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@nemiepies
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So… I hate the fact that I have to do this. Especially when I had so much respect and so much understanding for people. Below I will be showing screenshots of conversations and why I didn’t feel comfortable being around. Y’all know me, well on surface level. But I am black, I am neurodivergent with ADHD and other mental health issues that were caused by abuse and trauma. (Btw these people know this) and at the time I was pregnant when these conversations happened okay. So I’m going to explain the best way I can.
1. I had the idea of wanting to refit the Twilight elegance shirt with permission from the mod author for River. And Idk a thing about modding but I started to learn. I did get DMs of help and I was almost done until I got stuck about switching the bones. I was instructed that Vesna’s importing clothes video would explain it better. And as much as I watched the video the more confuse I became. So Vesna was in a VC in Elf’s moss sever and I went and told Vesna that I am even confused more. That day I was wracking my brain trying to figure this out. I even developed a bad migraine because of it. And super frustrated because 1 I was pregnant and I couldn’t take my adhd medication and two my pregnancy brain was working overdrive and I was struggling bad. But when I went in there VC to ask for Help Nic thought it was a good idea to come in and tell me to give up. And below you could see exactly how she said it. That truly crushed my spirit especially because of frustrated I was during that time. I didn’t say nothing at the time cause I was emotional and I knew if I did it only would have been brushed off as a joke. And to me it wasn’t
2. I recently changed the body of Victoria to Angel Body with a Rig to balance it out. We were in a VC with Hera streaming when she explained and even showed why she doesn’t like to refit for Angle. To which I understand wholeheartedly because she showed me. But they wanted me to change Victorias body back to what it was before. And I didn’t want to. As well anytime Angel Body was brought up they always would say something bad about it and to me I felt shamed for having it. And I was tired of the constant teasing that came about it. And once again I kept my shut and brushed it a side as a joke until one day it wasn’t and then I decided to stick up for myself. Below you will the screenshots of the conversation and why I felt frustrated.
This was the straw that broke the camels back for me and why I decided I needed to leave them all behind. Y’all seen on my page my Short stories that I recently did and I posted them on Instagram and I got poor performance and review on there and I felt frustrated because I noticed that if I was to post a bikini pic that would have gotten more traction than my short stories and it definitely did make me upset. I expressed my frustrations in Arcadia about it and the conversation was just condescending and gross. I felt talked down to and I felt like I wasn’t understood. But especially I didn’t care for the tone of how I was spoken too. And as you can see below why I felt this way.
So after I had my baby I decided to leave the server and just cut ties quietly but then i was messaged first by Hera and I explained to her why and in turn she went to Nic and told her and Nic came in my DMs. Deflecting blaming me and disrespecting me because I left. And called me a bitch. I explained to her instead of asking why I didn’t come to you? You should ask yourself why I didn’t feel comfortable coming to you.
As well to Elf and Fairy when I received that screenshot of the conversation after people were kicked from moss it further proved to me that y’all didn’t view the people who supported you with respect. And that’s why I had cut ties with y’all.
This was why I made that post about toxic friendships and bullying because no one is your actual fucking friend if they treat you like this.
Don’t leave out the DMs where I was actively helping you either even making videos to guide you because I understand how difficult learning to mod can be. I took time out of my day to help you because I genuinely didn’t have any issues with you.
Everything you screenshotted from Arcadia was already public for everyone to see, and I’m not going to apologize for those messages because I said what I said. I have every right to my opinions about Angel Body, both as a person and as a modder. That does not mean I disrespected you.
Me explaining why I personally don’t like refitting for Angel Body, showing you in VC why it’s difficult, and suggesting changing your body setup because you yourself said you had to constantly change your OCs body to use my mods is not me attacking you. In my opinion, switching the body entirely is easier than constantly changing things around individual outfits. That’s my perspective as a modder.
I’ve even said before in my server that I refit for Angel Body mainly because of you and other people in my server who use it. But if an outfit does not look good on that body type, I’m allowed to stop refitting it. That is my right as a modder and my personal creative decision. It’s my mod, and I’m allowed to decide what I do with my own work.
I’ve DM’d you multiple times and made it clear that I never had ill feelings toward you, yet you continue bringing up my name publicly to drag me into things.
I genuinely hope you actually take the time to rest and fully recover. This is the last time I’m addressing this because I’m not going to keep going back and forth while emotions are high and you’re recovering. Honestly, I feel bad that nobody in your comments is telling you to log off, step away from this, and focus on resting instead of feeding into more drama.
I’m over the situation at this point. I hope you feel better.
I did say if you read it that I did recieve help in my DMs. And you did help me but if you do remember you could only help me for so much cause you didn’t know about the whole changing Rigs for MB. And that was fine. Regarding the angel body I said over and over again I was okay missing out on stuff because it is hard to refit. I told you maybe for previews switch the body but even you said that wasn’t enough you wanted me to switch the body completely. As well anytime angel body was brought Nic thought it was a great idea to start “preaching” and “lecturing” and shaming for using that body. Every single gah damn time. Yall thought it was funny I thought it was annoying asf. Especially since I clarified I don’t mind missing out on clothes.
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Hi everyone, it’s come to my attention that I have been talked about pretty terribly in a popular server by a handful of people when they thought no one was looking. I am incredibly hurt, disappointed, and confused as to why me and my situation was mocked. When I came out and asked the community for help, I made it clear that I was incredibly embarrassed and anxious about doing so and now my worst fears have come true in the form of a chat leak. I will be sharing the screenshots that were sent to me and addressing what I feel is appropriate.
Hi @gloryride I do believe this is our first interaction as I have no clue who you are. If you didn't want to donate you didn't have to of course but calling me a beggar and implying that I was not working hard to provide for myself before asking for help is extremely uncalled for and strange to say the least.
I wasn't "expecting" anyone to give me money. In fact I didn't expect any help at all and just ended up being pleasantly surprised. I'm glad you were able to quickly find a job when faced with a similar situation but I was not, and not for lack of trying.
@wingdeer @cybervesna Hello! I didn’t offer to take comms because I didn’t have access to my computer/wifi for more than half the time I had the GoFundMe active and even before that due to severe weather conditions in my area. I was doing everything I could have possibly been doing from my end. That was the entire point of me having made the GoFundMe. I WAS out of options and no I was never sitting on my ass waiting for people to give me money. If you had any questions or concerns beyond gossiping about me I would have happily addressed them for no other reason than you cared enough to ask for the sake of transparency :).
@cybervesna some of the things said by you were just mean spirited and misinformed. NO I did not "wish" to be evicted nor am I a "delusion e-girl" begging for money because I'm lazy and didn't want to do anything. What an odd thing to say. I understand that as a non American its hard for you to believe that landlords aren't filled with rainbows and butterflies surely, however, my leasing department refused to work with me at all no and in the end I had to leave. Its as simple as that and not uncommon in the US. If you donated any money please DM a receipt so that I can give it back.
Hi @synth-peach! Its really odd you had more empathy for my cat than for me! Thought I would take the time to let you know that my cat is okay despite you seemingly believing I did nothing to help her or myself and just sat on my ass doing vp. If you donated any money please DM a receipt so that I can give it back.
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I never had any intentions of asking the community for help whatsoever. The reason why beanie set up the GoFundMe in my name was because I couldn’t bring myself to ask for help. I don’t know what type of issues these women have with beanie or why because I’ve never been a part of cyberpunk drama. I pretty much keep to myself. I have a very small circle in this community that I would call friends and I don’t even talk to them on a day-to-day basis. it feels like I’ve been roped into this as some sort of leverage to go against beanie and again I don’t know the history there but they absolutely did nothing wrong here.
I'm not sure how setting the goal to 4K makes me look bad. I never expected it to reach that amount. It didn’t even get to half so I’m not sure what the issue is. We set it to 4K because neither of us had any dealings with GoFundMe before and didn’t know what to set it to. I needed over 2000 for my rent alone not to mention utilities and food for both me and my cat so 4K seemed appropriate. Again, I didn’t even get close to that amount so I’m not sure why that’s being harped on. I also think its strange that you were trivializing my homelessness and comparing me asking for help to you wanting someone to buy you nitro. Very odd behavior! If you needed any justification for my GoFundMe my dms were open. I don't bite :) My health issues are no secret. It’s not something that I like to talk about publicly because of how private it is, but it’s something that has been prevalent in my life and is documented. I mentioned it briefly in my post when I was asking for help so I’m not sure where the narrative that I didn’t actually need help or was just waiting on a handout came from. And yes my health issues did impact my ability to work and find work.
Hera you are a stranger considering me and you have never had a single conversation and I didnt know you existed until the chat leak, I would’ve preferred you not even have opinions of me in private. It’s enough that you chose not to donate but to sit there and gossip about whether or not I really needed the help when I spent over a week in a homeless shelter is crazy. I'm glad you have the luxury of having an emergency fund tho! I can't relate, clearly, I hope a time where you have to use it never comes. ♥
Hi again @cybervesna I understand you are concerned about the help given to me by my so called friends as you put it. Well let me inform you and whoever else it may concern that my friends were helping me in fact Zwei, Beaniebby, and Peachu are the only reason I'm no longer in a homeless shelter and am back safely with my cat. the below screenshots are proof of this.
I think I have made my point with a fraction of the screenshots I received about all of this lol. I had hoped the next time I came on here it would be to once again thank any and everyone who donated to me instead I feel forced to address the narrative that was built in that server and now my biggest concern is making sure that anyone who donated knows without a doubt that it was to me and no one else.
Yes, it was setup by beaniebby however, they made me a co-organizer and I was able to put my banking information in. I received all of the payments. 0004 is the last 4 digits of MY savings account.
Also, I don’t think I ever gave the impression that I wasn’t doing anything for myself and just sitting around waiting for people to donate money to me. I was actively looking for work. I also made it very clear in my initial Tumblr post when I linked the GoFundMe that I did have some health issues which caused me to lose my previous job and I still hadn’t recovered from them fully.
If there was any questions about what I was doing for myself or my ability to contribute to what I needed to get done for both my cat and me it could have been asked privately. I understand being transparent but there's also a safety concern with what you share online and I didn't want to share too much of my private life because people are weird...point proven lol.
During the peak of donations several people reached out privately for more details and I laid it all bare. The people mentioned in this post could have done the same thing if they cared enough to do so. But they didn't. Mainly because this wasn't about whether or not I needed the money and for what reason but because I was just the hottest topic at the time and they thrive on drama. I am deeply disturbed by what I had to see. To the people who spoke on me and the people who were supposed to be my friends and sat back in silence I hope you all heal. It doesn't matter that these things weren't said to my face. They were still said and in the end showed to me. To anyone else who donated, please rest assured knowing nothing about my situation was faked everything I went through was documented privately and if you feel you are owed more details please show me a receipt of your donation and I can answer any questions you have privately.
Thank you to everyone who has donated so far! i’m really overwhelmed with the amount of help and support I’ve received from the community.
From people who donated, to everyone who reblogged and, to people who stepped in to take extra measures to help me. I wanted to say thank you sooner but my situation has not allowed me to. I have been taking notice and appreciate you all.
Im not out of the woods yet but now that i have some more funds i have been able to set up a decent plan of action!
Please keep this post in mind as Tcf and Elf have been kind enough to set this up. Thank you again to these absolute sweeties and everyone who commissioned them to help me.
If you’re still looking to donate, please do so through the link in the post from elf as I will receive those funds instantly opposed to GoFundMe where there is a 3 to 5 business day hold and I’m not sure I still have that much time.
💬 0 🔁 29 ❤️ 20 · EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS for @nemiepies! From Fairy.exe/ELFJPEG (myself) @aurorartz and I are offering emergency commission
EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS for @nemiepies! From Fairy.exe/ELFJPEG (myself)
@aurorartz and I are offering emergency commissions to help @nemiepies with her need for emergency funds for rent, food and other expenses. Fairy.exe is offering body fashionware, custom nails, complexions, and custom cyberware, while I am offering single/couple/duo pose packs. Please see the graphics above for more about pricing/gallery. PLEASE keep in mind that we will NOT take your commission without proof of donation to Nemiepies. A screenshot from PayPal with the required amount is perfect. We will not take screenshots from donations to the GoFundMe as we are not associated with its creation. We will also contact Nemiepies for confirmation upon retrieval of screenshot.
If you are interested in a commission, please contact @aurorartz or myself here or message us directly on Discord (teacupfairy/elf.jpeg). Friend request is required. If you can't reach one, the other will contact and pass the information along! TO DONATE TO NEMIE'S PAYPAL TO SEE ELFJPEG'S WORK NEMIES' ORIGINAL POST
Thank you to everyone who has donated so far! i’m really overwhelmed with the amount of help and support I’ve received from the community.
From people who donated, to everyone who reblogged and, to people who stepped in to take extra measures to help me. I wanted to say thank you sooner but my situation has not allowed me to. I have been taking notice and appreciate you all.
Im not out of the woods yet but now that i have some more funds i have been able to set up a decent plan of action!
Please keep this post in mind as Tcf and Elf have been kind enough to set this up. Thank you again to these absolute sweeties and everyone who commissioned them to help me.
If you’re still looking to donate, please do so through the link in the post from elf as I will receive those funds instantly opposed to GoFundMe where there is a 3 to 5 business day hold and I’m not sure I still have that much time.
EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS for @nemiepies! From Fairy.exe/ELFJPEG (myself)
@aurorartz and I are offering emergency commissions to help @nemiepies with her need for emergency funds for rent, food and other expenses. Fairy.exe is offering body fashionware, custom nails, complexions, and custom cyberware, while I am offering single/couple/duo pose packs. Please see the graphics above for more about pricing/gallery. PLEASE keep in mind that we will NOT take your commission without proof of donation to Nemiepies. A screenshot from PayPal with the required amount is perfect. We will not take screenshots from donations to the GoFundMe as we are not associated with its creation. We will also contact Nemiepies for confirmation upon retrieval of screenshot.
If you are interested in a commission, please contact @aurorartz or myself here or message us directly on Discord (teacupfairy/elf.jpeg). Friend request is required. If you can't reach one, the other will contact and pass the information along! TO DONATE TO NEMIE'S PAYPAL TO SEE ELFJPEG'S WORK NEMIES' ORIGINAL POST
Asking for help has never been something that’s come easily to me, but it’s extremely dire at this point and necessary for me to get over my social anxiety and fears to reach out.
I’ve had a really crappy year to say the least people who know me personally know that things have not been great for me. At the end of last year I had a medical emergency that I was able to get taken care of, but the end result left me with an infection that led to me almost going septic. I won’t get too much into that since it’s not entirely relevant, its just to say that everything that happened there caused me to miss a great deal of work.
Those absences went unexcused by my job and caused me to lose it suddenly with no warning. Since I was already living paycheck to paycheck this happening before I could finish the pay period meant I had no way of paying rent or the rest of my bills for the month let alone the months ahead.
So I am currently in a dire situation and facing the threat of being homeless as the leasing office for my apartments has served me with an eviction notice. If I can pay the full amount for last month and this one since it’s now the first I can stay and give myself enough time to find a permanent solution. I don’t have any family out here and I have no friends with an extra room.
If you are able to help me out, you would be saving me. I greatly appreciate it. If you cannot donate please re-blog just in case someone else can. Thank you. 🖤
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dress is by the lovely nemiepies, coming soon to the cyberpunk nexus.
cyberpunk tumblr has people who will want you to break down the exact metal used for underwire in your oc's bra and how many clasps just because they happen to be a size above double a. like do i have to have a lore reason for giving her a beauty mark on her ass too or
A few days ago, someone leaked my best friends NPV on Nexus. The community banded together to help get it removed and it was quickly taken down with the user banned. They made a new account to repost it and once more everyone came together despite their feelings and helped to get it removed.
I want to say that the culprit has since been caught, and there has been whispers of who it was. I would like to go ahead and clarify that @wingdeer , @aurorartz , and @viralnymph had nothing to do with it. We know who the leaker is as they have confessed and while participating parties have chosen to keep this person’s identity hidden I thought it was important to stop the rumors before they begin to spiral.
Please do not harass or assume anything about these lovely women and if you support them please continue to do so. If not please dont use this as an excuse to send any hate their way as they have done nothing wrong and assisted greatly in catching who was responsible. Please show them some love if you can.
Hi please stop and look at my bestie. I love her so much. I will always be in your corner mi bebe.
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Hi please stop and look at my bestie. I love her so much. I will always be in your corner mi bebe.
Tell you this dream, this dream I had In the dark, dark head was a black dog