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[neuehell]

This month's mail club: Kana fish and fish and Kana.

Available for preorder on ko-fi or subscribe to my mail club tier on patreon before the end of May 2026 for other bonus digital content (timelapse of the above painting + brushes + access to secret sketchblog)

[neuehell]

I want to get into air dry clay again but I don't know what I would do with all the little trinkets.

Gotta tell myself I don't need it...

[neuehell]

I love sleeping with weight on my chest but it causes my breathing to become shallow and I wake up in the middle of the night coughing and hacking like I've been underwater.

[neuehell]

How is it that technology has evolved to have smartwatches do all kinda shit but when I just need a watch that does WATCH THINGS, I can't find a basic one that can just:

Vibrate alarm

Set 10+ alarms with labels (ie. Boil Water at 4pm)

Set repeat alarms/reminder OR one-time alarms that delete after going off

Set alarm/reminder on a specific date

Doesn't need to connect to a phone for the alarm to go off (idm setting the alarm on the phone and sync it to the watch once a day)

So far the ones I find that can do this is overkill with 9000 other functions and cost $300+

There's probably a phone app for this but I don't have my phone all the time. (I usually check my phone twice a day so the alarm goes off in another room, inside a bag, or doesn't go off at all.)

This time blindness shit is killing me so bad AUGH.

[neuehell]

My printer was making me so mad I had to draw boobs to calm down.

[neuehell]

Whenever my nerves hurt too much to type, I use the speech to text feature on my keyboard.

Unfortunately, whenever I use my normal English (I have a slight Asian accent) it doesn't pick up 50% of the words I say. As a result, I've learned to enunciate and pronounce things in such a way that it finally picks up what I say about 98% of the time.

I realized today that I sound like Dracula from hotel Transylvania.

[neuehell]

Ebay update: After begrudgingly leaving them a good review, they gave me a return label a day later. I sent it out the next day.

No refund yet until they receive the item, they said.

To be continued...

[neuehell]

textured brush testing

[neuehell]

playing with brushes from here

[neuehell]

First of all I've been getting evil ass dreams lately

like a bomb blowing off half my body and melting my face and I live in this sterile hospital facility. Yesterday I dreamed my professor attacked me with a stapler and stapled my fingers together.

Secondly I'm trying to scroll social media less and play retro game more. hamtaro needs me to save him from the devil.

Thirdly, I left a good ebay review and they gave me a tracking label. However, no refund yet.. to be continued...

[neuehell]

he's dramatic

[neuehell]

I want to reduce my sugar intake but lemonade without sugar... I'm not that strong.

[neuehell]

I know people say taking a walk is good for you but if your body is creaky breaky like mine, just find a patch of sunlight and sit there scrolling on your phone for 10-20 minutes. It's better than nothing and you need your vitamin D.

[neuehell]

painting with round brush.

[neuehell]

In less harrowing news, Fanime debuted an art room this year where they had art supplies available for you to sit and draw.

I got to try out acrylic brush markers for the first time and had fun. Kana be upon ye.

[neuehell]

I got so mad I had to make a vent comic about this, man. I don't know how I keep getting into these nonsense situations.

Support me on ko-fi for my failures

[neuehell]

Another update on the eBay thing.

I contacted eBay support and told them of the issue.

They said that the seller extorting me for a good review before they give me a refund is allowed because technically, the case has been "closed" (mind you, because the seller said that they wouldn't give me a full refunds unless I change the reason for the refund).

Since eBay can no longer step in on a technicality, it means that the seller could demand anything from the buyer which gives them the ability to hold your refund hostage until you boost their review score.

eBay support recommended to just give in and give them a good review to get the refund and make sure that they confirm that the shipping label and refund will happen once the item is shipped. If that doesn't happen, I could delete the review and leave them a negative one, call eBay support again and report the store.

They told me what to put in writing so that the next representative checking on the chat log can fully confirm that the seller has violated an agreement.

I have written what they have told me into the chat with the seller. Now I just have to wait for them to say yes to the agreement before I leave a good review and hopefully I will get my shipping label and the refund.

Unbelievable.

Lesson for anyone out there: NEVER CLOSE YOUR REFUND TICKET.