maria

[neilenprose]

hey ! i'm maria and i've already posted stuff here, but i really want mutuals . here are some things you should probably know about me :

i go by she/her pronous ;

i'm fifteen years old ;

i'm from brazil, so my first language is portuguese, and my english is not great .

i'll tag a few of my favorite things . if we have anything in common, please, feel free to like this post or follow me and i will follow you :)

[neilenprose]

luther hargreeves dealt with the waste of so many years of his life convincing himself that it had not been a waste. not only did that coping style make him firmly believe his raising was normal and all that training was needed, but was also probably the reason for his thing with allison.

after a repeated cycle of abuse or exposure to bad conditions, victims may stop trying to avoid it, even when it's possible to. they don't understand why they're keeping the negative stimulus, though, and to make things make sense their subconscious assumes they're emotionally attached to it.

instead of to his troubled childhood, luther became emotionally attached to someone who was there with him, to allison. he was in an abusive relationship with his hurt, and it happened that she was there hurting with him.

what we call incestuous is no more than siblings bonding over their trauma and mistaking it for romantic love.

while i'm on it, trauma victims often hold on to their trauma or things that reminds them of it. that's why he continued to eat the weird spacial food even after he left the moon.

[neilenprose]

i cant get over the fact ben was the one thing they all had in common like :(( he was literally this precious

[neilenprose]

anne shirley as a gen z

she's obsessed with aesthetics, can't decide wich one matches her best and has a very unique personal style from getting clothes from a different one every month;

she's moderately popular on tiktok, moderately because she uploads it when she feels like it and then forgets about it for months. she also does not know what to tag her videos, but pretends it's for the concept ("i wont tag this video so the universe will take it to the right people");

instagram fairy filter. just instagram fairy filter. she's absolutely OBSESSED with this filter and it's actually the hardest thing to find a picture of her with no filter or effects. she already looks like she looks in real life, so why not look different on pictures? why not be a fairy on her instagram feed?;

she did not feel bored at all while in quarantine. she tried cooking, drawing, learning different languages.. she started a youtube channel. she wrote fanfics. she got herself into everything she possibly could've, in and out of the internet. little of it lasted more than a week though;

she has online friends from all around the world. she goes to omegle daily and is probably the only person in the world who makes friends there;

she writes and deletes messages for gilbert every now and then and definitely has scrolled through his instagram feed more than once.

[neilenprose]

i genuinely cannot watch that devasting scene of klaus coming back from the past without going all "omg hes sad no no no dont be sad please omg no im here for you dont cry please no dont be sad no no please omg dont cry dont b

[neilenprose]

we have no idea how vanya knows russian (i mean, i guess. do we have any?), since she was adopted as a baby, so I was thinking..

maybe 13 year old vanya felt so lonely she started investigating her past. she was crying at 3 AM after spending the day watching her siblings train, and leafed through newspapers and magazines looking for news from the day she was born.

vanya found out she was russian. she idealized a biological family that loved her, learnt everything about russia and even learnt russian cause honestly she was this desperate. she started speaking russian and only russian, taking pleasure in her siblings' confused looks and feeling revenged even though they didn't care..

except that they did care. they cared so much they came together, connected the dots and learned russian (well let's say they tried to). one day, they surprised her by answering her in russian. they intended to make her feel seen and included, but guess what, she's an unhealthy INFP.

being russian was HER thing, the closest thing to an identity she had, and they stole it. they stole her identity.

she started crying and ran to her room.

the hargreeves siblings stared at each other. five yelled he told them and left. diego and luther argued about whose fault it was. allison tried to break up the fight they started up. klaus and ben just stood sad, really sad, staring at the direction vanya had ran.

and they ended up just giving up including her.. as always.

[neilenprose]

klaus hargreeves if he had a happy normal life, a headcanon because that's what he deserved to begin with

klaus is a kindergarten teacher. he's the coolest teacher and (needless to say) the kids' favorite;

he always turns a blind eye to the chaos his naughty little students cause, defending them and even lying to cover them up;

he shares this love for kids with dave, his husband, and they plan to adopt as many as they can in a close future;

klaus also owns a flower shop. there, he listens to the dead relatives of people who go there to buy flowers for their graves and has countless intimate moments with strangers;

he was never scared of his power, cause he never had to be. he empathizes very deeply to other people and is more than glad to tell them what their dead loved ones wish they could.