mika

she/they TW!!!! sw;93kg cw;fcking fat ugw;55kg | vegetarian🌱

[nikkasixxi]

i have a thing for nerd looking boys😀🔫🏃‍♀️

[nikkasixxi]

can people stop being so toxic pls

[nikkasixxi]

i can do this shit

[nikkasixxi]

cottagecore/royalcore for today!!

i wanna look like that and wear dresses

TW:ed account

[nikkasixxi]

anorexia is a mental disorder.

underweight = does not mean that they have an ed.

overweight = does not mean that they don't have an ed.

[delicatebones]

why can’t i just be skinny

i hate the pain of trying so hard and failing

i hate the pain of relapsing

i hate the pain of never being good enough for myself

when does this get better?

[nikkasixxi]

i can do this.

[rarebritney]

pls kill all men who yell at girls from cars

[nikkasixxi]

TW!!! ed

my mom literally forced me into eating sweets and then my father came in and said that "why do u eat that shit, you're gonna be even more fat"...

i wish they won't call me to lunch or dinner today...i don't want to eat. nope. also i dont want to face them bcs when father left i started crying and my mother saw it.

[vmkhoneyy]

I just fucking want to b skinni,,,,,,just on c e

[bone-girl-diary]

Tips (that work) To Avoid Binging 🍓

1. grab a notebook. write down EVERYTHING you want to binge on. then add up all the calories. stare at that disgusting number for a while, do you really wanna eat that…?

2. pick the foods you want to binge on. one by one, look up every ingredient in the foods. this will not only take up time, it will show you how many gross and creepy things go into what you want to eat….

3. destroy the food. candy? take it out of the wrapper, pour gross condiments on it. pizza? fold it in half and squeeze. do you see all the grease??!? EW. want to eat meat? look up videos of slaughter houses….I promise you’ll put the carcass down. do this until thinking about eating makes you sick.

4. stay out of the house. take an hour long walk. avoid the fridge at all costs. you can literally avoid eating all day, just by staying out of the house.

5. take a damn nap. this one is SO underrated. sleep helps you lose weight, and is great for taking up time (also naps are great lol).

These are what work best for me, hope they help you as well! Stay safe everyone.

[skiinnygiirl]

This is so important!

[sippin-green-tea]

No matter what you identify as YOU ARE VALID and don’t let anyone tell you differently

[nikkasixxi]

i think i am dying faster then i should

lmao i am not joking something is wrong with me, my metabolism is fucked up, my head and stomach hurts so much and i feel so warm and cold at the same time... oh did i mentioned that my heart hurt so bad? no? oh sorry, i forgot bcs my brain is so slow these days:)

[nikkasixxi]

i don't feel anything and it sucks.

[nikkasixxi]

why did i thought i am getting better

[nikkasixxi]

i brushed my teeth after a long time. i am kinda proud of myself.

[nikkasixxi]

how can someone like school like wtf how teach me pls