mori memento

A Independent Mature Roleplay Mun 25+

[nihiillism]

A Semi-Private, Selective Roleplay. Mun 25+ Rules | Muses | Starters | Wanted Plots | Wanted Opposites

[theybleeds]

his  contract  had  been  drawn  yesterday  and  already  today  he  was  to  start  guarding  raven  torres  .  he'd  never  been  much  into  music  ,  especially  the  genre  the  woman  before  him  wrote  .  she  was  much  smaller  than  him  and  with  his  height  he  towered  above  her  .  his  broad  shoulders  looked  massive  as  he  stood  with  his  arms  crossed  ,  watching  her  when  she  spoke  to  him  ⸻  only  for  her  to  turn  around  and  talk  to  her  agent  .  manners  was  something  he  valued  heavily  and  this  ?  this  wasn't  a  good  first  impression  towards  the  up  and  coming  singer  .

his  information  regarding  the  letters  and  individual  involved  wasn't  that  extensive  ,  but  he'd  seen  the  letters  and  they  were  alarming  enough  that  he  did  understand  why  she  needed  further  protection  .  as  her  attention  fell  back  on  him  again  ,  his  arms  fell  from  it's  demeaning  position  ,  standing  close  to  the  exit  .  "  i'm  on  duty  miss  torres  ,  you  eat  lunch  and  i  make  sure  no  one  walks  up  to  you  .  "  he  was  a  man  of  few  words  and  if  the  two  of  them  were  going  to  work  ,  he  wondered  how  she'd  speak  to  him  .  he  didn't  mind  getting  yelled  at  ,  but  pretending  he  was  anything  but  her  bodyguard  ?  he  couldn't  deal  with  .  he  was  after  all  ,  professional  through  and  through  . 

[nihiillism]

his answer makes her eyes roll. all business, no personality. she can already tell this is going to be a match made in heaven. “well… alright.” her lips press into a thin line, but the mood shifts just as quickly as it came. like a wave, the smile from earlier threatens to return. “i have no desire to sit in a restaurant eating alone while you stand there looking menacing, so i’ll just… grab takeout.” she’s on her feet now, scooping up her purse as her manager rushes in with a string of warnings. no disappearing, no slipping away from her detail, no leaving khai behind. blah, blah, blah. raven nods obediently, offering a quick hug and a promise to be on her best behavior. she doesn’t bother checking if her new shadow is following. the goosebumps rising along her arms are enough confirmation. her steps quicken slightly as she catches the elevator, her small frame instinctively finding a corner as she watches their reflection in the mirrored walls. “so, we’re going to be spending a lot of time together…”

her mouth opens like she’s about to say something more, something meaningful but instead she just inhales sharply. teeth clicking together as her eyes lift to watch the numbers tick down toward the parking garage. “am i allowed to drive myself, or is that your job now too?” her fingers slip into her purse, fishing out the keys to her convertible. the car a gift to herself after signing her record deal and her current pride and joy.

[sexdrvnks]

steven started to eat his slice of pizza and nodded "i won't freak out, promise" he said his mouth full, but he almost choked at his friend's next words. "what?" he blushed and looked at lauren, his eyes big. "i mean, i don't know, i'm definitely not your type" he shrugged "and i won't start with the blah blah we are friends, blah blah because i know it's bullshit, but I guess you never saw me that way?"

[nihiillism]

"what?" she frowns, eyes rolling. "how did you come to that conclusion and yes we are friends i just...it's weird you think it's because of me. that i...nevermind." she shakes her head already knowing she has probably said too much. she takes another bite of pizza her eyes still on him, noticing how red he looks all of a sudden. she can't help herself, maybe it's because she didn't get to live out her crimminal activity for the night and she still has a itch that needs to be scratched. "you think i never saw you that way but...did you ever see me that way?"

[emziess]

Lukita Maxwell as Alice Laird Shrinking, S03E10

[sexdrvnks]

steven stood up and shook his head at lauren "i'm not changing, lo, i'm still your best friend" he smiled as he made it inside, pizza in hand. "let's go eat because all these scary things have made me hungry" he said and took a slice of pizza "come here, the pizza looks good!"

[nihiillism]

nodding slowly, she brings the plates over, setting them down on the breakfast bar before sliding onto one of the stools. grabbing a slice, she takes a bite, chewing slowly as her eyes drift to steven. “can i ask you something and you won’t freak out on me?” a smile tugs at her lips despite herself. “why do you think we never… you know?”

[symonearchive]

[silverliines]

« — closed : @nihiillism — based on this ( flavor of the week )

rise and fall of his chest is slow as he takes a steadying breath ––– desperately trying to keep his calm. his composure. been dealing with this since high school ; he's accustomed to his role as supportive friend. and nothing more. yet it doesn't ease the ache in chest while she regales him with the last saga in another shitty relationship. dillon's hand tightens around the pint of beer in front of him ; just barely. “ break up with him, then. ” says it matter-of-fact. far more blunt than he typically is. a beat passes before eyebrows raise. “ you're having a miserable time with this asshole. why do you keep dating him? ”

[nihiillism]

she’d been rambling, her body tucked against his side like always, head resting on his shoulder as she stared up at the ceiling. fighting back tears, trying to figure out where everything had gone wrong. again. why, no matter what she did, it always ended the same way. another relationship falling apart. it isn’t until she hears his voice that she snaps back, pulled into the present. she notices the tension in his jaw as she sits up. “what?” his advice is blunt. too blunt and honestly, unwelcome. her brows knit together as she tries to process what he’s saying. “i don’t… it’s not always miserable.” is it? her gaze drops to her beer, reaching for it just to have something to focus on, something to distract her, even for a second. “you’re being kind of harsh, don’t you think?” she glances back at him, searching his face. “where is this coming from?”

[nosimpincurly]

[ssoveia]

ALEXA DEMIE as MADDY PEREZ - Euphoria 3x06 - Stand Still and See

[nihiillism]

closed started for @theybleeds based on this

“it’s khai, right?” raven sat at one end of the stuffy office, her head tilting as her eyes narrowed on the man across from her. the one who, up until now, hadn’t said a word. her manager doing all the talking, as usual. something about the situation escalating. the amount of disturbing fan mail from someone they thought they’d already gotten a restraining order against but apparently that had only applied to los angeles, not new york. and in new york, things with the courts moved slower. meanwhile the letters were getting more… detailed. that was the word the label chose to use. but she caught the flicker of fear anyway. the way her manager shifted in their seat. she hadn’t seen the letters herself, but it was enough to warrant a new security detail. a babysitter whose job was now to keep an eye on her 24/7. “you sure i need someone so buff? he looks like an action figure.” she sighs, already knowing there’s no point arguing against it. “where are you from, khai? and do you have a preference on where we go for lunch?”

[randomdeinonychus]

Lukita Maxwell, via Instagram

[b3gg3d]

open : m f nb

''why do you only call me when you're alone?''

[nihiillism]

“to be fair, i wasn’t alone when i called. just… really fucked up.” a smile tugs at his lips, his head tipping slightly to the side. “why? you want me to go?”

[drexmwomxn]

[memetaped]

texting starters send a symbol for…

🌻 a worried text.

🐰 a goofy text.

🦋 a loving text.  

🧦 a half-asleep text.

🌳 a happy text.

🍎 an apologetic text.

⚠️ a text meant for someone else.

🕰️ an early morning text.

💫 a late night text.

🗑️ a text that wasn’t sent.

💡 a scared text.

💀 an urgent text.

🥇 a supportive text.

🔪 a hateful text. 

🌊 a sad text.

⚡ an angry text. 

🚀 a goodbye text.

[peachedeyes]

unfortunately his admission brings a pleased hum from her . maybe it's vain but she thinks that dream her still being hot to him is good enough to cushion any other negative emotions she might be feeling right now . " a friend invited me and i'm trying this new thing where i say yes more often . " it's a decision that she's only started regretting when this interaction began . more - so when she's made to face comments like the ones ira's making . " it's not my kind of place . it's hot and my shoes are sticking to floor from the drink i stepped in earlier , " she forgoes mentioning that she's having fun regardless , " things were different back then . "

[nihiillism]

“yeah, they were.” his jaw tightens, but he eases it with another sip of beer. of course, now that things between them are over, she’s this whole new person. the kind who ends up in shitty dive bars and despite all the complaining actually looks like she’s having a good time. he can see it in her eyes, in the warmth coloring her cheeks. and it hits him then, sharp and unexpected—jealousy. because he’s not the reason for it. “you look…” his mouth opens, eyes flicking up to the ceiling as he searches for the right words. he’s not sure what he can say, or what he should. “like my dream.” a quiet laugh slips out, looser now as he lets himself sink into the alcohol. “you want a drink?”

[notbuckybarnes]

STEPHEN KALYN Off Campus 1.05

[4sl]