Somewhere you can’t follow (2) - Genshin Angst [Modern AU]
Summary: You’ve always been there for him but he’s always still loved his ex. You finally had enough and did what you thought was best for you. You left.
Characters: Kaeya, Scaramouche, fem!reader
Warnings: No comfort, pure angst, he basically goes back to his ex, cheating-ish (he thinks of you while he’s with his ex)
Note: Thank you for all the feedback on this one :D Tbh I do like the concept of this very much haha
Other works in this series: (Diluc, Itto, Thoma)
Personal favourite line in this work: “But if anyone asked you if you would do it all over again? You would. Even if you knew it would hurt in the end.”
Also, I’m going to praise myself… but I think the Scaramouche one… I loved it and it’s probably the first time I actually teared up writing one of my fics. Haha, so, even if you don’t like Scaramouche, I’d love to recommend that one to everyone :)
Word count: 1,458 (Kaeya) 2,160 (Scaramouche)
Kaeya
“Hey, you lost?” It was Kaeya who first came up to you that day. It was because of him that the two of you crossed paths.
A Very Merry Genshin Christmas! - All Genshin Male Characters as Christmassy Things [Modern AU]
Note: omg I know I’m late hahaha but I had so many Christmas events I had to delay this XD As everyone’s Christmas gift to me I would love it if you could kindly tell me which one was your favourite and your thoughts on it hahaha jk, you don’t have to if you don’t want to :D
Warnings: all are romance/fluff but not all are established relationships, SUGGESTIVE (Tartaglia, Itto), some are married, some have kids, not proofread because it’s just so darn long I hope I didn’t make any stupid mistakes, still have not updated the taglist, sorry haha. Was supposed to be short drabbles but it just got longer and longer lol, yes I admit I spent way more time on some over the others >_>
Personal Favourites in this work: RAZOR, ITTO
Word count: 10,238 (yep)
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO THIS LOVELY COMMUNITY!
Aether - Christmas sweater
“We match, see!” You pulled on your Christmas sweater, showing that yours had an elf design. It was quite a cozy sweater, mostly red, complemented with a lot of green.
Aether’s mouth quirks upwards, but only slightly. He looks down on his. It’s a Santa Claus design and he can’t say that he was very thrilled about it. Still, seeing you so happy about the thought of you two in matching Christmas sweaters, who was he to complain?
summary - deku invites bakugou over to have another session, things escalate quickly.
a/n: im sure y’all were hoping for more pure smut but uhh the story got the better of me, not that there’s not plenty of smut. CW: angst, smut, hurt, comfort, dub con fingering, some kind of infidelity, praise, degredation, breeding kink, cucking, yan!ish izuku, n/ncon bondage, painful breakup with comfort after. very consenual impact play and aftercare.
we pick up where we left off.
wc: 6K
“Yeah.” You smile, mouth going dry. “What’s in the box?” Deku shrugs.
“It’s addressed to you.” You open it and your gasp draws his attention.
“Holy shit.” He breathes, eyes like saucers, “Put that on right now.” The Dynamight Official lingerie is complicated, with an elastic around your waist, white with orange lettering, attached to a pair of dark green thigh highs, that your skin squishes around, the plush of your waist and thighs soft around the elastic. The bra is also dark green, with an elastic band, with the same orange lettering on white, but the final straw is the pair of mid waisted dark green mesh panties, with sheer panels, and a message sewn right into the crotch, right where the threads would brush the most sensitive parts of a woman, matching the lining around your waist, under your bust, and you haven’t seen it yet, but dangling from the green leather collar in the box, Property Of Dynamight.
Your heart is racing as you wiggle into the lingerie, straightening the thigh highs.
“Baby,” Deku groans, “Baby this is so fucking hot.” Your face is warm and you fidget as he cups it in his hands and palms your breasts. “Fuck you look so good like this.” He reaches for you, and the door opens, and all 6’6 of Bakugou Katsuki looms in front of you, the blood in his head rushing below his waist at the sight of you, covered in his name, it takes all his willpower not to rip you out of Deku’s hands. All he does, however, is walk over and reach into the box, removing the expensive leather collar and leash.
“Forgot the most important part,” he hits Deku lightly on the back of the head. “Shithead.” Bakugou takes the collar carefully, fastening it around your neck while you stare at your boyfriend.
“You look so fucking good.” Deku reaches for you and Bakugou yanks your body away.
“You think you get to touch her?” He growls possessively.
“Oh!” Deku blinks a couple times, then looks sheepish. “I didn’t realize you wanted to start now, I um, do you mind if I shower and stuff?” Bakugou shrugs, rubbing the end of the lead between his thumb and forefinger. “Alright,” he says cheerfully, pecking you on the cheek, then looking gratefully at Bakugou, “I really need um, this kinda release,” he says quietly, “Works been a lot. I know you know, with all the um,” he pauses again, “I guess I’m just really happy to have some time when I’m not the symbol of peace.” He reaches down and slaps your ass. “So thank you, to both of you.”
If you’re comfortable with it, could I request some Kaeya comfort when he finds out that his partner has depression?
Genre/Tags: SFW; Mentions/Depictions of Mental Illness; Hurt/Comfort
I'm fine with it! I will try my best to depict the mental illness correctly. While I suffer with it myself, everyone's mental illness can appear in subtly different ways.
Songs I listened to: Tsuki No Waltz;
Taglist: @lucifucker; ( and @onigiree, but I'm not sure how comfortable you are with posts like these </3)
Kaeya:
He cools down the teasing by a lot. He understands that it can get very irritable for someone that suffers the same way that you do.
He's very affectionate and loving, if not more so when he discovers you have depression.
His hugs and cuddles are the perfect amounts of loose, allowing you to shift and change position to your desire.
Tends to pester you a bit about talking about how you're feeling and what's on your mind. He'll pry it out of you eventually, slowly and gently.
Full of so much reassurance that he'll always be here for you. When he says these things, he always plants a soft kiss upon your forehead. He loves to dote on you.
When he comes home, he's like an excited puppy to see you. He makes you feel wanted and loved, it's hard to feel so upset around him when he's so joyous to be in your presence.
Every time he sees you, he gives you a not-so-random reminder of how much he loves you and how wonderful you are.
He tells you that he'll get you to believe him eventually.
"One day I swear I'll convince you of the truth! Hah. But, truly, you are beautiful, flaws and all."
can I request dom!tsukishima putting his glasses on the reader during and it makes him go feral haha
an? anon... ANONNNNNN dont make me turn this into a tsukishima stan account cause i will. look at what you made me do😭😭. but thanks for requesting 🖤. if this wasn't what you wanted please feel free to send me an ask and I'll try to fix it for you🖤. request are open
pairings? timeskip!tsukishima x fem!reader
tw? nsfw content ahead MDNI dom/sub dynamics, the use of ‘sir’,use of ‘daddy’, degradtion, creampies. slight oral (fem reciving). slight sensory play (?), handcuffs, all characters are aged up in this. and some soft tsuki at the end cause im a sappy bitch
- you knew what you was in for when you deciced that you were going to act like a brat at tsuki’s reunion with his old teammates from karasuno. and there was no way you were going to get out of this punishment, no amount of begging, whining or crying was going to stop him tonight
- as soon as he opened the door to your shared apartment, the apologies was already flowing out of your mouth. “ ‘m really sorry tsukki, i didnt mean to-” “what? you didn’t mean accidentally bend over in front kagayema when you knew your dress was riding up? or was it an coincidence you were hanging off his arm at every given moment” you whimpered at his harsh tone, i mean yea .. when he says it like that it sounds bad.
- “you already know what i want you to do and i want it done before i make my way into the bedroom, do you understand me ( )” you let a quiet ‘yes sir’ before hurrying off to the bedroom, there was no telling how much time he was giving you to be fully naked and on the bed waiting for him, and you needed any and every second you could get your hands on.
- you stumbled slighlty as you rushed to get out the dress, cursing at yourself for choosing such difficult shit to get out of. but that thought was soon out of your head as your heard tsukishima walking towards your bedroom. so you hurried and chucked the rest of your cholthes to the side and trying to get into position before tsukishima reach the door.
- “so you do know how to follow directoins” the buttons on his jacket was undone, tie was missing, a few buttons of his shirt was undone showing a glimpse of his chest. his hair looked like he had ran his hands through it several times as he apporached you on the bed. “whats the safe word?” “lavender” “mhmm and what if you cant use your mouth what do you do then?” you tap the bed three times indicating your non verbal safeword
- “good girl, you know why i’m puinshing you dont you” “yes sir, i do” you shivered with anticipation of what was about to become of you when he turned around and reached for the drawer that had all of your toys in there. you shifted slightly, your legs starting to crap up from being pulled you chest too long but you didnt dare move them from their postsion not wanting to add to your already existing track record.
- when tsukishisma turned around he had some lube, and hancuffs in his hands. it seemed simple but you knew the things that this man could do with his hands alone. he then leans down to set the items next to you purposely letting his fingers just barely graze the skin of your calf. you whine in response to his teasing touch. “mmm so needy for me and i’ve havent even touched you yet” chuckling as he leans back up, discarding the tie from around his neck and rolling up his sleeves so they were to his elbows.
- you admire him while he is in this state he looks so .. so .. beautiful, calm (for now at least) this moment was short lived as tsukishima grabbed your hands from where they were resting on the side of your body with one hand grabbing the handcuffs with the other.
- he held your wrist with such delicacy as he put the hand cuffs on. once both writs were secure  he checked in. “color” “green sir” he pulled on the chain now connecting you wrists to each other over you head, indicating that he wanted you to slide up. so you did and once tsukishima felt like you slid up enough for him he placed a hand over your stomach and you stopped. he slid the cuffs to the hook at the head of your bed leaning down and giving your cheek a kiss.
- moving the bottle of lube before settling in between your legs. letting his middle finger glide up the inside of your thigh watching as he leave goosebumps in it wake. once he ges to the outline of your panties, he uses his ring and middle finger to pull them to the side. “so wet for me” he slides a fingr through you slit gathering your slick on his finger “might not even need the lube ‘ you moan as he bring hhis finger to his mouth, hips bucking up unintentionally as you watch his tongue swirl around his fiingers. “please sir.. please touch me”
- he makes no move to obliged to your request. instead he went back in between your legs twisting your pantines around his fingers, successfully moving them out if the way so he can circle your clit with his tongue " do you think you should be able to cum after they way you acted today ( )" he mumbles, sending vibration straight through your core, before the sensation went away
- you open your eye to see tsukishima removing the rest of his cholthes .. expect his glasses which is werid because they are usual the first thing that comes off unless..
- after his cholthes are disregarded somewhere in the room tsukishima is back on you with his glasses in his hand as he places soothing kisses on your jaw line. “since you cant seem to read the room, maybe these will help you see a bit better hmm” was what he said to you before he slipped his glasses on your face. his prescription was bad, but not to bad just made things slighlty more blurry
- “there you go” kissing his way down your neck, massaging your hips in his hand “you know the rules dont you ( )” you squeak out a barely audile ‘yes sir’ you know he hears you, because if he didnt he wouldnt have moved from the position on your upper chest
- he’s circling your nipple with his tongue adding a bite every now and then just to hear you yelp out of surprise, while he’s rolling the other in between his fingers and pulling ever so slightly when he bites the other one adding to the pleasurable pain. he switches giving your other nipple the same treatmment
- he lets your nipple go with an audible ‘pop’ he’s sitting up, caresing thes underside of your thighs. you hear the cap to the lube opening, just barely making out tsukishima’s figure pouring some of the lube in his hand trying to warm it up before he puts in on his cock. you know when he puts the lube o his cock, even if you could barely see, beceuase he hisses at the contact before grumbling out “fuck its still cold” now you would have laughed at this if it wasnt from the slight presuree at your enterance. but before the question was fully processed tsukisshima tip was starting to enter you
- ~o- oh shhhhhit fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck~ you moan out as tsukishima length streches you out. his pace starts off slow, dragging the length of his cock agianst your walls and oh fuck does it feel good. the cuffs rattle as you try to bring your hands from above head. you let out a whine mixed with a moan from the back of your thorat. he knows how much you like to have your hands on him, but tonight you dont get the luxury, you hear a deep chuckle ring out in your ear “seems like someons’s a bit... stuck” “yea well, guess who’s fucking fal-”
- the insult died on your tongue as his he started hitting deeper, harder. you almost forgot about the punishment here if it wasnt for tsushikamas delightful reminder “hey now, lets not get too carried away here wouldnt want my glasses to slip off your face” changing his angle so hes brushing against your sweet spot “ but then again you probably want them to slip off dont you slut” shaking your face side to side as he hands come down to connect with your thighs leaving a dull ache after
- you try to deny the accusations but your mouth cant seem to form the words, and tsukishima decides that this is a good time to speed up his thrust, successfully rocking your body up the bed and you feel the glasses staring to drift off your face. you try to turn you head to the side so you could use your arm, but that just made it worse. “seems like your having a hard time there ( ), dont tell me you cant do a simple task such as keeping glasses on your face. you really are my dumb little slut” “ ‘m not i prom-promise. i ju- it just feels so good sir” you babble out, any other thoughts besides how full you are right now are vacant from your mind.
- “yea you are my good little slut arent you ( )” you tighten around him at the praise “~fuck~ squeezing me so tight, you must like that dont you, yea you fucking do cause youre mines. and mines alone. not for kagayema, you hear me ( )” his pace became deadly as he sneered kagayemas name out, sending a wave of pleasure crashing over you as you came with a silent scream. your mouth forimg an “0” shape, turn curling painfully hard as your eyes start rolling towards the back of your head, balling your hands into fist above your head, while tsukishima fucks you through you orgasm.
- you barely register the glasses slipping off your face, or the sound of the handcuff as they slip off your wrists. “you there baby, ah there she is, there’s my girl. you think you could tell me a color baby” tsukishima was now leaning down so his mouth was shell of your ear. “be a good girl and let daddy finish yea?” “mhmm im green. ‘m okay daddy” and thats all he needed before he was chasing his own high
- you could tell when he was nearing his release because his once degrading words turn into slurs praise, he intertwines his hand with yours, you feel his twitch inside of you before he’s biting into the base of your neck as he releasing a thick rope of cum inside of you. you both let out a breath of exhaustion. he callaspoed into your chest. you take this time to run your finger through his hair and down his back, you feel the tension melt away under the touch of your fingers as the glide over his body.
- “ ‘m sorry for bending over in front of kagayema, it really was an accident ...i didn’t mean to upset you” you sligtly panic when you dont get a reply but realize he was sleeping, from the even and soft breaths coming from your him. you slowly maneuver yourself and tsukishima so he’s laying on his side, pushing his bangs out his face so you can kiss his forehead before making your way to the bathroom to get some wet towels to clean you and tsuksishima up.
- ‘maybe i should get dome water’ you thought, taking a little detour to the kitchen. opening the refrigerator you see there is a bowl of precut fruit in there. you grab it taking a chunck of pineapple and pooping it into your mouth. so thats what he was doing before he came into the room .. AWWWW HE SO SWEETTTT... youre gonna tease about it when he wakes up.
- you walk back into the room you almost go into cardic arrwst. tsuskishima was sitting on the edge of the bed facing the door.. almost like “aww you were waiting for me to come backkkkkk, thats so sweettttttttttt.” “shutup, i dont even know why you left werido” he snatches you up in his lap when you are close enough. “well since somebody was catching up on his beauty rest, i was getting this” you dangle the damp towels in his face “or do you prefer to go to sleep with cum all over you” he swats the out of his face, and you hand, pulling you into his lap. “ i wasnt even sleep, now make yourself useful and feed me .. please” you roll your eyes taking a strawberry from the bowl bringing it to tsukishima’s lip
Can I request Shinsou, Bakugou, Todoroki, Denki and Midoriya when you suddenly called them by their name not their pet name? This is from a tiktok I saw and I think it's so cute and funny
Shinsou, Bakugou, Denki, Todoroki and Midoriya reacting to you calling them by their name!!
Warnings: as always, swearing
A/N: I am so sorry it took me so long to get this up!! truth be told it’s been lost in my drafts!!
Shinsou
Shinsou would probably be a bit hard to read and definitely the scariest of the boys to try this on (I said what I said)
Like he sounds calm and just barely almost amused
But it’s as if he’s daring you to make the mistake again
At first I don’t think he’d catch it when you call out to him so you’d have to do it again which probably makes him double take
Deep down I think he would have such a nonchalant reaction because he’s preparing himself to be turned away by someone he cares about once again
What makes it worse is you wouldn’t even use first name!! Just last !!
After you tell him it was a prank once the cameras off he may warn you of the insecurities it gave him
“Shinsou can you come here!” You call out to him from the kitchen, you try to contain your laughter as you look at your phone camera perfectly set up and hidden to capture the moment.
Minutes pass and you hear no response, “Shinsou!! Come here!!”
This time you’re sure he’s heard you as he stops in the door frame, “Shinsou?” A voice calls out, he seems to be questioning the name as if it’s not his own and the scowl on his face quickly becomes a quirked brow and amused smile when you turn to face him.
You grow a smile of your own until you see the dangerous glint his eyes, telling you to try again.
You were much too smart to test his limits and gave in with a simple, “it was a prank babe!”
Denki
Denki is definitely the only one of these boys to know the prank
Though he won’t let you know he knows
I have a feeling he pulls quite a few pranks so he’s quite the actor
He’ll start with puppy dog eyes and a forced quiver in his voice
Then he’ll nod to himself and face away from you
Careful what you say next because he will definitely respond using your last name
He’ll be up needing to reassure you in the end after reversing the rolls
“Hey, Kaminari can we order a pizza?” You ask walking into the room, phone in hand pretending to look at something.
His head quickly perks up and the furrowed eyebrows matched to a pout nearly having you apologize the moment you see.
“Are you mad at me or something?” He whines out and you awe to yourself.
“Not at all, Kaminari, I just want pizza!!”
He makes it a point to nod head turning as he hides a smirk amused with his own action.
“Pizza it is then, y/l/n.”
Todoroki
Another one who isn’t really phased
He’s caught off guard but isn’t too worried
100% confused
Ofc in his own blunt ways he’ll make it a point to ask if you’re upset but that’s more for the sake of your relationship than anything
If you tell him it’s a prank he won’t have much reaction
Though if he is in the mood to humor you he may go, “oh, you got me” with a straight face
Honestly his lack of emotion is funnier than the prank itself
Call him a pet name afterwards to see him smile, trust me it’s worth it
“Todoroki have you seen my flat iron?” You ask sitting down at your vanity as he walks into the bedroom.
He merely blinks at you for a moment before finally articulating his response, “you just called me Todoroki.”
The way he told you as if you didn’t know was enough to make you huff out a short laugh and raise an eyebrow, “yea, that’s your name isn’t it?”
Your reply has him furrowing his eyebrows confusion evident on his face, “yes, it is.”
You nod as you laugh “oh c’mere, babe.”
Bakugou
0/10 reccomend doing this trend on him
His annoying ass will yell
He is not having any of it
And he’s not afraid to correct you either
He’s honestly just insecure and worries the action means you’ve lost interest so reassure him off camera
Will get even madder when you tell him it’s a prank though so it might take awhile to get to the reassuring
He just loves you so whole heartedly
“Hey Bakugou,” are the words that greet his ears as you walk through the door
his immediate reaction is to pause, making sure he heard you right, but when you repeat yourself again with a
“I said hi, did you hear me Bakugou?” His face turns 50 shades of red.
“Hah?! Don’t call me that dumbass!!” you can see the gears turning in his brain, contemplating what he did that may have caused the call of his last name but you can’t help but break the facade.
“Im sorry Kat, it was a prank, don’t worry.” The tension will roll off his shoulders reminding you how well you know him and after he gets through his initial relief you’ll face the aftershock of his anger.
Deku
Deku will definitely start overthinking
tons of mumbles pouring out of his mouth as he looks at you like you’re crazy
it’s not the fact that you’re using his name that bothers him, it’s the fact that it’s his last name
If you don’t start talking again he will ramble on forever
please just tell him it’s a prank I beg you
he also will probably profusely apologize if you have a good poker face because it’ll really get him thinking you’re mad
when he finds out it’s a prank he’ll shake his head laughing and say something along the lines of
“very funny puppy”
Deku comes up hugging you behind when he sees that you’re washing dishes.
You realize that this is as good a time as ever to try that prank you saw on tiktok and you smirk to yourself,
“is there something you need Midoriya?” The way you dismisses hug using his first name in the process has him pulling away and tilting his head, he seems to want to ask you what he did wrong but from your point of view with the way he’s mumbling to himself you can only assume he doesn’t know where to start.
“I-I... I’m sorry Y/n, whatever I did I promise it’s an accident.” The quiver in his voice has you turning off the sink so you can kiss him.
oikawa falls in love like a tsunami’s last breath. the first time he realises he loves you, he thinks the earth beneath his feet has fractured. terrified, he recedes from your life, pulls back from your outstretched hands, withdraws from your longing gaze, hoping that his feelings will, too. instead, they surge forward with a roar, swell to monstrous heights, foaming viciously at the crest. and soon, the colossal wave collapses against the shore, unable to fight any longer. when his words finally flood out, that roar of the tsunami arrives in the end as a whisper–– “i love you.” and everything is washed anew.
iwaizumi falls in love like a tree branch under snow. his feelings accumulate crystal by crystal: a touch here, a smile there, a picture at 2 am followed by “i saw this and thought of you” and a reply of “go to sleep, idiot” seconds later. you worm your way into his heart so slowly he doesn’t notice it at first, doesn’t notice the thick layer of snow on the caving wooden limb, doesn’t notice that one more fleeting brush against his fingers will tip the scale–– until the branch finally snaps. and when he opens his eyes to a world bedazzled by snow, the only face he can see is yours.
kuroo falls in love like honey on pancakes. with him, there’s no sudden realisation, no flashbulb moment of his adoration, because he’s been happily fixed in a golden state of mind ever since the day you met. every day, his name sounds sweeter out your mouth. every day, he wakes up with sugar on his lips. it’s slow, how his love for you grows, but it’s steady. and now, as you kiss every knuckle on his hand to pull him back down to earth, he can only let out a soft, amused exhale through his nose. his half-lidded gaze focuses on your decadent features. “i’m here,” he purrs.
kenma falls in love like eyelids after dark. very rarely do the gears in his head stop spinning; he’s lived his entire life on alert, taking in and apart details to survive. but with you… there’s no need to take in and apart the way your lips feel against his, the scent of your hair in his nose, your shallow breath against his neck. it all feels so safe. with you, he’s home–– he can finally rest. so even when light drains out from the sky, even when the world is at its worst, at the feeling of your body curling up to his, the gears in his head grind to a halt. and he lets his heart beat instead.
bokuto falls in love like a fledgeling from its nest. he knows it’s reckless–– ridiculously reckless–– to have so much faith in wings not yet fully formed, but there’s something about you that makes him want to soar. maybe it’s that you remind him of a cloudless blue sky or a valley that stretches from both ends of the earth or an ocean that glitters beneath the sun. maybe it’s that your name is a call to adventure. and at that moment, he realises that birds don’t fly when they’re ready–– they fly when they’re called to. so he steps to the edge, spreads his arms out, and leaps, your name a prayer on his lips.
akaashi falls in love like silence between friends. it comes over him naturally, instinctively, right as he thinks that he could do nothing next to you forever and still be satisfied. the feeling wraps his shoulders like a blanket and, with a twitch of his lips, he pulls it closer around himself. his eyes dart over to your figure, wondering if you know–– if you’d known this whole time. and then when you catch his gaze, when you ask “like what you see?” with a smirk on your face, he feels the fabric stretch around his shoulders as if to fit a second body. his reply comes to him like second nature, like instinct. “no, i love it.”
atsumu falls in love like skydiving from a plane. he’s meticulous, guarded, the most untrusting of fate. so he fights to gain the upper hand: he picks his parachute, his pilot, the day with the best weather–– everything is in his control. and when you come in full view, he finally thinks the dropzone is perfect. only then does he throw all caution to the wind, diving head first, eyes closed all the way down. an awesome wave of euphoria washes over him, lasting even when he realises he’s landed right in your arms, hair mussed, cheeks flushed, pupils wild with excitement. he wants to freefall into you again. so he does.
osamu falls in love like night over the city. it’s as inevitable as the cycle of the sun and moon and when it happens, he’s still the same–– yet everything is different. beside you, he feels the air change and all else fade into the background. beside you, the hum of the world turns into a steady beat, a pulse awfully similar to the one in his chest. and he flickers to life, a mosaic of light, when you touch him. he doesn’t usually look like this, you think as you draw circles on the back of his hand, trying to pinpoint what about him has changed. smiling softly, he knows that you’ll figure it out soon. or… he could say it now.
kita falls in love like a seed into the ground. he doesn’t feel it when it’s sowed, nor when it takes root beneath the soil, but he sure feels when it sprouts. its stem crawls around his legs and up his trunk, keeping him safely fixed to earth. it grows with every “good morning” and “i’ll save you a seat”, it grows when you prance over with a joke on your lips and two coffees in your hands. it grows when he sees you with your eyes closed, head tilted towards the sky like a sunflower, and realises that you are all he’s ever wanted. your head turns. your eyes meet. and as spring does with the cherry trees, he blooms.
ushijima falls in love like a comet past the sun. as he hurtles by, your radiance melts his icy exterior into the glimmering cloud in his wake. every inch of his body is on fire. he feels the power in the pull of your orbit. feels you could utterly ruin him. feels he’d be okay with it, too. but you don’t. instead, he thinks himself made of anti-gravity as you trace constellations into his skin. he sees stars collide when you kiss. and when he remembers how a comet can spend thousands of years without passing the sun in its orbit, he looks at you asleep in his arms and holds you just a little tighter to his chest.
tendou falls in love like confetti on new year’s eve. this moment has spent all year in the making. ten, from the day you pummelled into his life. nine, the time that slowed when he saw you smile. eight, when you changed each other’s names in your phones. seven, that time he dragged you out to a party. six, how you retaliated by taking him to a play. five, your shoulders touch during said play. four, his fingers wrap around yours during the finale. three, you hold hands all the way home. two, he walks you to the door. one, you stop. zero, he leans in. and the world explodes in full colour.
kageyama falls in love like a fawn upright for the first time. it’s all new–– the butterflies in his stomach, the sluggishness of his tongue in his mouth, the short-circuiting of his brain when you’re around. he stumbles and trips and topples over navigating through the tingling in his body. “are you okay?” you ask, peering into his eyes. his cheeks burn as he nods, unable to form words. he thinks he’ll be fine, though, until you place a hand on his shoulder. the touch sends another flood of electricity through his nerves. “you sure? you look like you’re about to hurl.” and he resolves that he will do something about this.
tsukishima falls in love like a chest in resignation. he didn’t believe in softer emotions–– or at least, that’s what he told himself. and he held out for so long. but then you came along with your dumb sparkly eyes and your stupid smart mouth and infuriatingly sweet smile. even with the argument still fresh on his mind, he still adores you to death. especially right now, as he struggles to breathe knowing that he might lose you. fine, he thinks, no more running. he picks up his phone and sends the message that’s been sitting in his notes. and finally, he lets out a sigh. you win. he’s never been happier to lose.
sakusa falls in love like the last leaf before winter. just as a tree holds onto its foliage for dear life, he is stubborn in refusing to fall. still, even he is powerless against nature. as autumn goes, winter arrives in your form. he thinks you are the strangest cold–– the kind that soothes instead of stings, the kind that kindles fires and bakes chocolate chip cookies, the kind that turns his cheeks red without a touch but with a smile. but he likes it. so when winter knocks at his door and asks if he’s “ready to go?” he, the last leaf on the tree, finally flutters down to the ground.
im feeling kinda akward since its my first time requesting,i really really really like your writings and im wondering if you could do some angst for albedo, anything you feel like tbh, but if may i be a little selfish i was thinking on something like he hurt you, so you break up with him or maybe he break up with you and regret later, im in love with the genius and your writings so why not lol, hope you are doing well, xoxoxooxox
Thanks for the request anon. <3 Sorry it took so long, but I’m feeling angst today so here goes. Let me know what you think <3
QUEUED POST
Scenario: Breaking up
Characters: gn! reader x Albedo
Warnings: angst, break ups, regrets, did I say angst?
Categories: angst in Part 1, comfort in Part 2 (It was getting too long so split it into two parts)
Albedo
Alone.
These days you found yourself alone in your shared home. It had been nearly a year since the two of you decided to live together. Maybe that was a bad idea.
You were smitten. He was such an intelligent man, and truth be told you loved how his mind worked. He was silent and mostly kept to himself at first, but with you, there were subtle touches, fleeting kisses. Oh and his eyes, the way his eyes brightened or the way his lips turned up at the sight of you. The way he held you close at nights, up until the morning.
Gone were those days.
He was hardly home. The intelligent man you had fallen in love with, was also a workaholic. Perhaps you should’ve seen it coming. There were so many signs.
Maybe he changed. Maybe you changed. But the little things weren’t enough anymore. He came home just to sleep and wake up, and he was off again.
“Bedo, have you got some time off on the weekend? We haven’t been up to Starsnatch Cliff in a while,” you had prodded him a few days ago, wondering if the problem would be solved if you made the first move.
“Sorry, Y/N, we’re just about to discover more about the properties of electro crystals... It’ll be useful if we want to sustain higher energy concentrations on...” and just like that he had gone off a tangent explaining the whole thing. You smiled a little, it was still endearing how excited he got discussing those things.
But you couldn’t help but be lonely at how he seemed to love his research more than you.
‘Maybe I just need to be more proactive. That’s it! I’ll go and visit him at the lab today!’ Surprising him was one of the things that you had always wanted to do. But not a lot of things got past Albedo. He was observant like that. You made a quick run to the bakery, getting him some croissants and welcomed yourself into the Favonius Headquarters.
You looked up at the sign on his laboratory door. That sign was always there though, Klee had told you about it, and Sucrose had also talked about it once or twice before, telling you that it wouldn’t be a good idea to go in if the sign was up. But when was it ever down? So, you shrugged, and pushed the door open with a wide smile.
“What are you doing here?!” There’s a wild look in Albedo’s eyes the moment you step in. He didn’t appreciate being disturbed. You tilted your head a little at his reaction, you weren’t expecting that.
“Oh, since you’ve been so busy these days I just thought I’d drop by and give you something to--”
“Y/N, did you not see the sign on the door? No disturbances, even from you,”
“I’ll just be quick, I’m just dropping this off,” you lift the paper bag from the bakery and lay it down on the nearest table. Albedo closes his eyes with a sigh.
“...We’re working on something dangerous right now, I don’t have time to eat. Please take it back,”
Surprisingly, you obey quite quickly, and take the paper bag back into your hands. Annoyance start to pulse in your veins. “Anything else you want me to do? Maybe disappear so I don’t bother you or your research so much?”
Sucrose had been standing there the whole time, and you can see the slight wince on her face at your cold statement... But Albedo had returned it ten fold, snapping an answer back. “Yes, Y/N, that would be excellent, don’t get in the way. Stop being irritating at the wrong moment,”
You didn’t expect how much it would sting. Your shoulders slump downwards at the realization that this... had gone too far. You couldn’t take it anymore. Sucrose opens her mouth, but doesn’t know what to say looking back and forth between you and Albedo.
The Kreideprinz had continued with his task as if nothing had happened at all, but he knew what he said. He didn’t want any interferences nor accidents happening in the lab and that was the only thing he cared about at the moment.
Your foot moves to step back, but your eyes are glued to Albedo. You can only see his back. His hair tied up neatly, the shoulders that you loved to wrap your arms around and his hands that were always gentle. You took a good look, drinking the whole scene in like you hadn’t had a drop of water in days.
This was the last time you would lay eyes on him and it broke you into so many pieces. You turned away without another word, Sucrose staring at the door, before she decided that she needed to follow you. “I-I’ll be back, Master Albedo,” she rarely ever abandoned an experiment, but she knew that you needed a friend right now.
Ironic, because it should have been Albedo running after you, but instead the green-haired girl caught up to you just as you reached the fountain in the middle of Mondstadt. “Y/N!” she jogs, and stops when you do as you hear your name.
Tears prickled your cheeks, but they were more of frustration than sadness. You stand there for a moment, drying your tears and turning around towards Sucrose, gaze on the pavement. “Y/N...” Sucrose approaches carefully, hand resting on your shoulder.
“...I don’t know anything other than Albedo, Sucrose,” you start, a curtain of memories flashing through your mind. “...Without him, there isn’t much reason for me to stay in Mondstadt,” Sucrose shakes her head rather hastily. “H-He’s just... a little occupied right now, Y/N, I’m sure he doesn’t mean what he said,” You close your eyes, the scene repeating in your head.
“Anything else you want me to do? Maybe disappear so I don’t bother you or your research so much?”
“Yes, Y/N, that would be excellent, don’t get in the way. Stop being irritating at the wrong moment,”
A hard lump forms on your throat at how hard you try not to sob. How hard you try to keep yourself together and Sucrose sees it from the way your lips tremble. “Sucrose, please watch over him,” and that is also the last that Sucrose sees of you.
That night, Albedo arrives home exhausted, just as he always does. But now that he was home, he could at least expect a warm meal and a warm hug. A soft smile tugs on his lips at the thought.
When he turned the lights on, he was met with a strange stillness instead. His hand stays on the switch as his eyes scan the living room. It was...quiet. There were no plates on the table, and there were no sounds from the kitchen.
Deep in the pits of his stomach there’s an anxiety that starts bubbling up. He brushes it off, opting instead to check the kitchen. “Y/N?”
Empty.
His footsteps hasten as he opens the bedroom door, expecting you to be curled up there, asleep.
Empty.
Albedo takes in a shaky breath. You were probably just out in town, doing some late night shopping. Yeah, that’s it, perhaps you just didn’t have enough ingredients for dinner today and--his eyes land on the bedside table.
The photo frame is gone. The photo of the two of you standing side by side together with comfortable smiles on your faces, his hand on your waist, and the house on the background.
He throws open the closet doors. Your clothes are gone. Your shoes are gone. Even your scent seemed to have disappeared. The anxiety that was once a small bubble in his stomach had started to claw it’s way out, wrenching his heart in places that he didn’t know could hurt. The tears pooling in his eyes were so foreign that he didn’t even know what was happening until he hears himself gasp back a sob.
You’re gone.
Suddenly it was so hard to breathe, but he pulls himself up and out the door. There’s no way. Where would you go? Perhaps you were just around Mondstadt, trying to get a breath of fresh air to calm your nerves. He searches everywhere. The church, the tavern, the Good Hunter and even atop the rooftop of the Favonius Headquarters. There was a decent view of the city there, and his eyes roam the streets, just to get a glimpse of you.
“...Please...” There’s another lump in his throat, his eyes dart around looking for any small sign of you.
“Albedo? Tired?” you ask as he returns home one day. He merely lets out a small “Mm,” and pulls a chair out from the dining table to sit on. You walk into the kitchen to fetch him a cup of tea, and he snatches your hand to press a soft kiss on the back of it. “Thank you, love,”
“...Please!” his grip on the stone walls of the rooftop tighten. His vision blurs.
“Al! Don’t do that!” you try to swat his hand away from the pot, a short laugh coming off of your lips at how mischievous he could be sometimes, trying to dip his finger into the sauce. He has a grin on his face as he successfully tastes the sauce off his finger, making a sound of approval as he draws you in for a light kiss on your forehead, “It’s good, as always,”
His legs buckle, and he finds himself on his knees, hands fisted upon the cold stone wall. “At least tell me where you've gone! I can’t--” he doesn’t know when the last time he cried was, but whenever it was, he doesn’t remember it to be this bad. The pain was unlike any injury he had, it grasped so tightly at his heart.
“Anything else you want me to do? Maybe disappear so I don’t bother you or your research so much?”
“Yes, Y/N, that would be excellent, don’t get in the way. Stop being irritating at the wrong moment,”
He furiously shakes his head because he knows that it was his fault. “I didn’t mean it, please give them back,” as if there was someone else who took you away. As if there was a God listening to him right now.
He realizes that the worst of it was not that you had left, but that you had left no traces of you behind. No photo. Not a piece of clothing. Not a trace of your existence.
Nothing for him to hold on to.
That night, he dragged himself back home. Face flushed and hot from the tears he had shed and the ones he was attempting to hold back.
Handwritten Notes Series: Scaramouche and Xingqiu Ver.
Scenario: He leaves before you wake up
Disclaimer: Not official signatures… Just my imagination.
Special thanks to @rim0na for giving me suggestions on Xingqiu <3 Also a request from @datonecanadianartist (I know you requested some other ppl <3 I shall get to them when I’m comfy)
Part 1: Diluc, Zhongli, Childe and Albedo
Part 2: Xiao and Kaeya
Part 3: Bennet and Dainsleif
Part 4: Chongyun and Razor
Part 5: Kazuha
Boku no Hero Versions: Midoriya, Todoroki, Bakugou
Scenario: Something leads the reader to say “Let’s stop seeing each other,”
Shortfic + Headcanon
Warnings: angst to fluff, not proofread
Characters: fem reader x Diluc, Kaeya, Albedo,
Scenario: Couple fights are normal. Sometimes you just say the wrong thing.
Diluc
Sometimes things in the winery are just out of order. Specially when the grapes are not in season, or simply when the accounts don’t match up.
Despite that he still diligently looks after the people of Mondstadt in the shadows.
He’s a very diligent man, and looks after you really well, but fights are inevitable sometimes when the two of you are on edge.
“Diluc, honey?” You call out to him softly, pushing the door to his office, a cup of tea in your hands. He looks up only briefly, a soft “Mm,” from his lips as he pores over the papers again.
The accounts didn’t match up. It looked as if they had spent more than they earned this month, and that really pissed him off. “Honey it’s nearly 5 in the morning, you need some sleep.” you gently chide him. Diluc glances at the tea you placed on the table and replies, voice flat, “If you want me to sleep why did you bring me tea?”
You open your mouth to say something, but quickly realize that he’s in one of his moods. Your usual Diluc would say thank you, and say that he’d be there soon–even if he wasn’t, he was at least still nice and civil. “I’ll take it away the–”
“Stop. Just–” He still has good composure, because he pauses, knows that he’s about to say something stupid, takes a deep breath, lets it out just as slow and replies, “I appreciate it, Y/N, but you’ve been in and out of here the whole day. It’s a little distracting, why don’t you go on ahead without me for tonight?”
Perhaps it wouldn’t have escalated if you just agreed, but you being you, concern was already evident on your face. “Well, likewise, you’ve been sleeping late for the past week now, surely you can take one break in the week?” Diluc places his pen down in a slightly harsher thud of his hand and gazes at you pointedly. “And what? So that my work piles up and I have more next week?”
Warning: hurt, injury, not proofread, very little angst
Part 1: (Diluc, Childe, Albedo, Kaeya)
Part 2: (Zhongli)
It was not unusual for a traveller like you to go adventuring just for the sole purpose of collecting materials. That was your normal every day grind. Some days were better than others, getting hurt was not something abnormal either but so far, any injury you sustained had been manageable.
If there was one thing that you tried to avoid while you were out gathering materials. One thing you hated to encounter, it was the Ruin Hunter. And yet you were face to face with it. Those cannons. It was your worst nightmare.
“Mother of Archons just stop shooting!” You yelp as you duck behind a tree again, you were getting really tired. You took a deep breath, and decided to put all your remaining energy into defeating it. You didn’t think there was a way to outrun it at this moment.
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Diluc
“Hey, Diluc? Do you think we could go to town today? I heard the store has discounts on some books!” You’re excited about it, but don’t really mention the specific occasion.
He takes your hand and gives it a quick and chaste kiss before apologizing, saying that he has work to do but he’ll go with you some other time, maybe.
“Ah, okay, well, I’ll go by myself then, I’ll be back!” there’s a weird type of smile on your face, he notes.
Well into the afternoon you come back, hiding something behind you “I’m back! I’ll go and freshen up first,” You try to quickly leave to your room but he notices. “Wait,” he says and asks what you have there.
You’re silent for a moment, looking up at him with a nervous gaze and bring out from behind you, a pretty blue paper bag, with a red ribbon on top. It’s obviously a gift. “From who, and why?” Diluc asks, just curious, not really thinking anything about it.
“…Well…” you can’t lie to him. “From Kaeya…” Diluc’s gaze changes into a blank one. “Why?” he asks again and you were silent for a moment. “…It’s my birthday,”
The realization dropped on him like a ton of bricks. He slowly puts his work papers down and leans back into his seat. You bite your lip and just stare back at him.
He runs a hand through his hair and closes his eyes with a sigh. “I-” he starts, not having the right words to say. “I’m sorry, Y/N, I didn’t…” You shake your head and tell him it’s totally fine and that you understand he’s busy.
He stands up with a sigh and pulls you into a hug. “I’d like it better if you were angry at me,” he glares at the pretty blue paper bag. Has the urge to grab it away from you but refrains.
“Come on, I’m taking you out… Anything you want for the day, and tomorrow,” He leans his forehead on yours and closes his eyes. “I’ll make it up to you, really, I’m sorry,”
There’s actually a crapload of things that I want to share with everyone.
My love for OTOME GAMES (is there anyone out there who still plays Obey Me! Still goes back to their Nintendo Switch just to re-watch those fluffy Otome scenes? If yes please make yourself known, we MUST talk)
My love for OLD SCHOOL anime. Yu Yu Hakusho, Gundam Wing etc.
My tendency to KNOW about a certain anime but not have watched it at all or to be OBSESSED with a certain game that I haven’t even finished at all (Fire Emblem 3 Houses anyone?)
I would like to give an early warning to everyone that at some point, some of these obsessions will surface XD and I will probably realize that this is not purely a Genshin blog but a blog that embodies my chaotic here and there anime and game obsessions. I hope everyone understands <3
Scenario: He leaves before you wake up
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