Caster

[new-bourne]

君がいなくて寂しい。。。

[new-bourne]

[new-bourne]

[new-bourne]

I spent about 10-12 total hours on this piece, and even though I know I could have done it much better now, I couldn't give less than everything I had at the time because she didn't deserve anything less than the best I could bring.

[new-bourne]

I'm bigger than any of the scars left behind or addictions I carry, but fuck this low self esteem makes it real fucking hard.

[new-bourne]

Why are you back, get the fuck out

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[new-bourne]

Thank you for now.

[janime6]

[sinful-malevolent]

you suffer because you get attached to things that were never meant to last

[fondestsuggestion]

i’m so glad the universe let me meet you

[new-bourne]

ばかじゃない。

[new-bourne]

Dammit I want to cry my fucking eyes out. I feel so sad right now.... I miss you. Fucking miss you so much im feeling so empty. All of you. Fuck you all. I'm just feeling so lonely. I love you all. But fuck you guys too cause I'm hurting. I'm sorry. I want to cry my eyes out so bad. it's so lonely here

Since black cannot exist without white, feeling so much love once can make loneliness feel so heartbreaking. I miss you all. I fucking miss you all. Cm, Kc, Bv, Dd, Tjr, Zb, Rp, Jj, Hka, CB. Fucking all of you. I miss all of you. I haven't cried like this in too long. It hurts. I miss you. Each of you. I feel so alone......

[new-bourne]

I miss my cigarettes

But I don't want to die anymore.

[new-bourne]

I never would have thought I could feel so happy and so fucking sad and alone

[new-bourne]

She clings to his consciousness wherever he lays. He struggles to sleep at night and during the day