on the loose

Niall. 25. The Irish one.

[nhxran]

I just wanted to take the time to post this to kind of let everyone know what is on my mind and why I decided to leave this group. I know that I don’t owe anyone an explanation. But since I’ve been here for well over a year and have developed so many plots and connections with everyone here, I felt like I owed that to you.

A few years ago after I group that I was an admin of closed down, I didn’t think I would be able to find another group to call home. That was, until I found this little group and established a name for myself here. I know I have been in this group on and off a few times in the past as difference muses. But the ones that have always stuck have been Niall, Ansel, Candice, Posey, and Lea. I can’t thank everyone enough for taking the chance to write with me and explore my muses and some of my crazy ideas for them. You have given me so many fond memories to look back on with a smile on my face.

But like always, there comes a time where you know it’s time to throw in the towel and leave. For me, this is my time. Over the course of the past few months I have been struggling with some muse issues. Mainly because of my time adjusting to my new job that I got back in April. By the time I got home from work and was able to relax, the last thing I wanted to do was to get online to catch up on a million replies. I always found myself pushing it off and just losing interest. But I did manage to get a second wind of muse not long ago. Suddenly I felt excited to roleplay again and get lost in different and unique plots.

But as many of you know from the ooc posts I’ve made, I just lost my aunt to a battle with cancer just this past week. It’s been a hard time for me since she was my mom’s only sibling and was basically a second mother to me growing up. Not only have I been emotionally unstable, but I had to drop everything and fly back home to Pennsylvania for the funeral, where the rest of my family is. 

Just with everything else going on in my life, I don’t have the time to really dedicate to this group anymore. I love how big of a group it’s grown into. But when you can’t be around too often because of life events, it makes it easy to get lost in the crowd and fall behind. I have so many amazing memories here and have made some of the best friends in my life because of this group. I am thankful for all of you and hope to run into you in other groups as the years go on. And in the off chance you would be interested in writing a 1x1 or something along those lines, please feel free to poke me. Or if you want to trade social medias or numbers. I love you all. Goodbye❤️

[perriedward]

I always get tweets sayin, dont worry niall we love you dont listen to what others say, frankly i dont care what the others say

[twelves]

9 years.

“One Direction is who we are and it’s who we will always be.

[zainjavcdd]

@heyhazza @nhxran @hwfametommo

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haizzzs‌:

i’m not a big twitter fan, since i’m more into instragram, but i do use twitter for mere promotional stuff or replying to friends. let’s get into business, i encountered this thread on twitter which seemed interesting, in said thread they were telling a story in which apparently someone was going after this person, and they had no idea why. but to my surprise it turned out to be a lie. well, since then i swear i became addicted to mystery and terror threads. you know, those threads people write for you to get attached on and keep reading, retweet them so it reaches to more people and go viral. and truthfully, i had no faith in them wrapping me in but they did. i found myself desperate looking for new mystery threads, specially those involving conspiracy theories. what kept you busy or worried these past few days? any concerns? @hfrpstarters

Does this mean you’re into true crime things too? Should I be scared of you blackmailing me and framing me for murder or something?

[nhxran]

zainjavcdd‌:

Dusk Till Dawn has surpassed 1.2 billion views on YouTube and A Whole New World has crossed 60 million plays on Spotify. Been making music for years and stuff like that still surprises me. Although, I think the Greece trip did me some good. I got a call back from a realtor in LA, looks like I’m going to be packing all week. What are you doing this week? Hopefully something fun or productive? 

Look at you go, mate. I’m so proud of you and I’m glad you’re living your best life. Although I’m kind of bummed we didn’t cross paths on the Greece trip. If I would have known you were in the vicinity, I would have tried to meet up with you for a pint or two. Are you moving into LA or moving out of LA? I can’t keep up anymore.

[nhxran]

jesynclscn‌:

Please, someone watched Stranger Things season 3? Because I really need someone to discuss and cry with me. I would probably end up crying. And the post credits scenes I started doing my theories. I just kept looking at the TV and thinking about my whole life after this season. Seriously. I hope Netflix don’t make me wait almost 2 years for the next season. What about you? Are you obssessed with any TV Show? @hfrpstarters

I’m the only one not on board with this Stranger Things train. Then again, I’m always 20 years late to every cool thing happening in the world. Because I’m actually a 90 year old man. I don’t know if I want to dedicate my precious time to something that’s only going to make me cry. Who would want that?

[nhxran]

cmreedx‌:

 I’ve been on a current binge watching all these Netflix movies– some of them make me question things – others make me cry, laugh or smile. so – I guess we can say that Netflix has a bunch of movies made for every type of person. one movie that currently I seem to be stuck on is like called ‘ secret obsession’ and it’s like I know the guy has to be bad but he’s really hot. especially in those glasses.  I feel like I got into the ‘bad boy’ thing way too late in my life – but at least it’s just a movie. Have you ever got late into a trend but years later after it’s not so cool anymore? @hfrpstarters

I feel like I watch more series on Netflix more than anything else. But I know exactly what movie you’re talking about, because I happened to have just watched it a few days ago. It was kind of predictable and cliche, but I was shamelessly hooked on it. I mean, he did pull off those glasses fairly well. But he looked so much like my elementary school chorus teacher and I couldn’t get that image out of my mind the entire time. Imagine watching a movie where your chorus teacher is a creepy stalker.

[nhxran]

dmilovato‌:

Do you ever see an internet trend and rather than trying to make sense as to why it became a thing in the first place you become a bandwagoner? I’d like to think that’s not me right now and the only reason I’m thinking of storming Area 51 is that I’m a true crime and conspiracy theory junkie. So obviously, I’ve been training for this day for a while now and have various plans put into place. Kind of like everyone’s zombie scheme, but instead, I’m about to snatch an alien. Not entirely sure what I’ll do with it afterward yet it’ll absolutely be all over TMZ. 

After seeing the memes, part of me wondered how no one thought of this before. It seems like such a simple, yet effective idea. Maybe not the smartest. But we have to take our chances somewhere. I’m just curious as to what kind of shit they’re hiding from us there. Maybe it’s aliens. But maybe it’s also the lost city of Atlantis that they don’t want us to find. Maybe we can party with aliens in the lost city of Atlantis. The possibilities are endless. You and your little alien pal will be like a modern day version of ET. I just want to be invited over to chill out with you guys, that’s all I ask.

[nhxran]

Text→Camilla⭐️

Camila: Ugh, you're right. You're my little Irish four leaf clover and there aren't many other ones like you out there. We sounds like angels because we are angels 😇 Speaking of albums, I'm gonna need a new one from you pretty soon mister because I can only listen to your first one so many times Niall. The world of Camila is pretty uneventful right now besides putting out new music, which has been fun.

Niall: I mean, there may be others kind of like me out there. But none of them are on my level. So your best bet is to keep me around. You only think you're angels. But I know the truth. You're both devils at heart. Well I happen to be working on a second album. But the perfectionist in me is holding off on releasing it until it's perfect. I kind of blame Taylor for that, since her attention to detail is something that seems to have rubbed off on me. I've been doing my job as being your #1 fanboy and I can confirm your new songs lately have been 🔥🔥🔥

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chrisxrevans‌:

Chris smiled at the younger man, nodding in agreement. “That’s definitely true,” he said, running a hand through his hair as he glanced out the window, which afforded a gorgeous view of the coast. “Oh, I haven’t really been doing much of the physical stuff like hiking or anything like that. My wife is pregnant with our – well, our second and third, I guess,” he said, with a little laugh. “It’s twin boys. So we’ve mostly just been taking it easy.”

“Oh wow, that’s awesome. Congratulations,” Niall spoke with a wide smile. It seemed like there were so many people around that were settling down and having children. He wasn’t surprised that Chris happened to be one of them. “How about I drag you out and we take a hike and enjoy the view of the beach?” Niall knew that being cooped up in a room all day was no way to spend a vacation. Especially in a city as beautiful as this. “We can head out for a couple hours and be back before dinner so you can spend some time with your wife even,” he added, hoping the little extra details would convince him to agree.

[niallsgatorade]

[themenofukandireland]

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Text→Normani

Mani: Sometimes hiding is nice and much needed so I can't blame ya for that one. Still can't get into golf tho lol

Mani: The party was fun! I finally went this year. Of course I have, it's been like ages since I've seen my favorite Irish. That just means we gotta hang sometime while we're here in Greece.

Niall: Golf isn't for everyone. But it's been a huge part of my life for a while now and I can't get enough of it. I'm basically an old man.

Niall: I'm glad you made it. But I'm sorry I didn't get to spend more time with you there. It was kind of crazy and there was so much going on. But hey, if you're in LA we should pick a date to chill out and catch up.

[nhxran]

Text→Arya Stark🐺

Maisie: Do it. Do it now! You'll have to gush about all the excitement after you've seen it. It's official or else this friendship will forever be severed.

Maisie: You're old now, aren't you? Kidding, you don't look a day over twenty. You'll have to let me tag along in his golfing extravaganza so I can make fun of you though. I saw!! I was fucking gutted that I couldn't go. I'm busy with being busy you know? And good, she deserves that much. Can't believe people still feel the need to come for her?

Niall: Wow is this what peer pressure feels like? Because I feel pressured and I don't like it.

Niall: I prefer to be addressed as Old Man Niall now. A day over twenty? Can't I at least be twenty one so I can legally drink in the states? What have you been busy being busy with lately? Tell me all the exciting details.

[nhxran]

Text→Camilla⭐️

Camila: Oh I may actually succeed... you never know what I might do Niall! Okay good, we can be friends again. An entire album? That would be super cool to do together, I'm gonna have to bug Shawn about that now. The world of Camila is pretty dull and boring as well so I'm right there with ya.

Niall: You could never succeed. There will never be another Irishman who wiggles their way into your heart like I have. I mean, you guys sound like a chorus on angels when you sing together. So I would gladly sit through listening to that entire album on an endless loop. I feel like the world of Camilla is anything but dull and boring.

[nhxran]

Old Ways: Niall & Demi

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finenesslovato‌:

Most of us can’t help but imagine two versions of our histories: one is published in a leatherback, aligned with how events actually played out, and then there is the other that acts as a draft with all the variations of how it could’ve. Perhaps it was the pathway they left each other on, or it was his icy eyes that held a certain innocence, but for a while, the man before her stood in the latter. Before life came in with its curvatures and now those days seemed light-years away. Even with the smell of wood coming off of him in waves and the frantic rattle of nickels rubbing against a sweat-licked child’s fingers just as they were inserted into the machine. Still, there is a forgotten part of her that lodged him into that category and stuffed it with too many rose-colored memories, who knows he looks good. His figure is a little buffer now, where there was once bone is fat turned into muscle and the skin where it lays is no longer a shade of white but distinctly tan. She sunk into his warmth, placing her head in the crook of his neck before the connection was lost. “If you think that’ll happen today I ought to throw in some sort of incentive”, she said. For the spark of a minute a grin flashed across her lips, but it wasn’t one formed from the past of who they were but a knowledge of what their interaction meant or possibly to who. “As you know, I like winning and what’s better than a great prize?” She eye-balled him and moved towards the arcade. “You up for that, Horan? Or do you want to retract your question?”

Time was an amazing thing. It sometimes caught a person off guard with how fast it can fly by. In this case, Niall couldn’t wrap his head around how much time had passed since the two of them were a thing. Back when he was touring the world with One Direction and he had a hopeless schoolboy crush on the woman standing in front of him. back when his hair was bleached blonde and he still had braces on his top teeth. Niall was even in shock the older woman gave him a second glance, let alone actually had an interest in dating him. He had been living on cloud nine, enjoying every last moment he could with Demi before it all came to a halt. Between her own personal struggles and his attention focused on touring and putting out album after album like a lifeless robot, things fell apart. But even after all the time that had passed, Niall was thankful to be in her life once again. Niall couldn’t help but playfully roll his eyes and allow his lips to turn upwards into a crooked smile. There was always some type of fun and adventure waiting to be had when it came to Demi. It didn’t come as a shock that she would be looking to up the anti and make the day more interesting. “And what exactly is it you want if you win, hm Lovato?”

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Sparks Fly: Niall & Taylor

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xtswifts‌:

Every kiss with Niall always felt like the first; her heart threatened to beat right out of her chest and she felt every worry, every stress, every slight thing that threatened to dig underneath her fingernails and drive her up a wall slip away and wash downstream. Falling in love with him had been like nothing before. She was certain it would never be like this again, either, but she was alright with that. For now, Niall was the person she thought of when she said forever, and she’d have it no other way. “Ooh, dessert,” she said as she made her way into the room, sitting down on the floor in front of his arrangement. “I didn’t have time to tear into that cake Blake made and the regret was instant. You sure do think of everything, don’t you, honey?” She patted the space on the floor next to her, signalling to him to come sit next to her. She liked having him at her fingertips, liked being able to reach out and feel his presence and know that he was there. With the sharp turn her happiness had taken, her hands had darted out in search of something steady to hold onto and of course, he’d been right there. Words didn’t adequately sum it up, the feeling of having him there to steady the waters. She’d walked through the storms by herself before, but it made it easier when someone walked with her. Subjecting someone to it always made her feel awkward, but with Niall by her side, there was very little she could not do or brave. 

“How was your day?” Taylor asked, rummaging through everything Niall had prepared for them. She’d done her best to make time for herself and hang out with Niall, but there was always something that needed to be done, checked out, greeted or sent off, and she’d morphed into Taylor Swift, pristine party host. “Did you have fun?” 

“You didn’t get a piece of Blake’s cake?” Niall asked with a shocked expression on his face. After all, he had been scouring the dessert table, just waiting for the moment that she arrived with her special baked goods. “If I would have known, I would have stolen a piece and saved it for you.” Niall scooted closer to her and made himself comfortable in his designated space. “Well I just wanted to make sure you had a little special celebration with just the two of us. Because I knew the party would be crowded and we wouldn’t get enough time together.” After all, there wasn’t enough time in the world to spend with the blonde. He could be around her at every last waking moment of the day, and still crave her presence even more. She was like a drug to him. One that he couldn’t get enough of, regardless of how hard he tried. His hands scooped hers up as he intertwined their fingers and touched his lips to the tender skin on the back of hers. 

“My day was great. But it’s much better now that I’m here with you.” Niall leaned in and placed a sweet kiss to the side of her cheek. He leaned forward and looked inside the basket before pulling out a beer for himself and cracking it open. “Of course I had fun. I knew it was going to be a pretty badass party since you were the one behind it all. Plus it was nice seeing everyone and catching up. How about you? Did you have fun?”