My business major friend, Miranda, was saying its good to be aggressive and I said it wasn’t. She jokingly referred to me as submissive, and I am, because I basically just do whatever she says. One thing led to another and I confessed my submissive fantasies.
It was all kind of joking and then she asked for my computer and password. I laughed, but then she got seriously firm. So then I stood beside her as she sat at my desk, looking through my porn stash on my laptop.
She couldn’t believe how much I had, but I told her I’d been collecting since I was 13 so it just kind of adds up. She didn’t even know what a caption is. She couldn’t believe how much I objectify women because I’m always so nice. I was so embarrassed that I said enough. “Sit your butt down on the edge of your bed and I’ll tell you when it’s enough!!” So that’s just what I did, I sat there and couldn’t even see my screen across my dorm room.
It seemed like forever, but probably 5 minutes later she stands in front of me.
She says she now monitors my computer so if I wanted to access anything inappropriate I’d need her “parental” permission. I think my jaw literally dropped. She asked if I’m okay with this. And I just said, “uh huh.” “Is that how you’d address a parent or teacher; it’s yes ma’am!” “Yes, ma’am.”
She tells me she thought of deleting all my porn, but since I’d be a virgin my whole life she didn’t feel I should lose everything. I’d confessed I’m a virgin several weeks ago. But I had to go through it all, delete most, and decide what to save. Every item has to be respectful to women: no filthy language, no nudity, no breast exposure (including cleavage or downblouse or partial views), and no upskirts or even cameltoe. She feels if I’m really submissive I should just be turned on by thinking of women like her dominating me and everything I see or think should be respectful and appropriate.
She says I have to delete everything off my computer and only have a public blog she can check. She was shocked that almost everything I have was made by others like me. She hopes this blog will make me a role model for other submissive boys. So please be respectful of women!
Read my story from the beginning:
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