[nearsighted-blog1]

I HAVE TEMPORARILY MOVED GLINDA ONTO FLORALBLOOM SO HMU THERE IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WRITING

[nearsighted-blog1]

I HAVE TEMPORARILY MOVED GLINDA ONTO FLORALBLOOM SO HMU THERE IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WRITING

[nearsighted-blog1]

I HAVE TEMPORARILY MOVED GLINDA ONTO FLORALBLOOM SO HMU THERE IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE WRITING

[nearsighted-blog1]

well i’ve decided to come back to roleplay and writing but i think i’ll be rebooting all my blogs !!

[souldistracted]

Look at me. For once in your entire life, look at me, and see the fangs in my smile. Because I was never soft, like you thought. All this time, I was a wolf and you tried to imagine me into a sheep.

to be discovered, by j.h. (via fairytellings)

[nearsighted-blog1]

so the life update that nobody asked for and the reason i haven’t been on here for weeks is that i have been diagnosed with moderate to severe m.e ( myalgic encephalomyelitis ) and i’ve been feeling kinda low and trying to make the most of the moments where i have energy to see people irl and just being on my personal account and writing there. i’m still pretty determined to come back bc i do miss all of u guys and i miss glinda ! and i will be back hopefully in a week bc i’ve been doing some treatments and i seem to be getting some strength back up, more consistently. i’ve had this for two years now without diagnosis and it’s been a lot to adjust to and most days i can’t get out of bed for more than a few hours. anyway ilu all and i hope everything is going well for u all xx

[nearsighted-blog1]

so the life update that nobody asked for and the reason i haven’t been on here for weeks is that i have been diagnosed with moderate to severe m.e ( myalgic encephalomyelitis ) and i’ve been feeling kinda low and trying to make the most of the moments where i have energy to see people irl and just being on my personal account and writing there. i’m still pretty determined to come back bc i do miss all of u guys and i miss glinda ! and i will be back hopefully in a week bc i’ve been doing some treatments and i seem to be getting some strength back up, more consistently. i’ve had this for two years now without diagnosis and it’s been a lot to adjust to and most days i can’t get out of bed for more than a few hours. anyway ilu all and i hope everything is going well for u all xx

[minuty]

[nearsighted-blog1]

i will be back on here and in the rpc soon i promise ive just been very busy and my health has been very poor. i struggled with a very dark night a few weeks ago and i’ve been recovering and finding purpose for myself but ill be back asap bc i miss glinda and u all !!

[quietvoiced]

[adrasteiax]

Would it be too childish of me to say : I want? But I do want, theater, light, color, paintings, wine and wonder.

Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath (via atreides)

[nearsighted-blog1]

ship    with    glinda    u    cowards  .

[lynchoid]

[tesscharas]

SAN JUNIPERO SENTENCE MEME.  feel free to change context / pronouns as applicable. 

gotta love that track!

could you please stop it?

we’ve only got a couple of hours, so let’s use it.

you’re good at this.

i just wanna get my bearings a bit.

see you around?

go along with whatever i say!

okay, you’re just pestering now.

sorry for killing you.

if you don’t already know what _____ is, you probably don’t wanna know.

i’m regarding you.

i feel like i’m being analysed. 

i guess now they’re just kind of a comfort thing.

i figured they were kind of a fashion statement. but then the rest of your outfit is… not.

people try so hard to look how they think they should look.

you’re authentically you.

do you live here?

oh, my god! we have to dance to this!

dance floors aren’t my thing.

oh, let’s not limit ourselves.

why did you run away?

you were like a frightened horse on a frozen lake back there.

i’m kidding! … half kidding.

folks are way less uptight than they used to be.

if they were staring, it’s because i am bodacious.

i’ve never been on a dance floor.

what are you, like, amish? that’s one sheltered existence you’ve got there.

as far as my family’s concerned, i can’t do anything.

no one knows about even half the shit i get up to.

it’s from a place of love, though, right?

just the concept of me enjoying myself would blow their minds.

what would you like to do? that you’ve never done?

why waste time sitting here?

i’m, uh, i’m engaged. i have a fiance.

wanna go to bed with me?

oh… you’re nice.

can you hear me out? please? please.

look, i don’t want some kind of boring romance, okay?

it’s not just sex.

it was just sex.

we made a connection.

waiting for someone?

shall we dance?

can you just make this easy for me?

you never slept with a woman before?

i was in love with him. i really was in love with him.

i really was in love with him… but he chose not to stick around.

she’s worth the shot, right?

i’m sorry, i’m looking for someone.

why are you here?

i was looking for you. where did you go?

how the hell is this your era?

you don’t know who i am! you don’t know what this means!

this is not fun, okay? this is not fun! 

maybe you should feel bad. or at least feel something.

how many of them are dead?

i said i wouldn’t… i don’t know, do feelings. 

i don’t want to like anyone. so you’ve been just totally fucking inconvenient.

i wasn’t prepared for you, for wanting something.

i’m getting married.

you sure you’re going through with that?

i know he pities me. that pisses me off.

without this place, i never would’ve met someone like you.

if we really met– i mean if we really met– you wouldn’t like me.

i’ll give you some privacy. 

you’re ____? holy shit.

let’s go grab a coffee.

wanna marry me instead?

are you sure you’re alright?

you didn’t dress up to see me?

oh, i love it here! i just love it!

be with me.

stay here with me.

can we just enjoy tonight?

who can even make sense of forever?

hey, it’s real! this is real.

come on, you know that was just a gesture.

it’s not so kind to leave.

we got this chance! i just wanna share it with you. 

he could have stayed, but he chose to leave you.

you don’t know what you’re saying.

you should be mad at him, not whipping yourself with guilt!

you can’t know the bond, the commitment, the boredom, the yearning, the laughter, the love of it! the fucking love! you just cannot know!

did you think to ask? did it occur to you to ask?

you think you’re the only person who ever suffered? go fuck yourself.

i wish i could believe he’s with her now, that they’re together, but i don’t. i believe they’re nowhere. gone.

you wanna spend forever somewhere nothing matters?

i’m out! i’m gone! 

all things considered, i guess i’m ready. 

i guess i’m ready for the rest of it. 

[jirae-deactivated20170901]

my kink? being clean + moisturised + perfumed

[wordsnquotes]

Now I know why I was drawn to you. We have the same darkness inside.

Leah Raeder, Unteachable (via wordsnquotes)

[nearsighted-blog1]

gotta    make    a    post    about    glinda’s    mental    and    emotional    health    tbh    bc    im    rereading    son    of    a    witch    and    she    talks    about    her    anxiety    and    has    a    small    breakdown    and    the    way    she    appears    to    disassociate    in    stressful    situations  .