Dying™

Trans, queer, and barely here

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I'm going to fucking throw up

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Can't have a panic attack because I have to take care of him but fuck I'm freaking the fuck out

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I'm so worried about my boyfriend and I don't know how to help

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He loves to bite and suck on my skin

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I think I'm having a freak out

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We fucked and it was so fucking good

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Cannot believe i went from deleting posts about how I was obsessed with my straight friend to cumming on his thigh in our apartment

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I'm such a faggot and anxious

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I have boyfriend 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

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I'm having a gay panic attack

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I cannot believe a slow burn gay romance is actually unfolding in my irl life and I'm having a panic attack over it instead of enjoying the ride

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But have I considered we live together and I've made our lives hell by being hot and making him want me because I do not want a monogamous relationship and he is a deeply catholic virgin who has until this week maintained he was straight

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I cannot believe a slow burn gay romance is actually unfolding in my irl life and I'm having a panic attack over it instead of enjoying the ride

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What do you do when your "straight" best friend turned roommate kisses you after you've been dancing around the fact you're clearly into eachother

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Fuck he kissed me

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My head hurts so fucking bad I cannot comprehend talking to anyone ow ow ow I can't believe jake gave me a concussion while fucking cuddling

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So actively suicidal its not funny

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I got bullied on twitter for being fat and its really fucking me up and idk how to handle it