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May I ask for your reasons to ship ulquiorra and szayel? I’m just curious since it’s not the most popular ship in bleach fandom and I don’t remember them interacting? Will you write different ships in the future too? Maybe grimmichi? It’s quite popular I know but just curious if it’s a possibility

indeed i completely made up the szayulqui ship because i just think it's fun and i like the idea. i have lots of thoughts about szayel and ulquiorra and why it comes together in my head but that would be a long conversation... ;D

i will write others in the future but i don't ship grimmichi specifically so that won't be one of them, sorry.

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lonely souls

bleach drabble collection

sun in an empty room [ulquiorra and orihime]

“You’re alive,” Orihime whispers from between her fingers.

Hardly, Ulquiorra thinks. He doesn’t say anything.

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north star, i need you to guide me home (14/14)

Relationship: Ulquiorra Cifer/Szayel Aporro Granz

Characters: Ulquiorra Cifer, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques, Nelliel Tu Oderschvank, Kurosaki Kazui, Tia Harribel, Szayel Aporro Granz

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Canon, Introspection, Emotional Repression, Post-TYBW, Dubiously Consented to Science Experiments, One-sided Grimmjow/Ulquiorra, Unhealthy Relationships

Szayel turns only his head towards Ulquiorra, maintaining his stiff-backed posture. “I am swallowing my pride only so much as to say that I consider you may desire an apology.” “I don’t want it.” Ulquiorra should have expected what Szayel did, even. “Oh. Good.”

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north star, i need you to guide me home (12/?)

Relationship: Ulquiorra Cifer/Szayel Aporro Granz

Characters: Ulquiorra Cifer, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques, Nelliel Tu Oderschvank, Kurosaki Kazui, Tia Harribel, Szayel Aporro Granz

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Post-Canon, Introspection, Emotional Repression, Post-TYBW

What a limbo to be caught in, where one is neither an Espada and yet still regarded as one.

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lonely souls

bleach drabble collection

Kazui seeks revenge on Ulquiorra.

Ulquiorra looks up at him, staring through his soul-body. “Are you a coward?” “Sometimes,” Kazui answers. “Is it always a bad thing?” “Yes.”

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the politics and war of ecstasy

"What do you think?" Szayel asks. "Us, with Grimmjow." Ulquiorra tilts his head. “I think you are a jealous man.” Szayel grins. “A jealous man, but also one ruled by particular desires."

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north star, i need you to guide me home (ch 9/?)

“There is something happening to me,” Ulquiorra says. He does it on impulse. It doesn’t happen often, that he does anything without thinking it over, but every instance of acting on synapse comes with a strange truthfulness about it. “Something is happening to my mind, and I can’t explain it.”

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protect me from what i want

Fandom: The Batman (Movie 2022) Relationship: Selina Kyle/Bruce Wayne Additional Tags: Introspection, Ambiguous Timeline

He doesn’t want to hurt her, Bruce thinks not for the first time.

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north star, i need you to guide me home (ch 8/?)

Ulquiorra has the sensation of being alone on the toe-tip edge of a great precipice, and Szayel will either stand with him or push him off.

He knows Szayel would push.

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ward: chapter 2

espada fantasy au.

Characters: Szayel Aporro Granz, Ulquiorra Cifer, Yammy Llargo, Yylfordt Granz, Inoue Orihime, Nelliel Tu Oderschvank Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Dark Magic, Violence

In which a kidnapping happens.

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postcards from the last frontier of humanity

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Bennett wants to write postcards, but everyone he's ever cared about is already there with him.

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arms of a thief

melanie/bennett pre-canon fic

“Without Wilford,” Bennett whispers, conspiratorially. Well, it is a conspiracy, isn’t it?

Melanie waits a few heartbeats, but they’re rapid. “It’s our train.”

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ward (ch 1/?)

espada fantasy au.

Characters: Szayel Aporro Granz, Ulquiorra Cifer, Yammy Llargo, Yylfordt Granz Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Dark Magic, Violence

Szayel is a discontent chemist, but that doesn't mean he wants to be haunted.

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the post-humanist prometheus (5/5)

Szayel seeks answers on how to create arrancar, despite the great personal risks he must undertake in order to grasp godhood and cure a mysterious illness that befalls Las Noches.

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north star, i need you to guide me home (7/?)

“You know it is a terrible place,” Ulquiorra says. “You are old enough to understand what you feel there.”

Kazui sniffles. “It feels like death in Hueco Mundo.”

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Chapters: 1/? Fandom: Runescape (Video Games) Additional Tags: Old School Runescape, Canon-Typical Violence, Mystery, Religious Fanaticism

Years of conflict between Daeladron and the vampyres have reached a boiling point when she begins a quest to liberate Morytania from evil for good.

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Relationship: Ulquiorra Cifer/Grimmjow Jaegerjaques

Characters: Ulquiorra Cifer, Grimmjow Jaegerjaques, Nelliel Tu Oderschvank, Szayel Aporro Granz, Kukkapuuro (Bleach)

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon-Typical Violence, Post-Hueco Mundo Arc, Enemies to Slightly Less Enemies

Grimmjow knows things are weird when he wakes up to Ulquiorra’s face hovering above him and he isn’t instantly consumed by a wave of hatred.

He doesn’t think he could even jump onto his feet and try to swing at the lowlife.

“He’s awake,” Ulquiorra says.

Hell yeah he is.