need guillotine

I don't even exist.

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a homosexual

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o_0

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my teacher told us to make selfportraits and EVERYONE in the class did faces (obviously figurative), and i was the only one who made something abstract. so now i dont know if i was being creative or if i just have such a strong repulsion toward my own existence and image that i refuse to make a literal representation of myself, because honestly i feel like i dont exist, and i dont want to deal with my own existence :)

at least the professor praised it

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🪾

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🔴🔴

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[makingimages]

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webcam

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he's a poor thing

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i do have to say that no matter how shitty any sort of media is or how shitty your own creations are. always remember