wizard in training!!

they/them || you must fix your heart

[fagcreaturer]

when gerard way sings "the broken, the beaten, and the damned" and when kermit the frog sings "the lovers, the dreamers, and me" they're talking about the same people btw

[ewaneneollav]

i love people so much that im trying to be one myself. its a bit crazy, i know…

[lestautism]

i think louis burning claudia’s diary pages to kill bruce was such a brilliant choice thematically and says so much about how louis imagines claudia now, almost like her death was an injustice against him before all else even if he did truly love her. on one hand, he’s using a physical manifestation of claudia’s interiority as the murder weapon. no matter what the talamasca asked of him, there’s no ambiguity, he’s doing this to avenge claudia, claudia’s words are the cause of his death. on the other hand, louis is burning a physical manifestation of claudia’s interiority. metaphorically “saving” her takes precedence over actually preserving her. and she isn’t being avenged, and it isn’t really possible for her to be avenged, and insofar as it is possible, this is just one of the many horrors of her life. so many of the rest were inflicted or precipitated by lestat or louis himself. the timing of regina’s introduction was perfect because there really can’t be any closure on the claudia front for louis, especially not while he still assumes this degree of ownership over her

[lestautism]

what did i say?????

[celibatecare]

#Autism can be so powerful #Char the prophet #True Loustat understander

[starlitsequins]

i dont mean to victim blame but why do these vampires keep talking to daniel molloy when they know he's daniel molloy

[lestautism]

was the fanfiction my immortal sincere? this question, which has no doubt plagued scholars for centuries, can be answered if we can figure out whether “tara gilesbie” was a vampire chronicles reader. i once understood the prose of my immortal to almost certainly be someone fucking around (trolling, to use the parlance of the time), but now i wonder if it was simply the result of an amateur author trying to mimic lestat’s narration style. to illustrate this point, i made this handy my immortal by XXXbloodyrists666XXX to the vampire lestat by anne rice translation dictionary:

“Hi my name is Ebony Dark’ness Dementia Raven Way” -> “I am the vampire Lestat”

“and I have long ebony black hair (that's how I got my name) with purple streaks and red tips that reaches my mid-back” -> “I have thick blond hair, not quite shoulder length, and rather curly, which appears white under fluorescent light”

“and icy blue eyes like limpid tears” -> “My eyes are gray, but they absorb the colors blue or violet easily from surfaces around them”

“I'm a vampire but my teeth are straight and white. I have pale white skin.” -> “My vampire nature reveals itself in extremely white and highly reflective skin that has to be powdered down for cameras of any kind.”

“I love Hot Topic and I buy all my clothes from there. For example today I was wearing a black corset with matching lace around it and a black leather miniskirt, pink fishnets and black combat boots.” -> “I decked myself out in the shimmering dream skins of the fashionable shops. I wore white turtleneck shirts and crisp khaki safari jackets, or lush gray velvet blazers with cashmere scarves.”

do you see what i mean

[aropride]

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[photo of the character]

i love my this. the charactr

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charac te r. ... ... . .... #FUUUUCK. THE CHARACTER.

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DOES ANYBODY EVER THINK ABOUT .THE CHARACTER

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[1.5k word essay about the character] #but like idk maybe im wrong

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character i love youso badly.

^dash when someone is possessed by The Character core (this post is positive)

[harleyglenn]

I’m thinking of Beginning it all

[graceofgosh]

🌱 EXTREMELY ROBUST SCALLIONS 🌱

do NOT scroll past the scallions. these are extremely robust. i did not seek them out, they were placed before me.

the produce misters had just run. the bundles were tight. the whites were WHITE. good fortunes await.

🧅 repost within 24 hours: robust scallions

🧅 repost within 1 hour: robust scallions + minor windfall

🧅 do not repost: limp scallions. flaccid stalk. the celery will look at you and it will know.

a man in Fresno scrolled past. his scallions went to seed the same evening. his dog stopped making eye contact.

a woman reposted immediately. she found $40 in a coat. her scallions have not wilted since March.

I AM NOT SAYING IT’S THE SCALLIONS. I’m saying look at them. good fortunes await. 🌱

[ewaneneollav]

a child who is persistently alone & does not want to be alone does not learn that they on occasion have time to themselves during which they can do whatever they want, they learn that occasionally they will have time to themselves throughout which they will do nothing except exactly what they do not want to do - something that is synonymous with that duration of time. if they were being made to do some or other unpleasant thing, like hold their hand on a hot stove, that would not be synonymous with the duration of time, it would be something occupying that duration of time. when they are made ito be alone, the fact that they are alive & conscious is felt as a profound lack rather than the fundamental opportunity atop which all other opportunities are built, & the passage of time becomes something to be endured because it continually implies their continued existence & awareness. life for them then becomes organized not around exploration nor seeking enjoyment or fulfillment, but around strategies for continually enduring the fact that they exist

[treecitysessions]

Text I got from my guy friend who’s currently dating a man for the first time when I asked him how it’s going

[treecitysessions]

I heavily fw bro

[batavias]

Doctor says I got the depression from a lavender bush growing outside my house. Yep. The smell drifting in through open windows in the summer heat made me melancholy. [reacting to everyone's incredulousness and getting defensive and aggressive] I'm telling you that's what he fucking SAID. He said scents can bring about a mournfulness in the soul. No. He said there's nothing to be done about it now

[gerardwayspostcocaineweightgain]

it’s actually wild how terrified of the general public most usamericans are. like you don’t realize it if you’re someone who mostly walks and takes transit and spends a lot of time in populous public spaces but then you talk to one of the thousands of people that seemingly never set foot in any public space besides a parking garage or a starbucks and you suddenly understand why it’s so easy for fascist rhetoric about the dangerous alien to take root. this country’s median voter pretty much never interacts with strangers who aren’t their coworkers or people they met on dating apps

[gerardwayspostcocaineweightgain]

saw a post on instagram that was literally someone citing statistics saying public transit is one of the safest travel options out there and the comments were literally just “ummmmm op this is so ableist and misogynistic of you :) don’t you know the average public transit user is a dangerous violent criminal who wants to set you on fire :)))”

[gerardwayspostcocaineweightgain]

it must be so terrifying and sad to go through life convinced if you set foot outside your car in public or interact with people outside your nuclear family you’ll instantly be raped and robbed by the Evil Poors no wonder so many of these people are reactionary tar pits

[gerardwayspostcocaineweightgain]

important points which I did not address but should be appended ☝️☝️☝️☝️

[gerardwayspostcocaineweightgain]

ITT:

- people giving their life story to explain why they have a special secret valid trauma reason to be a reactionary tar pit

- white true crime women assuming I don’t know what it’s like to fear rape

- fascists calling me a euroslave

- cybersmith, for some reason

[loveridden1999]

[batbetbitbotbut]

problem: feeling listless

solution: make a list?

[beemovieerotica]

was at a bar and a 50+ year old drunk white woman complimented me and my friend's outfits, told us there was a campsite up in northern maryland where a lot of gay bears go to have sex in the woods. we asked her how she knew about this and she very aggressively said "because i'm a FAG HAG!!! but i'm not allowed to say that anymore I GUESS!!!"

[strangestcase]

Good news! This story exists, it’s called The Strange Case Of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde

[trueadventuresofthemind]