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yo

this is Maymation26 this blog is more purrsonal than the other

so some info on our inner workings

there is a "blood color=spechis" thing in here

most of us homestuck trolls do not follow this system and majority keep their original blood colors (eXept me, my Xefros, this Vriska girl and some Cronus guy)

we have a monarch, Voids name is Ruby

some alters use neopronouns, if you don't like neopronouns, go cry about it.

we will be talking about Hiveswap on both accounts for simplicity

i'll admit, im probably (unintentionally) like .. 75% source like, so please be nice to me and all that

please don't hesitate to ask system related questions if you have any, Xefros, Ruby, and or Kankri will happily eXplain (stuff like that isn't really my thing)

if you have questions about individuals, please specify (although it's mainly me and my Xef that are fromtimg)

that should be all,bye

Edit: ask rules!!

Please don’t ask weird/inappropriate questions unless you’re close with us (which on this app is basically only our moirail XXD)

please do ask about the whole species blood thing (its more fun to talk about stuff when prompted)

since it’s mostly me and Dammek, you are allowed to ask us both pro-Xefmek and anti-Xefmek questions (just don’t be mean about it please)

#dammek introject

frogb

they were just having mouth time whats the issue

for day 2 of spamtenna week !! the prompt was “phone calls/pipis” :-]

#accidental vore #didn't wanna comment it cause i don't want to bother anyone #but this counts VERY much as nonsexual vore #and it's kinda everywhere once you see that.....#silly comic op!!#spamtenna #not rbing on main cause i have SOME decency

raccootic

clingy tenna stuff

#BEST.FEELING. EVER #tenna fictive

owlgams

nestof36trollsdotcom

this is how i feel as a Tenna fictive...

like can you all PLEASE calm down, you're dragging DOWN the fun-o-meter with your lusting over mee ^(

#it's overwhelming in a bad way #please stop #^(#tenna fictive #tenna deltarune #fresh d.i.d split.. okay i've been here about a week. still pretty new!!

fruitorchardsystem

Every time someone says the word system my brain creates this image

krooz2y

mm13dd38

in front of any person i'm always putting up a performance. that doesn't mean i'm faking it, no. my performance is very automatic to me and feels natural. i can even enjoy myself in it. however it gets bad when after some time i start realizing that this performance is more so taking a toll on my mental well-being rather than is enjoyable. that's all.

roselunde

Does anyone else have mild psychotic and mood symptoms but not enough to feel valid?

I get paranoid and have unusual perceptual experiences, but not hallucinations. I withdraw from time to time but I'm still sociable. I get restless and sometimes make risky decisions but I always rein myself in. I might sleep for 13 hours and hardly manage the bare minimum for months but I'm still kind of okay. I talk to myself almost all day to keep myself company but only in whispers when no one is listening. I get weird thoughts and think in strange loops and paradoxes for hours straight but I am always aware that it's all nonsense.

Therapists tell me how self-aware I am. Friends consider me the voice of reason. I'm playing a role that doesn't fit my internal reality. And I wish I could just do something crazy to show people I'm not normal.

Of course I won't. I don't mean doing anything dangerous or harmful. For example, I have been open a few times about my bizarre thoughts with my friends. But I don't want people to stop trusting me, or impose their will on me because they think I can't make decisions for myself. So I end up managing on my own, internalising it all, with no one to compare myself to in order to know how normal my experiences even are.

changelingcoded

nervous system? yeah we sure are

changelingcoded

this CAN’T KEEP HAPPENING.

more xefmek.

Canon

Someeee sketches of my boys yea... Have a headcanon, that neither Dammek nor Xefros like to comb their hair, so Xefros often goes shaggy, and Dammek just combs his hair with his hand to the side.