WHAT YOUR CRUSH THINKS, FEELS AND DESIRES FROM YOU
This is a general reading based on a collective of people. Take what resonates and leave what doesnât. If you donât feel the pile resonates with you, donât be scared to try another, if it still doesnât feel right, thatâs ok! Maybe our energies arenât as connected and my readings are not for you.
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I asked my spirit guides what your crush thinks, feels and wants to do with you. Pick a picture and find out why they had to say!
Hello my wonderful pile number 1âs. In today's reading we are going to be taking a deep dive into the thoughts, feelings and intentions of your crush, so take a second to breathe and think about who this crush is, and letâs get into the reading.Â
AoS rx, KoW, 3oC, AoW, 8oC rx, 8oW rx, 5oW, 10oS.Â
Now, for this pile I actually picked up on my first ever third part situation, how exciting is that? I got a little bit of a mixed reaction when it came to asking who was in the relationship, but for most of you, it seems that it is you in the relationship at the moment. I kept getting reminded of that one bird in a cage meme where it states itâs easy as hell to leave lol, so for those of you who are in a relationship, you may have already mentally checked out, or are staying with them for reasons unknown to me. Either way, this doesnât appear as a strong relationship no matter which side it originates for. If youâre not dating anyone, then this is probably your crush's energy, so just twist everything I say about you to them.Â
I do pick up on this connection between yourself and your crush originating from a friendship, possibly even landing one of you as that token girl/guy friend that you or they tell a partner not to worry about. Oh dear, messy energy. Just to note, I do not condone cheating, and will not be thrilled if I find out that you are using my readings as an initiative to cheat on someone. I digress. This connection seems pretty close, and like you may have been through a lot together during your time of being friends. I pick up that their thoughts about you are that youâre in a relationship you donât need to be in, and that they almost have a sense of competition with your partner. Confirmation for this pile could be that your partner and friend do not get along well, Iâm seeing someone side-eyeing another person lol. Another thing I wrote here is that this crush may think that they could or would have had a chance if you were both single at the same time â the energy here is almost like when you're friends with someone for years but one of you is always dating when the other is single, and it just sort of swaps over like a cycle. I do think however that they wish they had a chance with you before you met this current person.Â
Hmmm, random message here, but they may think that you and your current partner are going to get married. I know that seems contradictory to the checked out aspect of the relationship, but itâs almost like theyâre seeing you find comfort in a relationship, no matter the person and worrying that you will stay together for the sake of convenience. Some of you could be queer here, others of you are giving me the vibes of not having much of an out. It feels like a mediocre relationship but at least it affords you freedom in terms of finance etc. You appear kind of trapped in a really free willed way, very confusing. This could be why they view you as the bird meme, especially because the next part we are about to get into talks about how they lowkey want to âsaveâ you. It may seem to you that leaving your current partner is a terrible idea, but to them they think that they will immediately step forward and help you wherever necessary.Â
2oW, KnoC, Judgement rx, Magician rx.Â
Alas! Here we are with the knight of cups and my saviour energy, or rather knight in shining armour that I was just talking about. Your crush thinks of the situation as unnecessary, and like you are wasting your time on things that you do not have to. They like you a lot lol, clearly. You know that common âI can be a better boyfriend/girlfriendâ saying? Thatâs quite literally them when they look at you and your partner. Random, but for some of you, you may be dating right now for culture reasons, ie: arranged marriages, someone with the same religious background as you â that will mainly be applicable for those with queer dynamics.Â
Your crush does have concern for your connection as they worry that you are not ready to take a leap in a different direction, or change things up so much from what youâre used to. They also appear stressing over the fact that this time period may be the only chance they have to be with you, especially for those of you who they think are going to marry this partner.Â
5oW, 3oS, AoS rx, High Priestess rx, QoS rx, KoC, 6oS, 10oC.Â
Ok, this is a loaded one lol, and the cards did honestly throw me for a loop until the next segment, letâs get into it. Firstly, they feel very territorial over you and like they would do the absolute most to protect you from the harms of the world around you. The main problem here is that while I donât see them giving up â they are not going to show you how much they care or like you if you are in a relationship. Your crush seems stern on loyalty and boundaries within a relationship, and even if they reserve a strong distaste for your partner â you cheating on them would worry your crush about how loyal you could be in a relationship with them.Â
Your crush keeps referring to you as being ânot readyâ and âimpossibleâ, I fully wrote those terms down multiple times. They feel that you are not ready to make the steps needed, as we mentioned in the last segment. They do clearly hope that you will leave, and obviously want you to know that they are there to support you in more ways than one if you were to do so, but they also want to note that they arenât comfortable entertaining anything until you're both single and no longer entangled with anyone else. Your crush does appear able to imagine a future with you, and their feelings do reach that far, however they also feel as though it is impossible, or have a strong doubt for it ever happening. If in a perfect world you did leave this person and decided to be with your crush, they would 100% be sure of starting to build a safe and long-lasting foundation with you.Â
6oW, Empress rx, World rx, QoC rx.Â
Hmm, thereâs a lot in terms of feelings that your crush is desperately trying to ignore. It honestly feels like they're focusing on keeping their hopes at a base level, and not getting ahead of themself here. Your crush is very level headed and knows when to leave something if it is to become unhealthy or unworthy of their attention. Your crush seems to feel like they will always remain your friend and biggest cheerleader even if nothing comes of these feelings between you. I do feel as though they are good at keeping themself in check, and do genuinely believe that they could get over it if needed, not in a way to diminish the attraction towards you, but rather to say that they think of themself as bigger than their feelings, even if evidently it causes them some struggle.Â
Right now your crush seems to be in a moment of denial when it comes to these feelings. Itâs almost like they are reprimanding themself for falling for the one person they deem out of reach or untouchable. Hmmm, lowkey, they could think that you would never like them back, or if you did, it wouldnât be strong enough motivation to make you leave that current relationship. I think your crush is fairly insecure on a good day.Â
Now, I do not pick up on them abandoning you as a friend, but if it were necessary, I do feel as though they would push their feelings down and essentially neglect and isolate said feelings until they went away so they could continue as tour friend while not allowing their personal attachments to get in the way of the relationship. Your crush is very selfless.Â
Devil, Death rx, QoS, 9oP rx, Chariot, AoC rx, 6oP, AoP. KnoW.Â
Bouncing off what I said before, I do feel that this crush of yours is willing to wait around. Itâs a hard conversation to navigate because I do feel that they would push their feelings aside for you, but also that they recognise that they would not be fully able to do so of their own volition. Their feelings would remain, but I feel like they would have and hold the both of you to less expectations than formerly. This person is a little spicy lol, because I did get the message with that Devil confirmed by the Chariot that they would be that person to let you cry on their shoulder while simultaneously having ulterior motives. In their perfect world, they truly would be able to swoop in and save you from this shit, but in reality, they arenât prepared to do so as they don't want to cross anyone's boundaries.Â
I do see your crush wanting to help you out of the situation or aid you in taking off those rose tinted glasses. They do sort of position themself as the saviour of this situation â but their actions are unfortunately more cowardly than they wish. If you were to mention thinking about ending the relationship, they would be right by your side as your second hand, giving you all the motivation and even offering themself and their comfort up to help you. Your crush is smart, sure, but also a little naive.Â
I think overall, if you were thinking of ending the relationship but were worried that you;d lose out on everything you need, this person is right behind you, ready to help and support you. You know when people only leave a relationship once they have someone else lined up, even if they mentally and emotionally checked out months ago? I feel the same vibes here. I would recommend you to be careful, I do see a possibility for long-term success in your current relationship, but only if you are willing to sacrifice happiness and love â which I would not implore you to do. Your friend is your friend at the end of the day, even without romantic success, I do not see your crush leaving you.Â
That is all I have for you today, pile number 1. I hope you enjoyed this reading and that it offered you clarity or comfort. Best of luck with this connection going forward. MWAH!
Hello my fabulous pile number 2. Listen, I am not going to sugarcoat it here, and I will afford you a warning now, the energy I picked up for your crush was honestly quite vile. I know thatâs obviously not what anyone wants to hear when looking for a little cutsie reading about their crush â but I did not want to scrap this pile or the reading all together, even if touching on harsher, more honest subjects has landed me in some hot water before. So, I will give you a head up before we begin. Number 1) This is a reading based on current energy, this reading is here to help offer you guidance, and should not be taken 100% seriously. 2) Free will exists, so does manifestation. 3) We will work through this reading slowly and with the most care and consideration. SO⊠If you still think you can handle it and are ready for an honest look into your crushâs mind, letâs get to it.Â
QoC rx, Chariot rx, Tower, Hanged man rx, Devil rx, 9oS, Hermit rx, 2oP.Â
Your crush honestly has a very fixed opinion of you. They seem to think that you donât really do much. Perhaps you are not the type to post on social media much or at all, or maybe you do, but it seems like youâre always in the same place, or like there is no movement or change. They see you as someone who has probably been through some shit in your life, and are now allowing it to dictate your future. The spread told me that they perceive you as being wary or scared of falling back into the same patterns as before. You could have faced some sort of depression or other severe mental illness or state â one that other people would have seen you go through. I do, with that information, think that this crush is someone you may have known for a long time or through some very pivotal eras in your life.Â
You appear in their thoughts as highly reserved, definitely someone they think keeps to themself and stays out of other peopleâs ways. I did actually write down that they think you are introverted, and that there may be a side to you that is only ever seen by those closest to you. Another thing I picked up was an element of hesitancy to new things â it seems they see you as someone afraid of adventure, or possibly even a hater of spontaneity.Â
Ultimately, their view of you seems like it comes from a very outsider perspective and not from someone you are actually close to. I just recalled that one meme sound of âYouâre hating from outside the club, but you canât even get in.â It does seem to me that their thoughts of you are honestly preconceived biases rather than anything of personal experience from actually getting to know you.Â
KoP, 10oP rx, 3oP rx, 3oC rx.Â
Now, a fun little fact about those next cards: I actually sat there in disbelief and called them cruel and rude for the three of pentacles reversed coming out â this is because that card is all about working with other people, collaboration of sorts, and I also love to take it as a little gossip card. Alas! They were calling you friendless. I then turned over the deck and we had the three of cups reversed. Again, another friendship card (essentially the ultimate friendship tarot card) and also in reverse. Itâs times like that where I wish I was a Tarot YouTuber to show you my raw reaction lmao. Back to it, yes, they think you are lonely and have no one around you. This person comes off as very mean and egotistical, you will soon begin to see that here. This crush of yours also seems to perceive you as being both stable and unstable, which I am starting to think means that they truly have no clue what or who you are. One second they say that you probably have all you need because youâre surviving and look well enough â then the next we are shown them saying that you are unfulfilled and unstable monetarily. I really do get the feeling that they do not personally know you. They also view you as being sort of (I apologise in advance) forgettable.Â
Again, it has become clear to me that they do not know you well enough here. I think their mind is a very simple one that goes âoh, they have no friends in their posts? They must have no friends and people must hate them.â The way this person thinks is almost fueled by some sort of superiority complex over people, itâs a very unlikeable energy. Itâs odd, because when I think of you guys, I think of a little pink Lily flower or something â perhaps I will make that pile picture, ohh metagaming lol. Besides the point, your energy is sweet, charming even, meanwhile your crush is like the poop from a dog bag.Â
AoP, KoW rx, Empress, Hanged man rx, KoP, Devil rx, 4oC, PoW.Â
I honestly did not think I would get anything from this, because how can you feel something for someone you hold such little regard for? Well, even before putting the cards I actually wrote down âwet puppyâ as a note â I feel it relates to their saviour complex, which we shall get into.Â
For your crushâs feelings, I do get the feeling that their egotistical ass seems to have some idea about you having potential, but almost needing their help to fully reach it. Whoever the hell this person is, they have issues, very big ones that seem to cause them to exaggerate their importance in peopleâs lives. Your crushâs feelings even centre themself as the importance here, it fails to mention how they feel about you, and rather what they feel about themself about you. Confusing, yes.Â
Their energy reminds me of that guy from the makeover scene in the Princess Diaries, where while he did a good job at making her over, he also belittled her and thought that she needed him to be able to change things about herself. He equated his success to her glow up like he was the only thing she needed to be able to find that change. That doesnât even get into the harmful messaging of the scene alone. But I digress. Your crush comes off as wanting to help you in order to help themself â it is like they get off on being the saviour of things, or people needing them for something.Â
3oS, Strength rx, 8oP rx, Lovers rx.Â
Honestly so mean even with these cards â but they basically feel and view you as something needing change. Think of it like an old house that is crumbling at the walls and everyone has abandoned it, only for someone to bite the bullet and restore and refurbish it. See, they are cruel, and I do not like them. Your crush likes to take things that they deem not worthy to feel better about themself.Â
Hmmm, this energy just reminded me of the classic age gap relationships that end up becoming very seriously dangerous. I do not implore you to date this person, do not even entertain them. I am not saying that it will 100% go this way, but I would not feel comfortable releasing this reading without you knowing that I do pick up on sinister energy here, and not just an unkind person. This relationship would not be worth it, and it absolutely would bring you more turmoil.Â
I almost donât even want to complete this reading and their desires for this connection. Ok, so itâs actually the next day for me, meanwhile for you only a second has passed! How trippy. I did actually have to take some time apart from this reading as I really wasnât sure how I wanted to work with this. So, I want to offer an option for you guys â you can either continue with this reading and find out what your crush wants (not will, wants) to do about this connection, or you can spare your feelings and call the readingâs end now. 3⊠2⊠1âŠÂ
Ok! For those of you that stayed, letâs have a look into your crushâs desires. Oh, actually firstly, I wanted to talk about a message I wrote down here. I was initially going to keep it a secret, but I did actually pull some cards to explain it, and so I would feel mean withholding that information from you. When I was looking at your crushâs feelings for you, I actually wrote down the quote ânot worthy of love.â It honestly upset me that I would pick up on this, but it felt like a projection so I took a deeper look into it.Â
Now, I would like to preface by saying that whatever your crush thinks or feels about you is not an absolute show of your character. That is especially potent for this pile as I do not think they even know you well enough to be making these observations.Â
The reason that they think you are not worthy is because they think you make bad choices and need someone to guide you. Again, their insistence on training, saving and guiding is one of the reasons I do not like this personâs energy. Moving on.Â
Another preface, this is not what they will do, but what they wish they could. These readings all had their own flavour of cowardice lol, I do not think they actually even have the gull to act on this shit.Â
5oW rx, 10oC rx, Death rx, 10oW rx, Lovers, Hermit, 10oP, 7oC, Pos rx, 8oW rx.Â
Yeah, this person is a coward. The first thing I wrote down is that they want to âtrainâ you â this is where I got the idea of a weird age gap from. It feels that they see themself as capable of reforming you in every way, but only for a sense of proving they can do it. The five of wands reversal was clarified by the Lovers, and then that was clarified by the 8 of wands reversed. I get the feeling that they would want to have you choose them over other people, to then be able to offer you something seemingly irresistible, to then be able to lovebomb and eventually leave you. The entire energy is very unkind, and I do not see that their desires â even if never acted upon â are good. I know you may be feeling down about this and asking, âHey, Nicromancy, why the hell would you tell me this?â And the truth to that question is that the last thing I want is to not complete this reading, and this be the only one ever being honest and warning you, I would feel absolutely terrible if I scrapped this or sugarcoated it and then you got with this person and something happened. 666 when I wrote that. My point being, while it sucks, and you can feel free to use your own discernment as this is a collective reading â If this is your situation, your crush is not a good person, and I do not recommend you to get with, or even entertain them. I wish to keep you safe, even if it is only one person that this message is for. I cannot control you, but it is quite literally my job to guide you here. It is up to you what you do with this.Â
I did ask why they wanted to do that.Â
Hierophant, rx, Magician, World.Â
This person does not care about fairness or the concept of karma. They care about feeling strong and powerful, they just want to do what they want no matter who gets hurt. They may have experienced something like this in the past, and are repeating someone's mistakes to figure out the reason why someone would do that to them. Having someone weak makes them feel strong.Â
Cut your losses and get the hell out of there. Nothing good can come from this, they are not a nice person, nor are they currently trying to change. Hurt people hurt people â this person is wounded and using unhealthy mechanisms to validate their experience. Break the cycle.Â
Thatâs finally all I have for you today, pile number 2. Iâm sorry that it was such a glum reading. I do have a lot of next partner or future spouse readings if you want a love related hype up. I also have some self help and more personal readings on my masterlist if that offers you some comfort. I hope you gained at least a little bit of guidance from this reading. Hopefully the next one you tune in for will be much happier. MWAH!
Hello my wonderful pile number 3! Today we are looking at your crushâs thoughts, feelings and desires for you. Take a deep breath and think of the person you are asking about, letâs get into it.Â
10oP, QoC rx, 10oS, Chariot, 4oP, Hierophant, Death rx, Hermit rx.Â
The way your crush sees you, pile 3, is very much surrounding your personal success. You come up through this spread as someone who has not only got their shit together, but someone who has built an empire for themself. Your crush perceives you as very hardworking, and as if they recognise that you have built yourself from the ground up. The person you are asking about thinks of you as being very independent and complete in every area. I get the feeling that they see you as someone who is constantly busy or up to something â and honestly I do pick up on an amount of envy towards you for being at this point in your life. This alone shows me that your crush may not be at the same level as you for many things. I kept being reminded of an âaspiring artistâ boyfriend, or that fuckass broke boyfriend hug lol. I do think that this person is ambitious, and has a lot of growth to make, but in comparison to you, their success seems minute. I am unsure if that is my viewpoint or their own.Â
Now, if you thought this person to be humble, I shall be happy to disappoint you, because they certainly are not. The energy for this person is honestly so fascinating because through every spread I made, they had self-reflective cards that pointed out their own shortcomings, but then in the same spread had a âbut you need me!â Energy to it. For that reason, this person is funny to me. So, yes, they do indeed think that you need them. They see you as busy every hour that the only part of you undeveloped is your love life.Â
World rx, QoP rx, 9oP, Tower.Â
Oh, they definitely view themself as your catalyst lol. They almost see it as them taking one for the team lmaooo, this person is funny, and I only say that because it is entirely outlandish. They think that you are unwilling to share as you are scared of losing everything you have gained. I actually saw this as imagery of a couple divorcing and someone losing half their wealth to the divorce. They see this as you being too scared to love because â right, I have just returned from a five minute break of my very adorable, but insistent cat deciding to cuddle with me instead of letting me work, how topical. Returning to the point, your crush believes that you are avoiding love due to not wanting to be fucked over by anyone, or used for the stuff you have. Here they are however, volunteering themself up as tribute because âI would never use you, Iâm so different, I donât care about your earnings.â They truly see themself as the exception here.Â
Your crush has this idea in their head that the reason you are lonely is both self imposed, while also not being something you had wanted. Itâs almost like they think you are avoiding love due to money or not having enough time, but thatâs only a part of it, because you definitely want to feel loved â and who better for the job than them, right?
KnoC rx, Star, 9oC rx, QoC, Devil rx, 2oC, 4oW, Sun.Â
Oh, now this one was a funny spread. Well, firstly, from that two of cups, they obviously have romantic feelings towards you. I wrote down that this crush of yours has an idea about you guys working well together, and how that could be a cause of celebration all around. They feel like you can be each otherâs light at the end of the tunnel, like you can help them with what they need, and they can give you the love that they are very sure you are missing out on right now. I did indeed write that they are egotistical and entitled lol. The 9 of cups reversal was actually clarified with the four of wands, and honestly I did have to hold myself back from pissing. The nine of cups is the card of wish fulfillments, so it embodies the opposite when reversed, meanwhile the four of wands is often the card we affiliate with marriage and celebration. They were fully saying âsure, you have basically everything, but you know what you donât have? Me!â
Now, interestingly we actually got to once again see through this facade, and with that knight of cups reversed clarified by the devil reversal. They truly do recognise what they fall short of, and they know deep down that they donât have enough to carry this relationship to where it would need to be. Every time we get through to this more vulnerable energy, we always follow up with the egotistical me me me shit. I do think this person has an eye for their mistakes and where they need to grow, but I also think they have worries about those things and are trying to distract themself by making compromises for these things. At least you know your crush is emotionally mature?Â
2oS, 10oW rx, 7oW rx, 9oS rx.Â
Your crush is constantly exaggerating their role in your life. I find this compelling because if theyâre already someone you are crushing on, clearly they are doing the right thing somewhere. I donât think theyâre willing to admit how little they bring to the table in comparison to you. Clearly you donât think they need to do anything else, but almost making themself more important in essence is helping them navigate these feelings. Damn, I think they need a hug lmao. They want to seem more life-changing than they are right now. I do however think they have great potential for growth, believe it or not.Â
They feel that you guys would fit like two puzzle pieces, but not only that â they recognise how much dating and being with you could help them reform, grow and change. They genuinely like you, and they want to be with you aside whatever it is that you have built for yourself, but who are they to ignore the perks?Â
I asked why they think of themself as so important.Â
The cards here insinuate that they want to see themself as the âmissing pieceâ to feel more relevant. They notice the space in your life that they can fill while giving themself a role. They honestly just want to feel useful and like they have a purpose somewhere. The five of pentacles is about a loss and lack of abundance, and so when we put it in the reverse, itâs about the abundance you have after coming out of a state of lack. They see that you have everything, so they just hope that you having everything and them not having much wouldnât make you less interested in entertaining them. They fully just want to feel needed.Â
9oC rx, 3oW, 3oS, Devil, Emperor, KoC, Lovers rx, 2oS.Â
Have a picture, since I took one after pulling this spread as it is honestly so fucking loaded and very humerous to me.Â
Your crush once again sees themself as the thing that is missing from that wish fulfilment card clarified by the Emperor. In their dream, they would offer you themself to fill the obviously gaping void of loneliness. Now, here's the thing I find interesting here, and I will have to mansplain many cards to you for this. The three of wands is a card of new beginnings, but honestly I see this card as being the weakest of new beginnings. You could have the impulsive leap of the fool, or the experienced new beginnings of the two of wands, any of the pages even â but they give you the three of wands. If you look at the card, it almost seems like the woman is on a different planet placing three sticks down like they will save her or build her a shelter. Now, the three of wands is still a foundation, it shows intent for trying and growth, even if it appears weak at first. Secondly, that card is clarified by the king of cups. If you have read any of my readings, you will know I have a lot of love for the king and the queen of cups. The thing with the king is that he has everything except a foundation. In this deck, we have a well-dressed man, in a nice place, who is holding his cup to the side, as if he has no care, or even awareness for the lack of liquid inside the gold. In Tarot, we view the cups as emotions, so when the liquid is missing from the cup, itâs spilled the most important thing â the emotions.Â
Your crush sees themself as willing to do a lot with the little that they have, and in their perfect dream, they really would make way to you and offer you whatever remains are there, and hope that will be enough to become something more. However, even in this dream, your crush still understands where they fall short. The three of swords comes out â that card is the card of ultimate heartbreak, hence the imagery. They understand that they donât have as much as you, once again. Now we add the lovers' reversal to the pot of shit. The lover is a card of soulmate energy, it also offers a romantic choice, which is why we often see it depicted as Adam and Eve â will we choose to stay in the Garden Of Eden, or are we going to bite the apple and feed into our temptations? Ultimately, the choice remains ours. So now we put it in reverse, your crush, even in their own fantasy, does not want to give you an offer as they are afraid of it being rejected. Without the choice of the apple, there is no risk, and everyone has to stay in Eden, and perhaps thatâs what is better for them.Â
Now, if you think thatâs where it ends for this precarious little person, nuh uh. They STILL have the desire to be selfish, to let you give them the benefit of the doubt. They have this idea in their head about you giving them the time to be with you and improve themself as they are. They want to prove themself right in this instance, to show themself that they can do better, they can grow, and they can become worthy of you. Your crush understands what they miss, and they want to show you that with your help, they can tick every last box and be the perfect partner for you.Â
PoW rx, Fool, 5oC, 6oS, 2oS.Â
Youâve probably sat reading that and wondered why the hell they canât prepare themself before dating or entertaining you. I wondered that too lol. The reason is due to the fact that they feel like they need your help, your motivation, and just simply you there as someone to do it for and not towards. I also think that they worry you will find someone else in the time it takes them to finalise this growth. They want to do it together, and for you to be their arms to jump into when they take impulsive leaps.Â
So, what will they do? 9oS.Â
Nothing. This person is so deeply stuck in their head, it would have to be you to initiate something, if you even still want to after reading this. Like I said before, this person has potential, but they honestly come off like they only do good things when there is someone there to say well done and pat them on the head.Â
This is all I have for you today, pile 3. I hope you enjoyed your reading and that it resonated. I hope to see you again and wish the best of luck with this crush. MWAH!