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Life update!!
Long time no post…I haven’t quite had the time to talk about my recent life developments and that’s because a month ago I was promoted to assistant manager at my job so, I basically lost the 1 benefit I enjoyed from my job and that was leaving early and coming in later as a part-timer lol (my promotion was a bit spontaneous and didn’t really feel like a promotion knowing that our ex-manager didn’t really care and well basically left us in the most busiest time of the year…so yeah it sucked).
However, I have been very fortunate to be able to affored new things now, like a car and actually get my loved one’s Christmas presents which used to be very hard for me to do before. Even though I have my moments of doubts whether I should stick to my job or move on…it’s been a huge learning curve. Before this I had never really worked a 9-5 (well 6 for me) job on a daily basis, so I always used to have free time. (This also the longest job I’ve worked so far I’m almost at a year now starting Feb).
Even though I’ve had my moments of burn out, and excessive tiredness…there are things that keep me going. As much I would love to do art more often, my job unfortunately takes up a lot of my time. I still try to draw and join events, trends etc. but my time of pursuing my passion is pretty much over and I just have a lot of other things I need to be focusing on. Of course this doesn’t mean I’ll stop drawing, I still love to do this, but I do have to prioritize my responsibilities over my hobbies.
I think other than that I feel like my 2024 was such a fortunate year for me, I got to see live concerts of musicians I liked, splurged in an anime convention, be with my friends, get a car and so much more!! I just hope this year, can be a good one to.
Before I head off to bed, I know some of y’all probably been wondering about Marlear week and well…I still really want to do it but it’s just gonna take a me a bit more time to get things together (whenever I get my vacations I can pour some more time into it!) it is going to happen!! Our rare pair needs that content to shine!! So I’ll try to update my progress on it through out the next couple of months or year.
Alright, I’m getting hella sleepy so goodnight, if you wanna saying anything my ask box is open or feel free to use the comments! Thanks if you read through all this lol
I may not have the look of a grown adult, and still get carded even for ear piercings but I’m out there getting that bread and one day I’ll get to where I want to be.
Four months into this year and I don’t even have the time or energy to draw…like I try to but the ideas and the passion just isn’t there and it sucks!!!!!!
Like I really need to feel good in order to make anything even a decent sketch……and I feel like nothing I’ve drawn is even worth sharing…which is dumb I know, but it’s very minuscule compared to all the things I created in the past
I have been picking up video games up more since, it’s easier to do than drawing lol but even then I don’t really play for more than 2hrs.
I still have some projects in mind to either pick up again or start doing…whenever I get my energy back but things have been pretty lackluster in the creativity department.
Also I’ve been diagnosed with keratoconus in my eyes so I’ll be seeing a specialist soon about that and see what treatment options I have available (because my eyesight will only get worse if I don’t take care of it now). My glasses have been helping me for a long time but I still struggle with the astigmatism and it is a pain the butt to focus my sight. Luckily, it isn’t a harmful eye disease but it’s better to take care of it sooner than later…and I have definitely put this off for a while…(and I was barely able to afford health insurance so there that too lol)
Job wise…I have made mistakes and learned but I feel like if we actually had proper training I’d feel more confident in my job because sometimes I kinda just sit there and just think about doing anything else but be there. It’s not a bad job, just a boring one.
If I ever leave it behind in the near future I’ll talk about it more. Though…the state of this country I doubt I’ll be able to leave my job or even have a job still by the end of the year, who knows which one will come first. I’m just tired, it’s rare when I actually have a day where I don’t feel exhausted, I wish I could say the same about my weekends but I spend most of the either at work out with my family (which I don’t mind) but I’d really just love a Sunday where I can just stay home.
One of these days, I’ll make a come back…but if you don’t see me upload for a periods of time it’s just life is busy, and I’ve basically abandoned most of my socials at this point. I just don’t have the energy to keep up with posting or following whatever new trend is out there.
I just thought I’d put an update out there as it seems I still get followers despite my absence, which I greatly appreciate! Thank you, thank you!!
Anyways if you read this far thank you, and your patience’s and hopefully one days I can get my old self back in gear…I really do miss drawing like I used to.
More life updates lol
It’s 8 months into the year now…and I can’t believe it took me this long to realize that I really should pursue art as a passion!!!
I get in trouble for the smallest and dumbest things at work and honestly I’ve had it. Granted some days are better than others but man, just how often will this happen?
I definitely don’t want to be the next manager, nor do I want to follow in their footsteps.
I’m making plans to either try to move back into a part timer position or quit my job entirely and look for something more lenient as I want to go back to school and get a degree in Game Design.
I just can’t see myself sitting in a boring office, living pay check to pay check just to get by. I need productivity, I want to be apart of something bigger.
So while I figure things out, I’m definitely going to put Marlear week on hold for the time being but I will share some art work that I’ve done with you all since idk when I’ll get back to it.
I’ve been more interested in making original content at the moment but I will never forget them, they will definitely reoccur.
I just, want to believe things will work out.
its May 2026 now....I had forgetten I had written these logs aha...reading them back now...much hasn't changed, i've completed 2 years at my job which im hating more and more, day by day. I never underatood Doppo as much as I do now hahaha (but he's stronger than me in so many ways lololol) I have a few more things to worry about and i'll be hitting 30 later on this year. i'm trying not to think about how miserable I am despite having all that I need...I am happy, to an extent I just wish I had the strength to fighter harder and stronger. i know i said much hasn't changed but so much has happened as well...work has been awful...there's to many factors out of my control, that i just can't manage to change...I was really hoping to get fired but obviously the corpo doesnt want to pay for my unemlployment. So, it was either I quit or demote myself which i was more than happy to do and guess what? a month later im still in the same potision. *BIG SIGH* i know, I need to put in the time and effort to look for another job, but its so numbing, and stressful, and the jobs I have applied and intervied for i didn't get which is fine. I'm just tired. im dreading work...and i have to sleep soon because of it. I still want to pursue art...its just hard finding the support and time I need for it. I'm not asking for pity, I just neeed to place to put my thoughts and vent...I dropped the idea of going back to school...I really just want to work a part-time job and focus on art. again, if you actually read this thanks for taking the time to hear my blabbing and complaints about my life haha...sometimes, i day dream about Ichiro coming in through the office doors and whisking me away to go do something fun hahaha i'm hanging in there, even when the rope is about to tear...maybe one of these days i'll have some positive things to say. until next time, goodnight.
So...Guess who's going to be vending at their first anime convention!? Me!! However, its not till October and it will be a local con in my area so its perfect for my first time vending!! Once the date gets a little closer i'll be updating ya'll on the info!! As for now...Im going to try my best to get merch ideas done and made in between work and life...i'd honestly love to quit my job and soley focus on art but...bills and necessities exists so i must toil away. since it might be awhile since i can post an new art or doodles in general I want leave you all with this sketch of Ichiro I plan to make into a sticker (and yes I will be making all the boys!!).
[Re-upload in higher quality] Finally finished these sketches of the boys!!
Ichiro doodles during friend hang out!! ( I miss doodling like this so bad...these are the reason i never have any finished pieces lol )
Not sure what I'm cooking here but I just wanted to draw Ichiro in fitted/tight clothing lol
ORE GA ICHIRO!! (BIG BRO IN THE HOUSE!! YO!!)
I’ve been diving back into Hypmic and I am obsessed!!! Can you tell Ichiro is my fav!!!
Gift exchange with @pocketsonny her OCs Chrys and Ei!!
merry christmas!!🎄✨
Are you itching for soriku while we wait for KH4 news? We are too, so we put together a deal for 5 PDFs for $5!
It's over 1,000 images of our wonderful boys! Check it out!
Would appreciate shares on this post! 💖
Hiii long time no update but uhhh…I recently finished playing KH1 and the desire to hyper-fixate on Riku and SoRiku is so real aaaaaaaa
what's this!? More Marlear!!!! Here's a collaborative NSFW piece I did with @utahimeazura on Ao3!! there's a slightly more spicier art work in the fic, so have fun reading!! (￣y▽￣)╭ Ohohoho.....
you can read the fic here: Crash Course
Thank you gain Olivia for collabing with me!! (❁´◡`❁)
First kiss under the moon 🌕 💫
Marlear for Engage Rare Pair weekend over on Blueskies!! I
regarding my text post here I'm going to have to put a halt to my progress for Marlear week...so in the mean time here's two pieces I manged to finish, I was going to use these as thumbnails.
once I have life a little more figured out and settled, I will definitely be picking this project back up!!
enjoy!!
Life update!!
Long time no post…I haven’t quite had the time to talk about my recent life developments and that’s because a month ago I was promoted to assistant manager at my job so, I basically lost the 1 benefit I enjoyed from my job and that was leaving early and coming in later as a part-timer lol (my promotion was a bit spontaneous and didn’t really feel like a promotion knowing that our ex-manager didn’t really care and well basically left us in the most busiest time of the year…so yeah it sucked).
However, I have been very fortunate to be able to affored new things now, like a car and actually get my loved one’s Christmas presents which used to be very hard for me to do before. Even though I have my moments of doubts whether I should stick to my job or move on…it’s been a huge learning curve. Before this I had never really worked a 9-5 (well 6 for me) job on a daily basis, so I always used to have free time. (This also the longest job I’ve worked so far I’m almost at a year now starting Feb).
Even though I’ve had my moments of burn out, and excessive tiredness…there are things that keep me going. As much I would love to do art more often, my job unfortunately takes up a lot of my time. I still try to draw and join events, trends etc. but my time of pursuing my passion is pretty much over and I just have a lot of other things I need to be focusing on. Of course this doesn’t mean I’ll stop drawing, I still love to do this, but I do have to prioritize my responsibilities over my hobbies.
I think other than that I feel like my 2024 was such a fortunate year for me, I got to see live concerts of musicians I liked, splurged in an anime convention, be with my friends, get a car and so much more!! I just hope this year, can be a good one to.
Before I head off to bed, I know some of y’all probably been wondering about Marlear week and well…I still really want to do it but it’s just gonna take a me a bit more time to get things together (whenever I get my vacations I can pour some more time into it!) it is going to happen!! Our rare pair needs that content to shine!! So I’ll try to update my progress on it through out the next couple of months or year.
Alright, I’m getting hella sleepy so goodnight, if you wanna saying anything my ask box is open or feel free to use the comments! Thanks if you read through all this lol
I may not have the look of a grown adult, and still get carded even for ear piercings but I’m out there getting that bread and one day I’ll get to where I want to be.
Four months into this year and I don’t even have the time or energy to draw…like I try to but the ideas and the passion just isn’t there and it sucks!!!!!!
Like I really need to feel good in order to make anything even a decent sketch……and I feel like nothing I’ve drawn is even worth sharing…which is dumb I know, but it’s very minuscule compared to all the things I created in the past
I have been picking up video games up more since, it’s easier to do than drawing lol but even then I don’t really play for more than 2hrs.
I still have some projects in mind to either pick up again or start doing…whenever I get my energy back but things have been pretty lackluster in the creativity department.
Also I’ve been diagnosed with keratoconus in my eyes so I’ll be seeing a specialist soon about that and see what treatment options I have available (because my eyesight will only get worse if I don’t take care of it now). My glasses have been helping me for a long time but I still struggle with the astigmatism and it is a pain the butt to focus my sight. Luckily, it isn’t a harmful eye disease but it’s better to take care of it sooner than later…and I have definitely put this off for a while…(and I was barely able to afford health insurance so there that too lol)
Job wise…I have made mistakes and learned but I feel like if we actually had proper training I’d feel more confident in my job because sometimes I kinda just sit there and just think about doing anything else but be there. It’s not a bad job, just a boring one.
If I ever leave it behind in the near future I’ll talk about it more. Though…the state of this country I doubt I’ll be able to leave my job or even have a job still by the end of the year, who knows which one will come first. I’m just tired, it’s rare when I actually have a day where I don’t feel exhausted, I wish I could say the same about my weekends but I spend most of the either at work out with my family (which I don’t mind) but I’d really just love a Sunday where I can just stay home.
One of these days, I’ll make a come back…but if you don’t see me upload for a periods of time it’s just life is busy, and I’ve basically abandoned most of my socials at this point. I just don’t have the energy to keep up with posting or following whatever new trend is out there.
I just thought I’d put an update out there as it seems I still get followers despite my absence, which I greatly appreciate! Thank you, thank you!!
Anyways if you read this far thank you, and your patience’s and hopefully one days I can get my old self back in gear…I really do miss drawing like I used to.
More life updates lol
It’s 8 months into the year now…and I can’t believe it took me this long to realize that I really should pursue art as a passion!!!
I get in trouble for the smallest and dumbest things at work and honestly I’ve had it. Granted some days are better than others but man, just how often will this happen?
I definitely don’t want to be the next manager, nor do I want to follow in their footsteps.
I’m making plans to either try to move back into a part timer position or quit my job entirely and look for something more lenient as I want to go back to school and get a degree in Game Design.
I just can’t see myself sitting in a boring office, living pay check to pay check just to get by. I need productivity, I want to be apart of something bigger.
So while I figure things out, I’m definitely going to put Marlear week on hold for the time being but I will share some art work that I’ve done with you all since idk when I’ll get back to it.
I’ve been more interested in making original content at the moment but I will never forget them, they will definitely reoccur.
I just, want to believe things will work out.
It’s me and my twin birthday today!! Officially 28 now! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
We’re officially 29 now lol!!!!!
Long time no post...I've been so busy with life and work its consumed the majority of my free time but within that free time I've been ruminating about my OCs...some of the art here a little dated as I'm slightly updating some if my OCs designs but yes...they've been on my mind lately.
