My business major friend, Miranda, was saying its good to be aggressive and I said it wasnât. Â She jokingly referred to me as submissive, and I am, because I basically just do whatever she says. Â One thing led to another and I confessed my submissive fantasies. Â
It was all kind of joking and then she asked for my computer and password. Â I laughed, but then she got seriously firm. So then I stood beside her as she sat at my desk, looking through my porn stash on my laptop.
She couldnât believe how much I had, but I told her Iâd been collecting since I was 13 so it just kind of adds up. Â She didnât even know what a caption is. Â She couldnât believe how much I objectify women because Iâm always so nice. Â I was so embarrassed that I said enough. Â âSit your butt down on the edge of your bed and Iâll tell you when itâs enough!!â Â So thatâs just what I did, I sat there and couldnât even see my screen across my dorm room. Â
It seemed like forever, but probably 5 minutes later she stands in front of me.
She says she now monitors my computer so if I wanted to access anything inappropriate Iâd need her âparentalâ permission. Â I think my jaw literally dropped. Â She asked if Iâm okay with this. Â And I just said, âuh huh.â Â âIs that how youâd address a parent or teacher; itâs yes maâam!â Â âYes, maâam.â
She tells me she thought of deleting all my porn, but since Iâd be a virgin my whole life she didnât feel I should lose everything. Â Iâd confessed Iâm a virgin several weeks ago. Â But I had to go through it all, delete most, and decide what to save. Every item has to be respectful to women: no filthy language, no nudity, no breast exposure (including cleavage or downblouse or partial views), and no upskirts or even cameltoe. Â She feels if Iâm really submissive I should just be turned on by thinking of women like her dominating me and everything I see or think should be respectful and appropriate.
She says I have to delete everything off my computer and only have a public blog she can check. Â She was shocked that almost everything I have was made by others like me. Â She hopes this blog will make me a role model for other submissive boys. Â So please be respectful of women!
Read my story from the beginning:
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