poison

{ RAMSEY, NICHOLAS; XX } ——we all have an old knot in the heart we wish to untie.

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nramsey: i think as roommates @masonsux & i have reached a friendship level where we're actually becoming the same person complete with pathetic attempts at facial hair

[venula]

She wanted to protect me from wearing my scars like they defined me.

Things I Never Got To Tell You, Part 1 (via venula)

[dcminic]

Sometimes don’t you just imagine wonder how it would be to see through another person’s eyes? How they see the world, what their inspirations and hidden fears are. I’d just love to be on someone else’s mind for one day, to be quite honest with you         preferably on Beyonce’s or Scarlett Johansson’s, though.

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I think that'd be pretty cool as well. I always think it's sort of crazy how we're all living right now yet doing completely different things. It'd be pretty rad living through someone else's eyes for a bit just to see another side of life. I also think it's kinda crazy that we all may see different colors, ya know? Like, we can all say that the color green is green but my green probably isn't the same green that you see and we can't explain what the color we see is because it's just green and there's no other way to describe color.

[theultimatejae-deactivated20201]

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“Did I stutter? I said, dance with me.”

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"No? I don't know how to dance..."

[hcdiids]

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Are you sure? I mean — I can get the napkins. Please, it’s not trouble at all.

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It's really not that big of a deal.

I have a few extra shirts with me anyway because I'm always spilling stuff on myself anyway.

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— moodboard 001. ► INTERNAL

❛ he was swimming in a sea of other people's expectations. men had drowned in seas like that.

[notvienna]

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I’m sure if you perfected painting and quickly painted and repainted yourself after every, small movement you made, you could become invisible? Shoot, isn’t it a ‘lil sad that’s the easiest solution to invisibility? Pretty dismal, if you think about it.

Thanks about the contact — though I think you’re right, and I may just stay blind in my left eye for the rest of the afternoon. Crap.

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It's honestly too bad that I'm horrible at anything to do with art or else I would be willing to give it a go. I mean, it would take forever but I think it'd be worth it.

Do you not have a pair of glasses you could use instead? Or maybe another pair of contacts? Wearing just one contact is really gonna put a huge strain on your eyes.

[missrpt]

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This isn’t even me pressuring you, but I can if you’d like. My headlocks are on point, you know?

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Alright, alright—I'm doing my best here. Just...just gimme a second.

[lovedself]

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"Maybe. Can’t you at least agree I have the right to think this? Because I do, Nick. You are and you will always be in love with her and I cannot compete with her. I never could. She is too perfect for you to ever get over her. You know I am right."

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"I do love her, Soph—I'm not denying that but I'm not in love with her. I can't be in love with someone who's dead."

[sonnetwtf]

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Take a break? That sounds nice, but if I take a break I might never want to come back to working on this. Could you possibly bring me a smoothie and take pictures of the beach to show me? I might even look some pictures up on Google. That’s how desperate I am to get out, but also to finish this first.

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I mean, I could if you really wanted me to.

I can at least get you a smoothie. What's your favorite?

[chanceshq-deactivated20160721]

"I have a joke. How many tickles does it take to make an Octopus laugh? — Ready? 10-tickles! — Okay, okay here’s another one. What do you call a fake pasta? An im-pasta!"

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"Those were really good. What else do ya got?"

[theultimatejae-deactivated20201]

"Woah, woah, woah. Is this ‘Sex and Super Smash Bros.’?! Oh shit, this song is my jam. C’mon you have to know this song, right? Dance with me.”

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—what?

[jaysaner-deactivated20150305]

Probably the worst thing about facebook is the fact that things just start playing whenever you scroll to it. Now, I’ve spent about thirty minutes longer on facebook than I intended too.

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People still use Facebook?

My brother told me that our grandmother got a Facebook account and that's when I decided that it was a definite no go.

[hcdiids]

Oh — listen, I swear I didn’t mean to spill that on ya! You see, I’ve been having such a hectic week, an’ — well, do you even wanna hear this, really? I’ll just go get a towel.

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It—It's fine, don't worry about it. Just a shirt, no big deal. I can probably get this cleaned off with a few napkins.

[suicideisquad]

[venula]

I just want to write and write and write and write and keep writing until every single word in my mind has found a home.

[sonnetwtf]

What I really want right now is sleep, smoothies, cookies, and a walk outside of my room. I’ve been sitting here highlighting words and trying to find out what the definition of cognitive psychology is. Like, I know, but also it’s taking a long time to finish and, dude, my mellow is coming apart. I think I’m even going to need glasses if I stare at this book any longer.

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You should just take a break, Sonnet. A little fresh air would do you some good. You can't stay cooped up no matter if you do have work to do, it's not healthy. I say go and get yourself a nice, green smoothie, take a walk down by the beach and then go back to highlighting.