Nick Gilmore.

@nick-gilmore

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

“Stop acting like you have your crap together now and that you’re offering me up advice that even you can’t take for yourself. Nick your sorta marriage (because you didn’t get legally married) to Nora whom is missing (allegedly) And you’re trying to give me a reality check? I don’t think so man.” She said using his legs to push herself back onto her feet. “Are you trying to tell me you care because me standing her with a wetty and you doing nothing about it seems pretty cruel and uncaring to me. Look, since you don’t want to cum focus on me because I do!” She got the horny rage.”I’m going to get the D from somewhere so it might as well be you.” That had to be reason enough to convince him to get her off. “Another thing you act like I’ve been having sex-I have not. You’re the first one to touch me since….Dim. So believe me I know sex is no remedy.”

“I’m not trying to act like I have my crap together I’m trying to not take advantage of you because whether you know it or not you are CLEARLY! Not alright. And you think I don’t know that? what happened to the no cliche Bekka that just seen marriage as a piece of paper at a court house? What me and Nora did was a promise to each other not to the government so she is my wife.” He nods his head with a laugh. “Might aswell.” As in nothing better around so why wasn’t he being grateful. “You’re gonna make a mistake. just be careful.” Nick stood and walked away.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

“No, I’m fine now.” She insisted she was no longer intoxicated. “I wasn’t trying to use you to numb the pain! I wanted to feel something I hadn’t felt in so long. I was so tired of being numb.” She inched back with the chair still on her knees. “Just relax man.” She untied the back of the hospital gown showing her tits to him. “A little something to look at…” She grinned so naughty at him but it was sorta cringe. She placed her hand back on his crotch to see if he’d still object this time.

“No.” He tried to make her understand. “You’re not. and you haven’t been for a while now.” He grabbed the gown pulling it quickly back onto her shoulders. “Why’re you doing this. Sex isn’t a remedy and it’s not gonna help anything if you don’t wanna be numb anymore then you need to pay attention to what you’re feeling and then let yourself feel it or you will always be numb so that it can’t catch up to you. You deserve at least that much.” He stood up. “I hope things get better for you Bekka, I do. And I hope your son wakes up just as perfect as he was last time you seen him before this. I’m sorry but If I were to do this I’d be making your problem worse and not better for no longer than 5 minutes. So listen to everyone that came into your room today because believe it or not they were only here because they care.”

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka sighed she wanted Angel to at least know she was in the hospital and that Gadget was not doing the best right now. Bekka would Text Angel later. “I’m sorry I’ve upset you. I’m going through a bad season in life right now or that’s what my dad would say;” She knew that Walter would never threaten to take the boy’s away from her. And ultimately wished Walter was here for her during the most difficult time of her life yet. Bekka clenched her thighs still feeling her natural lubrication where she had been with Nick a couple hours earlier. “Sit, please-” She forced him unexpectedly into the visitor chair and went on her knees. Bekka unzipped his fly with his pleasure and her calm in mind. “Let meee apologize,” She said slipping her hand into the fly of his pants fishing to pull his cock out.

“Yeah tell me about it. I should have listened to my winter storm advisory. ” He wasn’t even kidding. “What? no Bekka.” He backed the chair up against the wall. “Stop. You’re intoxicated. I’ve wanted even a glimmer of an apology from you for years for things less worse than this but that is not the way to do it.” He pulled her hand from his pants. “I’m sorry you’re having a shit time right now. We all are. and we’re doing stupid things. And we can lean on each other but we can’t go around blaming everyone else for why we’re on the ground. I lost someone too. But what I was doing with you wasn’t just to try and numb the pain. I wouldn’t use you like that.... Like you did me.”

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Rebekkah rolled her eyes, “Gross!” She watched him look at the girl. “You okay there?” She thought him weird. Bekka opened her door. “Nick can you call Angel?” she asked. And Rebekah looked at her, “Get back in your bed. You can’t be up!” She got onto her. “Okay, but Nick come here.” She acted like a kid.

“Sure but I’m not asking him to come.” Why would he do that? and why would she possibly expect him to come? “What?” He walked in to her room.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Rebekka cut her off, “CIPA, I know. Little freak.” She half smiles and exits the room seeing Dallas and Nick. “She’s all yours…or yours…I don’t know who’s hittn it but good luck. And I’m starting her on birth control. Did you use a condom?” She asked Nick.

“Oh no ma’am but don’t worry I didn’t.. ya know” He nods and caught a glance of that little girl again and thought for a moment. “wait a minute. Nah!” He shook his head and thought.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka felt uneasy and upset as she heard the noise. “No…don’t leave.” She said to Dimittri. “get off me, GET OFF ME!” She bucked Nick as Dallas walked in on them on the couch with Bekka freaking out a little on him.

“I’m not.” He then was shocked by what she said never. “Okay! Okay wait are we role playing and I’m not actually supposed to stop or? Bekka I don’t understand.” He rolled off into the floor and looked up. “Oh hey Dallas.” He said and covered his junk with a pillow from the couch.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka recuved chills from Nick flipping her over to doggy. “Just-just go easy.” She said helping him help her out of her panties. At least she wasn’t so self conscious about her birthy vag now. Bekka pressed her hands deeper into the mattress feeling his weight upon her as he was hitting from the back. “Kiss me,” She mumbled but was talking to Dim.

“Always. unless told otherwise.” He winked and popped the cock in and went at it. Nick leaned over her to kiss her. Dimitri looked at her. “I can’t I have to go now. do you feel that? That’s delirium setting in.” There was a noise. “But that. That was real. Dallas is here. Somethings wrong. But it probably wouldn’t be if I were here.” Dimitri was gone and Nick didn’t seem to notice the noise.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

“Wiggly!” She giggles. “I-I’m Dim tonight,” she said disconnecting from Nick a bit. Bekka laughs small hearing Dimitri say snakes. “CoNdOm? You don’t want me baby?” Bekka asked but it looked as she was talking to Nick not Dimitri of course. “You smell sexy!” She said sniffling Nick and grinding her pelvis against his. “Dry pegging!?” She burst laughing. “I wanna do you dry!” She said to Dim. Bekka’s eyes saddened, “You stopped writing…” Bekka missed his poetry and his soft voice reading them aloud to her.

Nick started to notice she was being weird. “Wha? I mean yeah sure I’ve got a condom.” He was confused. “Oh thanks. I felt a little sweaty so I wasn’t sure.” He thought she meant him. He sigh moaned at her grinding on him it was nice and he dribbled from the tip. “Dry?’ He laughed. “That’s gonna hurt. But we can doit lubed.” He grinned. “Just how ever you want.” He furrowed his brows. “I never started.” He laughed again. “Come here.” He pulls her up and flips her on her knees to be doggy style done. Dimiti was infront of her and said. Did I? because ole horny jack rabbit here only seems to care about the hole if you know what I mean.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka’s eyes caught a glimpse of Dimitri that made her double take. Her heart rate sped up and she said his name in her head with a question mark. She began to feel uncomfortable as she spotted the quick glimmer of his engagement ring which she was wearing on a chain around her neck. Bekka was shy almost as Dimitri was talking about Nick’s tiny cock but she giggled with her mouth wrapped around it and she nods. “Huh?” Bekka pulled away from Nick looking at Dimitri. “I don’t… wanna think about that.” The bugs eating her tip. Bekka outreached her pointer finger into nothing visible to Nick, but Bekka touched the corner of Dimitri’s mouth watching him try not to grin from it. “Say..snakes.” Aside from the nightmares she had nightly about losing Dimitri this was the first time she had seen him in what felt like forever.

“What don’t wanna think about what? was it pube?” He laughed. “What?” He was confused but grinned. “Snakes? Is that a fetish? Come on.” He pulled her up. “Whoa a little wiggly.” He said meaning how loose her joints were. “You still good with Doggy or are you dom tonight?”

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka popped her mouth off is tip. “Why wouldn’t I still have it?” She questions offended, “Id it because I have kids now so you just assumed I had lost all sexual talent?” She stood up. “I need another drink. I’ll be right back.” She wandered into the bedroom and tossed a couple of pills in the back of her throat (Or maybe her counting was a little off cause she was drunk and that was more than just a couple of pills) Bekka washed them down by turning a bottle of vodka up. As she stumbled back into the room the though of 69ing? Bekka laughs out loud, “Hell nah man. We aren’t going to 69, you should know by now how I feel about that and that is for—” Well, her husband but she didn’t have one anymore and Bekka has huge regret not marrying Dimitri especially since the boys have his last name but she didn’t. “Puck…i-i mean…pick another one.” position she means as she got back on her knees. Something about sucking a cock soothed her.

“No I meant because we hadn’t been together that we remember in a few years.” The didn’t mean to offend. “I mean well we’ve always liked doggy.” He grinned and watched her make her way back down to sucking his cock almost like a binky to a baby that was upset but he shrugged and let her do what she wanted.

As Bekka Bobbed on that cock eyes seemingly appeared at the side of her meeting hers. It was Dimitri’s although not in the flesh but rather in her mind. “Thanks for not letting him taste you. That’s mine.” The ring on his finger sparkled. “Tiny isn’t it?” Nick cock. “ Compared to the rest of him. Kind of underwhelming and that’s coming from hetero me. Don’t feel bad for wanting to laugh I wanted to when I saw it for the first time, god I hoped it would be the last time but here we are.” He sighed. “Yeah she likes it from the back oh but be tender she still likes it lovingly. Hey do you think he minds tips? just giving him some tips from when you were on my tip.” He laughs. “Now I’m 6 feet in the ground and bugs have probably eaten my tip off by now ya think?” Like a ghost he would appear in different places out of nowhere.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

It felt strange feeling him touch her because it was the first time anyone had laid a hand on her since she had gave birth to Atti and Bekka was a little shy and self conscious. “Uhm, I hope that feels nice to you….” She said awkwardly. “Here– I want to.” She insisted as she shifts to her knees and pulls him out of his pants going down on him. “Mmm, Nick,” She gags on him a little. Bekka wanted to be pet she was longing for that tenderness Dimitri had showed her what intimacy could be.

He laughed. “Well I was hoping it felt nice for you.” I mean he was fingering her. “Then who am I to stop you.” He obliged. “Mmm Bekka. You still got it.” He teased and put his hand on her head. “We should 69.”

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

His lips so warm pressed against hers making her wet spot grow and her gash plump. It was quiet and her heart raced with the desire to be touched. Bekka peeled his shirt off his nice bod and flings it to the floor like a cat unwrapping a Christmas ham from the deep red foil. Bekka became vocal as she became so wet she could feel it teasing her at the slightest movement. Nick removed her shirt and unclasped her bra freeing the tatas, She pulled his head into her breasts wanting the attention she moans feeling her nipples harden at the anticipation of his touch as his hands began to wander. Bekka slipped her hand into her panties doing circles around her clit. “Fuh, I’m so wet for you.” She whispers trying to harden him up even though it was true.

Nick touched them boobies and grabbed her hips pushing her weight down on him more and rocking her on him so slightly His eyes followed close as she took her hand and he watched her trail down to her panties. “ How Rude don’t just show and tell. share.” Nick slipped his hands down her pants his fingers sliding just to the wet outer parts as he got even more firm for her. A fingering was coming if she’d welcome it.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka also wanted to make out like a teenager in the back of the car. “I’m used to people being disappointed in me.” She comments still hurt the argument with her mother resulting to her moving in with Dallas. Bekka walked over to the fridge grabbing a couple of beer bottles. “Make yourself comfortable.” She said and sat on his lap passing Nick another drink. “A little something to sip on.” She laughs but wasn’t talking about the drink. In the back of her mind she thought: omg he’s a married dude! Bekka placed her beet on the coffee table. “Hold me,” She said like it wasn’t an option and placed a leg on each side of him. Bekka rest her head on his chest, breathing in his scent triggered the familiar late nights with him they had in the past. It was a little silent for a moment and then you heard the neighbors next door knocking the headboard against the thin walls and Bekka’s arousal grew into a nickel sized wet patch in her panties.

It had been months since she had gotten any. But she felt guilty is it too soon after losing Dim to be sharing her body? “Is it wrong?” She asked sitting up on him to look in his eyes. Bekka’s eyes became sad and tears formed in her eyes but she held them back. “I’m lonely—” she said just above a whisper as her voice cracked and her bottom lip quivered slightly. It was strange the she questioned herself more now that he as gone than when he was alive last time Nick and her did the deed. Bekka pet his hair at the nape of the neck while anxiously waiting for him to say something.

Nick knew her games he may act naive but he knew all too well exactly what she done and how she done it and he’d fell for it before and swore not to again and had succeeded once before in denying her but today he was finding it hard... and difficult. “That depends. Does it feel wrong?” Damn those eyes. Echoed through his head as she stared at him and spoke so heart brokenly and he had come to believe Nora had left him so he too had become lonely. “Well then... Lets be alone together.” He said and inched closer and kissed Bekka because she was oh so tempting.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

“I mean we had a blast last time but it was irresponsible.” she said like an more mature teen. “Uhh, I–Dallas is working all night, if you want to come over? Or maybe that’s weird, is that weird?” Her intentions she meant but didn’t know if he’d take it that way.

“So blasted responsible!” He wished to do it again. He nods and thinks about it. “Yea,... I like Dallas.” He said and ordered an uber on route to Dallas’s place and opened the door for her. “AH! aaa Sorry, Charley horse.” He said and got in the car. They sat there he wanted to make out like a cool kid and his girlfriend coming home from soccer practice with this soccer mom driver. Nick picked up a wiggles top spinner and spins it in the palm of his hand and laughs showing bekka and then sits it down and before they knew it they were at Dallas’s. “Was it just me or did you feel like she was disappointed in us and wanted to ground us?”

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka ate most of the garbage fries and flipped the bill for everything. “Oh come on I think you’ve had enough tea for today misses Nesbit.” She laughed and placed her hand on his beer gut as the stumbled out of the bar. The street lights seemed a little brighter but there wasn’t much traffic flowing through the streets which was unusual. Bekka looked up at him with her auburn fiery eyes aka lustful. “Uh, we probably should call an uber thing.” She bit her lip.

““Uhhhhh.” He said kind of losing track of thought when he seen her eyes were burning amber sex. “Yea. Yea good idea.” He pulls out out his phone the light too bright for his eyes. “Wait where are we going?”

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

Bekka giggles and shakes her head at the guys. “Uh..” She knew she should stop here but, “Yea..yes,” She nods. “Another round.” She placed her hand on Nick’s thigh and smiled at him. “This is nice. I haven’t been able to just breathe for a few months now.”

“Yeah! Anotha round!” He laughed and ordered garbage fries. “Same lame. The past few months have been bogus! I’m never leaving the country again... I hope.” He grinned. “ Face it it’s cause I’m around I’m a chill guy it rubs off come on.” He teased nudging her with his elbow. “This rounds on me! hahaha Kidding I’m broke AF!” They drank more and then more. “KIDS!” Nick said as he stood up drunk and laughing. “Redapple ale!” He said with his arm around Bekka. “Get me outta here.” He laughed.

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“Yhellow It’s Me.”

“That explains a lot I think the chemicals got to your head.” She joked. “Whoa, whoa! The earth is round.” She shook her head with a smirk. “Huh, oh!” She laughs a little when he pulled her hat down, “Hey! No touchy.” She fixed it back. “Great! Duh, I wouldn’t have it any other way.” She said and they went to the bar and had a couple of drinks and Bekka got a little buzzed. “This wings aren’t spicy enough.” She said with watery eyes.

“If I’m not crying it’s not hot enough” The bar tende tossed a towel over his shoulder and said oh trust me you’ll be crying that comes later. Nick laughed. “ Touché, Bobbie.” He laughed yeah your Touché. will be the thing burning Bobbie said and Nick laughed once more. “Another round?” He asked Bekka.

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