS PLEASE DON’T BE SHY TO APPROACH ME 💓
— c ✨
[8:17 PM]
You stare at his beautiful eyes, while you remember how you met. You met at a playground near your house. You still remember how you realized that you were in love with your best friend Jaemin. Those eyes that makes your heart skip a beat. But you watch those eyes well up with tears as you reject your best friends confession. You were not supposed to fall for each other, you don’t want to ruin this friendship. You don’t want to him to be part of your mess, so you reject him and his love. Best friends are not supposed to fall in love with each other.
— c ✨
[7:23 PM]
You cried again, as you hear Mark’s words. “I just don’t find the reason to continue this relationship.” You looked at him and saw his painful smile. “No Mark, it’s going to work just please let’s fix this.” For the past few days, your fights with mark was inevitable. He looked at you as he said “I’m done with this Y/N, Forget about this mistake and move on.” You felt tears streaming down your face, “So this is a mistake? This relationship is just a mistake for you?!” You shouted the last few words as you felt your chest tighten. “I used to think that this was a blessing, but I guess it’s not.” You were shocked , but there is nothing that you can do.
— c ✨