𝑀𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝑀𝐀𝐑𝐘 (2026) dir. david lowery
a series of movie prompts from david lowery's mother mary (2026). feel free to change pronouns as you see fit ! cw; sexual themes, gore, & suicidal ideation
❛ you are a carcinogen, you are a tumor, whose malignancy has defined the ebb and flow of all i've done. ❜
❛ do you know how much space you occupy in the entirety of me? ❜
❛ if you hadn't shown up on my door this morning, i'd have gladly gone the rest of my days thinking of you regularly. ❜
❛ never have i known how closely love and hate are bound than when i think of you and realize you deserve neither. ❜
❛ i'll kill you softly. so sweetly, kindly. ❜
❛ i was born to be the widow of love. ❜
❛ but your teeth tell me i'm not enough. ❜
❛ i hadn't seen her in over 10 years but i could tell she was coming from a mile away. ❜
❛ i felt as if a secret twin had grown in my skull. ❜
❛ would you like something to eat? ❜
❛ so the onus is on me then, to list off your offenses one by one and cross-check them against the totality of your "i'm sorry"? ❜
❛ that hardly seems worth it, does it? making me do all the work, just like you always do. ❜
❛ what, you don't have a whole coterie of stylists to take care of that for you? ❜
❛ and you've come crawling back to me because you know i can do better. ❜
❛ will you let me do whatever i like? will you do exactly as i say? ❜
❛ now, as you can see, i've entered my ms. havisham period very much ahead of schedule. ❜
❛ this is where i come to cry my eyes out in the dark. ❜
❛ you'll see how i've changed. what the years have made of me. ❜
❛ don't worry. there are no spies in our midst. ❜
❛ no, you want to tell me. you want me to know so badly, you can hardly stand it. but it's okay. i can wait. ❜
❛ yes, I know what you said. you don't want to wear one, but what if i want you to wear one? ❜
❛ are you there? are you mine? do you feel holy? are you real or divine? ❜
❛ your spirit is calling me. ❜
❛ you want me to make you into a knife? ❜
❛ i want to be sharp. i want to have a point. ❜
❛ i could build you a pyre the likes of which the world has never seen if that's the way you see things going. ❜
❛ we are still speaking in… abstractions, aren't we? ❜
❛ so you're not planning on self-immolating on my doorstep? ❜
❛ people say quitting is for cowards, but it's actually one of the bravest things anyone can do. ❜
❛ i can't quit. i don't know how to do anything else. ❜
❛ when you open your mouth and sing about your sadness, it will be everyone's sadness, and it will be writ as large as the goddamn sky because that's what you give people. ❜
❛ you're going to lay waste to her, aren't you? ❜
❛ but it's been a while, my mouth is lonely for you. ❜
❛ every now and then, though, something happens. and it makes us prick up our ears and say, "that was a moment." ❜
❛ what i think we're really saying… is for that moment, we were… together. ❜
❛ did I really hurt your feelings so badly? ❜
❛ and there i was… who knew you and… who loved you, trying to pick up the pieces. except there weren't even any pieces 'cause everything i had was… wrapped up in you. ❜
❛ you never know how little you matter until you realize that everything you've done has been in the service of someone. ❜
❛ the whole world loves you just as much as i do. ❜
❛ i wanted you to look like joan of arc. when i heard you sing, that's what i saw. ❜
❛ i liked it. i liked how you saw me. i liked how it felt… when you dressed me. ❜
❛ these metaphors are exhausting. ❜
❛ you went somewhere… i couldn't follow. ❜
❛ can't you do it? can't you do the work? make me love you again. ❜
❛ i'm no good at changing on the spot. i'm not… like you. i can't be what other people want me to be at the drop of a hat. ❜
❛ everyone else needs you. i don't. ❜
❛ would you like to know what happened the last time i heard you sing? ❜
❛ you were radiant. i was miserable. ❜
❛ the pain that it gave me was pure and sharp. and i could think of no way to describe it other than you. ❜
❛ i can say without a doubt, there was a ghost at the foot of my bed. ❜
❛ she was red. not red like a color. more like… red like a feeling. ❜
❛ i stopped thinking about you. i stopped dreaming about you. and everything's been better ever since. ❜
❛ where do ghosts go when you don't need them anymore? ❜
❛ now, you must open the door and let my love in. ❜
❛ you said i need to open my heart. so here i am, opening it as far as i can. ❜
❛ when are you and i ever gonna be in the same room again after all this is done? ❜
❛ you'll take your dress and you'll go away, and I'll be here, haunting my own house, all alone. ❜
❛ everybody has an obsession, everybody has a secret, everybody has a dark cradle ❜