# 𝙸𝙽𝚃𝚁𝙾𝙳𝚄𝙲𝙸𝙽𝙶 . . . 𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐀 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑
* full name , nerissa rose sommer . nickname(s) , nisa . age , twenty - three . occupation , musician . birthday , september thirteenth . zodiac , virgo . gender , cis woman . pronouns , she and her . sexual + romantic orientation , heterosexual and heteroromantic . faceclaim , jasmin_hoppe .
𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙲𝚂 :
* current residence , los angeles , california ( for house tour click here ) . career insight , click here . archetype , blank , blank . temperament , tbd . element , musician . virtues , tbd . vices , tbd . tropes , tbd . character inspiration , daisy jones . career claim , pending ( non existing for now ) . hobbies , tbd . quirks , tbd . tattoos , tbd .
𝙱𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙶𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳 :
disregarded before first breaths . . ❛ i’ll never accept her as mine . ❜ : in your existence there is regret . . . . a miscalculation in the earned title , ❛ the greatest soccer player of all time . ❜ bo mora did not want children — his entanglement with his too young of an assistant gisele sommer was a way to pass time ( mumbled reminders that sung “ im not looking for anything serious “ ) . he was an legend , he swore he was ‘ just getting started ‘ . . . two lines appearing on a pregnancy test was a misstep , one he tried to correct . ❛ abortion , adoption , i don’t care as long as you get rid of it . ❜ when protests came , he did not admit defeat and give in : $$$$$ cash arrangements in exchange for a promise , ❛ i’ll never have to see either of you ever again . ❜
you are not a daughter . . you are dollar signs . . a never ending spoonful to a hungry mouth : while bo mora miscalculated , gisele sommer calculated perfectly . . in you she found a mean to her end ( to live lavishly ) : you are a genie in a bottle . . granting her wishes ( giving and giving ) while being caged to a life that would leave you empty . in short terms : you never had a chance . . in the choice of mothering you and leaving you to rot in the care of others , gisele choose the latter . you were six months old when you were handed to a hired nanny . there was no kiss goodbye , the words ❛ i love you . ❜ never came . . . six months old but you already felt it : the dis - want , the neglect , the loneliness that would follow you for the rest of your life .
gisele’s absence would be a constant . . . a phone call once a month the only reassurance she was still there / you would learn early not to ask when she’d be home or if you could go with her , her lack of interest was entangled in her tone and her neglect was a nightmare you never grew out of : it made your million dollar estate a cell . . loneliness a friend . . . abandonment a wound . . it made you hungry for anyone to love you . . . . and in your longing came willow : no longer a nanny by the time you hit 4 , she was your family — your only family . scrapped knees , sleepy mornings , aced ( and failed ) tests , chorus recitals , singing lessons , first crush and first heartbreak , breakouts , accidental hair clipping to copy bangs the latest it girl was rocking , willow held your hand through it all . . . ❛ my love for you is endless . ❜
# ( age ) sixteen sinks its teeth into you : scribbled letters in a raggedy notebook ( identical to the ones you’ve carried around like a little kid carries a stuffed bear ) asks . . . ❛ do you want to become someone ? ❜ yes . yes . yes !!!!!! you wanted it bad . . . enough that a lack of confidence bared it’s teeth as you sat in front of a camera in a dimmed bathroom ( it’s acoustics the best ) and sang a song you wrote two years ago : one year later you’d have 4.2 million subscribers — two years later you’d be signing to a record label . . . three years later you'd become one with a band , you’re band .
the devil comes knocking . . three times . . . thumb . thumb . thumb . . when the door swings open : gisele sommer gazes back . you cannot remember a time one of her smiles belonged to you , and yet it hung on red lips like a prize . . a heart will whisper , “ finally “ , but your brain knows better — where $$ dollar signs are , is where gisele is . . . and like always , you are her ticket : ❛ i’m back to stay . ❜ . . . . translation : i want in on your blossoming career . you wanted it to be different , wanted her to be different . . but you are no fool . resentment is greeted with charm : give in , give in . unluckily for you , resistance is greeted with punishment . willow is let go / ❛ as much as we love having you around , she has outgrown a nanny . ❜ — in rage , you fight back and gisele grows more determined . . . gisele wins the battles but you , you’d win the war .
❛ i am nerissa’s manager . . ❜ an attempt to carve permanent on you . . . los angeles is full of shining stars : your mother dims your light . her behavior , greed , a turn off for most labels . no amounts of ❛ you’re ruining this for me ! ❜ couldn’t shake her . . . . not until them .
the first time andrew faiser heard you sing : he did not see dollar signs . . . he saw unimaginable passion — felt aching loneliness . your third meeting with him he asked you two things : ❛ do you want her ( your mother ) involved ? ❜ and ❛ do you want to do this alone ? ❜ hesitation did not come for the first question : you did not want your mother involved . . . the second question however ? a small beat of silence ( perhaps confusion ) and he smiled sweetly and told you that before you answered : he had some people he wanted you to meet .
when browns first landed on five strangers — you had no idea that they’d become your future ( your family ) : had no idea one day you’d be standing side by side as the media labeled you . . . . ❛ the biggest band since the beatles . . ❜
in the contract that would be the start of your career . . a promise from andrew would be kept : gisele sommer was iced out . . . in your success , she would not make a single dime . the war : you won it . but the little girl who opened your mouth and stated , ❛ you can still try to have a relationship with me without money being involved . . ❜ was left to bleed out when her answer was disgust and that familiar dis - want . . . . you are a daughter to no one .
# ( age ) twenty - three : you dance with the stars . . . titled one of the biggest ( most successful ) voices to come out of this generation . and you deserved it , earned it . . . but sometimes you can still feel it — the weight on your chest . the wound that never stops bleeding . the abandonment in your lungs . . ❛ i don’t want her . . ❜ carved across your heart . . you still have the nightmares . . . you think : how could it be ? how could it be that millions of people love and adore me , and yet i still don’t feel enough ?
𝙿𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚃𝚈 :
pending . . .
𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 :
coming soon . . .
𝚆𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙳 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 :
* please note : i love plotting and while these are super basic and vague would love to go into full details and really plot some fun fun fun ( and messy , chaotic , toxic , silly plots ) things <333
001. producers and music people she works with a lot !!
002. another artist she has a work boner for <33 basically she just really admires their talent and work !
003. will submit this officially too but bandmates !! just four - six muses with complex dynamics but also that found family trope ( and please give me something based off of daisy and billy !!!
004. besties !! ride or dies ! partner in crimes ! unlikely friendships !! bad and good influences !! give me all cute platonic things <33
005. ex’s/first heartbreak/the one that got away !! give me it all <33
006. hookups/flings/friends ( or enemies ) with benefits and other stuff of that nature .
