Never Settle

Name: Lev Caddian Age: 22 Back story: when he was 2 his parents left him at a church with only his bag and a gutiar sitting next to him.  He was sent into the system and bounced around till he was 18. While there he taught himself guitar and began singing.  Once he was let loose he began playing on the streets for money,  bouncing from place to place and sleeping in motels. He has a labret piercing, his right ear is gaged to a 00 and he has a small house tattoo of a messed up smiley face on his right hand.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“You want to come back to bed to just cuddle, I understand if you dont want to go back to sleep.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev nods, “i like that plan.” he smiles, nuzzling Nick close smiling.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“Come on then, I will rub your back and try to do my best to help calm you down. Feel hungover at all?”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev chuckles, “yeah, hangovee is an understatement for the headache i have.” he winces biting his lip.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“Maybe room service has some Aspirin, and if you have a cool cloth on your eyes, maybe you will feel better. I will keep the curtains drawn so it is cool and dark for you, my love.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles, “huh…thank you…neva had someone takin care of me dyring a hangover.” he chuckles kissing Nick.“thank you.”

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“Well never say never again. I will always take care of you as best as I can, and if I cant, I will get you to a doctor.” Nick took the house phone and dialed up for some Aspirin and gingerale to be sent up.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles, "this'll all be fine in bout an hour or two." he chuckles, "jus sucks fer now."

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael kissed back, giggling against his lips, “mmm.. you’re so amazing. I couldn’t ask for a better husband.” He murmured, kissing him more and getting a bit lost into the kiss

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev holds him vlose by the hips, kissing him before pulling back and finishing his smoke. “Ready to get to the hotel angel?”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael giggled from legs affection, putting out his cigarette and smiling, “yes baby.. let’s” he went to get a taxi for Them, and when one came up to the curb, he put their things in the trunk and got in the back seat with him, telling the driver the address

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev helps with getting the bags in the trunk, getting in and putting an arm around Michael. When they arrive at the hotel Lev pays the taxi driver and gets out.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“You want to come back to bed to just cuddle, I understand if you dont want to go back to sleep.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev nods, “i like that plan.” he smiles, nuzzling Nick close smiling.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“Come on then, I will rub your back and try to do my best to help calm you down. Feel hungover at all?”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev chuckles, “yeah, hangovee is an understatement for the headache i have.” he winces biting his lip.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“Maybe room service has some Aspirin, and if you have a cool cloth on your eyes, maybe you will feel better. I will keep the curtains drawn so it is cool and dark for you, my love.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles, "huh...thank you...neva had someone takin care of me dyring a hangover." he chuckles kissing Nick."thank you."

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael kissed back, giggling against his lips, “mmm.. you’re so amazing. I couldn’t ask for a better husband.” He murmured, kissing him more and getting a bit lost into the kiss

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev holds him vlose by the hips, kissing him before pulling back and finishing his smoke. "Ready to get to the hotel angel?"

[danger]

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“You want to come back to bed to just cuddle, I understand if you dont want to go back to sleep.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev nods, “i like that plan.” he smiles, nuzzling Nick close smiling.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“Come on then, I will rub your back and try to do my best to help calm you down. Feel hungover at all?”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev chuckles, "yeah, hangovee is an understatement for the headache i have." he winces biting his lip.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“You want to come back to bed to just cuddle, I understand if you dont want to go back to sleep.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev nods, "i like that plan." he smiles, nuzzling Nick close smiling.

[dominatemenandwomen-blog]

“Well we will build up your collection of stuff.” Luke chuckles before leading the way to his truck.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev laughs, “That’d be nice, been wearing the same things fer a while now.” he shrugs, walking over to the truck with Luke.

[dominatemenandwomen-blog]

Luke nods and smiles softly before getting into the truck, turning on the warm air to fight off the colder air outside.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev climbs in, putting his guitar case between his legs and putting his habds near the warm air coming from the vents.

[dominatemenandwomen-blog]

Luke smiles softly before quickly driving them home, ready to be in after such a long day.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev looks out the window as they drive, wonderi g what is in store for him on the other sid eof their journey.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

@bluegreen-andlovestained Married, Lev never thought he’d see the day that he got married. But here he is, legally married and on the way to his honeymoon with the love of his life. “I cant believe it…i love you.” he says kissong Michael deeply

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael grinned and looked at his wedding ring. He couldn’t believe it, it was almost hard for him to believe “i love you more..” he sniffed, happy tears falling as he leaned close to kiss him. They were on a flight to Costa Rica, and Michael was so excited

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev gently wipes away his tears, fighting back his own out of pure joy. The wedding was amazing, but small, Lev only had about four guests there. His only family. “I’ve never lef tthe country before.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

“I haven’t either.. but I’m so excited.” He giggled, cuddling him in their first class seats. He was so happy, “I really hope it’s as beautiful as everyone says” he kissed levs lips “mmm… my husband”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles at him, holding him close, “I’m sure it is. Just the pictures are stunning. Of course not as stunning as you are my love.” he winks at the other before kissing him, “my husband.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael giggled and kissed him more, loving the word husband “this is amazing.. I’m so excited” he nuzzled into him “I think the first thing we should do is have some of the native food”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles, “me too, and it get to share this with you. God i dont think I’ve ever smiled more then when im with you.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael smiled and nuzzled lev, squeaking when the plane began to land. He bit his lip and hid his face in levs arm

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev holds him close when he yips, kissing his head. “Its okay angel, it’ll be over before ya know it.” he sooths" rubbing his leg with his free arm.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael blushed, relaxing a little bit but he still hid his face in his husbands arm. He didn’t like flying very much, it was starting to frighten him. He took a deep breath and focused on lev, looking up at him and smiling shyly

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles back down at him, “its okay angel, we’re almost down. So after we get checked in to our hotel you wanna go look for somethin to eat?”

[waningtriplegoddess]

“Yes please.. I’m hungry.. and I made sure we’d have an Oceanside hotel” he grinned “then we can go swimming!” He giggled a little and kissed him lovingly

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

“Sounds perfect baby. This’ll also be my first time in the ocean.” he smiles, excited, “i love you so much baby, im so excited to be starting the rest of my life with you.

[waningtriplegoddess]

“Me too baby… I can’t believe it. I never thought I’d be married” he sniffed and nuzzled him, cuddling into him more and whimpering as the plane landed. He really didn’t like the feeling

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev coos to him gently, “It’s almost over baby i promise soon enough.” In all honesty Lev has no idea how long it takes to kand a plane, just trying to help his little love feel better.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michaels comfort spot was laying his head on levs lap and nuzzling his face into his thighs, so that’s exactly what he did. Soon the plane finally slowly down, going to the gate smoothly

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smilee, rubbing his head gently. “See baby, we’ve landed. Safe and sound.” he smiles, his hand shaking due to his cigarette craving.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael slowly sat up and nuzzled him, “we will find you a smoking area.. I need one too” he kissed him softly, slowly getting out his seat and grabbing his carry on

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev kisses him back, “you read me like a book angel.” he smiles, standing and grabbing his own carry on. “Shall we?”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael grinned and held his hand tight, getting off the plane and instantly feeling at peace “the vibe is so pure here”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev walks with him, feeling a similar sense of peace. Though that could be just from being far away from his past with the love of his present and forever. “It’s an amazing feelin.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael was glowing with joy, hugging levs arm as he followed the signs to baggage claim. He was so excited, “I can’t wait to see our hotel.” He saw his bag and grabbed it, looking for levs next

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev nods, “me too, im sure it’s gonna be beautiful.” he smiles, grabbing his bag when it comes around. And of course his guitar case and instrument.

[waningtriplegoddess]

“Well first we need cigarettes…. ohh I think joints are legal here” his eyes went wide with excitement

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev pulls out his pack from his bag, handing Michael one. “Always keep in extra pack in the case.” he shrugs before smirking. “Man i ain’t been high in ages.” he laughs.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael smirked, going outside to the smoking area and lighting up the cigarette “mmm.. if it’s legal here we should get some.. then consummate our marriage.. sex and bud go great together~” he teased, licking his lips before taking a drag

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev walks with him, lighting up ans smirking. “Honey when it comes to sex with you its already amazing.” he smiles, “never actually had sex while high.” he laughs.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael purred, leaning against him. He smiled and took a heavy drag “we totally should try it baby..” he grinned, “I think my mating season will be soon..”

[waningtriplegoddess]

@nicotineandnotes

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev chuckles nodding, “then we shall try it. ” he smiles before holding Michael close and taking a drag. “Oh really?” he purrs.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael blushed and looked up at lev, “are you sure… you’re okay with me when I have to shift..? I know you’ve told me a million times but.. I don’t want o be ugly in your eyes…”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

"Baby, ya could neva be ugly to be. I love you more then anything."he smiles, kisisng Michael deeply.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick opens his eyes, and gasps, until his mind realizes what is happening. “Lev!” He shouts. “Lev, darling you are having a nightmare!” He let’s him thrash against him, thinking that he retraining him will only make the nightmare worse.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev awakens with a sharp cry, eyes wide and breath ragged pants. “I…I umm I’m sorry i didn’t..“he trails off looking away, trying to pull himself back into reality.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick put a finger to his lips. “You need not worry about explaining, I understand, what I want to know is what I can do to help you calm down.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev bites his lip gently, before standing and pulling on pants. “I need some air. And some nicotine.” he says putting a cigarette between his teeth.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick smoothed the sheets and blankets, before putting on pajama pants, and putting a cigarette between his own lips. He then went out to where Lev was.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev lights up, taking deep inhales of the smoke. He was back in those memories again, almost makes him wonder if he’ll ever life without them. “Im sorry…i hate it when that happenes. Did I hurt you?”

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“No, you did not hurt me, though I suffer when I see you suffer.” Nick put an arm around Lev, and kissed his head. I hate that you have to suffer through this, but you will always have me to comfort you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev cuddles himself against Nick, finding comfort in his touch. “I love you…thank you for…understanding ” he smiles, kissing Nick’s cheek.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“I love you, too, and I will always try to understand. If there is any way that I can bring you comfort, just ask and I will do my best to help you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev shrugs, “just hold me….tell me that it’s not real…that those horrible memeories are…in the past.” he bites his lip, taking a drag.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick puts another arm around Lev, and holds him a bit tighter. “Those nightmares are your past, your future is here with me and I wont let anything happen to you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev rests his head on the other, “I know…there was just so much…that went so wrong. And it didn’t have to.” he sighs.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“If I have anything to say about it, it wont again. It is you and me and a run of the whole world!”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles, "sounds like a damn good deal to me lovely."

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

@bluegreen-andlovestained Married, Lev never thought he’d see the day that he got married. But here he is, legally married and on the way to his honeymoon with the love of his life. “I cant believe it…i love you.” he says kissong Michael deeply

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael grinned and looked at his wedding ring. He couldn’t believe it, it was almost hard for him to believe “i love you more..” he sniffed, happy tears falling as he leaned close to kiss him. They were on a flight to Costa Rica, and Michael was so excited

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev gently wipes away his tears, fighting back his own out of pure joy. The wedding was amazing, but small, Lev only had about four guests there. His only family. “I’ve never lef tthe country before.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

“I haven’t either.. but I’m so excited.” He giggled, cuddling him in their first class seats. He was so happy, “I really hope it’s as beautiful as everyone says” he kissed levs lips “mmm… my husband”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles at him, holding him close, “I’m sure it is. Just the pictures are stunning. Of course not as stunning as you are my love.” he winks at the other before kissing him, “my husband.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael giggled and kissed him more, loving the word husband “this is amazing.. I’m so excited” he nuzzled into him “I think the first thing we should do is have some of the native food”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles, “me too, and it get to share this with you. God i dont think I’ve ever smiled more then when im with you.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael smiled and nuzzled lev, squeaking when the plane began to land. He bit his lip and hid his face in levs arm

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev holds him close when he yips, kissing his head. “Its okay angel, it’ll be over before ya know it.” he sooths" rubbing his leg with his free arm.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael blushed, relaxing a little bit but he still hid his face in his husbands arm. He didn’t like flying very much, it was starting to frighten him. He took a deep breath and focused on lev, looking up at him and smiling shyly

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smiles back down at him, “its okay angel, we’re almost down. So after we get checked in to our hotel you wanna go look for somethin to eat?”

[waningtriplegoddess]

“Yes please.. I’m hungry.. and I made sure we’d have an Oceanside hotel” he grinned “then we can go swimming!” He giggled a little and kissed him lovingly

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

“Sounds perfect baby. This’ll also be my first time in the ocean.” he smiles, excited, “i love you so much baby, im so excited to be starting the rest of my life with you.

[waningtriplegoddess]

“Me too baby… I can’t believe it. I never thought I’d be married” he sniffed and nuzzled him, cuddling into him more and whimpering as the plane landed. He really didn’t like the feeling

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev coos to him gently, “It’s almost over baby i promise soon enough.” In all honesty Lev has no idea how long it takes to kand a plane, just trying to help his little love feel better.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michaels comfort spot was laying his head on levs lap and nuzzling his face into his thighs, so that’s exactly what he did. Soon the plane finally slowly down, going to the gate smoothly

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev smilee, rubbing his head gently. “See baby, we’ve landed. Safe and sound.” he smiles, his hand shaking due to his cigarette craving.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael slowly sat up and nuzzled him, “we will find you a smoking area.. I need one too” he kissed him softly, slowly getting out his seat and grabbing his carry on

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev kisses him back, “you read me like a book angel.” he smiles, standing and grabbing his own carry on. “Shall we?”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael grinned and held his hand tight, getting off the plane and instantly feeling at peace “the vibe is so pure here”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev walks with him, feeling a similar sense of peace. Though that could be just from being far away from his past with the love of his present and forever. “It’s an amazing feelin.”

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael was glowing with joy, hugging levs arm as he followed the signs to baggage claim. He was so excited, “I can’t wait to see our hotel.” He saw his bag and grabbed it, looking for levs next

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev nods, “me too, im sure it’s gonna be beautiful.” he smiles, grabbing his bag when it comes around. And of course his guitar case and instrument.

[waningtriplegoddess]

“Well first we need cigarettes…. ohh I think joints are legal here” his eyes went wide with excitement

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev pulls out his pack from his bag, handing Michael one. “Always keep in extra pack in the case.” he shrugs before smirking. “Man i ain’t been high in ages.” he laughs.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael smirked, going outside to the smoking area and lighting up the cigarette “mmm.. if it’s legal here we should get some.. then consummate our marriage.. sex and bud go great together~” he teased, licking his lips before taking a drag

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev walks with him, lighting up ans smirking. “Honey when it comes to sex with you its already amazing.” he smiles, “never actually had sex while high.” he laughs.

[waningtriplegoddess]

Michael purred, leaning against him. He smiled and took a heavy drag “we totally should try it baby..” he grinned, “I think my mating season will be soon..”

[waningtriplegoddess]

@nicotineandnotes

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev chuckles nodding, "then we shall try it. " he smiles before holding Michael close and taking a drag. "Oh really?" he purrs.

[dominatemenandwomen-blog]

“Well we will build up your collection of stuff.” Luke chuckles before leading the way to his truck.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev laughs, “That’d be nice, been wearing the same things fer a while now.” he shrugs, walking over to the truck with Luke.

[dominatemenandwomen-blog]

Luke nods and smiles softly before getting into the truck, turning on the warm air to fight off the colder air outside.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev climbs in, putting his guitar case between his legs and putting his habds near the warm air coming from the vents.

[dominatemenandwomen-blog]

“Well we will build up your collection of stuff.” Luke chuckles before leading the way to his truck.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev laughs, "That'd be nice, been wearing the same things fer a while now." he shrugs, walking over to the truck with Luke.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick opens his eyes, and gasps, until his mind realizes what is happening. “Lev!” He shouts. “Lev, darling you are having a nightmare!” He let’s him thrash against him, thinking that he retraining him will only make the nightmare worse.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev awakens with a sharp cry, eyes wide and breath ragged pants. “I…I umm I’m sorry i didn’t..“he trails off looking away, trying to pull himself back into reality.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick put a finger to his lips. “You need not worry about explaining, I understand, what I want to know is what I can do to help you calm down.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev bites his lip gently, before standing and pulling on pants. “I need some air. And some nicotine.” he says putting a cigarette between his teeth.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick smoothed the sheets and blankets, before putting on pajama pants, and putting a cigarette between his own lips. He then went out to where Lev was.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev lights up, taking deep inhales of the smoke. He was back in those memories again, almost makes him wonder if he’ll ever life without them. “Im sorry…i hate it when that happenes. Did I hurt you?”

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“No, you did not hurt me, though I suffer when I see you suffer.” Nick put an arm around Lev, and kissed his head. I hate that you have to suffer through this, but you will always have me to comfort you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev cuddles himself against Nick, finding comfort in his touch. “I love you…thank you for…understanding ” he smiles, kissing Nick’s cheek.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“I love you, too, and I will always try to understand. If there is any way that I can bring you comfort, just ask and I will do my best to help you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev shrugs, “just hold me….tell me that it’s not real…that those horrible memeories are…in the past.” he bites his lip, taking a drag.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick puts another arm around Lev, and holds him a bit tighter. “Those nightmares are your past, your future is here with me and I wont let anything happen to you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev rests his head on the other, "I know...there was just so much...that went so wrong. And it didn't have to." he sighs.

[enjoy-the-life-baby]

[boy-so-pale]

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

So, we got a deal?

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick opens his eyes, and gasps, until his mind realizes what is happening. “Lev!” He shouts. “Lev, darling you are having a nightmare!” He let’s him thrash against him, thinking that he retraining him will only make the nightmare worse.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev awakens with a sharp cry, eyes wide and breath ragged pants. “I…I umm I’m sorry i didn’t..“he trails off looking away, trying to pull himself back into reality.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick put a finger to his lips. “You need not worry about explaining, I understand, what I want to know is what I can do to help you calm down.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev bites his lip gently, before standing and pulling on pants. “I need some air. And some nicotine.” he says putting a cigarette between his teeth.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

Nick smoothed the sheets and blankets, before putting on pajama pants, and putting a cigarette between his own lips. He then went out to where Lev was.

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev lights up, taking deep inhales of the smoke. He was back in those memories again, almost makes him wonder if he’ll ever life without them. “Im sorry…i hate it when that happenes. Did I hurt you?”

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“No, you did not hurt me, though I suffer when I see you suffer.” Nick put an arm around Lev, and kissed his head. I hate that you have to suffer through this, but you will always have me to comfort you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev cuddles himself against Nick, finding comfort in his touch. “I love you…thank you for…understanding ” he smiles, kissing Nick’s cheek.

[demonheartofgold-deactivated202]

“I love you, too, and I will always try to understand. If there is any way that I can bring you comfort, just ask and I will do my best to help you.”

[nicotineandnotes-blog]

Lev shrugs, "just hold me....tell me that it's not real...that those horrible memeories are...in the past." he bites his lip, taking a drag.