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@nephilimcursed
INTRO POST
MASTERLIST Bella Wayland is a DL OC that was created by @diaboliksupern0va, formally known as Bubble. You may interact with her in any way you like as long as you do not violate the following rules: 1. No Incest, Pedophilia, or Sexual Content. 2. Spamming the inbox is allowed, but please don't interact with her rudely unless it is called for. 3. Be patient with admin, I have an toxic household and other shit to deal with.
Hey Lai-Lai! I have two questions, what type of music do you listen to? And also, how would you feel about dating a Nephilim? (Half-angel human beings) I don't know, but I think her blood would be delectable.
“Lai Lai~ What a cute nickname little bitch~ I don’t listen to a lot of music like Shu, if you were to ask me what kind of music I liked however, it would be the music we could make together of course~ Half human half Angel? Sounds delicious~ I wouldn’t mind going to church together, corrupting you until you’re my little angel, afterwards, I’ll be the only thing you want to worship little bitch~ Follow me down to hell~”
(((wondering if this was intended to target bella maybe???
Bellacore
Happy Birthday Bella, 2025!
"Hphm, 18 is going to be difficult isn't it...?"
HEYYY can you make a moodboard for my oc Bella and the six Sakamakis in a relationship?? You request from me a lot I thought it was time I got something from you!!!
I'm going to try my absolute best with this
Shu sakamaki
Shu thinks she is odd although do not get it twisted he will tell her some parts about his life even randomly telling her jokes to her face while looking her up and down
Although he does adore that dangerous woman vibe she has he has joked about her stepping on him with her heels(he's down bad)
Auto in the softer moments laying in bed together he has ran his fingers through her head is blue eyes looking at her golden eyes as if he could see right through her
You're quite an odd woman maybe I want to keep you around a little longer Bella
Reiji sakamaki
He thinks the way she acts is utterly horrendous at least in his heart she doesn't exactly act like proper lady but she seems to become what he wants erasing the old identity she had before which in some way horrifies him he wants to figure out he'll probably do anything he's willing to poison her tea but she just ends up drinking it setting the teacup down and smiling even if blood comes out of her mouth in which irritates him he could slap her but she would smile and she in a way would terrify him but his ego and pride and self-respect would never allow him to admit it instead he will turn to her while she wipes blood from her mouth and say
I will never seem to understand you but I will get to the bottom of this one way or another bella
Ayato sakamaki
Ayato thinks she is fine she seems to fit everything he wants but at the same time keeps him on edge and that's what he likes in a girl but the thing that irritates him in fact she never seems to be readable to him no matter how much he tries to strict terror in her it doesn't seem to work she'll only laugh wipes and blood from her mouth and pinch him on the cheek like he's some child being scolded and that's what he hates but he just can't bring himself to directly hate her but rather it's a love-hate relationship when it comes down to this woman those golden eyes that will look through at his green cat like eyes look him in the eye and come back as if he didn't try to chase her down
You're fun let's have some more fun really how about a game of Chase but I'll always catch you know you're mine Bella
Laito sakamaki
Laito finds her to be one of the most interesting and learning women he's ever met like a siren calling him in with her song stripping him of all of his ego making him feel like a deer in headlights when she acts the way he would like in a woman he expected her to fight he expected her to hold on to herself but it's like she's completely erased the blueprint that was supposed to be her and rewrote it
And a part of a terrifies him because how could a woman that is likely human do this she was sent to this house she was sent here as a pawn a blood bag that he could toy with but it feels as if he's the one being toyed with that was gold eyes and that haunting smile and a part of him just might want her to kill him
Goodness gracious you are truly going to be the death of me aren't you go ahead take my life it just proves that you love me
Kanato sakamaki
Kanato can't help but be irritated sure she fits what he wants soft baby doll dresses glossed lips bows and ribbons in her hair for all that he loves things that irritates him is that she never seems to you cry give him a reason to laugh give him a reason to enjoy her pain because she never gives him the chance so he will throw tantrums and throw things at her anything to make her break anything for her to show some emotion tears anything for him to leg up but it never seems to happen even with a knife pointed at her eye suck it she only smiles and fixes the ribbon around her neck and it just leaves them they're stun as he gently takes his face gently and kisses him and for once his tears aren't an act but are actually real
You love me? if you really do stay with me be mine forever you are mine you will stay with ME!
Subaru sakamaki
Subaru doesn't understand her she acts pure and innocent but it feels as if she's wearing so many masks even if she says she loves him and the words are true he could feel it yes just can't help it's the kind of guess it those eyes that hide so much a smile that looks so real but could be so fake ends up haunting him so when he sits in the Rose garden with her with nothing but her humming feeling his ears and the sound of roses being picked with the sound of it stem snapping he just can't help but turn to her and look at her long black hair standing out among the many colorful flowers and roses
I can't tell if you're a devil or an angel but regardless I simply can't let you go
I set this up by accident but I guess did you like this?
Yas
no
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Silas’ leg bounced quickly as they squeezed onto their skirt, breathing quickly through their nose. After a few moments, the human wiped their tears and plastered a smile that didn’t quite reach their eyes onto their face. “Noooooo.. don’t apologize, I-it’s fine, really!!” They said, waving their hand off dismissively. “Everything is cutie, everything is beauty, no se preocupe (don’t worry).” The human gently gave a pat on Bella’s back, “Don’t beat yourself up about it”
"Well don't fake it either, darling, that's not... That reminds me of myself too much." She sighs. "Do you wanna change the subject?"
With a sharp, quick nod, Silas said yes. Their still bounced every now n then showing that they’re anxious. The human squeezed onto their skirt again before taking a deep breath through their nose
"well... Let's talk more about you. I wanna know. What was life before the manor like? "
Silas looked down for a moment before looking up at the ceiling, a gentle smile plastered on their face before their features filled with worry and fear for a moment before taking a deep breath. “It was…… rather complicated. Up and down. I just made sure I would be able to survive” They spoke softly. “But to sum it up…” The brunette closed their eyes, taking a deep breath. It felt as though they were a deer with a hunting rifle aimed at them, the crosshairs pointing directly for a headshot. The human gripped onto their skirt again before calmly saying “I, uh, lived with my grandmother growing up. Folks couldn’t care for me properly n would fight a lot.. most of the fights being about me. But my grandmother’s house wasn’t better either. Constantly I’d be reminded of what happened between my parents and just be seen as a girl who didn’t have either parents growing up. Sure, I had my grandmother but.. we had a language barrier. She didn’t know a lick of English n I didn’t know a lick of Spanish so we had to make up our own shitty version of sign language.” They let out a sharp, bitter laugh “Sometimes when we couldn’t understand each other still, we’d go back to that shitty sign language that made us bond to begin with.” They smiled gently ‼️⚠️(CW / TW start: there is implications of childhood SA, please skip past this part if you genuinely cannot handle it, thank you.) before their eyes widened. It felt like the metaphorical hunter’s rifle had its trigger pulled as a tear slipped down their face.. then another, and another, so on and so forth their breath hitched softly before they gripped their stomach. “Uh…. My grandfather wasn’t really the best he— he-“ Silas immediately covered their mouth and closed their eyes, took a deep breath and (CW / TW over)) ⚠️‼️said, “Jeez.. sorry about that. Usually I find myself being around Laito whenever I get like this. But instead of speaking, it’s just a silence and mutual understanding, one of the few times where I find him tolerable if I’m being honest..”. The human gently cleared their throat, “Anyways, afterwards I did my best to work off my studies so I could make my family see me as somebody else and not that stupid little girl.. But I failed. It wasn’t even enough. It was never enough. And since I was the only little girl they had at the time, I was raised with more ‘traditional’ values, if that makes any sense. I don’t value them anymore but it’s like second nature at times since I was so young and impressionable and it was the only things I knew at the time.” The human took in a deep breath before twiddling their thumbs, “A little embarrassing to be honest. Then once I was out of my grandmother’s house, I studied Spanish a little so I could talk to her better. But I ended up moving back in with my father instead. I think I was in the middle of high school? Then my old man got a letter in the mail and said it was for me. When I saw it, it was for me to be a student at Ryoutei High School. I’m gonna be honest, I mainly came here because I wanted to see what life was like in Japan and I thought this would be my only chance.” They scratched the back of their neck, “My father called one of his old friends to tell him the good news, can’t be fucked to remember his name, but his friend offered to let me stay here.. My father happily said yes since he figured I’d be well off but—“ Silas shrugged, “Well, look at the situation, bunch of hungry vampires and just me, just a human being. I remember my first day here, one of the brothers mentioned how their recent bride from the church had died and me coming was more unlucky than being stuck in hell itself. He wasn’t wrong but it still hurt.” The human chuckled before looking up at the ceiling with a soft smile “I wonder what my family is up to right now..”
P.S. I made the comparison of Silas being a deer having a hunter’s rifle aimed at them as a metaphor for a loss of innocence. I really hope the way how I used it makes sense to you ^^”
"I'm sure they miss you... " *She adds, sighing.* "I get it though... I didn't have the best... Past either. I mean nothing that terrible and awful ever happened.... But my father... Well, he's dead. And I'm happy about that." *She stares off into the distance, out of a distant window. Trying to relate, because a bit like the boys, she doesn't yet know how to comfort someone.* "I'm sorry that all happened to you though. It's not... Right."
Silas looked over at Bella, a wave of curiosity and concern washing over them. “What happened..?” They spoke without thinking, the words almost coming out of their mouth automatically. The human looked down before back up at the shadow hunter “Sorry, sorry.. perhaps I was too bold and brash with that question.”. The brunette’s eyes widened for a moment as their brain registered Bella’s apology, they stared at them for a moment before simply nodding. “Thank you for even being here, Bella”
"If you want to know, I'll tell you. Just know... It's not exactly for the faint of heart. " *She murmurs, her expression going dark.* "And no, thank you. You have been, very nice to me."
Silas tilts their head, carefully watching Bella’s dark expression. They let out a soft hum before saying “I see….. Well, you listened to me so I’ll listen to you too”
*She sighs softly, the sound comparable to wind. She decided to tell her story in the most artistic way possible, to try to take her mind off the subject being so dark.*
*#A/N!!! Please open your music service and play David Bowies - Nature Boy for the best experience!!! Also, TW FOR child abuse, starvation, death at child birth and overworking.*
"There was a girl... A very, very special girl. She was born to a father and a mother who had high expectations. However, the mother would have been kind about it. "
"That is, if she hadn't died at the girls birth. "
"The girls father had been so angry at the loss of his wife, he took it out on the baby. He was cold, mean. Treated the child like... Like a machine. "
"She grew up for her first two years in his 'care'. But it was hardly such. She was already training to hunt demons at age two. And since she was bright, it took in her brain."
" After her father dropped her from the second story as punishment however, government finally stepped in. She was separated from her father. Who soon died in a mysterious fire. "
"The girl was tossed around from guardian to guardian, feeling more like an object then a person. But she was taught that was the norm."
"She started school, where everyone hated her for killing her mother, a famous shadowhunter before her. And so, she became depressed. But she grew into a beautiful young lady, talented at killing demons. "
"She loved her job... Until one day, she came across a manor in Japan. She entered the grounds, searching for a demon. However... She found a purple haired vampire."
She smiles softly.*
"That's my story."
Silas’ eyes widened as she listened to Bella’s story. Their brows furrowed, “That evil son of a bitch, I’ll— Wait no he already died in a fire.. nnnever mind” The human said scratching the back of their neck. “That sounds awful that happened to you Bella, I’m so sorry” They whispered softly before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. The scent of cinnamon and coffee wafted towards the raven-haired girl“I mean hey.. good news is we have each other now yeah??” The brunette said with a soft chuckle
"Hehe, I suppose so, friend. " *She smiles, taking the hug gratefully.*
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Silas’ leg bounced quickly as they squeezed onto their skirt, breathing quickly through their nose. After a few moments, the human wiped their tears and plastered a smile that didn’t quite reach their eyes onto their face. “Noooooo.. don’t apologize, I-it’s fine, really!!” They said, waving their hand off dismissively. “Everything is cutie, everything is beauty, no se preocupe (don’t worry).” The human gently gave a pat on Bella’s back, “Don’t beat yourself up about it”
"Well don't fake it either, darling, that's not... That reminds me of myself too much." She sighs. "Do you wanna change the subject?"
With a sharp, quick nod, Silas said yes. Their still bounced every now n then showing that they’re anxious. The human squeezed onto their skirt again before taking a deep breath through their nose
"well... Let's talk more about you. I wanna know. What was life before the manor like? "
Silas looked down for a moment before looking up at the ceiling, a gentle smile plastered on their face before their features filled with worry and fear for a moment before taking a deep breath. “It was…… rather complicated. Up and down. I just made sure I would be able to survive” They spoke softly. “But to sum it up…” The brunette closed their eyes, taking a deep breath. It felt as though they were a deer with a hunting rifle aimed at them, the crosshairs pointing directly for a headshot. The human gripped onto their skirt again before calmly saying “I, uh, lived with my grandmother growing up. Folks couldn’t care for me properly n would fight a lot.. most of the fights being about me. But my grandmother’s house wasn’t better either. Constantly I’d be reminded of what happened between my parents and just be seen as a girl who didn’t have either parents growing up. Sure, I had my grandmother but.. we had a language barrier. She didn’t know a lick of English n I didn’t know a lick of Spanish so we had to make up our own shitty version of sign language.” They let out a sharp, bitter laugh “Sometimes when we couldn’t understand each other still, we’d go back to that shitty sign language that made us bond to begin with.” They smiled gently ‼️⚠️(CW / TW start: there is implications of childhood SA, please skip past this part if you genuinely cannot handle it, thank you.) before their eyes widened. It felt like the metaphorical hunter’s rifle had its trigger pulled as a tear slipped down their face.. then another, and another, so on and so forth their breath hitched softly before they gripped their stomach. “Uh…. My grandfather wasn’t really the best he— he-“ Silas immediately covered their mouth and closed their eyes, took a deep breath and (CW / TW over)) ⚠️‼️said, “Jeez.. sorry about that. Usually I find myself being around Laito whenever I get like this. But instead of speaking, it’s just a silence and mutual understanding, one of the few times where I find him tolerable if I’m being honest..”. The human gently cleared their throat, “Anyways, afterwards I did my best to work off my studies so I could make my family see me as somebody else and not that stupid little girl.. But I failed. It wasn’t even enough. It was never enough. And since I was the only little girl they had at the time, I was raised with more ‘traditional’ values, if that makes any sense. I don’t value them anymore but it’s like second nature at times since I was so young and impressionable and it was the only things I knew at the time.” The human took in a deep breath before twiddling their thumbs, “A little embarrassing to be honest. Then once I was out of my grandmother’s house, I studied Spanish a little so I could talk to her better. But I ended up moving back in with my father instead. I think I was in the middle of high school? Then my old man got a letter in the mail and said it was for me. When I saw it, it was for me to be a student at Ryoutei High School. I’m gonna be honest, I mainly came here because I wanted to see what life was like in Japan and I thought this would be my only chance.” They scratched the back of their neck, “My father called one of his old friends to tell him the good news, can’t be fucked to remember his name, but his friend offered to let me stay here.. My father happily said yes since he figured I’d be well off but—“ Silas shrugged, “Well, look at the situation, bunch of hungry vampires and just me, just a human being. I remember my first day here, one of the brothers mentioned how their recent bride from the church had died and me coming was more unlucky than being stuck in hell itself. He wasn’t wrong but it still hurt.” The human chuckled before looking up at the ceiling with a soft smile “I wonder what my family is up to right now..”
P.S. I made the comparison of Silas being a deer having a hunter’s rifle aimed at them as a metaphor for a loss of innocence. I really hope the way how I used it makes sense to you ^^”
"I'm sure they miss you... " *She adds, sighing.* "I get it though... I didn't have the best... Past either. I mean nothing that terrible and awful ever happened.... But my father... Well, he's dead. And I'm happy about that." *She stares off into the distance, out of a distant window. Trying to relate, because a bit like the boys, she doesn't yet know how to comfort someone.* "I'm sorry that all happened to you though. It's not... Right."
Silas looked over at Bella, a wave of curiosity and concern washing over them. “What happened..?” They spoke without thinking, the words almost coming out of their mouth automatically. The human looked down before back up at the shadow hunter “Sorry, sorry.. perhaps I was too bold and brash with that question.”. The brunette’s eyes widened for a moment as their brain registered Bella’s apology, they stared at them for a moment before simply nodding. “Thank you for even being here, Bella”
"If you want to know, I'll tell you. Just know... It's not exactly for the faint of heart. " *She murmurs, her expression going dark.* "And no, thank you. You have been, very nice to me."
Silas tilts their head, carefully watching Bella’s dark expression. They let out a soft hum before saying “I see….. Well, you listened to me so I’ll listen to you too”
*She sighs softly, the sound comparable to wind. She decided to tell her story in the most artistic way possible, to try to take her mind off the subject being so dark.*
*#A/N!!! Please open your music service and play David Bowies - Nature Boy for the best experience!!! Also, TW FOR child abuse, starvation, death at child birth and overworking.*
"There was a girl... A very, very special girl. She was born to a father and a mother who had high expectations. However, the mother would have been kind about it. "
"That is, if she hadn't died at the girls birth. "
"The girls father had been so angry at the loss of his wife, he took it out on the baby. He was cold, mean. Treated the child like... Like a machine. "
"She grew up for her first two years in his 'care'. But it was hardly such. She was already training to hunt demons at age two. And since she was bright, it took in her brain."
" After her father dropped her from the second story as punishment however, government finally stepped in. She was separated from her father. Who soon died in a mysterious fire. "
"The girl was tossed around from guardian to guardian, feeling more like an object then a person. But she was taught that was the norm."
"She started school, where everyone hated her for killing her mother, a famous shadowhunter before her. And so, she became depressed. But she grew into a beautiful young lady, talented at killing demons. "
"She loved her job... Until one day, she came across a manor in Japan. She entered the grounds, searching for a demon. However... She found a purple haired vampire."
She smiles softly.*
"That's my story."
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*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Silas’ leg bounced quickly as they squeezed onto their skirt, breathing quickly through their nose. After a few moments, the human wiped their tears and plastered a smile that didn’t quite reach their eyes onto their face. “Noooooo.. don’t apologize, I-it’s fine, really!!” They said, waving their hand off dismissively. “Everything is cutie, everything is beauty, no se preocupe (don’t worry).” The human gently gave a pat on Bella’s back, “Don’t beat yourself up about it”
"Well don't fake it either, darling, that's not... That reminds me of myself too much." She sighs. "Do you wanna change the subject?"
With a sharp, quick nod, Silas said yes. Their still bounced every now n then showing that they’re anxious. The human squeezed onto their skirt again before taking a deep breath through their nose
"well... Let's talk more about you. I wanna know. What was life before the manor like? "
Silas looked down for a moment before looking up at the ceiling, a gentle smile plastered on their face before their features filled with worry and fear for a moment before taking a deep breath. “It was…… rather complicated. Up and down. I just made sure I would be able to survive” They spoke softly. “But to sum it up…” The brunette closed their eyes, taking a deep breath. It felt as though they were a deer with a hunting rifle aimed at them, the crosshairs pointing directly for a headshot. The human gripped onto their skirt again before calmly saying “I, uh, lived with my grandmother growing up. Folks couldn’t care for me properly n would fight a lot.. most of the fights being about me. But my grandmother’s house wasn’t better either. Constantly I’d be reminded of what happened between my parents and just be seen as a girl who didn’t have either parents growing up. Sure, I had my grandmother but.. we had a language barrier. She didn’t know a lick of English n I didn’t know a lick of Spanish so we had to make up our own shitty version of sign language.” They let out a sharp, bitter laugh “Sometimes when we couldn’t understand each other still, we’d go back to that shitty sign language that made us bond to begin with.” They smiled gently ‼️⚠️(CW / TW start: there is implications of childhood SA, please skip past this part if you genuinely cannot handle it, thank you.) before their eyes widened. It felt like the metaphorical hunter’s rifle had its trigger pulled as a tear slipped down their face.. then another, and another, so on and so forth their breath hitched softly before they gripped their stomach. “Uh…. My grandfather wasn’t really the best he— he-“ Silas immediately covered their mouth and closed their eyes, took a deep breath and (CW / TW over)) ⚠️‼️said, “Jeez.. sorry about that. Usually I find myself being around Laito whenever I get like this. But instead of speaking, it’s just a silence and mutual understanding, one of the few times where I find him tolerable if I’m being honest..”. The human gently cleared their throat, “Anyways, afterwards I did my best to work off my studies so I could make my family see me as somebody else and not that stupid little girl.. But I failed. It wasn’t even enough. It was never enough. And since I was the only little girl they had at the time, I was raised with more ‘traditional’ values, if that makes any sense. I don’t value them anymore but it’s like second nature at times since I was so young and impressionable and it was the only things I knew at the time.” The human took in a deep breath before twiddling their thumbs, “A little embarrassing to be honest. Then once I was out of my grandmother’s house, I studied Spanish a little so I could talk to her better. But I ended up moving back in with my father instead. I think I was in the middle of high school? Then my old man got a letter in the mail and said it was for me. When I saw it, it was for me to be a student at Ryoutei High School. I’m gonna be honest, I mainly came here because I wanted to see what life was like in Japan and I thought this would be my only chance.” They scratched the back of their neck, “My father called one of his old friends to tell him the good news, can’t be fucked to remember his name, but his friend offered to let me stay here.. My father happily said yes since he figured I’d be well off but—“ Silas shrugged, “Well, look at the situation, bunch of hungry vampires and just me, just a human being. I remember my first day here, one of the brothers mentioned how their recent bride from the church had died and me coming was more unlucky than being stuck in hell itself. He wasn’t wrong but it still hurt.” The human chuckled before looking up at the ceiling with a soft smile “I wonder what my family is up to right now..”
P.S. I made the comparison of Silas being a deer having a hunter’s rifle aimed at them as a metaphor for a loss of innocence. I really hope the way how I used it makes sense to you ^^”
"I'm sure they miss you... " *She adds, sighing.* "I get it though... I didn't have the best... Past either. I mean nothing that terrible and awful ever happened.... But my father... Well, he's dead. And I'm happy about that." *She stares off into the distance, out of a distant window. Trying to relate, because a bit like the boys, she doesn't yet know how to comfort someone.* "I'm sorry that all happened to you though. It's not... Right."
Silas looked over at Bella, a wave of curiosity and concern washing over them. “What happened..?” They spoke without thinking, the words almost coming out of their mouth automatically. The human looked down before back up at the shadow hunter “Sorry, sorry.. perhaps I was too bold and brash with that question.”. The brunette’s eyes widened for a moment as their brain registered Bella’s apology, they stared at them for a moment before simply nodding. “Thank you for even being here, Bella”
"If you want to know, I'll tell you. Just know... It's not exactly for the faint of heart. " *She murmurs, her expression going dark.* "And no, thank you. You have been, very nice to me."
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Silas’ leg bounced quickly as they squeezed onto their skirt, breathing quickly through their nose. After a few moments, the human wiped their tears and plastered a smile that didn’t quite reach their eyes onto their face. “Noooooo.. don’t apologize, I-it’s fine, really!!” They said, waving their hand off dismissively. “Everything is cutie, everything is beauty, no se preocupe (don’t worry).” The human gently gave a pat on Bella’s back, “Don’t beat yourself up about it”
"Well don't fake it either, darling, that's not... That reminds me of myself too much." She sighs. "Do you wanna change the subject?"
With a sharp, quick nod, Silas said yes. Their still bounced every now n then showing that they’re anxious. The human squeezed onto their skirt again before taking a deep breath through their nose
"well... Let's talk more about you. I wanna know. What was life before the manor like? "
Silas looked down for a moment before looking up at the ceiling, a gentle smile plastered on their face before their features filled with worry and fear for a moment before taking a deep breath. “It was…… rather complicated. Up and down. I just made sure I would be able to survive” They spoke softly. “But to sum it up…” The brunette closed their eyes, taking a deep breath. It felt as though they were a deer with a hunting rifle aimed at them, the crosshairs pointing directly for a headshot. The human gripped onto their skirt again before calmly saying “I, uh, lived with my grandmother growing up. Folks couldn’t care for me properly n would fight a lot.. most of the fights being about me. But my grandmother’s house wasn’t better either. Constantly I’d be reminded of what happened between my parents and just be seen as a girl who didn’t have either parents growing up. Sure, I had my grandmother but.. we had a language barrier. She didn’t know a lick of English n I didn’t know a lick of Spanish so we had to make up our own shitty version of sign language.” They let out a sharp, bitter laugh “Sometimes when we couldn’t understand each other still, we’d go back to that shitty sign language that made us bond to begin with.” They smiled gently ‼️⚠️(CW / TW start: there is implications of childhood SA, please skip past this part if you genuinely cannot handle it, thank you.) before their eyes widened. It felt like the metaphorical hunter’s rifle had its trigger pulled as a tear slipped down their face.. then another, and another, so on and so forth their breath hitched softly before they gripped their stomach. “Uh…. My grandfather wasn’t really the best he— he-“ Silas immediately covered their mouth and closed their eyes, took a deep breath and (CW / TW over)) ⚠️‼️said, “Jeez.. sorry about that. Usually I find myself being around Laito whenever I get like this. But instead of speaking, it’s just a silence and mutual understanding, one of the few times where I find him tolerable if I’m being honest..”. The human gently cleared their throat, “Anyways, afterwards I did my best to work off my studies so I could make my family see me as somebody else and not that stupid little girl.. But I failed. It wasn’t even enough. It was never enough. And since I was the only little girl they had at the time, I was raised with more ‘traditional’ values, if that makes any sense. I don’t value them anymore but it’s like second nature at times since I was so young and impressionable and it was the only things I knew at the time.” The human took in a deep breath before twiddling their thumbs, “A little embarrassing to be honest. Then once I was out of my grandmother’s house, I studied Spanish a little so I could talk to her better. But I ended up moving back in with my father instead. I think I was in the middle of high school? Then my old man got a letter in the mail and said it was for me. When I saw it, it was for me to be a student at Ryoutei High School. I’m gonna be honest, I mainly came here because I wanted to see what life was like in Japan and I thought this would be my only chance.” They scratched the back of their neck, “My father called one of his old friends to tell him the good news, can’t be fucked to remember his name, but his friend offered to let me stay here.. My father happily said yes since he figured I’d be well off but—“ Silas shrugged, “Well, look at the situation, bunch of hungry vampires and just me, just a human being. I remember my first day here, one of the brothers mentioned how their recent bride from the church had died and me coming was more unlucky than being stuck in hell itself. He wasn’t wrong but it still hurt.” The human chuckled before looking up at the ceiling with a soft smile “I wonder what my family is up to right now..”
P.S. I made the comparison of Silas being a deer having a hunter’s rifle aimed at them as a metaphor for a loss of innocence. I really hope the way how I used it makes sense to you ^^”
"I'm sure they miss you... " *She adds, sighing.* "I get it though... I didn't have the best... Past either. I mean nothing that terrible and awful ever happened.... But my father... Well, he's dead. And I'm happy about that." *She stares off into the distance, out of a distant window. Trying to relate, because a bit like the boys, she doesn't yet know how to comfort someone.* "I'm sorry that all happened to you though. It's not... Right."
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Silas’ leg bounced quickly as they squeezed onto their skirt, breathing quickly through their nose. After a few moments, the human wiped their tears and plastered a smile that didn’t quite reach their eyes onto their face. “Noooooo.. don’t apologize, I-it’s fine, really!!” They said, waving their hand off dismissively. “Everything is cutie, everything is beauty, no se preocupe (don’t worry).” The human gently gave a pat on Bella’s back, “Don’t beat yourself up about it”
"Well don't fake it either, darling, that's not... That reminds me of myself too much." She sighs. "Do you wanna change the subject?"
With a sharp, quick nod, Silas said yes. Their still bounced every now n then showing that they’re anxious. The human squeezed onto their skirt again before taking a deep breath through their nose
"well... Let's talk more about you. I wanna know. What was life before the manor like? "
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Silas’ leg bounced quickly as they squeezed onto their skirt, breathing quickly through their nose. After a few moments, the human wiped their tears and plastered a smile that didn’t quite reach their eyes onto their face. “Noooooo.. don’t apologize, I-it’s fine, really!!” They said, waving their hand off dismissively. “Everything is cutie, everything is beauty, no se preocupe (don’t worry).” The human gently gave a pat on Bella’s back, “Don’t beat yourself up about it”
"Well don't fake it either, darling, that's not... That reminds me of myself too much." She sighs. "Do you wanna change the subject?"
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*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Silas immediately tensed up at the hug, shivering slightly. Their breath hitched gently while they were in Bella’s comforting embrace, her sent bringing tears to the human’s eyes. A few tears began to roll down the brunette’s face, ones that they did not realize until they verbally spoke. “Y-You think I’m……”, Silas mumbled softly before bringing one of their hands to wipe a tear. They looked down at their finger tips to see them wet with tears. The human sniffled softly before gently pushing the shadowhunter back, Silas turned their body away from Bella as they trembled. They swallowed a sob and bit their lip… all they could muster to come out was a weak “Thank you….”
"Aw, you're too darling... I'm sorry for making you cry." *She says, looking sad herself.*
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
The human’s eyes widened a bit before going back to normal. “I mean, I get they went through shitty situations as kids.. but that shouldn’t give them reason just— I— Never mind, forget it.” Silas grumbled. They almost immediately look away from Bella once she sat down, a dust of pink adorned across their face. “You, aha, shouldn’t sell yourself so short.” Silas spoke, their head turning to the shadowhunter “You look amazing, without the frills and makeup” The brunette played with a piece of their hair as they mumbled out the last bit of their sentence. Silas looked down at their brown, long hemmed skirt and their old ruffled top long-sleeved white shirt. The human stayed silent for a while before they looked over at their crochet work, catching a poorly-reflected image of themselves in their crochet hook. “Say.. do you think… I can be pretty too..? I-If I were to dress up I mean— D-Ditch the old grandma clothing and just— I dunno…..” Silas began to twist the end of the yarn between their index finger and thumb, refusing to look up at Bella. “J-Just a thought..”
"Whatever are you talking about yourself with such a poor conatation for?" *She looks shocked.* "Back in Idris, Shadowhunter capital city, I was come onto a lot. I ALWAYS responded with no thanks because... I have this weird thing where I didn't find even the most good-looking of them attractive. But you, you see, I accept your compliments. Because I think you ARE attractive actually. Come 'ere." *She hugs them gently, closing her eyes. The scent of her perfume, plum nectar, apple blossom, caramelized pear, night blooming vanilla orchid, midnight jasmine, and gardenia filling the air.* "Don't you ever think otherwise, if you do, remember that I entertain your compliments, I do not turn you away."
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
“Kanato, huh..?” Silas mumbled, they glanced over at Bella before saying “How on earth do you find the patience to put up with that boy. He’s so….”, they maneuver their wrist in a circular, dramatic motion as they tried to figure out the words they wanted to use. “He’s just so.. UGH!! You know??” The human asked after gently slamming her yarn and crochet hook onto her lap out of frustration. “Let alone any of those triplets.. Honestly you are too patient with them sometimes..” Silas turned over to the shadowhunter, their brows furrowed slightly and their gaze a bit harsh for just a split moment.. the more they looked at Bella, the more their gaze soften as well as the rest of their facial features. “Well, I guess he has good taste in clothes..” Silas then turned their head away from her before letting out a soft huff “You look rather nice.”
P.S. i may or may not have forgotten to respond.. sorry to keep you waiting >.<
"Oh, yes I suppose I am too patient sometimes. But I constantly find myself remembering what they went through as children and... that makes me go soft I suppose..." She sighs, sitting down right next to Silas. "You think? I'm not that much of a fan of frilly dresses to be honest, they're too difficult to fight in. But I guess to the colors are cute. I don't wear anything other than black most times due to Shadowhunter law, but that's always fine. I love black, it's comfort in my eyes." She blushes quite red, her eyes sparkling once more. "Why thank you. Kanato is great at makeup and everything. I don't look anywhere near this without him."
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♡ CloseUps of her pretty cutie patootie face ♡
"my boyfriend.... I mean girlfriend is so hot. "
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
Silas looks over at Bella, a soft smile adorns their face. “Bella..! What a surprise, I was just wishing for somebody to chat with.” They let out a soft chuckle before saying, “What are you? Some kind of guardian angel??”, in a joking tone. Then, the human stood up before pulling the shadowhunter into a warm embrace. “How’ve you been? I’ve missed you..” The brunette whispered softly
"Eh, okay... Kanato has me playing dolls with him. So he stuck me in this frilly thing." *She rocks back and forth on her feet.* "How have you been? I've missed you too" *She smiles.*
Roleplay starter yippee!!
*Note from admit: lowkey ngl.. i’m bored asf*
Silas was sitting on one of the couches of the manor, trying to crochet a sweater. The hook would weave patterns that the brunette desired by the movement of their hand. The human let out a soft hum as they continued to crochet. Silas let out a soft yawn before cracking their neck and letting go of the crochet hook, gently placing it a top of their work, in order to maneuver their wrist in a circular motion. “Maaan, what I would give to have a simple chat right about now”, Silas mumbled under their breath
"Well it's a good thing I'm here. "
*Bella smiles, walking into the room. A purple and black dress flowing from her waist.*
"Hi again."
