too many flies under my skin

Finn!! 17 he/him transmasc

[neilmccormick3]

Intro

About me!

My name is Finn, I am 17. I am Canadian and métis! I am trans masc and bi, with a preference for men. I consider myself goth. I am learning Persian/Farsi it's very hard. I have 6 mental health diagnoses YAYY!!

(DMS open btw)

Likes

WEED and FAGS and sometimes ALCOHOL

Movies

Music

Animation

Antiques

Anthropology

Clothes

Makeup

Vampires

YouTube

Physical media

Dr. Pepper

DNI

BIGOTS

Incest/fauxcest enjoyers

Proshippers

Radqueers

Movies I like (not in order)

Mysterious skins

Fire walk with me

Tokyo gore police

Mermaid in a man hole

Juno

Broke back mountain

Phantom of the paradise

Serenity

Phantom of the opera

The perks of being a wallflower

Train spotting

Dinner in America

My little Winnipeg

Twilight

Labyrinth

The dark crystal

Clockwork orange

Song of the sea

Reanimator

Lisa Frankenstein

The book of Kells

Ginger snaps

Elvira movies

The last unicorn

[neilmccormick3]

Ptsd and mental hospitial vent!!

(I love u Björk)

"you are safe where you are!" No I am NOT I only feel safe when I am very very far away from this god awful hell hole of a town. I think that's why I miss being at the mental hospital so much, it felt like I could kind of breathe and not be so terrified. I miss feeling the safety, even though I was surrounded by kids who many of them were deemed as "violent". The cameras haunted me though, I didn't like how much they could see of me. Did the person who watched them probably in a different city know me then. If someone knows my habits, my voice, my face, does that mean they know me?

[neilmccormick3]

seals sea lions or otters which one do yuo like

SEALS!!!! They are my favorite I got to see two of their little heads popping out of the ocean before!

Thanks for the ask!!

[neilmccormick3]

hi hii who is your favourite music artist and how did you get into them? <3

Probably Adrianne Lenker I found her music when I was about 11 on Spotify sadly. A fun factoid my birth name is Adrianne. Every song of hers always molded into the current situation I was in.

[neilmccormick3]

Favorite musicians?

Not in any type of order

Gary Numan

Title fight

Adrianne Lenker (I forgot her) 😭

Siouxsie and the Banshees

Radio head

Bikini kill

Cocteau Twins

Neutral Milk Hotel

Thank you for the ask!!

[neilmccormick3]

how many languages do you speak :3

One but I am SLOWLY learning Farsi!

[neilmccormick3]

How's the farsi learning going? It's such a cool language

I am currently at a stand still, I am at the hardest part of the unit where I must test myself. To see what I know but omg sometimes it takes me ages. I am going to try to power through it, but I might ask Google a few times. 💔💔💔💔

Overall though it's a really beautiful and old language, it's hard to learn especially on your own though!

مرسی جان!! 🫶

[neilmccormick3]

Can a lad have some asks because I am bored?! 🫶🫶🫶😽😽😽😽

[valeofveils]

i hate blond men. why am i sexually attracted to them

[neilmccormick3]

I just finished my rewatch of atla because I want to watch the new movie I saw something that said they knew that zukka was going to be cannon if I was lied to IM GOING TO BE PISSED

[neilmccormick3]

The movie was just okay. The animation was beautiful and gorgeous, but under that it doesn't have much substance.

Why is Aang so weak? Why does he seem a lot weaker when he is an adult compared to when he was a tween? I think it was the budget, they probably spent a LOT of money on the animation that in the beginning of the movie. Where he is just kinda weaker and gets himself hurt.

THERE WAS NO ZUKKA WTF MAN KILL ME :(

I know movies is more centered around Aang and the main villain, but Katara is such a powerful and awesome character and I was happy seeing her powers but her personality became a lot less multifaceted

They did the best with Sokka and Zuko's characters but why didn't they kiss???????? I think it was a tiny bit odd how they made Toph obsessed with the villain and I didn't get too much else from her lines

Who tf were the denied like yes I know who but I feel like with just an INCH more story for them would've gone a long way to set up what kind of villains they are when I am thinking about them I got to ask myself are they in the wrong for EVERYTHING because we didn't really get to hear their side it was just these people are evil and we just have to say okay!

[wh11skeyandlace]

[neilmccormick3]

This has NOTHING to do with the original post just about the movie. I liked this movie a lot, especially this character. I have met SOOOO many people like this over and over again. They either are immediately like hell no you are weird for enjoying that. Or they play it up and then later they explode about how disgusting you are and how superior they are. Especially if they thought they could change you to be less "sexually defiant".

[neilmccormick3]

I took antipsychotics, weed, and a BIG cup of coffee and I slept the best I have slept in eons which is good but I actually dreamt which is bad because possible PTSD nightmares 💔

[neilmccormick3]

I just finished my rewatch of atla because I want to watch the new movie I saw something that said they knew that zukka was going to be cannon if I was lied to IM GOING TO BE PISSED

[neilmccormick3]

Sorry I haven't posted I am dying rn 😭😭😭

[redlipstickboy]

when the notification says "following" instead of "mutuals"..... baby we could be so much more if you just let me

[neilmccormick3]

I am eating so much fucking ice cream I don't even care anymore and I smoked weed and took a LOT of my antipsychotics 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶😽😽😽😽😽

[wh0rerf4n]

My mom found a picture of Kiki as a kitten everyone say awwww