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CORNY mentally unstable teenage chud with anger problems who wants to be worshipped

woah you’re like awesome as shit let’s get into an abusive, codependent relationship and be miserable together for eternity. ok? awesome.

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a mother is a kind of psychological torture device

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unfortunately it appears that i'm some kind of insane person

Im not sorry

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im going to hurt myself so you feel bad for me

Bunny Boy !

Im going to kill everyone who has wronged me

The only person that has truly loved me was a child and when I deleted my server when I was having a breakdown their art went too CAUSE NOBODY FUCKING DOWNLOADED IT. LITERALLY UNBLOCKED THEM(EX FRIENDS) JUST TO ASK IF THEY HAVE IT AND NOBODY HAS IT. The child In question isnt even active on discord anymore so i have no way to contact them

THEY HAD A GROUPCHAT WITHOUT ME AND THEN SAY IM FUCKING SENSITIVE TO CRITICISM SHUT UP ALL YOU PEOPLE DO IS TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK SAY IT TO MY FACE

How long do I have to wait till they actually try to reach out .FFUUUCK THEM OMG I was right that they never cared Im actually going to kill them

OH MY GODDUHHHH. so what if i was rude to you our entire friendship . You're seriously overreacting.

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Im so glad none of the content creators I used to be obsessed with that were problematic/turned problematic ever talked to me directly or tried to befriend me cause I could've been WAY WORSE

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2022 me before getting online friends was ROUGH. I was a ragebaiter meowist(believes meowbah is god) who would spam In her discord for attention like. Yikes. and I was 11

If Im being honest I still am In her newer server and i am jealous of her crazy fans who buy her merch and praise her like that. But atleast Im not one of them lmao

Im so glad none of the content creators I used to be obsessed with that were problematic/turned problematic ever talked to me directly or tried to befriend me cause I could've been WAY WORSE

I wanna choke myself but what if i lowk throw up I hate vomiting do I starve myself beforehand ?

I wanna cut myself to prove Im mentally ill but I dont have sharp knives (atleast sharp enough to cut skin if I grazed it, I have to really saw it, ive tried but its tedious and i also hate pain and I want it to be instant) nor razors . I dont think if I asked my mom for a razor she would give me one cause In what context do I even need one

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All irl friends are always busy(we dont even live closely cause I had to move and we barely hang out as is), no online friends, bout to be the worst summer ever ✌️bedrotting all day and then I blink and school is back😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂ahhhhhh

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Its so over

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