i haven't slept in 4 days woke up Thursday afternoon and went to work. came home, stayed awake until plans with my friends Friday evening. get drunk, meet a boy, stay up all night, go to the public market, go home, say goodbye to boy, try to get some shuteye before work. noon Saturday, work in 3 hours, how long have I been up? my eyes are shut and I'm exhausted but I'm not sleeping. i'm not drunk anymore, i'm alone, i'm tired. time for work come home 11 Saturday night, stay up with roommate and friend until 3am. get cozy in bed. my eyes are shut and i'm exhausted but i'm not sleeping. it's been days, what's wrong with me. get out of bed at 10am Sunday, go to work. get sent home early because we're not busy and coworker is worried about me. boy texts me, he wants to see me tonight. okay, I'll sleep until 9/10p and then meet up with him. that's a solid 6 hours!! my eyes are closed, i'm not sleeping. solid 4 hours. nope. solid 2 hours? not gonna happen. stop trying, text boy "ready when you are." go out. hookah lounge with boy, friends join. go back to friends' house, relax. i'm tired! i feel like i might get some rest soon!! boy walks me home, sit on floor with him while watching SVU with my roommate and our friend. it's 3am, i'm gonna crash. say goodbye to everyone, say goodnight, night turns into morning and here i am. 4 hours with my eyes shut, not sleeping. just took 30mg melatonin. i don't work until Tuesday evening. wish me luck
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