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So back before I had Neheon as my main, this was a side blog. When things changed I sorta then shifted to make Neheon my main so I'm going to reflect that with my change in blogs. I cleaned off the main account, and it's now getting fixed/edited/revamped to be the main hub and home etc. You can follow here at: https://www.tumblr.com/neheon-dotharl
š How do you handle group roleplay when someone you donāt like is in the group?
I sorta just continue rping and if they come over and rp as well, do my best to just rp till I aināt comfortable anymore. Thatās sorta the best you can hope for. If they are already in the group before I get there, I tend to just leave.
Hot Takes OOC
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š³ Do you believe that if the muse is bad, the mun is bad as well?
š How do you handle group roleplay when someone you donāt like is in the group?
š«Are there blogs you just wonāt follow or characters you wonāt interact with?
š Do you think those that ERP are not as good at role playing than those that donāt?
š Is real life more important than roleplay or do you believe your partners made a commitment to write with you and should make good on it?
š¤¦š»āāļø How do you handle anon hate?
š Do you think confession blogs are good venting platforms or do they just cause drama?
š Have you disliked a person/muse that everyone else loved?
š Have you ever been jealous of a ship, group, plot, that wasnāt yours?
š£ Have you ever used a partner as a therapist or has someone used you as a therapist?
š„ Have you ever been afraid of telling someone ānoā because of what they might do to you?
š What is your take on sexy characters?
š„ What is your hottest take on your fandom?
Seven Sins of Scaramouche Part I: Epilogue
"They fished my body out the water."
It was all just meat in the end, wasn't it. Watching your own corpse fished out of the water bloated and half eaten by whatever wildlife felt like a nibble.
It was a strange feeling. Being detached from yourself like this. It feels alien. Was their body all they were or was there something more to their identity? To ones self. Am I a face or am I so much more? Kaisin Ozerov always struggled with their identity. Desires to be a great heroic knight fell to the wayside as they delved deeper into magic and the esoteric. The world started to become a complex tapestry if possibility to the point simplicity was no longer an option in many cases. Keep it simple stupid that is what dad always said right? But life isn't simple no matter how much they try. Complexity is the ladder of life. Simplicity is a luxury. The idea of mercy becomes a distant memory. Where was their mercy? Memories of their death causes a rise in them. The anger, the sadness, the pain, and then the cold.
The day goes on. Kaisin catches up on those they trust. Reassured them everything will be alright. The light hurts sometimes. Being outside is oppressive. Night is fine though. Night feels right. Night brings comfort. Neheon is warm and covered in scars. Did she get those because of Kai?
Another day. The posters come down. No use hunting a dead man. But if Kai is dead what are they now? A ghost? No something else. The day drags on into night. Kai finds themselves alone with the man who killed them. Bound and sobbing, the man cries over the edge of a cliff overlooking an ocean filled with stars reflected in the night sky. The man begs. Kai is quiet. They are lost in the twinkling lights in the sky. Why wouldn't they be? The world has become harder. The man pleads, Kai returns to Earth. The man goes quiet. A single silver shaft with gun powder can cause an awful amount of complex emotions. He cries, apologizes, and that nagging pit in Kay's stomach returns. Mercy.
A single shot shatters the silence and a shadow falls into the sea of stars.
The night feels heavy again.
Not a hero
Not a villain
Just Kai. Whatever that means.
Sanguine Rosam is Recruiting!
Sanguine Rosam is a home for those who find themselves wondering if one could ever take them in. While the members of it have varying degrees of history, and a variety of motives for their own lives, the outlooks provided helps in making the days more tolerable. We are the wannabe heroes, the tired heroes and those who try their best.
We are a flexible and active guild that welcome all sorts and sizes of people. We enjoy immersive storytelling and sharing as well as being an active part of our community and other guilds around us. Due to the nature of our FC, we are fairly casual, laid-back and fun-loving people. We respect established game lore. We do understand, however, that there are certain parts of FFXIVās lore that are iffy and vague, and that some things (a lot of things) are completely up to interpretation. We donāt mind freedom with the lore, but we will expect you to reach out to our GMās and Admins on just how bendy you want to get and how we might be able to support you. Our chats both in the FC channel and discord are OOC (unless stated otherwise) and may contain rough language, jokes and/or commentary that may be inappropriate for people under 18, which is why this is an 18+ Free Company. We are also very open-hearted, open-minded, and open-spirit community with members who are a part of the LGBTQ+ community. A sense of humor and thick skin is essential to some degree. If you find yourself offended much more often than others, then maybe a little self-reflection and adjustment may be necessary or this is simply not the place for you. Here in Sanguine Rosam we are a light/medium RP FC who also enjoy PvE and PvP aspects of the game and we have very active guild story that we intend on stretching out into the future. We will work with our members to introduce themselves into the FC, work with them on expanding their own personal stories and support where we can in all aspects. SR is a safe place which does not harbor toxic behavior. We expect all members to leave their drama and issues at the door as we arenāt here to gossip, we are here to have fun.
You can apply >HERE<
You can also contact us via the Sanguine Rosam tumblr.
Sanguine Rosam is Recruiting!
Sanguine Rosam is a home for those who find themselves wondering if one could ever take them in. While the members of it have varying degrees of history, and a variety of motives for their own lives, the outlooks provided helps in making the days more tolerable. We are the wannabe heroes, the tired heroes and those who try their best.
We are a flexible and active guild that welcome all sorts and sizes of people. We enjoy immersive storytelling and sharing as well as being an active part of our community and other guilds around us. Due to the nature of our FC, we are fairly casual, laid-back and fun-loving people. We respect established game lore. We do understand, however, that there are certain parts of FFXIVās lore that are iffy and vague, and that some things (a lot of things) are completely up to interpretation. We donāt mind freedom with the lore, but we will expect you to reach out to our GMās and Admins on just how bendy you want to get and how we might be able to support you. Our chats both in the FC channel and discord are OOC (unless stated otherwise) and may contain rough language, jokes and/or commentary that may be inappropriate for people under 18, which is why this is an 18+ Free Company. We are also very open-hearted, open-minded, and open-spirit community with members who are a part of the LGBTQ+ community. A sense of humor and thick skin is essential to some degree. If you find yourself offended much more often than others, then maybe a little self-reflection and adjustment may be necessary or this is simply not the place for you. Here in Sanguine Rosam we are a light/medium RP FC who also enjoy PvE and PvP aspects of the game and we have very active guild story that we intend on stretching out into the future. We will work with our members to introduce themselves into the FC, work with them on expanding their own personal stories and support where we can in all aspects. SR is a safe place which does not harbor toxic behavior. We expect all members to leave their drama and issues at the door as we arenāt here to gossip, we are here to have fun.
You can apply >HERE<
You can also contact us via the Sanguine Rosam tumblr.
Emergency Commissions (UPDATED!)
Something crazy came up and Iām in dire need for funds to pay my mounting bills! And so Iām pushing right on ahead with releasing my fullbodies AND animated icons like above! The pricing is pretty simple!Ā
Animated Icon (2 or more animations): $15.00
Fullbody Pixel Art: $30.00 ( +$15 for each additional character, MAX 3)
Fullbody Pixel Art (With Animation!!): $50.00 !
I price these solely by the time it takes me, and this is with me paying myself $10 an hour! Anything helps, and I would genuinely appreciate any boosts or shout-outs, itād really help.Ā
My brother Dylanās birthday is on the 26th, and I thought I had the money for both his gift as well as my billsā¦ but I was very, very wrong. Iām sorry to ask like this!Ā
Thank you for your patience and attention! Please contact me either through here or my discord, Raih#1443 !Ā
ā¤ā¤ā¤ Not every shore has a lighthouse but my home does.
āWhen I met you, my heart was without songs. It was without melody or reason, it refused to see beauty when there was so much around me. You opened my eyes to horrors, to fears, to things I never wanted to see, but in that same light, because of you, Iāve seen hope. Iāve seen your brotherās faces light up when they see you, Iāve seen you stand up for injustice without fear of repercussion, Iāve seen you smile and laugh like you didnāt care who heard and saw you, Iāve seen you be there for friends, for enemies, to put yourself on the line. Youāve shown me such wonderful and beautiful things, that my songs are back and this light youāve given me...itās always going to be bright. If anything to guide you home.ā
ā¤ā¤ā¤ I trust you with my life. I know you would never hurt me.
āI call you Scale Sister for a reason. I callĀ you my friend for so many more. Sister...Iāve never had a sister before, but Iāve always wanted one. Youāve...always been that to me, I just hope that one day I can fully show you just how much you mean to me. My dearest friend...Fiona, never change...and if the world goes against you, know that Iām forever in your corner.ā
Send ā£ā and I will respond with my museās rating of their level of trust for yours.
ā ā¤ā¤ Ā I could let my guard down and fall asleep in your presence and feel safe.Ā ā
āThereās been ups and downs, there is with...every relationship. Every friendship, but not for a moment I havenāt regretted knowing you, or getting to know you. Weāve had our hardships, weāve had some terrible luck, but weāve seen better days. Hereās to those better days, letās make more of them.ā
ā£ā (Luc) (ā„ā„ā„ for Neho from Luc)
āĀ ā¤ā¤ā¤ Ā I trust you with my life. I know you would never hurt me.Ā ā āWeāve been through a lot, you and I, and I know we are going to go through more. I want you to know though, I know your pain on a few things and Iāve seen you in pain so much. Nhamma knows Iād give anything to take that pain from you. Iām sorry to say, you are family to me, and I donāt plan on giving you up. Thanks for...everything Luke. From the bottom of my heart, I appreciate it.ā
ā¤ā¤ā¤ I trust you with my life. I know you would never hurt me.
āYou are my brother, Ric. I know weāve been through some things, good and bad, but I...have never regretted knowing you, not once. Iām happy that I know you, that I know Sunny, but gods Iād love to know her more. I want you to know that...you are my family, and that feeling is never going to stop, no matter what might happen, I have your back.ā
ā¤ā¤ I could let my guard down and fall asleep in your presence and feel safe. ( For that one little Miqo S'mira chick xD )
āIām glad you feel that way Mira! I think youāve been nothing but a gem and well, you are so great to have around! But...uh...if anyone gives you shit let me know. I have an axe and a chain I can introduce them to...ā
ā¤ I think I trust you, but I am still cautious around you.
āCaution is something I wonāt ever fault someone for. I mean, you seem like a very well guarded person for reasons, and I can respect that. I think that...maybe if we get to know each other more, on both ends, we can trust each other more...and Iād really like to at least be a friend.ā
āAm I my memories? Am I the memories of others? How much of me was real and how much a fabrication? Am I so easily replicated? Am I so easily torn apart? What am I anymore? There is more there I know. There has to be some core. Some essence. Cut away the memories of family and the memories of the scum of this Star Iāve been exposed to and what am I? I want the fire. The fire is certainty. I need that certainty. Give it to me. I want it. I need it. Give it to me! GIVE IT TO ME! STOP DENYING ME MY FUCKING SANITY! WHO THE FUCK KEEPS SCRATCHING AT THE BACK OF MY MIND TELLING ME THEREāS MORE! THERE IS ALWAYS MORE! I CANāT DIG ANYMORE DAMN IT I JUST CANāT LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE LEAVE ME ALONE!ā
Muse Trust Test!
How much does your muse trust mine? Leave a rating in my ask box and my muse will react to it!
ā¤ā¤ā¤ Ā I trust you with my life. I know you would never hurt me. ā¤ā¤ Ā I could let my guard down and fall asleep in your presence and feel safe. ā¤ Ā I think I trust you, but I am still cautious around you. ā° Ā I am still trying to figure you out. Iām not sure if I can trust you. š Ā Somethingās just not right. Iām afraid of you. šš Ā Iām pretty sure you want to hurt me, and I intend to protect myself. ššš Ā The first chance I get, Iām killing you before you kill me.
Or, send ā£ā and I will respond with my museās rating of their level of trust for yours.
