melly🫧

my diary tbh triggering asf pro recov<3

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before you decide to scroll through my account, it’s very triggering and i suggest you don’t if you are trying to recover or do not have an eating disorder currently. don’t get yourself down this dark hole. once it gets u ur stuck

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“real eds are like super rare you know” like i can show u its actually not ?

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EDBLR BABIES IM BACK

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𝜗𝜚 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝟒𝐧𝟒 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬

(my dms are open <3)

[sam-108888]

Don’t eat 200 cals of greasy foods.

Make it 200 of fresh fruit or vegetables.

Pretty girls eat pretty foods.

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c/s is my bitchhhh

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going as corpse bride tmrw but i won’t be as skinny as her 💔💔💔💔💔

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im backk! sorry guys i overshare and then i run off and get scared my irls will find this. but in all honesty who the hell uses tumblr besides ppl on edblr

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this morning i was told i look “@norex!c like” and that “you shove your fingers down your throat to be skinny” umm im emetephobic 1, and 2 it’s ednos not ana 🤗

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my most embarrassing ed story is the time i tripled a dose of lax and absolutely nothing happened..

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just binged so bad i’m considering purging (im emetophobic)

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so many things to do today, i just wanna stay home and eating disorder does that make sense

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i think some of us forget 600 cals is so little really, the body needs 2,000 daily and 2,500 for athletes

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i can’t believe i binged on fucking CASHEWS. oh the cals i don’t even wanna think abt it

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i have exact model measurements but i’m like four inches too short

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sometimes i think about posting a pic of myself and saying it’s thin$p0 to see if i’m tiny enough

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if anyone found my edblr i think i’d pass out on the spot