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There had been some type of flu going around, Bucky hadnt expected to get it since he had some version of the serum in his system. When it hit though, he was a mess, locking himself away and into the bathroom, a cold and shivering ball of tiny Human, head perched on the side of the bathtub. He had been throwing up for three hours now, only thing that came up now was Blood.
Cletus had heard through the grapevine that Bucky had caught it. Nobody else was willing to help out of fear of contracting it themselves, but he knew his symbiote kept him immune to things like this. He swang over, slithering through the window. "Hey, Bucky!" He called out, not quite hearing him yet.
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Cletus knocked on the door, having been gone for almost a year. When it opened, he smiled sheepishly. "Wanna go get Taco Bell?"
Justine jumped a bit as the door was knocked. âComing!â She rushed to the door from the couch, thinking it was a package.
ââŠCletus!?â She gasped.
She nodded again, leaning in and kissing him gently. âI guess. I donât think Carnage is someoneâs first choice for a super hero name, but, itâs got a soft spot for me, thatâs for sure.â
He grinned like an idiot, his face turning a matching shade of red. âYeah well, quite a few people have some hard spots for it, but you like it, so thatâs all that matters to me.â
She smiled back at him, sighing happilly. âIâm glad.â The blonde gave another kiss. âNice to know itâs not a dream anymoreâŠâ
"Still feels like it though, doesn't it?" He wrapped his arms tightly around her as if he was worried she might float away. "You're the best wife I could ask for J."
Cletus knocked on the door, having been gone for almost a year. When it opened, he smiled sheepishly. "Wanna go get Taco Bell?"
Justine jumped a bit as the door was knocked. âComing!â She rushed to the door from the couch, thinking it was a package.
ââŠCletus!?â She gasped.
She nodded again, leaning in and kissing him gently. âI guess. I donât think Carnage is someoneâs first choice for a super hero name, but, itâs got a soft spot for me, thatâs for sure.â
He grinned like an idiot, his face turning a matching shade of red. "Yeah well, quite a few people have some hard spots for it, but you like it, so that's all that matters to me."
Cletus knocked on the door, having been gone for almost a year. When it opened, he smiled sheepishly. "Wanna go get Taco Bell?"
Justine jumped a bit as the door was knocked. âComing!â She rushed to the door from the couch, thinking it was a package.
ââŠCletus!?â She gasped.
He opened his arms, tears quickly welling in his eyes. âSorry I took so long this time Justine. You have no idea the scale of shitstorm I had to wade through.â
She jumped into his arms, tears going down her face. âItâs okay..I know youâll always come back. You always have.âÂ
He buried his face in her neck, barely able to stand from exhaustion, but she had waited so long for him to return, he at least owed her a decent length hug. âAre the kids awake?â He murmured, the tears coming freely now.
âOmnes is at a tournament for tennis and I think Tenshi is in her room, last time I checked.â She pulled him close, sighing. âTheyâve missed you too. I know that.âÂ
âShould I go say hello to Ten-Ten or just wait till Omnes gets home?â He offered, stroking her hair gently. Thoughts of the things he had had to do floated through his mind, but the thought of her drove them away.
âWhatever youâd like to do, love.â The blonde smiled and kissed his cheek. âIâm just glad youâre home.âÂ
Sounds of pitterpatting feet could be heard nearby.Â
Cletus flushed, not entirely prepared. âTenshi?â He called tentatively. âIâm home again honey.â He smiled. He hoped that the kids didnât resent him for always having to leave.
The little one peeked around the corner. âC-Cletus?â She stammered, surprised and a little nervous. âSweetie everythingâs okay.â Her mother reassured.Â
The symbiote knelt down, his arms open for her. âHey Ten-Ten! Iâm finally home again!â He smiled, hoping she wouldnât be upset. Children were unpredictable.
The child smiled a little, walking over gingerly and giving the man a hug. It was like she was dreaming, that he was really back, and she didnât quite know how to handle it. Justine smiled softly.
He wrapped her up tightly, still crying happily. âOh how I missed you little one.â He let her go for a moment, reaching into his backpack. He retrieved a small doll. âI got this for you from Japan.â He smiled.
âIâve missed you too..â She tears up as she looks up at him. âThank you.â She took the doll and admired it quietly. âAre you hungry love?â The taller blonde asked.
He nodded, the pack shifting slightly to reveal a well sealed vial of purple goop. He quickly zippered the bag, turning even whiter than normal. âDonât worry about that Tenshi. Thatâs a present for your mother.â He explained.
She went off into the kitchen, not seeeing the exchange. Tenshi looked up at him confusingly. âOkayâŠ.âÂ
Cletus patted her head. âCome on, you wanna grab some food sweetie?â He stood, pulling the bag back around his shoulders and walking to the kitchen.
She nods. âWhere there bears on unicycles this time?â  The small one held the doll as she started to walk to the kitchen. âPlease tell me there wasnât any.âÂ
âNo there wasnât any Bears. But there was this really bad man who fought people using music.â He picked her up, setting her on the counter. âCan you imagine that? One of my favorite things and I had to fight it.â
âInteresting.â She looked up at him. âWas he the phantom of the opera?â Justine giggled at the comment.Â
âI wish he was, would have been a lot easier of a fight.â He chuckled. âTenshi, I know I just got home and all, but could I have a minute to talk to your mama?â
She nods, using her light to get off the counter and out of the room. Justine looked through the pantry for something to make.Â
Cletus looked at his wife, and took a deep breath. âJustine, do you want a normal life forever?â He asked, trying not to sound too nervous.
âWhere is this coming from?â She asked, looking over her shoulder and turning around.âYou know being a fairy like me, its never normal.â
He took the vial from his bag. The goop was shifting, turning, and occasionally moving as if alive. âThis is the Scorn symbiote. I retrieved it from one of the SHIELD labs. If you want to, as soon as this symbiote touches your skin, you can have the same powers I have.â He explained blankly.
Justine tensed slightly as she watched the goop. â OkayâŠbut I think being a fairy is just enoughâŠâÂ
She looked to him worriedly.
âIf you say no, Iâll bring it back to SHIELD and the opportunity will most likely never come up again. If you say yes, I can teach you how to control her. You can become a hero like me.â He shrugged. âThe choice is yours.â
âBut I am a hero, youâve just never seen it. I donât know how this will react with my magic. It could be lethal to myself and everyone around me. I donât want to go through that again. I donât want another little girl dying at my hands.â Her eyes went dark, as her mind started to reel about the moment.Â
He took a few steps forward and hugged her. âThatâs fine. Itâs okay.â He cooed, stroking her hair. âI love you Justine.â
She hugged him tight. âI still have nightmares about it.â  Tears came and went,as they always did as she thought about it. âI love you too. Just the way you are.âÂ
He found himself lost in his thoughts, face in her hair. He thought back to his motherâs death. He remembered murdering his father. He remembered who he used to be. And then he remembered that he beat those demons.
Justine sniffled. Being a young girl and being a host to a dark entity wasnât the best childhood. She still remembered the look of the little girlâs sister, the crowd around her when she came to, and the branding of being a monster. Eventually she was separated from the horrible thing, but she felt so guilty.Â
Two broken pieces to a puzzle. Thatâs how Cletus always saw himself and his wife. Two very much broken people who fit together perfectly. âIâm sorry if I worried youâŠâ
âItâs okay.â She rested her head on his shoulder. At least in his embrace she could calm down and think in the moment. Something she couldnât do for a long while.
âSometimes I feel like this thing is a curse, but then I remember all the good Iâve done since andâŠâ He looked down at his hand, the symbiote covering it in red, his fingers turning to claws. âIt feels better sometimes to just ignore it.â
She planted a kiss on his cheek. âBut think about it. We probably wouldnât have met then.â Justine spoke, cuddling up to him. ââŠand honestly I donât know what Iâd do without you, Cletus.â
He blushed slightly pink. âYeah, youâre right. Iâm just glad you didnât meet me before I found this thing. I was even more of a monster back then.â
She cupped his cheek in her hand. âIâm sure I would have fell for your charms and your southern accent anyway. â A smile adorned her features as she rubbed his cheek with her thumb.
His hand turned back to normal, holding her wrist gently. âAnd I would haveâŠâ He trailed off, looking away. âSometimes I wonder if I really am okayâŠâ He murmured.
She blushed gently as her wrist was grabbed. âYouâve gone through a lot, love. You wonât heal completely as it never happened.â Justine spoke softly, looking. up at him. âThatâs completely okay with me.â
His hand slowly turned symbiotic, the red form flowing over his skin, turning it cool to the touch. âThe reason the symbiote I brought home even exists is because I asked Carnage to make one for you. Itâs based off of all my thoughts and memories of you.â He explained, not breaking eye contact.
She nods, shivering a bit as the carnage symbiote held her wrist. âYou did?â Her heart started to pick up pace, but she smiled.
He nodded, a small smile growing on his face. "Yeah. Her name is Scorn because all symbiotes have to have weird, violent sounding names apparently."
Cletus knocked on the door, having been gone for almost a year. When it opened, he smiled sheepishly. "Wanna go get Taco Bell?"
Justine jumped a bit as the door was knocked. âComing!â She rushed to the door from the couch, thinking it was a package.
ââŠCletus!?â She gasped.
He opened his arms, tears quickly welling in his eyes. âSorry I took so long this time Justine. You have no idea the scale of shitstorm I had to wade through.â
She jumped into his arms, tears going down her face. âItâs okay..I know youâll always come back. You always have.âÂ
He buried his face in her neck, barely able to stand from exhaustion, but she had waited so long for him to return, he at least owed her a decent length hug. âAre the kids awake?â He murmured, the tears coming freely now.
âOmnes is at a tournament for tennis and I think Tenshi is in her room, last time I checked.â She pulled him close, sighing. âTheyâve missed you too. I know that.âÂ
âShould I go say hello to Ten-Ten or just wait till Omnes gets home?â He offered, stroking her hair gently. Thoughts of the things he had had to do floated through his mind, but the thought of her drove them away.
âWhatever youâd like to do, love.â The blonde smiled and kissed his cheek. âIâm just glad youâre home.âÂ
Sounds of pitterpatting feet could be heard nearby.Â
Cletus flushed, not entirely prepared. âTenshi?â He called tentatively. âIâm home again honey.â He smiled. He hoped that the kids didnât resent him for always having to leave.
The little one peeked around the corner. âC-Cletus?â She stammered, surprised and a little nervous. âSweetie everythingâs okay.â Her mother reassured.Â
The symbiote knelt down, his arms open for her. âHey Ten-Ten! Iâm finally home again!â He smiled, hoping she wouldnât be upset. Children were unpredictable.
The child smiled a little, walking over gingerly and giving the man a hug. It was like she was dreaming, that he was really back, and she didnât quite know how to handle it. Justine smiled softly.
He wrapped her up tightly, still crying happily. âOh how I missed you little one.â He let her go for a moment, reaching into his backpack. He retrieved a small doll. âI got this for you from Japan.â He smiled.
âIâve missed you too..â She tears up as she looks up at him. âThank you.â She took the doll and admired it quietly. âAre you hungry love?â The taller blonde asked.
He nodded, the pack shifting slightly to reveal a well sealed vial of purple goop. He quickly zippered the bag, turning even whiter than normal. âDonât worry about that Tenshi. Thatâs a present for your mother.â He explained.
She went off into the kitchen, not seeeing the exchange. Tenshi looked up at him confusingly. âOkayâŠ.âÂ
Cletus patted her head. âCome on, you wanna grab some food sweetie?â He stood, pulling the bag back around his shoulders and walking to the kitchen.
She nods. âWhere there bears on unicycles this time?â  The small one held the doll as she started to walk to the kitchen. âPlease tell me there wasnât any.âÂ
âNo there wasnât any Bears. But there was this really bad man who fought people using music.â He picked her up, setting her on the counter. âCan you imagine that? One of my favorite things and I had to fight it.â
âInteresting.â She looked up at him. âWas he the phantom of the opera?â Justine giggled at the comment.Â
âI wish he was, would have been a lot easier of a fight.â He chuckled. âTenshi, I know I just got home and all, but could I have a minute to talk to your mama?â
She nods, using her light to get off the counter and out of the room. Justine looked through the pantry for something to make.Â
Cletus looked at his wife, and took a deep breath. âJustine, do you want a normal life forever?â He asked, trying not to sound too nervous.
âWhere is this coming from?â She asked, looking over her shoulder and turning around.âYou know being a fairy like me, its never normal.â
He took the vial from his bag. The goop was shifting, turning, and occasionally moving as if alive. âThis is the Scorn symbiote. I retrieved it from one of the SHIELD labs. If you want to, as soon as this symbiote touches your skin, you can have the same powers I have.â He explained blankly.
Justine tensed slightly as she watched the goop. â OkayâŠbut I think being a fairy is just enoughâŠâÂ
She looked to him worriedly.
âIf you say no, Iâll bring it back to SHIELD and the opportunity will most likely never come up again. If you say yes, I can teach you how to control her. You can become a hero like me.â He shrugged. âThe choice is yours.â
âBut I am a hero, youâve just never seen it. I donât know how this will react with my magic. It could be lethal to myself and everyone around me. I donât want to go through that again. I donât want another little girl dying at my hands.â Her eyes went dark, as her mind started to reel about the moment.Â
He took a few steps forward and hugged her. âThatâs fine. Itâs okay.â He cooed, stroking her hair. âI love you Justine.â
She hugged him tight. âI still have nightmares about it.â  Tears came and went,as they always did as she thought about it. âI love you too. Just the way you are.âÂ
He found himself lost in his thoughts, face in her hair. He thought back to his motherâs death. He remembered murdering his father. He remembered who he used to be. And then he remembered that he beat those demons.
Justine sniffled. Being a young girl and being a host to a dark entity wasnât the best childhood. She still remembered the look of the little girlâs sister, the crowd around her when she came to, and the branding of being a monster. Eventually she was separated from the horrible thing, but she felt so guilty.Â
Two broken pieces to a puzzle. Thatâs how Cletus always saw himself and his wife. Two very much broken people who fit together perfectly. âIâm sorry if I worried youâŠâ
âItâs okay.â She rested her head on his shoulder. At least in his embrace she could calm down and think in the moment. Something she couldnât do for a long while.
âSometimes I feel like this thing is a curse, but then I remember all the good Iâve done since andâŠâ He looked down at his hand, the symbiote covering it in red, his fingers turning to claws. âIt feels better sometimes to just ignore it.â
She planted a kiss on his cheek. âBut think about it. We probably wouldnât have met then.â Justine spoke, cuddling up to him. ââŠand honestly I donât know what Iâd do without you, Cletus.â
He blushed slightly pink. âYeah, youâre right. Iâm just glad you didnât meet me before I found this thing. I was even more of a monster back then.â
She cupped his cheek in her hand. âIâm sure I would have fell for your charms and your southern accent anyway. â A smile adorned her features as she rubbed his cheek with her thumb.
His hand turned back to normal, holding her wrist gently. âAnd I would haveâŠâ He trailed off, looking away. âSometimes I wonder if I really am okayâŠâ He murmured.
She blushed gently as her wrist was grabbed. âYouâve gone through a lot, love. You wonât heal completely as it never happened.â Justine spoke softly, looking. up at him. âThatâs completely okay with me.â
His hand slowly turned symbiotic, the red form flowing over his skin, turning it cool to the touch. "The reason the symbiote I brought home even exists is because I asked Carnage to make one for you. It's based off of all my thoughts and memories of you." He explained, not breaking eye contact.
Cletus knocked on the door, having been gone for almost a year. When it opened, he smiled sheepishly. "Wanna go get Taco Bell?"
Justine jumped a bit as the door was knocked. âComing!â She rushed to the door from the couch, thinking it was a package.
ââŠCletus!?â She gasped.
He opened his arms, tears quickly welling in his eyes. âSorry I took so long this time Justine. You have no idea the scale of shitstorm I had to wade through.â
She jumped into his arms, tears going down her face. âItâs okay..I know youâll always come back. You always have.âÂ
He buried his face in her neck, barely able to stand from exhaustion, but she had waited so long for him to return, he at least owed her a decent length hug. âAre the kids awake?â He murmured, the tears coming freely now.
âOmnes is at a tournament for tennis and I think Tenshi is in her room, last time I checked.â She pulled him close, sighing. âTheyâve missed you too. I know that.âÂ
âShould I go say hello to Ten-Ten or just wait till Omnes gets home?â He offered, stroking her hair gently. Thoughts of the things he had had to do floated through his mind, but the thought of her drove them away.
âWhatever youâd like to do, love.â The blonde smiled and kissed his cheek. âIâm just glad youâre home.âÂ
Sounds of pitterpatting feet could be heard nearby.Â
Cletus flushed, not entirely prepared. âTenshi?â He called tentatively. âIâm home again honey.â He smiled. He hoped that the kids didnât resent him for always having to leave.
The little one peeked around the corner. âC-Cletus?â She stammered, surprised and a little nervous. âSweetie everythingâs okay.â Her mother reassured.Â
The symbiote knelt down, his arms open for her. âHey Ten-Ten! Iâm finally home again!â He smiled, hoping she wouldnât be upset. Children were unpredictable.
The child smiled a little, walking over gingerly and giving the man a hug. It was like she was dreaming, that he was really back, and she didnât quite know how to handle it. Justine smiled softly.
He wrapped her up tightly, still crying happily. âOh how I missed you little one.â He let her go for a moment, reaching into his backpack. He retrieved a small doll. âI got this for you from Japan.â He smiled.
âIâve missed you too..â She tears up as she looks up at him. âThank you.â She took the doll and admired it quietly. âAre you hungry love?â The taller blonde asked.
He nodded, the pack shifting slightly to reveal a well sealed vial of purple goop. He quickly zippered the bag, turning even whiter than normal. âDonât worry about that Tenshi. Thatâs a present for your mother.â He explained.
She went off into the kitchen, not seeeing the exchange. Tenshi looked up at him confusingly. âOkayâŠ.âÂ
Cletus patted her head. âCome on, you wanna grab some food sweetie?â He stood, pulling the bag back around his shoulders and walking to the kitchen.
She nods. âWhere there bears on unicycles this time?â  The small one held the doll as she started to walk to the kitchen. âPlease tell me there wasnât any.âÂ
âNo there wasnât any Bears. But there was this really bad man who fought people using music.â He picked her up, setting her on the counter. âCan you imagine that? One of my favorite things and I had to fight it.â
âInteresting.â She looked up at him. âWas he the phantom of the opera?â Justine giggled at the comment.Â
âI wish he was, would have been a lot easier of a fight.â He chuckled. âTenshi, I know I just got home and all, but could I have a minute to talk to your mama?â
She nods, using her light to get off the counter and out of the room. Justine looked through the pantry for something to make.Â
Cletus looked at his wife, and took a deep breath. âJustine, do you want a normal life forever?â He asked, trying not to sound too nervous.
âWhere is this coming from?â She asked, looking over her shoulder and turning around.âYou know being a fairy like me, its never normal.â
He took the vial from his bag. The goop was shifting, turning, and occasionally moving as if alive. âThis is the Scorn symbiote. I retrieved it from one of the SHIELD labs. If you want to, as soon as this symbiote touches your skin, you can have the same powers I have.â He explained blankly.
Justine tensed slightly as she watched the goop. â OkayâŠbut I think being a fairy is just enoughâŠâÂ
She looked to him worriedly.
âIf you say no, Iâll bring it back to SHIELD and the opportunity will most likely never come up again. If you say yes, I can teach you how to control her. You can become a hero like me.â He shrugged. âThe choice is yours.â
âBut I am a hero, youâve just never seen it. I donât know how this will react with my magic. It could be lethal to myself and everyone around me. I donât want to go through that again. I donât want another little girl dying at my hands.â Her eyes went dark, as her mind started to reel about the moment.Â
He took a few steps forward and hugged her. âThatâs fine. Itâs okay.â He cooed, stroking her hair. âI love you Justine.â
She hugged him tight. âI still have nightmares about it.â  Tears came and went,as they always did as she thought about it. âI love you too. Just the way you are.âÂ
He found himself lost in his thoughts, face in her hair. He thought back to his motherâs death. He remembered murdering his father. He remembered who he used to be. And then he remembered that he beat those demons.
Justine sniffled. Being a young girl and being a host to a dark entity wasnât the best childhood. She still remembered the look of the little girlâs sister, the crowd around her when she came to, and the branding of being a monster. Eventually she was separated from the horrible thing, but she felt so guilty.Â
Two broken pieces to a puzzle. Thatâs how Cletus always saw himself and his wife. Two very much broken people who fit together perfectly. âIâm sorry if I worried youâŠâ
âItâs okay.â She rested her head on his shoulder. At least in his embrace she could calm down and think in the moment. Something she couldnât do for a long while.
âSometimes I feel like this thing is a curse, but then I remember all the good Iâve done since andâŠâ He looked down at his hand, the symbiote covering it in red, his fingers turning to claws. âIt feels better sometimes to just ignore it.â
She planted a kiss on his cheek. âBut think about it. We probably wouldnât have met then.â Justine spoke, cuddling up to him. ââŠand honestly I donât know what Iâd do without you, Cletus.â
He blushed slightly pink. âYeah, youâre right. Iâm just glad you didnât meet me before I found this thing. I was even more of a monster back then.â
She cupped his cheek in her hand. âIâm sure I would have fell for your charms and your southern accent anyway. â A smile adorned her features as she rubbed his cheek with her thumb.
His hand turned back to normal, holding her wrist gently. "And I would have..." He trailed off, looking away. "Sometimes I wonder if I really am okay..." He murmured.
Cletus knocked on the door, having been gone for almost a year. When it opened, he smiled sheepishly. "Wanna go get Taco Bell?"
Justine jumped a bit as the door was knocked. âComing!â She rushed to the door from the couch, thinking it was a package.
ââŠCletus!?â She gasped.
He opened his arms, tears quickly welling in his eyes. âSorry I took so long this time Justine. You have no idea the scale of shitstorm I had to wade through.â
She jumped into his arms, tears going down her face. âItâs okay..I know youâll always come back. You always have.âÂ
He buried his face in her neck, barely able to stand from exhaustion, but she had waited so long for him to return, he at least owed her a decent length hug. âAre the kids awake?â He murmured, the tears coming freely now.
âOmnes is at a tournament for tennis and I think Tenshi is in her room, last time I checked.â She pulled him close, sighing. âTheyâve missed you too. I know that.âÂ
âShould I go say hello to Ten-Ten or just wait till Omnes gets home?â He offered, stroking her hair gently. Thoughts of the things he had had to do floated through his mind, but the thought of her drove them away.
âWhatever youâd like to do, love.â The blonde smiled and kissed his cheek. âIâm just glad youâre home.âÂ
Sounds of pitterpatting feet could be heard nearby.Â
Cletus flushed, not entirely prepared. âTenshi?â He called tentatively. âIâm home again honey.â He smiled. He hoped that the kids didnât resent him for always having to leave.
The little one peeked around the corner. âC-Cletus?â She stammered, surprised and a little nervous. âSweetie everythingâs okay.â Her mother reassured.Â
The symbiote knelt down, his arms open for her. âHey Ten-Ten! Iâm finally home again!â He smiled, hoping she wouldnât be upset. Children were unpredictable.
The child smiled a little, walking over gingerly and giving the man a hug. It was like she was dreaming, that he was really back, and she didnât quite know how to handle it. Justine smiled softly.
He wrapped her up tightly, still crying happily. âOh how I missed you little one.â He let her go for a moment, reaching into his backpack. He retrieved a small doll. âI got this for you from Japan.â He smiled.
âIâve missed you too..â She tears up as she looks up at him. âThank you.â She took the doll and admired it quietly. âAre you hungry love?â The taller blonde asked.
He nodded, the pack shifting slightly to reveal a well sealed vial of purple goop. He quickly zippered the bag, turning even whiter than normal. âDonât worry about that Tenshi. Thatâs a present for your mother.â He explained.
She went off into the kitchen, not seeeing the exchange. Tenshi looked up at him confusingly. âOkayâŠ.âÂ
Cletus patted her head. âCome on, you wanna grab some food sweetie?â He stood, pulling the bag back around his shoulders and walking to the kitchen.
She nods. âWhere there bears on unicycles this time?â  The small one held the doll as she started to walk to the kitchen. âPlease tell me there wasnât any.âÂ
âNo there wasnât any Bears. But there was this really bad man who fought people using music.â He picked her up, setting her on the counter. âCan you imagine that? One of my favorite things and I had to fight it.â
âInteresting.â She looked up at him. âWas he the phantom of the opera?â Justine giggled at the comment.Â
âI wish he was, would have been a lot easier of a fight.â He chuckled. âTenshi, I know I just got home and all, but could I have a minute to talk to your mama?â
She nods, using her light to get off the counter and out of the room. Justine looked through the pantry for something to make.Â
Cletus looked at his wife, and took a deep breath. âJustine, do you want a normal life forever?â He asked, trying not to sound too nervous.
âWhere is this coming from?â She asked, looking over her shoulder and turning around.âYou know being a fairy like me, its never normal.â
He took the vial from his bag. The goop was shifting, turning, and occasionally moving as if alive. âThis is the Scorn symbiote. I retrieved it from one of the SHIELD labs. If you want to, as soon as this symbiote touches your skin, you can have the same powers I have.â He explained blankly.
Justine tensed slightly as she watched the goop. â OkayâŠbut I think being a fairy is just enoughâŠâÂ
She looked to him worriedly.
âIf you say no, Iâll bring it back to SHIELD and the opportunity will most likely never come up again. If you say yes, I can teach you how to control her. You can become a hero like me.â He shrugged. âThe choice is yours.â
âBut I am a hero, youâve just never seen it. I donât know how this will react with my magic. It could be lethal to myself and everyone around me. I donât want to go through that again. I donât want another little girl dying at my hands.â Her eyes went dark, as her mind started to reel about the moment.Â
He took a few steps forward and hugged her. âThatâs fine. Itâs okay.â He cooed, stroking her hair. âI love you Justine.â
She hugged him tight. âI still have nightmares about it.â  Tears came and went,as they always did as she thought about it. âI love you too. Just the way you are.âÂ
He found himself lost in his thoughts, face in her hair. He thought back to his motherâs death. He remembered murdering his father. He remembered who he used to be. And then he remembered that he beat those demons.
Justine sniffled. Being a young girl and being a host to a dark entity wasnât the best childhood. She still remembered the look of the little girlâs sister, the crowd around her when she came to, and the branding of being a monster. Eventually she was separated from the horrible thing, but she felt so guilty.Â
Two broken pieces to a puzzle. Thatâs how Cletus always saw himself and his wife. Two very much broken people who fit together perfectly. âIâm sorry if I worried youâŠâ
âItâs okay.â She rested her head on his shoulder. At least in his embrace she could calm down and think in the moment. Something she couldnât do for a long while.
âSometimes I feel like this thing is a curse, but then I remember all the good Iâve done since andâŠâ He looked down at his hand, the symbiote covering it in red, his fingers turning to claws. âIt feels better sometimes to just ignore it.â
She planted a kiss on his cheek. âBut think about it. We probably wouldnât have met then.â Justine spoke, cuddling up to him. ââŠand honestly I donât know what Iâd do without you, Cletus.â
He blushed slightly pink. "Yeah, you're right. I'm just glad you didn't meet me before I found this thing. I was even more of a monster back then."
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