Hi there 👋 I'm a big fan of yours. Your art is amazing as always. My question is that do you get art requests a lot? I saw that you often apologize for being a bit late to respond to requests. As an artist myself, I know just how much time and effort it takes to make good quality art. So you shouldn't apologise for it. You responding to them should be more than enough in my opinion. If there's anyone who gets mad at you for being late then they don't deserve you. You deserve nothing but lots and lots of love ❤️
First of all, thank you whoever this anon is ;; - ;;) I don't know if you follow me, or your follow me for certain fandom.
I really appreciate it ;; - ;; (I will go little bit of vent here)
I always wanted to give anyone who appreciate me the best I can, that's why every request I receive take a while. I'm very happy every time I receive them. Because since day 1 on tumblr, I always have a dream I got an ask from someone who sees my art. I actually very happy.
To be completely honest, I draw because I wanted to have friend who also had the same passion as me. Unfortunately, I'M EXTREMELY NOT GOOD WITH GROUP CHAT;;;;;;; I know it's a good way to make friends through there, but I guess my mental health and things happened in the past making me can't do that (even tho everyone in group chat is kind)
so, what I do? I DRAW
I draw until someone approach me, I always believe this since day 1. At the end of the day, I just wanted someone who listen without judging me anon ; v ;) without making fandom like competition as well. However it's still very hard for me, I guess this is things I need to work on as well since no one is perfect;;;;; (this is probably getting confused because I'm horrible explaining things LMAOOO)
I live in third world country anon....things......is not as good as the others *laughs* especially these days, so everything is getting worse unfortunately ; - ;). I'm planning to quit my job as well (and accidentally your ask is the first thing I read after I had argument with my boss and had a bad day after my shift today, so thank you ; - ;)
As weebs in third world country and born without privilege, sometimes......you see people living your dream. This is also hard when I wanted to join conversation, how do I tell people no matter how hard I work, I will never be able to buy or go to places I wanted to. Or I have to work and wait certain amount of years in order to get things I wanted ....it's very hard to see people get things you wanted for A DECADE so easily, I often crying because of this
Again, I just ended up drawing, for mutuals, and online friends. Their respond always makes me happy, that least I can do to feel seen and belong (sounded like people pleaser I know lol)
So yeah.... I often jealous whenever I see fanart with same fandom like me, get lots of comment with passion like "I guess my art is just ugly and not good enough since they just leaving likes haha YOU SUCK LOOOOLLLL (my head)
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ things I can do is just drawing, I'm still FAR from good. Seeing my age as well and how talented younger artist these days. Again, at the end of the day, I just want a place where I can be myself.....but looks like I have to wait a bit and keep drawing
Thank you again for sending this, I'm very very happy and crying answering this haha
I saw that you don't have any Shuji Miwa art 🥲 it'd be really kind of you if you make one with jin in it, love their dynamic. (Thx in advance if you do consider making it 🥰) personally I really like shuji a lot. I don't know why some people out there hate him cause of his attitude or whatever reason. He's literally a teen babyboy who lost his beloved sister to those white monsters (neighbors) 🥺. To me, he's a broken sweetheart who needs love. What's your opinion tho? I'd love to know what you think of miwa as a person other than a border agent.
Here you go anon!!
I'm in the middle of re-reading the manga in my local language and it was very entertaining wwwww. I like dynamic between miwa and jin too, thank you for your message!
