[ndiangels]

hiii hello welcome to the blog :) this is my pinned post :)

[ndiangels]

Really facing the emptiness of my life

[ndiangels]

My life is a neverending nightmare and I will never fix it 🤣

[ndiangels]

Can someone invent a time machine please

[ndiangels]

i cannot cope with working recently every day at work is a nightmare i just cannot focus i cannot do a single thing i’m so fucking exhausted i have a headache i keep fucking things up i’m being so fucking slow

[ndiangels]

The way nothing good is ever going to happen to me

[welcometoyouredoom]

[ndiangels]

I miss being depressed. I’m just autistic now which feels even more hopeless

[rubysapphrald]

who’s the most “definitely going to kill himself in three weeks” character of all time and why is it richie tozier at the end of it chapter two

[rubysapphrald]

the way he’s the only one of the surviving losers that they don’t show outside of derry in the epilogue….brother it might not even be three whole weeks

[welcometoyouredoom]

[sacred-portal]

[ndiangels]

Genuinely discovering i’m autistic made me feel so fucking hopeless and suicidal I’ve never felt worse about my life Nothing good is ever going to happen to me and I will never feel normal KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ndiangels]

I just should stop trying to be anything. I should just find some retail minimum wage job, buy a tiny apt outside the city, and never talk to anyone ever and never have hope for anything and like, watch brainrot tiktoks all day. because nothing good will ever happen to me

[sporesgalaxy]

"obsessive compulsive disorder"? ha....i think you mean i have a Philosopher's Soul. and also The Demon

[ndiangels]

Genuinely discovering i’m autistic made me feel so fucking hopeless and suicidal I’ve never felt worse about my life Nothing good is ever going to happen to me and I will never feel normal KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ndiangels]

They should kill me for doing life wrong

[ndiangels]

my reels are full of people going to the club and like i have no one 😭😭 also im already too old to have messy club experiences

[ndiangels]

like for example my dream is to have a queer group of friends i could travel with that would do some nerd sightseeing with me and then we would go to a club. Meanwhile i have no one and dont go anywhere