Comically Grimm

Me. Sideblog away from my personal Tumblr. I can post whatever and be whoever. And I don't like myself much. But I'm working on that. I do not promote anything. This is my way of coping and supporting others.

[never-forever-again]

Learned today that the even the person I love most in this world thinks I'm a shitty person, as he repeated it over and over again in a tirade during an argument.

He apologised, said he was lashing out and didn't mean it but that was what he thought to say and it's been running through my head ever since.

[tokiobordell]

[exodusx]

[the-suicide-effect]

"The demons in my head are trying to kill me"

- the suicide effect

[exodusx]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[despairing-soul]

[esthete-god]

Yes, again

[never-forever-again]

Since I've been back home with my boyfriend, I've been really good at only eating dinner since he's out all day and can't tell and I'm not at work for another two weeks and I feel really in control of food right now

[your-health-hazard]

[lyrics-and-music]

Miming In The Choir // Trophy Eyes

[angelmonstrosity]

[never-forever-again]

Felt so much like you couldn't wait for me to leave so you can get on with just being the two of you

[never-forever-again]

I want to ring my boyfriend at home but it's 5 hours ahead so it'll be 3am there and he's asleep but I just want to hear his voice

[never-forever-again]

I've never felt more unwanted and I want to cry and I just want to go home to my boyfriend so that I don't have to feel like everytime I return to a room they've just stopped talking about me

[never-forever-again]

I’m effectively third wheeling these two best friends and I’m so sad because I’m always the odd one or the one on their own and I feel like a piece of shit and I just want to go home now but I have another 5 days and it’s killing me but I can’t say anything because they’ll just bitch about and to me and won’t accept the way they’ve made me feel

[never-forever-again]

I keep wanting to say “and me”, “I’m here too”, “don’t worry about me then” but I keep having to bite my tongue

[never-forever-again]

I can't say anything because one of them may be reasonable but the other will just roll her eyes and say something or invalidate the way I've been feeling and I just want them to be like "I'm sorry we made you feel this way" like that's all I want

I just keep crying everytime I'm alone like I'm so sad

[never-forever-again]

I’m effectively third wheeling these two best friends and I’m so sad because I’m always the odd one or the one on their own and I feel like a piece of shit and I just want to go home now but I have another 5 days and it’s killing me but I can’t say anything because they’ll just bitch about and to me and won’t accept the way they’ve made me feel

[never-forever-again]

I keep wanting to say "and me", "I'm here too", "don't worry about me then" but I keep having to bite my tongue