NPCs

OSDD-1b system // fictive heavy // bodily a minor // endos fuck off // please ask us stuff 🙏 // hosts: Will/Ozzie, Pheonix, Tokoyami, Aizawa // freq. fronters: ask! (it changes too much 💔)

[alienzsys]

Non binary dog

[neonpaintcoll]

FUUUUCCCKKKKKK

[neonpaintcoll]

I can't stop coughing help

[neonpaintcoll]

me when we split not one but two people that don't exist in their source (me and the other part of me [we're extremely blurry])

why though

its a roblox game that was popular in like 2021, 2022 and we've played it like twice. and we have 5 people from it so far. amarylis, Vis, Tia, me, and the other person

also im sick and that sucks

[neonpaintcoll]

I'm so mad I wanted to get corn we had corn on the cob for dinner tonight

I go to grt it out of the pot

The smell made me gag vuilnelyu for no resodn

I can't have corn to ight ☹️

[neonpaintcoll]

I'm introducing the Breakfast Club fictives to Nickelback

Next I'm gonna make them listen to my 2020 playlsit

[neonpaintcoll]

Yood mronign whwte am i

[neonpaintcoll]

Guys never go to the zoo with a 2 year old, 7 year old, and 10 year old when you can only walk/stand for like 10 minutes

My legs are falling off we stood in line for like 20 minutes waiting for the train

I did get two new pins for my bag tho so that's a plus

[neonpaintcoll]

Man I love posting

Like I have nothing to say but. IOH MY GIF MY TUMMY OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW OW HELP HELP I'M DYINGNOH GOD

[neonpaintcoll]

My outfit is so cute today

[neonpaintcoll]

I've been trying to fall asleep ALL day because I'm really tired

Like 20 minutes after I fell asleep, my dad woke me up and made me leave his room so he could shower 🫩

Like I didn't even realize I was asleep, that's how barely asleep I was

[neonpaintcoll]

My tummy hurts

Just thought everyone should know that

[neonpaintcoll]

I didn't really realize how huge of a part of my life my dog was until she was gone

My dog passed away a little over a month ago

The day of I struggled a lot, and the first three of four days were rough

I started getting better

But now all of a sudden it feels like she's around the house again. I swear I just felt her laying between my legs on the bed, but when I looked she wasn't there.

Last night I kept crying over her and I swear she was sitting next to me. But she wasn't.

I see her in all of the spots she used to lay. On the couch, under my mom's chair, against the wall in the hallway. I hear her claws clicking on the tile sometimes.

It somehow keeps hitting me over and over again that she's not coming back, she's not just with Grammy and Papa, she's gone for good.

[neonpaintcoll]

I'm feeling really good dude

I have so many thoughts I want to share with people

Like

Fjrjhrahaha

NO I HAVE TOO MANY THOUGHTS ITS THE FAT GOLDFISH

[neonpaintcoll]

You knows what's crazy? In the last maybe two or three years we've gone from basically a self-appointed shut in to someone doing everything imagineable

In 2023, we were a homeschooled kid with severe anxiety and depression that basically forced us to stay home most of the time, except for a few special things with friends, and having to go to church on Sundays.

In 2026, so far we have joined an art club, sold art at an art show, applied and been accepted for an in person dual enrollment course, we're currently trying to plan an environmental activism group in our city, we're doing things to begin preparing for college to major in archeology or anthropology, and we're just a little over halfway through the year

Not to brag, but I'm insanely proud of how far we've come. I remember being at a point in life where we were convinced we would do nothing in our life and it was pointless to even try to continue. Now we have a future we genuinely look forward to.

[neonpaintcoll]

As the main hosts of our system and our partner system front less and less, I wonder what the future will be like

Because with our systems, it's not that the whole system is dating the whole other system. The main hosts are dating, there's several romantic, platonic, and familial relationships between us, but it's far from our entire systems.

Right now, our entire future is planned around the hosts moving in together, getting married if possible, just generally living their best life. However, if the hosts continue to front less and less, our future can't be planned around them as much anymore, and I wonder what that means for our current plans. Maybe once we can meet in person the hosts will start fronting more often again, but if they don't, then what? Will they still have any interest in living together if there's no "main" fronters for either of us so there's rarely relationships that have consistent interactions?

Just things that cross my mind, especially with Otto beginning to question his status as the main host since he's barely been around recently.

[cobwebkitten-deactivated2020101]

reblog if you’d like one of these in your inbox

- ask me things you want to know about me

- why you follow me

- what’s on your mind/what you’re thinking about

- a compliment

- make me choose between two things

- ask for advice

- tell me a secret

- things you associate me with

- anything!!!!

[neonpaintcoll]

Literally anything!!! I just like asks pleas please pelase pelade please eowkar pelase epwlar

[neonpaintcoll]

Dude I can't fucking read

I read "birch trees" as "bitch things" earlier

I just read WINDOW as FRIDGE. HOW THE FUCK DO I FUCK THAT UP SO BAD