forkfuls of salad

I tried recovery. It didn't stick.

[stay-close]

I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[qamellia]

[theteenquotes]

[notesforselflove]

Remember:

Not everyone likes to be hugged.

Not everyone is comfortable being touched.

And, they don’t have to give you a reason why.

[nevergetmyfill]

my mom the other day really went “so do you have any issues with your body? I mean I know you had that little eating thing for a while but I think that was more about control right?” ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!??? She’s so fUcking blind. SHE WAS THE REASON FOR MOST OF MY BULLSHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE I SWEAR

[aconitum-anthora]

[p-r-o-p-e-ll-e-r]

[a-moralny-deactivated20180827]

[pogrzebana-nadzieja]

[heartswillrecover]

[undo-my-scars]

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[leholidaymagazine-deactivated20]

looking at the moon while thinking of you

[undo-my-scars]

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[nevergetmyfill]

hah i lied to myself saying quarantine didn’t cause a relapse YIKE and to make it worse I’m back at home with my parents who watch my every move 

[worthless-misery]

I shouldn't be here anymore. I should've died years ago. And yet here I am, in 2020, still wishing I was dead, just like every year.

Nothing has changed. Everything still hurts the same. I still want to die.

[especially]

[samicasalguem]