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Good morning

skinimini

Starting over again 🏃‍♀️💥

neutralnuance

I have a plan to lose 10 lbs in 20 days :)

Doing this with the help of:

Electric manicure set

nicotine lozenges

caffeine pills

frozen pineapple

soup

baby weights

diet soda

water

makeup

sex and masturbation

flowers

organization and reverence of my space

neutralnuance

day 3 - down 2 pounds

Wednesday Daily Log

Breakfast: Skipped

Lunch: Smoothie Bowl w/ Pineapple, splash of Coconut Water, Caffeine (215)

Dinner: Ramen (Unfinished, ~300)

Snack: Smoothie Bowl w/ Pineapple, splash of Coconut Water, splash of Milk, and a drop of Vanilla (175)

Net Cal: ~690

I went on a little outdoor hike with a good friend, manicured my nails, homework, did makeup, did a therapy, and weighed myself. Not a perfect day, but an okay one I guess! :)

at my lowest weight two years ago, shaving my legs was so easy. I was done before I knew it . because there was less surface area to shave! Legs are an evil indicator of whether someone is at a beautiful weight or not

Daily Log

Breakfast: Caffeine Pill, 5-HTP, Water, Pineapple (85)

Lunch: Smoothie Bowl w/ Pineapple, Orange Juice, Caffeine (280)

Dinner: Ramen (Unfinished, ~285)

Snack: Smoothie w/ Pineapple and Coconut Water (125), 5-HTP

Net Cal: ~775

I did a face mask, arm exercises, manicured my nails, overcaffeinated myself, homework, etc. I am going to weigh myself tomorow i know it will be terrible but if i start this journey again I have to be brave.

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