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let's not forget the parts where she's supposedly sleeping with my dad brothers or sister. her own dad. she's really me or my mom. the devil. every one, man, or woman. every other insane messed up scenario that you can think of had been thrown out and around to convince me that anything i think it's manifesting reality. when they're actually putting these ideas in my head and feeding in to them every chance they get and laughing about as i write like it's a big fucking joke when it's not fucking funny

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let's not forget the snot in my frappe that tasted off like it was drugged. the off tasting food and frozen meals delivered as$50 door dash orders and misc deliveries. time lapses in the moment where it seems like someone hit pause in real life and changed food and other misc objects in a split second but seems like a crew ran through while i was frozen in time. which plays in to her getting fucked in the next room one second and when i go to look only catching slight glimpses and muffled noises for a split second while evidence of the contrary remains clear.

[nervouspeacepolice]

let's not forget the snot in my frappe that tasted off like it was drugged. the off tasting food and frozen meals delivered as$50 door dash orders and misc deliveries. time lapses in the moment where it seems like someone hit pause in real life and changed food and other misc objects in a split second but seems like a crew ran through while i was frozen in time. which plays in to her getting fucked in the next room one second and when i go to look only catching slight glimpses and muffled noises for a split second while evidence of the contrary remains clear.

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I've been praying and i stay faithful but I'm asking anyone who knows anything or doesn't to please to contact anyone you think can help and figure out how to rescue me from this hell

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i just want my mf money and to be left the fuck alone so i can go be at peace knowing these mfs aren't recording me or watching me make love to my wife and praying without hearing them infecting my thoughts and making me this person I'm not by tossing all those twisted ideas around my head constantly

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and I've done it. i turned the other cheek a million times. i write amazing rhymes and created intellectual property that's being utilized on mainstream embarrassingly and still i sit here broke and beyond trolled and fucked with and with less than what i came to this situation with by far from being robbed so what the fuck

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to the point they tried to convince me it's whatever i believe and my faith manifested in to reality except when it comes to positive things there's some mysterious reason why money doesn't manifest or other snags but when it's negative not only does it happen instantly most of the time they intentionally induced and amplified and created and did everything to make it happen but i can have faith that things are going to be good and it's God and they'll troll me until i lose my shit and won't let a single thing happen good unless i do it myself

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to at times thinking it's just them fucking with me except she has laughed and played ín to in ways that make it known that she's at the very least aware it's going on to the point they tried to convince me it's a twin and there's 2 of her like an evil twin to the whole deep fake combined with some weird ar/vr shit with the faces and body and voice and acting to the point I've questioned everything because it's legitimately convincingly satan both as her at times and as some entities externally. to the point idkwtf to do or think or believe anymore but i cant be convinced she's oblivious

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to waking up with lube up my ass and feeling violated like id been raped as a dude and having her sitting 5ft away laughing and mocking me and touching herself or being fucked by toys or cameras coming through the couch leaving ass ahit stains and cum marks and streaks between the cushions and smelling and hearing the shit and her going 10ft away to the bed to do it and hearing the thing zip away and catching it out of the corner of my eye to hearing it upstairs as she sits in the tub for 8 hours a day and scrambles to act normal when i come up stairs to check on her

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having her be the most fucked up she's every been and then turn around and cry and beg and threaten suicide and steal my money then spend hers supposedly and that's just been the normal case for the 5 years leading up to this mess but taking a whole new turn during all this fucked up shit to the point I've considered or my family is even alive or being deep faked when it's really just her or whatever fucked up group this is who either blocked me off from real communication or possibly because that's something real that happened i don't know about

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which is just the tip of the ice berg of where she was involved and stole my money and came back just to steal and leave again and i gave ever chance and actually being manipulated in to things including marriage because of them threatening my life and hers and thinking maybe she was a victim somehow or they have something on her just to have her come back and fuck things through the couch and go off getting high and fucking other guys after marrying me then claiming she's pregnant with my child and not knowing if it's the devil trying to steal my kid or some fucked up twisted sick game

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portraying that I'm being recorded and blasted on the internet in who knows what kind of ways. using deep fake technology to portray us on porn sites in bad ways that i was led to i can only imagine what else is out there and don't want to. i can only so far without cutting myself off on half of this shit. it's all fucked. it's been almost 2 years and i haven't received a dime for any of it in fact I've been robbed multiple times and had thousands stolen from me items stolen and broken and left in an impossible situation where i cant even leave my house without my front door getting ripped off all but 1 screw in 5 minutes to the store and back. Xbox missing. 2 $700 tvs broken. 2200 and 2x 1000 checks and thousands in other costs and misc to put me in this desperate fucked prison

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telling me to shut the fuck up inside my head writing die as i type this. threatening my life and my wife and family and friends and all sorts of twisted shit doesn't seem to be something divine sources would entertain. using my intellectual property in mainstream e entertainment while i sit here unable to shower for a month freezing my ass off all last winter because they stole my money and insurance money that was meant to cover the repairs to the electric and furnace and I'm freezing again a year later still dealing with these psychos

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i cant imagine something divine would want me to go through this or even allow it to go this far unless it's trying to highlight what id go through for God and even then some of this shit is so sick and twisted i have trouble even making that stretch stick. putting my family members faces on my wife's face during sex. portraying them as being tortured and raped and putting these ideas and perpetuating them and others inducing them and introducing them and amplifying them and others doesn't seem to be anything any divine entities would take part in on the extreme scale of portraying hell

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at this point I'm ready to be reimbursed and filled in on wtf is actually going on. get my royalties on whoever is stealing my intellectual property and profiting off it. sewing everyone involved or claiming i own the entire planet as God because i can practically prove it that every brand name every advertisement every word is the English language is all based on me in this situation.

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they've stolen my intellectual property. used it in songs and movies and tv shows. I've experienced loops in time. deja vu known as deja vocue i believe. extended long periods of time remembering remembering remembering it happening before. covering lengthy periods of time. things that connect in ways i cant explain going back to when i was a child. portraying me as a real life Peter pan/ Jesus Christ / Adam to every biblical figure as both a mockery and the actual basis of the story and been having revelations and intense sudden inherent ability I've never had like drawing and being able to decipher the entire English language into acronyms designed for this moment in my life specifically. things i cant explain that i can only attribute to being God or God placing me in that role or the devil trying to trick me in to believing in it for pride.

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they communicate with auto correct and long before i knew they were reading my thoughts i knew that they were doing this shit. i can hear em saying yup mmhmm and shit as i type this. fuck you