im dumb

this is a sideblog. i am an idiot. i am also a female in her twenties. thats all the information you need to know. main: nerdassbrain

[nerdassharry]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“Harry-“ He takes a deep breath again. Like he’s prepping himself for battle.

“I know you must hate me. I would hate me too. But can I please come in.” It’s not really a question.

Harry blinks.

“Please, Harry.” He whispers. He looks down at his feet. Can’t risk looking at Harry’s face if Harry rejects him.

Harry steps away from the door, signaling that he can come in. He doesn’t say anything, just turns around and leads him into his bedroom. Figures if Mitch and Sarah come home, he’s not going to want to have them around his Ome-

Louis. Just Louis.

[nerdassharry]

yall want another chapter tonight

[nerdassharry]

can u update soon? u take a long time

no 

[nerdassharry]

thnks for the sneak peak babe i loved it gonna go read the chapter now good luck to youu muahh

thank you lovey! you’re sweet 

[nerdassharry]

im so good at writing foreplay and so bad at writing sex

[nerdassharry]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Louis closes his eyes.

You think you have a choice?

Louis realizes for the first time in many years,

He does.

[nerdassharry]

im tryna finish i know a place chapter tonight 

[nerdassharry]

i just deleted half of my i know a place chapter because im tipsy and didnt like it :) 

[nerdassharry]

i was SO sure i wasnt going to read ur wip cus you know its a wip BUT im weak yea im a weak hoe for comfort fics i read it alright and im dYING for a new chapter so just to make sure you know that

i am writing it i promise!!!!! i will give you a sneak peak 

When he got the note, he folded and unfolded it a few dozen times until the pages became so soft and weak that the paper tore. He ended up keeping the ripped shreds in his sweatshirt pocket, almost becoming a reminder of what he could have. A different life right at his fingertips.

Maybe it was because Fiona started crying right after he got the note, maybe it was because he just really hates himself, maybe it’s because Ryan complimented him for the first time in what felt like months, but he didn’t do it. Couldn’t do it. 

[nerdassharry]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

It takes way too long to get home in Philadelphia traffic. The recent move to Philadelphia was abrupt and random. New York didn’t do him well. He felt big and oversized and claustrophobic with so many people around him. Suffocated, more like. Stuffed in a tiny apartment with a few roommates, couldn’t get a minute alone, felt jittery and angry. Like he wanted to jump out of his skin. He felt too big for his bed, too big for the kitchen, too big for the city.

His alpha felt unsettled throughout the entire year he was in New York. Constantly yearning to be closer to home. Closer to L-

He breathes. Not today. He can’t do it today.

[nerdassharry]

I WANT TO WRITE A HOUSE BUNNY! AU WHERE OMEGA LOUIS HAS LIVED A HAPPY, BLISSFUL LIFE AT THE PLAYBOY MANSION. POSING NAKED AND GOING TO PARTIES AND LIVING WITH ALL OF HIS FRIENDS. HE TURNS 27 ON CHRISTMAS AND BY NEW YEARS EVE HE IS KICKED OUT, NOT KNOWING WHERE THE FUCK HE NEEDS TO GO. CUE FINDING AN OMEGA SORORITY WITH WEIRD, AWKWARD OMEGAS WHO NEED A LIL PUSH IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. ALSO CUE THEIR NEXT DOOR NEIGHBORS, AN ALPHA FRATERNITY THAT HOSTS A LOT OF PARTIES AND SMOKES A LOT OF WEED. LOUIS MEETS 22 YEAR OLD, PRESIDENT OF THE FRATERNITY, HARRY STYLES. HARRY THINKS LOUIS IS KINDOF DUMB AND ONLY THERE FOR A GOOD FUCK, LIL DOES HE KNOW THAT LOUIS IS SMART AND BEAUTIFUL AND VERY KIND. AKA THEY FALL IN LOVE! GOODBYE. 

[nerdassharry]

please write that fucking house bunny au, it'll give me everything ive ever needed in life. i know you dont know me but i can assure you that i fucking deserve it - we all deserve it!!!!!!! luv u

lmfaoooooooo YOU DO DESERVE IT. it might have already been started ;)))) luv u angel! 

[nerdassharry]

hi! i know dealing with the loss of a loved one is hard and challenging. but i still have I know a place sitting in safari and I check your blog everyday to see what you’re up to. i’m sorry for your loss and I know a place is amazing and I hope you come back to writing soon!!

thank you <3 i really appreciate it! just updated :) 

[nerdassharry]

love ur writing & hope ur doing well! ❤️

thank you sweet angel!!!!! 

[nerdassharry]

Hi! I hope you’re doing well! I was wondering if you were gonna keep writing/update your fix I know a place? It is so well written and I absolutely love it 💗

i just posted!!!! 

[ourheroictommo]

xx

[alltheselights]

What louis thinks he looks like vs what louis actually looks like twitter com/Fiend_0/status/1179109861184999425?s=09

(x) Accurate.