dancing with myself

Janeth Lumaban | 21-24 | Lesbian | & | When there's no-one else in sight, on a crowded lonely night... Well I wait so long for my love vibration, and I'm dancing with myself x|3 indie lesbian oc rp trigger warning: g!p content

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JANETH &. HAILE

her heart was beating through her chest as she looked out the train window, watching the trees pass until they were pulling up to the station. oh fuck, it was time. it was time for her to meet, quite possibly, the love of her life (not that she knew that, anyways). there wasn’t a lot she could say, not a lot she could do once she had gotten off the train and caught the eye of janeth. her heart stopped, skipping at least a few beats. everything was just like she thought it’d be. she had to keep herself from jumping into the other girl’s arms, instead restraining herself to a huge smile on her face. “oh my god, it’s you.”

Janeth, unfortunately, could not control herself. This had been the girl she confided in, confessed to, befriended, and fell for; this was the girl she let her heart decide on. Regardless of the awkwardness she believed that came with introductions, all she wanted to do was hold the other girl. Janeth practically ran into Haile, embracing her tightly. "Yeah-- It's me." She spoke, as if surprised to know it was really her. "I c-can't believe you're here. Actually here. With me. This is insane." Janeth felt breathless, and eventually released Haile from the hug before cupping her jaw between her hands. "Holy crap, this is real. You're real. Holy crap."

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JANETH &. MELODY

    she’s not wasted enough to convince herself that janeth actually cares. maybe once the bottle’s downed would melody be able to take the consoling, perhaps even open up. alcohol made her vulnerable, which was usually why she’d toss her phone after nights like this one. the smallest of smiles tugs at her lips as she reads the second message, but it quickly fades as it dawns on her that she’s entirely clueless on how to talk about her situation.

    —- you do plenty you don’t have to worry     —- you could come over and drink     —- i might open up when i’m wasted

Though not entirely convinced that it would be a good idea to go over to Mel's house right now, Janeth did want to see her. Internet had always been her escape, it was the best form of second reality she could find when she didn't feel like talking face-to-face. This was important, however.

   —- Drinking doesn't sound like an ideal form of coping, so I'll have to pass on that.    —- How about you come over here instead? I can pick you up, you can spend the night, and we can talk or do whatever.    —- I don't want you to open up when you're wasted... I want you to open up when you're ready.

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JANETH &. LILY

There’s a gasp, her hips buck forward and she’s whimpering hot against Janeth’s lips. The only reason she tries to keep boundaries between them is because she worries about ruining their friendship with the complications of sex. Lilliana loves sex, she indulges in it as much as possible, but she holds her friendships dear to her heart. It’s so hard to think about that when her sensitive little clit is being stimulated and her juices are slicking up those eager fingers pressing between her puffy lips.

Nevermind the fact that this was supposed to be a simple sleepover between two friends. This was clearly going in a much different direction, and it became obvious that the boundaries were quite blurry to Janeth. Usually so alert, logical, and second-guessing, when her cock took over everything else seemed to fade away. Lily had to be the blame, didn't she? God, even laying next to her became difficult; being next to her made it all too hard to breathe overall. Janeth wanted to brush off her sexual feelings and deem them inappropriate, but all those chivalrous ideas flew out the window as the other girl began to moan in pleasure. Fingers coated with Lily's warmth, she massaged the girl's stimulated nub between two fingers while Janeth's erection left subtle indents against the fabric of her shorts tauntingly.

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JANETH &. MEL

    she’s already curled into herself, knees hugged to her chest to make herself as small as physically possible. it’s horrifying, to say the least, as she feels like a kid again. eight years old, confused, and locked in the smallest place she could fit in. head tilted back, melody takes another swig from her bottle, barely fazed by the burning feeling itching down her throat.

    —- i don’t know if i need that whole someone is there for me bullshit     —- i really don’t think i should open up to someone who could just start ignoring me once they see how fucking fucked up i am

    she swears she’s shaking as she finishes the messages, though that may only be as an aftermath of the early evening’s actions. if she only let herself vent to one person, that could lift a whole five ton weight off her shoulders, but her pride keeps her from doing so.

   —- Give it a try, because you'll never know the outcome of your hypothesis without giving it a try, at least.

Almost instantly, she regretted sending that message before thinking twice. Janeth bit at her lip, worried she would run Melody off for good. Sensitive girls like these didn't need regret or to be pushed or convinced to open up... they needed support. Leaning forward once again, she rapidly typed out another message, not wanting to leave the other girl time to think on just that response alone.

   —- I just want to know you better... I want to be there for you like you are for me. I never feel like I do enough for you.

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JANETH &. LILY

Lily isn’t one to be overly affectionate, it just isn’t in her nature. She doesn’t mind when Janeth’s lips press to her palm though, and slowly trail down to her collarbone, where she shivers and lets out a small moan. She lifts her leg and drapes it over the woman’s hip, angling her body so that she could slowly rock her body forward and feel her hard cock press against her hot cunt. “Janeth,” she breathes out, fingers grasping at the hem of her shirt as she tugs it up. “The last time…” and then she finds her lips, claims them with a needy kiss.

Free hand gunning toward Lily's center, Janeth doesn't hesitate to follow the routine of their last events. When Lily opens her legs, Janeth knows exactly what she's asking for. Tucking her hand eagerly into Lily's pajamas shorts and underwear, she immediately searched for her clit. To Janeth's surprise, however, her friend was already slightly damp. This caused the brunette to smirk to herself, only motivating her to continue her acts. She met the lip lock with as much need as Lily, and Janeth wrapped her other arm around Lily with ease to pull her close- almost refusing to break the kiss. "Last time."

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JANETH &. MELODY

    she’s torn in that moment —- torn between searching for help, or going out & just adding more pain to what her father had already caused. truthfully, she told herself every, damn time that she’d get help. after one of her father’s drunken endeavors, she would promise herself she’d slow her own alcohol intake to avoid the worry that she’ll end up just like him ; then barely an hour later she’s locked in her own closet, bottle of rum grasped in one hand & her phone in the other in case her drunken state feeds her the courage to tell anyone what was going on. she feels the gentle buzz of her phone and, after a moment’s hesitation, unlocks it to read janeth’s message. if she hadn’t been too scared to make a sound, she would’ve laughed aloud.

    —- you would be the first, actually. i’m not worried about being judged. why do you care anyway?? i mean thanks and all but i’m just being an angsty teen.

It wasn't an impolite, or forward question, not in Janeth's eyes. Mel had every right to question her intentions. Clearly, by the way she would vaguely talk about her life, Mel didn't trust very many people. If she could only understand that Janeth was one of the good guys. Scratching her forehead lightly, she tucked her lips into her mouth before finding the right words to type out. In order for this to work, she knew she had to be patient.

   —- I care because I know what's like to think you're invisible; to think no one cares about you. Mel, you aren't some angsty teen, I can tell there's a lot more to you than that. I just wish you would believe that, and not the thing you're telling yourself about me.    —- I can be trusted... I'll listen.

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JANETH &. LILY

Lily’s eyes slowly open to look at the girl laying next to her, gaze sleepy, but she doesn’t mind so much. The redhead gingerly presses a hand to Janeth’s cheek, a small smile playing on her lips. “I might be willing to make an exception, it might take a little convincing though,” she teases softly, tongue grazing her bottom lip.

She never fails to falter at Lily's touch, and with the blood flow traffic blocked from her hips down, Janeth is a mindless buffoon. Kissing the palm on her cheek, grasps it eagerly and peppers the kisses all the way down to Lily's collarbone. "I'll do anything." Janeth moans into the other girl's neck, snuggling herself flush against Lily's body so that her erection could get some friction. "Please, I'll do whatever you want."

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&&. i feel insecure about answering other people’s starters (because lbr not every lgbt muse is gonna be pro-g!p) so like this for a starter from janeth?

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JANETH &. CAL

❛ Maybe we will someday, ❜ Calista chuckled as she shrugged lightly.  ❛ That’s not much better, but I suppose I’ll take it. ❜

"Oh, what? Like you've never been told that before? Please. I mean, you've seen yourself in the mirror, right? The fact that you're even looking at me right now feels like a dream, Cal."

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@sweetestxtaboo didn’t like for a starter, but idgaf

"I'm sorry I keep moving so much... It's just I- I can't sleep." Janeth murmured to her friend in a whimper, leaning over to capture the other girl's beautiful face better. "I know we said we'd never do this again but... can't we make another exception? Just this once?" The other had helped Janeth explore her sexuality once before, and all she could think of- as she laid next to the girl- was just that.

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@lifebcat liked for a starter!!!

She stared at the screen of her AIM chat, desperately waiting to see the other girl's reply. The last FaceBook status she'd posted worried the hell out of Janeth, and though she had real life friends, Janeth knew none of them bothered to ask the tougher questions. The brunette began tapping her foot nervously against the hardwood floor, wanting so badly to type yet another message. After hesitating once or twice, Janeth caved, reaching out to get her attention.

I understand if I wouldn't be the first person to ask you about your alarming posts on social media, but you can trust me... because I am the last person who will judge you. Please don't shut me out. Please... Just talk to me.

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@oursummergalaxies liked for a starter!!!

"I'll just-- I'll let you go..." Janeth told her opposite meekly, staring at the outgoing girls behind her on the screen. Last they had discussed, this was going to be a private session on Skype- with no interruptions- yet here those girls were, interrupting. Long distance relationships were complicated, without a doubt. Both girls were living at their dream college's locations, vowing to make things work despite the distance. However, it's been rocky, and things have been getting out of hand. Tucking some hair behind her ear bashfully, Janeth spoke up again. "You're busy, and they look like they ready to fill you in one some juicy gossip or something." Janeth, always the optimist. "Seriously, just-- text me later?"